Chapter 369: I Am Me

It was Xiao Xiao who came.

A look of rage.

She is a person who keeps her promises, and since she promised Red Seven, she will seriously implement it. These days, she has gone to the Red Mansion and changed her ways to make Hongba happy. It's just that Hongba is cynical for a while, self-pitying for a while, and sad for a while, and doesn't pay attention to people at all......

The temper is so weird, Xiao Xiao is about to go crazy for Hongba.

In this life, she has never bothered to accommodate anyone so much, not even the Queen Mother. As a result, Hongba even drove her away today, what is this?

She Xiao Xiao is no longer waiting.

Let her go as she likes.

Xiao Xiao's small mouth kept opening and closing, telling Hong Qi how hateful Red Eight was, how bad he didn't know how bad he was, how bad his temper was, how poisonous his mouth was, and how unbearable it was......

Hongqi listened to Xiao Xiao patiently, and from time to time asked people to change tea for Xiao Xiao, this change, it took more than ten cups, and Xiao Xiao finally stopped.

Hong Qi sighed and said: "Alas, I have worked hard for you, and it is not good for the eighth sister to be wronged." ”

Hong Qi didn't defend Red Ba in a single sentence, and said that it was Red Ba's fault, Xiao Xiao heard her say this, and somehow suddenly felt a little weak in her heart, did she say too much?

Hong Qi looked at Xiao Xiao with very understanding eyes here, and continued: "You don't want to pay attention to the eighth sister's mood, I fully understand. In fact, not to mention you as an outsider, even we, her sisters and sisters, can't stand her like this, cynical, self-pitying, short-tempered, and autistic...... Such a person, unless it is a Buddha or a saint, no one can stand it. It's rare that you've been able to spend so many days with her. If you don't want to go, don't go, just because I didn't say it before. It's also a joke to say anything to you to repay the favor, so don't take it to heart. ”

Xiao Xiao listened to what Hong Qi said, and her heart became more and more uneasy.

Hong Qi not only saved her life, but also saved her reputation, such a great favor, only made such a small request to her, but she couldn't do it, and came here to complain.

Isn't she the kind of ungrateful person she herself despises the most?

At this time, Hong Qi sighed again: "Actually, the eighth sister was not like this before. Although she has a big temper among her sisters, she is definitely not the current Cheng DΓΉ, she can only be regarded as a little irritable, her personality is very lively, easy-going, she loves to talk and laugh, and she is really cute. Among our sisters, she is the most popular, and everyone loves to play with her. When it was unpleasant, it didn't take long to be happy with her. She is everyone's pistachio, the source of happiness, but now she ......"

When Hong Qi said this, he hurriedly stopped, as if he was afraid of causing Xiao Xiao's self-blame, and then changed his relaxed tone and said: "Don't talk about these unhappy things, it's rare for you to come once, I just asked someone here to ice watermelon, melon, and grapes, let's go to the stone bench under the tree to sit together, eat, blow the wind, and it couldn't be more comfortable." Listen to Mrs. Huo, your chess skills are good, why don't we play two games? ”

Hong Qi looked at Xiao Xiao with a smile and tilted his face slightly.

Xiao Xiao saw the scar on the side of Hong Qi's face, extending from his cheeks to his neck, especially today when Hong Qi was not wearing a high collar or makeup, this scar was particularly conspicuous and hideous.

Such a beautiful face, but there is such a scar.

It's as if a peerless painting has been tarnished by a stain. How good the painting is, how much regret the heart of the person who looks at it.

Xiao Xiao is a woman, and she feels uncomfortable when she looks at it.

But Hong Qi looked like nothing happened, calmly naked, even if Xiao Xiao's eyes fell on her face, she was also frank and open, and she never had a posture of covering up or dodging.

Xiao Xiao couldn't help but stretch out her hand, caressing Hong Qi's scar, and asked, "Does it still hurt?" ”

Hong Qi shook his head and said with a smile: "It doesn't hurt anymore." ”

"Aren't you afraid of other people's strange eyes? Don't you think it's a pity? Wouldn't it be sad? ”

This is the question that Xiao Xiao has always had in her heart.

When she heard about this, she wondered, what kind of woman is this? How did you have the courage to do something like that?

With such a face, does she know what kind of eyes the world will look at her?

No matter how beautiful your makeup is, there will always be a time to take it off.

Moreover, everyone understands what is hidden under the makeup.

Hong Qi replied: "What is the difference between this appearance and the previous appearance?" I am who I am. ”

"He who truly loves me will not leave me because of the change in my appearance; The people who turned around and left because of the change in my appearance never really knew me and loved me. ”

"As for the others? I live for myself, not for others. ”

"Sad? For those who never loved me at all? My heart, not so cheap. ”

Hong Qi said, and sighed: "Eighth sister, if you can also think about it, it will be good!" ”

Hong Qi only said it very normally, but in Xiao Xiao's ears, it was like thunder.

