Chapter 63: Anxiety

After the winter vacation, the days after the start of school are back to the original trajectory.

Spring is quietly approaching, and in front of the school building are rows of tall metasequoia trees, the originally bare branches, glowing with a little cyan.

The pond in the small garden, the water is green, reflecting the light and shadow of the sun, the willow trees on the side are beginning to sprout new shoots, the tender green goose yellow of the trees, the spring breeze in February blows, swaying against the wind, as if it is the eyes of the branches, blinking mischievously.

When spring comes, afternoon classes always feel boring, the sun is warm, and the warmth of the face through the glass window is warm and makes people drowsy.

Chen Xiaoyu is already pinching her thigh for the third time, Teacher Zhengzhì's voice seems to be coming from a distance, blurred, Luo Xinfang and Gao Yuan in the front row are lying on the table, and the Zhengzhì textbook is held high in his hand, blocking the teacher's sight, and he is about to see Zhou Gong.

Lu Chongqing, who was beside him, was already lying on the desk, with his face sideways, his eyes closed, his long eyelashes motionless, not knowing whether he was really asleep or pretending to sleep.

Chen Xiaoyu opened her pencil case, took out a pen and sketched on the book, forcing herself not to sleep, she thought about it in a daze.

Last night, when her father came back late, Xiaoyu finished her homework and went to bed, when she heard the door knock in a daze, followed by the sound of the chair outside squeezing to the ground.

"I've drunk too much again, look at how much you've drunk in the past few days, every time you drink too much and come back in the middle of the night to make noise, it's not like talking." Mom lowered her voice and complained.

Chen Xiaoyu turned over in the quilt, and sighed in her heart, is it useful to complain? Where can you listen to it when you're drunk.

Sure enough, Chen Wenbin burped and sneered: "You think I want to drink too much, you think I am willing to drink so uncomfortable, you are a woman, you know something." ”

"I don't care about you, does it have anything to do with me?" Shao Lanyin's muttering sounded like a child's anger.

"Then you don't care, I didn't let you care." Chen Wenbin is very angry.

"You think I'm going to take care of you, if you weren't so late and still making a lot of noise here, who would care about you. Whatever? You want to be beautiful. ”

"What am I arguing about? Didn't you just come in and trip over a chair? Whoever put your chair here is in the way. ”

"It's funny what you say, the chairs don't sit here every day."

"What's wrong with being funny?" Chen Wenbin borrowed the strength of the wine, and his voice became louder, "I'm tired and tired outside, and I have to look at your face when I come back." Such a home, who wants to come back. ”

"Don't come back and pull it down. Whoever asks you to come back, you shouldn't come back. ”

After saying that, I heard the door slam shut.

Chen Xiaoyu was taken aback, afraid that Chen Wenbin was really angry with Shao Lanyin, so he hurriedly put on a piece of clothing and got out of bed, opened the door of his room, and peeked.

In the living room, the fluorescent lights were on, the chairs were lying to the ground, the teacups on the table were overturned, the tea was dripping down the tablecloth, and the floor was in shambles.

Chen Xiaoyu looked around, but didn't see Shao Lanyin's figure, but Chen Wenbin was there, sleeping on the sofa, pillowing his arms in a daze, looking at the ceiling with his eyes wide open, thinking about his thoughts.

Chen Xiaoyu looked at his lonely expression, her heart softened, she went to her room closet and found a quilt, hugged her and covered it for her father.

"Alas, Xiaoyu, you haven't slept yet?" Chen Wenbin tightened the quilt on his body, looked at his daughter and said guiltily.

"Well, Dad, why did you drink too much again?"

"Dad, there are a lot of things going on these days, I can't help it." Chen Wenbin frowned, said vaguely, raised his body, hooked his head, and looked around for something.

Xiaoyu knew that he had drunk too much wine and had a dry mouth, so she hurriedly went to clean up the teacups on the table, poured a glass of warm water again, and served it to him.

Chen Wenbin drank all the water in the cup in one go, and then lay back on the sofa comfortably, sighing contentedly, "It's better to be my daughter." Then he urged her, "Go to sleep, you have to go to school tomorrow." Hello, Dad is relieved. ”

Somehow, the tone of his voice made Xiaoyu feel a trace of uneasy feelings in her heart, and this feeling was like a dragonfly dotting water, which was subtly shocked, and then spread out in circles.

She simply sat on the edge of the sofa and shook her father's arm, "Dad, Dad, why did you quarrel with your mother again?" It's hurtful to quarrel around, and you know that mom is also thinking about your body. Drinking like this every day hurts your body. ”

"Why doesn't Dad know that drinking hurts his body, it's just that people are in the rivers and lakes, and many things are not as simple as you think." He sighed and hugged the quilt to his chest.

"Dad, you teach students at school, and you are not a ...... in the rivers and lakes" Chen Xiaoyu frowned, and decided to probe his tone, "Do you have any troubles in the school?" ”

Although it was a bit inauthentic to take advantage of his delirious drinking too much, it was also a good opportunity.

"School is not a paradise, a pure place, how can there be no right and wrong, you are still young, you don't understand this, forget it, don't say it, go to sleep, I'm going to sleep too." As he spoke, he closed his eyes, and in a few moments, there was a loud snoring sound.

Chen Xiaoyu stood up helplessly, looking at his father, he was distressed and angry, and his heart was uncomfortable, although he had long known that the adult world was quite helpless, but seeing him a big man trapped inside and out, he always felt sad.

She sighed, picked up the chair that had fallen to the ground, mopped the floor with a mop, turned off the lights, and prepared to go back to sleep, when she was about to step into the house when she suddenly heard her father on the sofa say very clearly, "You wait, I will leave." ”

Chen Xiaoyu was startled, stumbled, and almost fell.

The bell rang at the end of class, and in the lifeless classroom, there was finally some movement, and the students were squirming to pack up their textbooks and pencil cases.

Teacher Zheng zhì tapped the blackboard with a blackboard, "Don't move, everyone, I haven't said the end of class yet, we have to finish this class today......"

"Ahh

Lu Chongqing, who had slept next to Chen Xiaoyu for a whole class, rubbed his eyes, looked at the teacher in front of the podium with sleepy eyes, and fell on the desk again, continuing to close his eyes.

Since the beginning of the school year, Lu Chongqing almost began to sleep in the afternoon, every day as if he couldn't wake up, but as soon as he got out of class, he was vigorous, running to the playground, playing basketball, playing football, playing volleyball, playing what sports consumed a lot, and grabbing the ball was also particularly ruthless.

Chen Xiaoyu was upset about the things at home, and he didn't take anything to heart about the surroundings, and ran home every day after class, and he was anxious, and the headless flies generally didn't know what to do.

She didn't know, and at the same time she was anxious because she "didn't know".