Guo Lu waited until more than 14 o'clock before being informed by the female assistant that he could enter the consultation room.

I didn't eat anything, and when it came to this point, he didn't think about going back to pick up Li Chen's affairs anymore, so he sent a text message on his mobile phone, ignored the follow-up, got up and walked into the consultation room.

The clinic is large, estimated to be more than 50 square meters, and the floor is not porcelain, but wooden.

A black desk was placed in the center, with a basin of saxifrage, a basin of narcissus, a computer, some pen and paper, and some small objects, and in front of the table was a soft chair, and behind the table was a young man in his early twenties, dressed in a gray suit, with his hair combed brightly, his eye sockets deep, the bridge of his nose high, and his pupils were not black, but dark blue.

There was also a yellow chaise longue on the east side of the room, and there was a floor-to-ceiling window next to the chair, the curtain was rolled up, and the harsh sunlight reflected a crystal bright color on the white-brown wooden floor, which shook him a little clearly.

Guo Lu walked over and sat down quietly, his gaze calmly looking at his peers, who were about the same age as him.

"My surname is Bai, Chinese." The doctor looked at him and smiled.

"My surname is Chen." Guo Lu said in a light tone, but his eyes glanced at a book on the doctor's left.

"How old is Mr. Chen?" The doctor asked with a smile again, Mandarin is very standard.

“29。” Guo Lu didn't show impatience, he answered, and reached out and took the book in his hand.

The doctor was stunned for a moment, but he didn't stop it, but said, "This book is in pure English, and Mr. Chen may not be able to understand it."

Guo Lu didn't look at him, and turned the page directly: "How do you know that I can't read?"

“《Freud―and―False―Memory―Syndrome》。”

"This is Freud's False Memory Syndrome, right?" Guo Lu accurately read the English name of the book, and the pronunciation was very accurate, and it sounded no less than the level of professional English level 8.

The doctor was taken aback, and the look in his eyes that looked at the patient suddenly changed: "Mr. Chen's English skills are not weak!" I'm here in Wu Han, and even after going around China for such a long time, I've rarely met someone of Mr. Chen's level. ”

"I would venture to ask, what does Mr. Chen do?"

"Programmer." Guo Lu flipped the book and didn't lift his head.

In Freud's doctrine, personality is seen as a psychological mechanism that controls behavior from within, and this internal psychological mechanism determines the characteristics or patterns of behavior of a person in all given situations. Freud believed that the complete personality structure consists of three major parts, namely the id, the ego, and the superego.

The so-called self is the instinctive self, which is completely subconscious. The ego is a chaotic world, which accommodates a messy, unstable, and instinctively repressed **, and hides all kinds of untapped instinctual impulses that are intolerable to the ethics and legal norms of modern human society. The ego follows the 'pleasure principle', which has no understanding of what is value, what is good and evil, and what morality is, and only knows that it will do whatever it takes to satisfy its needs.

The ego is the self that faces reality, it develops through acquired learning and contact with the environment, it is part of the structure of consciousness, the ego is the regulator sandwiched between the self and the external environment, it pursues the principle of reality, it both satisfies the needs of the self and stops violations of social norms, moral codes and laws.

The superego is the moralized self, which is also differentiated and developed from the self, it is the recognition of the moral behavior of parents in childhood, the imitation of social models, and the gradual formation of cultural traditions, values, and social ideals. It is composed of moral ideals and conscience, it is the judicial branch of morality in the personality structure, it is the representative of all moral limits, it is the driving force of noble action in human life, it follows the ideal principle, it determines the standard of moral behavior through self-exemplification (i.e., conscience and self-ideal), and punishes the violation of moral standards through conscience, causing people to feel guilty.

Freud believed that the id, ego, and superego interact and interconnect. The ego ignores reality, only asks for satisfaction, and seeks happiness; The superego imposes restrictions on human behavior according to the moral code, while the ego acts between the id and the superego, it implements the id's ** under realistic conditions, and it has to obey the coercive rules of the superego, it must not only look for things that satisfy the needs of the id, but also must take into account that the things it seeks cannot violate the values of the superego. Thus, among the three aspects of personality, the ego plays a difficult role: on the one hand, it tries to satisfy the ego's pursuit of happiness; On the other hand, the behavior must be made in accordance with the requirements of the superego. Therefore, the power of the ego must be strong to reconcile the conflicts and contradictions between them, otherwise, the personality structure will be in a state of imbalance, leading to the formation of an unsound personality. ”

"This is the overview you wrote?" Guo Lu translated a handwritten text in pure English, suddenly raised his head, glanced at a pen on the table, and asked.

The page was clearly fresh, because the concentration of the smell of the ink was not much different from that of the tip of the pen.

The doctor was stunned at this moment, but he was shocked by Guo Lu's powerful translation ability, and there were not many pauses in the whole translation!

