Chapter 90: The King of Warm God Entertainment [35]
Min Chen doesn't know how to describe how he feels at the moment, his heart is like a knife, right?
He knows he is selfish because he loves himself the most in the world.
He thought about how much this incident would hurt Xia Meng, and he knew what the decision he made would make her face.
He knew it was her dream. He had asked her to suspend her dreams for herself, and now he asked her to give up on her dreams.
But he also loves her, even if he loves himself the most, she is the second most in his heart!
He never thought of abandoning her, even if she was contrary to his dreams.
He just wanted her to hold back for a while... He will tell the world when he is at the top of the entertainment industry that she is his lover.
He's going to get her and the child right, just not now.
Xia Meng looked at Min Chen like this, and smiled so gently and bleakly: "Ah Chen, you don't love me, if you love me, how can you be willing to see me wronged?" You don't love anyone at all, not even yourself. ”
Min Chen took a step back in astonishment, the first time he was so flustered, he eagerly explained: "No, Mengmeng, I love you!" It's true! He knew it was love, because the first time he would laugh because of a person's heartbeat, the first time he would laugh because he thought of someone. Even though he never loved, he knew it was called love.
Xia Meng looked at him with a pitying expression and shook her head: "Loving someone is not only laughter, but what about the rest of the gains and losses?" In your mind, I am your appendage, and you will not let me leave you if you make any decisions, but I am a ** individual, I have thoughts and feelings, and I have hurt you so many times, why do you want to continue? ”
"The greatness of love lies in its forbearance and uncontrollability."
"I forbear for you, give in for you, and because I can't control my heart, I have repeatedly chosen to forgive."
"But I'm tired. No matter how strong I look, I'm just a woman who can shed tears and feel sad. ”
"I can't be the great woman without regrets behind you, I have a child, I can suspend my dream just to have a warm home because of you, so now I have to choose to leave you because of my child."
"Ah Chen, I can't let my children be ridiculed and spurned by others like me."
"I can't make him pay for our love, the life he deserves is beautiful and sunny, and you can't give these things."
Min Chen suppressed the bitterness and pain in his heart, and mockingly raised the corners of his lips to look at Su Mo, who had been looking at Xia Meng with concern: "You just chose to leave because you saw something better, why do you say a qiē so good?" He didn't want to say it so sharply, but he couldn't hold back the sadness in his heart.
Xia Meng looked at him with a pale face, and the pain in her eyes almost spread. She choked up and said, "Ah Chen, don't you understand, your warmth is so light, like a layer of sugar coating on bread outside medicine." You are gentle and ruthless, which is why you can hurt others so indifferently. If I chose someone else, it was just because I didn't want to be so tired, and I cowardly chose to give up. Ah Chen, I just felt today that you are not worth it. ”
If the sadness of love is that girls of the same age are always more mature than boys, then Min Chen has never matured. He doesn't understand what love is, he doesn't even love himself. He gave everything to his dreams, and once he achieved his goal, then he would find how empty his whole was, and he had nothing but dreams.
Min Chen smiled and stepped back, looking at her eyes full of hurt: "If you only saw me today, I don't deserve it, then I have nothing to say." ”
For the first time, he knew that words could be turned into weapons, breaking the softest of his hearts.
She said he didn't deserve it.
Yes, he is not worth it.
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"VI said that he and Coco were just ordinary friends, and denied that the man who was with Coco at the airport yesterday was his ......"
Sang Lian turned off the TV with satisfaction, and now she was a little nervous, she didn't notice that the host's tone was not as disdainful as when she reported Xia Meng's pregnancy in the morning, and even this time she didn't chase after saying that Coco was not in the right position or anything like that.
Now she is full of summer cuteness! There's nothing more exciting to her than that!
She put on her washed and dried clothes, packed all the belongings of the room into her bag, put on huge glasses, covered her mouth with a thick scarf, and left the hotel fully armed.
Thoughtful, she didn't notice the strange look in the waiter in the elevator who was with her when he looked at her.
It wasn't until he got to the first floor that the waiter ran to the manager: "Manager! Just now I met a woman with a masked face in the elevator, and her whole body smelled of blood! ”
Sang Lian, who left the hotel, began to take a taxi to Min's house.
She wants to see Min Chen, which is the belief that she has not fallen!
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"VI denies that the father of the child with Coco is himself" news report on the network next comment.