"What's the difference between this look and the previous look? I am who I am. ”

"He who truly loves me will not leave me because of the change in my appearance; The people who turned around and left because of the change in my appearance never really knew me and loved me. ”

……

Xiao Xiao muttered these two sentences, her eyes became brighter and brighter, and all along, the knot in her heart was suddenly opened because of these two sentences.

Since she was fifteen years old, she has been engaged one after another, and then after her fiancΓ© died unexpectedly one after another, although on the surface, in order not to worry her parents, she made a look of not caring.

In fact, in the deepest part of her heart, Xiao Xiao has always cared.

The death of several fiancΓ©s is not the biggest shadow in her heart. Although I have also felt sorry for them, after all, they have only had a few faces, and they have never lived together, in fact, their faces, after a long time, Xiao Xiao doesn't remember much.

However, because of their death, people's eyes on her gradually changed, although because of the Queen Mother, because of the Protector's Mansion, they still smiled at her in person, but Xiao Xiao could feel that it was different, it was different. Even, once her best friend, gradually became estranged from her.

Did she do something wrong?

Why has everything changed?

Is it her fault?

Deep down, Xiao Xiao is often troubled by these questions.

But today, she realized, she was wrong.

She's who she is!

It was her before, and she is now, her father, mother, aunt, brother and brother, the people who really love her, they all still love her, they have not changed, and the people who have left have just never really loved her.

It's not that she's doing anything wrong.

It's just that it's not enough love.

Xiao Xiao smiled, from now on, she would never be sad about those people again. Her heart is not so cheap. She also wants to be like Hong Qi, dignified and frank, to face this qiΔ“, and she also wants to show a smile like Hong Qi.

That smile is so strong, so handsome!

She wants to laugh like that, too!

"Thank you! Moon. ”

Xiao Xiao suddenly stepped forward and hugged Hong Qi tightly, and the mountain that had been pressing heavily in her heart all this time disappeared. Her heart was so relaxed, it seemed to be back before she was fifteen years old, and nothing happened at that time.

Hong Qi gave Xiao Xiao such a hug, and his body was a little stiff.

Why are their mothers and daughters like this, they do what they say, they don't greet each other without a sound, and they are not polite at all.

Xiao Xiao's voice was very happy: "Thanks to you, I'm so happy now." Don't worry, Sister Minglan will definitely understand. I'll go find her now. ”

After speaking, Xiao Xiao left.

It took her so much time to understand this. She hopes that Hongba will not be like her.

In the Hong family, the third wife was saying to Hongba: "I heard that you drove Xiao Xiao away, this is too much?" She's a proud girl these days, is it easy to put down the shelf and make you happy? If it weren't for the fact that she really felt sorry for you in her heart, she couldn't have done this. At the beginning, she didn't mean to. In the future, you may have to marry to the Protectorate Mansion, and you will accept it when you see it! ”

"Got it, got it! Is there such a mother as you? also persuaded her daughter not to be the murderer who disfigured her face, really, I doubt that I am your biological daughter. ”

Honghachi pouted.

The third lady twisted her cheeks: "What are you talking about, you little conscienceless?" If I'm not your mother-in-law, I'll leave you alone, let you make a feud with your future sister-in-law, and let you lose a good family business...... Really, you can say this kind of thing, do you still have the heart, huh? ”

"It hurts, don't push so hard!" Hongba protested, and then said a little sullenly: "Actually, I don't want to be like this, I originally wanted to take some Qiao appropriately and embarrass her, so forget it." However, although I thought so in my head, I don't know why, as soon as I saw her, I was angry in my heart, and I couldn't help but want to be bad to her. ”

Hongba was also very depressed, and she didn't know what was wrong with her, she just couldn't help it.

When the third lady heard this, her heart was sour, and her eyes were too, she hugged Hongba in her arms and patted her, but she didn't know what to say.

Even she, when she saw Xiao Xiao, couldn't help but feel resentful in her heart; What's more, what about the victim of Red Eight? Especially at the age of Hong Bacai, he used to have such a temper, and he can do it like now, he is already very patient. If you change to the Red Eight who was still in Qinghe County, it would be impossible to do it at all.

Daughter, really sensible.

But this made the third wife even more heartbroken. At this time, the girl said that Xiao Xiao was coming, so the third wife left the space to Xiao Xiao and Hongba, and she went out herself. However, instead of going far, he secretly listened to what they were saying outside the window. When Hongba saw Xiao Xiao, he felt uncomfortable again, and said angrily: "Didn't you run away?" What are you doing again? What kind of place are you and me, you can come and go if you like? ”