Chapter 10: The Girl's Thoughts
The girl's mind, don't guess!
The girl's mind fluctuates and changes, like a stock with ups and downs, guessing is not accurate, and guessing is also in vain.
Just looking at the girl's blushing face, and the feeling of wanting to refuse and welcome, even if Li Qing was slow to react, he suddenly understood that the girl in front of him seemed to have some meaning for him. It's just, it's just, thinking about it, Li Qing feels unreliable......
He's just a street writer, just a poor man struggling to make ends meet.
It can be said that he wants money without money, a house without a house, a car without a car, he is not an ideal boyfriend candidate, as long as he is blind, he will be chosen.
And the girl in front of her, who doesn't seem to be blind, why would she take a fancy to him.
Li Qing only felt inexplicable.
"Do you like me?" Li Qing asked.
"I don't like you!" An Biru gradually regained her composure, and refused with a blushing face, but said in a hurry: "I just don't have friends for the time being, and I want you to replace me!" ”
"It's just a replacement!" Li Qing smiled, and the seemingly rejective language seemed to have explained everything.
The girl in front of me doesn't seem to be in love, and she seems to like him. It's just that there seems to be nothing attractive about him, and this kind of love comes just inexplicably, and I don't know why.
"Not really!" An Biru said, blushing as she spoke, a little flustered.
"What isn't it!?" Li Qing said.
"Ignore you!" An Biru said, getting up and leaving, looking a little flustered.
The girl left, leaving Li Qing alone.
"It's really a boring life, this is not a lost corner, and the harvest is mulberry!" Li Qing smiled bitterly, thinking about it, not thinking about it, it seems that he drank a little too much, and the side effects after drinking began to attack, he was dizzy, quickly took off his clothes, got into the quilt and began to sleep.
It wasn't until the next day that it was getting dark.
Looking at the bright sunlight, Li Qing knew that it was another beautiful weather.
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Mt. Fuji is crowded with tourists, but it is not crowded at all. Walking in the middle of Mt. Fuji, sitting on a cable car, watching the fast-moving scenery climb as you continue to climb ......
The snow of Mt. Fuji is as white as jade; The snow on Mt. Fuji resembles a diamond. When you look at Mt. Fuji from different angles, you can always see different scenery and have different emotions. All scenery is love, this is probably the beauty of mourning!
Li Qing doesn't understand the snow of Mt. Fuji, just like he doesn't understand the heart of a girl.
It's just that with the company of the girl, looking at the girl's laughter, looking at the girl's posture, I can't help but be infected with a trace of the joy of life, and try to smile.
When life is in a difficult moment, try to smile;
When you feel like crying, try to smile.
Smiling can't relieve pain, but it can give the illusion of happiness, life is beautiful with illusion, and life is happy with illusion.
"I have nothing now, but I have the illusion of happiness, so life is good."
Li Qing comforted himself.
In a trance, Li Qing somewhat understood those workaholics, life was too hard, and he couldn't laugh if he wanted to smile, so he could only keep working, forgetting everything in his work, and getting happiness in his work.
The rhythm of life is still the same, life is still boring, boring is outrageous, but gradually getting used to it, it is natural. During the day, I was a tour guide, and at night I found time to write, no matter how much I wrote, I had to write something every day, even if there was a phenomenon of Kavin, I had to grit my teeth and continue to write.
Once, if you don't write one day, you may develop inertia and affect the rhythm of your writing.
The only thing that is unpleasant is that I often meet Xu Qian's crew, and it seems that Xu Qian is the second heroine of a martial arts novel, and she seems to be moving towards the road of stardom.
Obviously, it means that you can earn a lot of Huaxia coins.
It's just everything, it's just yy in my heart, everything has nothing to do with him, even if Xu Qian becomes a big star, it has nothing to do with him. It's like two horizons, they never intersect.
It seems that after that incident, the relationship between the two warmed up rapidly.
In a trance, Li Qing regarded all this as a beauty strategy game.
According to the description of "Dream of Red Mansions", women are divided into three categories, one is literary girls, such as Lin Daiyu; One is money girls, such as Wang Xifeng; One is a girl who is superimposed on money and literature, such as Xue Baochai. Literary and artistic girls, mostly talented women, mostly talented, mostly delicate, sentimental, often despise copper smell, often love talents.
Historically, Liu Yong and Tang Bohu were extremely down-and-out, poor as beggars, but there were still many women who were fascinated by him and fell in love with them.
Just because, a talented woman loves a talented man, more than a talented woman loves a talented woman.
An Biru is a talented woman, talented women are always easy to be emotional about talents, this friendship transcends the restrictions of money, beyond the restrictions of identity, beyond the constraints of age, everything is irreparable, everything is wrong, and it is still wrong.
"Am I a genius?"
Li Qing smiled bitterly.
He is just a copyist, only because he is a traverser, only because he stands on the shoulders of great people, he has become a genius.
Having lost the shoulders of the great man, he is nothing.
Between talented people and talented women, there are few loves, most of the time for love beyond friendship, or friendship beyond love.
Li Qing writes, and always sends the articles he writes to An Biru every day; And Ambiru acted as the first reader, watching carefully, writing comments and pointing out some typos. And often, for some plots, for the development concept of some ancient stories, they quarrel with each other.
It's just that in the quarrel, the friendship becomes deeper.
It's just that after getting along for a long time, the friendship has become blurred, whether love occupies the majority or friendship occupies the majority, which is already confused and difficult to distinguish.
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Another night, after only finishing 2,000 words, Li Qing was Kavin, and he lost the urge to continue writing.
I opened my phone, opened my phone book, clicked on a phone number, and a beep sound came.
"Hello, who are you?"
Ampiru's voice came.
"Hello, I'm Li Qing, do you have time, have time to come over!"
"Got it!"
A few minutes later, Ampriru appeared in his room.
Looking at An Biru, Li Qing was immediately dumbfounded, not knowing what to say.
"I wrote a romance novel, I don't know if it's going to work!" Li Qing said a reason that was not a reason, "I'm not a girl, I don't know the tastes of you girls!" ”
As he spoke, Li Qing handed over the outline of the novel.
An Biru opened it and saw that it was written: "Marry the right man in the wrong sedan chair!" ”
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