"Grunt......" The doctor swallowed his saliva, blinked his eyes, and then opened his mouth, "It's that I write well, but Mr. Chen's English level is by no means like what a programmer should have!" Moreover...... Do programmers need to learn English as well? The learning of those codes doesn't seem to involve systematic English learning, right? ”

"The update speed of computer software is very fast, and the level of development in China in this area is not very much up with foreign countries, if a programmer wants to study in this field, he can't avoid studying English." Guo Lu read the words in the book, and his tone was flat, as if he was talking about a trivial matter that had nothing to do with him.

Thereupon......

"Oh." The doctor didn't seem to understand, and when he looked at Guo Lu's eyes, he suddenly became a little deeper. Because according to Guo Lu, if you want to achieve this level of English proficiency, you may need to study very deeply, and correspondingly, her qualifications and business ability as a programmer may also be top-notch.

But the material of this dress ...... It's really not like a high-income person would wear it!

"Did Mr. Chan read Freud's book?" He asked tentatively again.

"Nope. Who was Sigmund Freud? Guo Lu turned another page of the book and asked nonchalantly.

The doctor was stunned again.

After a pause, he brought a wry smile and said, "Sigmund-Freud, a Jew, Austrian psychiatrist and psychoanalyst, is also the founder of the psychoanalytic school. He believes that the vast majority of repressed ** is sexual, and sexual disturbance is the root cause of psychosis-"

"You think I'm mentally ill?" Guo Lu interrupted him, raised an eyebrow, glanced at him again, and then withdrew his gaze and landed on the page again.

"Mr. Chen may have misunderstood. Mental illness in a broad sense refers to all sub-healthy and unhealthy states of a person's psyche, and is not limited to those conditions that require being placed in a psychiatric hospital. The doctor shook his head and corrected.

"Hmm......" Guo Lu hummed lightly, and the long tone dragged on for a long time, before another sentence burst out of his mouth, "Doctor Bai, you...... Is it an atheist? ”

"No, I'm inclined to believe in gods." The doctor smiled and looked at him and replied.

"You're lying." Guo Lu looked away from the book, and also looked at him and smiled, just because although he pretended to be calm, the flaws in his scrutinizing eyes were still so obvious, "You haven't been in this business for long, right?" When lying, you can't even cover up changes in your pupils, pulse, and heartbeat. ”

"......" Doctor was momentarily stunned.

And then...... He shook his head again and smiled bitterly.

"I don't think Dr. Chen has a mental problem! It's really embarrassing for me to be so sharp, so guarded, and not to give me a chance! ”

Guo Lu turned the page again and read continuously.

So the doctor's eyes flashed, and he finally noticed a trace of longing and seriousness in his demeanor: "Mr. Chen read this book so carefully, could it be ...... Do you think there's something wrong with your 'self'? ”

"Not bad." Guo Lu didn't go around the pass, and directly admitted it, which made the doctor stunned again.

"Has Dr. Bai read the web novel?" Guo Lu didn't wait for him to speak, and then asked again.

"Yes." The doctor nodded.

"Have you read a novel like Time Traveling and Rebirth?" Guo Lu asked again.

"I've seen a little."

"Do you think the psychological journey of the main characters in these novels is logical?"

Hearing this, the doctor suddenly smiled, and finally knew roughly what kind of psychological problems the patient in front of him was.

"From the reader's point of view, I'm afraid that I won't see anything that violates logic, but if you think about it deeply, you must be sure that there is something that is not in line with reality."

"Where?"

"During the period when the protagonist first entered another world."

"Exactly?" Guo Lu closed the book with a "snap" and sat up.

"Man is a social animal, living in a group, needing friends, needing relatives, communicating, communicating, needing companionship, dispelling loneliness, needing to prove worth, once these are abruptly disillusioned...... Hehe, no matter how strong a person is, no matter how strong his psychological quality is, I am afraid that after being stripped out of the world he was in and thrown into another world, he will have loss, fear, doubt, anxiety, irritability and despair. ”

"Lost in the exhaustion of the previous efforts, afraid of manipulating one's own existence, doubting one's own state of existence, anxious about how to go back, irritable about not finding a way, and finally ...... Hopelessness is completely indiscerning the trajectory of fate. ”

"So......" The doctor spoke at length, and as soon as the words changed, a glittering light poured out of his eyes, forcing him to look into Guo Lu's eyes, "Do you think you have been reborn, or have you crossed over?" And then question the truth and meaning of today's world? ”

"Have you seen Inception?" Guo Lu avoided answering and asked another question.

"Yes." The doctor stared at Guo Lu for a long time, leaned forward slightly, leaned back in the chair again, and affirmed, "I am very impressed by the novel idea of this movie. ”

Mal was driven crazy by time and life because he suspected that he had been living in a dream world, so he finally chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building in an attempt to escape. She's in the same situation as I ...... at this time."

"I feel like ...... right now I live in a false world, a dream, a crystal ball, a TV box, a computer screen, all of which can be used to describe how I feel about it today. ”

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