Coco My Goddess: What a disappointment! I thought it was with VI!
I'm a cloud: I feel so sad inexplicably, Coco won't be the kind of person who relies on unspoken rules to get to the top! I can't imagine what Coco looks like when it gets black!
Anonymous: A bunch of Sabbi! When has the entertainment industry been clean? You've been blinded by the surface! What kind of goddess is the national goddess? I don't know how many men I've had a relationship with!
The person I love is not you: the black fans upstairs don't explain! You can't say that there is a problem with Coco's character because of this incident! After all, artists are forbidden to fall in love, she has only debuted for more than a year, may she be the object of being together before her debut?
A bowl of Enron powder: sit back and wait for the official response!
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Zhang Shan couldn't help but sigh when she looked at the comments on the Internet, she didn't expect Coco to finish filming quickly because she was pregnant! I don't know what's going on now.,It's not like a girl like Coco came up by unspoken rules.。 She has been in the entertainment industry for so many years, and she is really reluctant to see the seedlings of spirituality in filming, just like this.
Lina, who was partying with her, leaned up to take a look and sat back in place, she was an insider, she didn't expect this incident to break out Min Chen would choose to deny it, even if she understood, she still felt disappointed.
Another woman with them is the very famous Sister Wen in the entertainment industry, Yang Qingwen. has rarely appeared, only occasionally attending the Spring Festival Gala. They have known each other for a long time, and when they see them like this, they can't help but wonder: "Why are they one by one?" ”
Lina sighed, "It's Coco's thing." ”
Yang Qingwen has heard the two of them talk about it, but she is not interested in these rising stars, she has seen the dramas filmed in recent years, and they are the kind that she can't watch, so she won't pay attention to it.
"You said that you are a newcomer with a lot of temperament and potential?" She heard Zhang Shan say that Coco has a very good personality and is also very aura in acting.
Zhang Shan looked up and couldn't help sighing: "The filming is really great, it's basically a pass, and she will always be the one with the best temper in the crew, and everyone likes her." Seeing that Yang Qingwen looked a little disapproving, he continued, "Whether she is acting or not, it is enough for her to make others like it, which is enough to show her difference." ”
Yang Qingwen nodded with approval: "When I was young, I was too arrogant and had a bad interpersonal relationship, otherwise I wouldn't have become popular for so long." In this way, she still has some ability. ”
Lina took out her mobile phone and flipped out a photo with Xia Meng and handed it to Yang Qingwen: "She is the kind of person who makes people feel very comfortable and clean when she laughs." ”
Yang Qingwen looked at Xia Meng with a gentle smile in the photo and couldn't help but nodded: "There are not many female artists with good temperament now, at most they are beautiful, she is really temperamental." I went home and watched her play. ”
Lina knew that if Yang Qingwen was satisfied, Coco would not be planted! As long as Sister Wen is willing to take her, she can continue filming! nodded: "I'll go back and ask the director if I can invite coco again!" "She wants the audience to see how good Coco is!
Yang Qingwen couldn't help but smile and shook her head, she knew Lina's character, and if she liked Coco, she wished everyone liked it!
She still doesn't understand what makes Coco so special that makes Lina love it so desperately. However, she must have her strengths.
No one can be liked by everyone for no reason.
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When Su Mo drove home, she was still thinking about what she said to herself at the door of Summer Meng's house.
"Su Mo, thank you for what you said in front of the media today. Thank you for not embarrassing me so much and giving me self-esteem. ”
"You're still young, there's no need to put all the qiē on me. It's impossible between us, I've got a baby, I'm about to become a mother, and you don't even have your first love. ”
"You're dedicated to me now because you didn't get me, and you love that gentle and kind summer cute."
"When we are really together, a qiē will become a barrier between us. My incivility, my inadequacy. ”
"You can now say that you are willing to accept me and accept my children, and when I am no longer beautiful, or even when I see other people's families happy, you will feel that you are trying to accept only that."
"I'm no different from other women. Even I have other people's children with me. ”
"Su Mo, if you say you love me, you have to wait for you to calm down."
He didn't know what to say and what to do to convince Xia Meng that he really wanted to be with her forever.
He doesn't mind the child, he doesn't mind that she is not good. Her willingness to nod and be with him was enough to surprise him.
He longed to send her the best things in the world, to tell her that the whole world loved her the most.
He has loved her from a smile to now, and he is no longer a refusal to give up.
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