New Year's Day in 1993 came a little late, Ye Luwei hugged Bei Xiaomu and slept until noon the next day.

It was no surprise that Bei Xiaomu had a severe cold. However, she didn't cry anymore, and refused Ye Luwei to take her to the nearest doctor, but struggled to get up, went to the bathroom to take a careful shower, cleaned herself up as neatly as possible, and came out with a big smile.

It's a pity that Ye Luwei only saw the exhaustion and pain in her eyes. Bei Xiaomu himself may have felt tired of laughing, so he slowly walked over and grabbed Ye Luwei, leaned on him gently, and said, "Lu Lu'er, let's go back." I've decided that I'll spend it with you on my birthday next year, and now I'm going to study. ”

Ye Luwei's heart trembled, but he couldn't say anything, patted the back of Bei Xiaomu's cold hand, took her downstairs to eat something casually, and sent her home.

The two stood in the corner downstairs, and instead of a kiss goodbye affectionately as usual, they smiled shyly at each other and said goodbye.

Ye Luwei watched Bei Xiaomu enter the corridor, sighed, turned around and walked out of the base from Gate No. 2, and walked slowly along the railway. This road is on the side of Bei Xiaomu's house, and no matter which balcony she is on, it is impossible for her to see him again.

Now that we're going to say goodbye, let's really break up. Although I have loved you, we both have our own pursuits and goals, let us gallop freely on each other's path, maybe occasionally turn our heads, can see each other's smiles clearly, is already our greatest luxury and happiness.

Bei Xiaomu dragged his heavy footsteps home, Ma Qin was waiting anxiously in the living room, even Deputy Bei was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper, etc., he usually went to the opposite house after eating, it seems that his daughter and a man still make him anxious when he doesn't return at night.

Ma Qin saw Bei Xiaomu's pale face and chapped lips, and his face turned white with fright. Hurriedly took her temperature and looked for medicine, Grandma Bei was so heartbroken that tears came out, and she cursed Ye Luwei while giving her baby granddaughter a hot compress.

Deputy Bureau Bei sat on the edge of Bei Xiaomu's bed, and was about to speak, but Bei Xiaomu took the initiative to speak: "Dad, I'm fine." It's just a cold, I want to go to school in another place next year, you can help me. ”

Looking at the tears rolling in her daughter's eyes, Deputy Director Bei said without hesitation that there was no problem, my daughter could go wherever she wanted. Ma Qin came in with the medicine and motioned to Deputy Bei to go out with his eyes. Deputy Bureau Bei patted Bei Xiaomu lovingly, took the door and went out gently,

Ma Qin first fed Bei Xiaomu medicine, and then let her drink a large glass of water, and then sat on the bed next to her daughter, hugged her and said softly: "Good Xiaomu, tell your mother, did he bully you?" ”

Bei Xiaomu curled himself up in his mother's arms, feeling much warmer than Ye Luwei's arms, and replied in a low voice, "No, he won't bully me, he loves me." But he has a wife, a fiancée, and a girlfriend, and he says he has a lot of trouble. So he doesn't bully me. ”

"Mom, I don't want to fall in love with him anymore, I ...... My heart aches when I see him, and I'm going to study. I'm going to stay away from him, so that he can't see me, and let him think of me......"

Bei Xiaomu spoke more and more slowly, and when he said that he didn't want to fall in love with him, there was a pain in his heart, and tears were in his eyes, but they no longer flowed. The wanton crying last night had dried all her eighteen-year-old tears.

Deputy Bei stayed in the living room, reflecting on whether there was something wrong with his plan. Ye Luwei's flowery radish has long been spread in the bureau, and it is said that one of the two girls in a company went to Silk City with him for a few days alone. Luhai's fiancée was even more Ye Jianguo took the initiative to tell him. No matter how good Ye Luwei is, I'm afraid he is not a good match for Xiaomu.

Deputy Bei is a decisive person, and he actually regrets that he is too confident, thinking that he can control this seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy.

But this kid is a demon at all, his mind is terrifyingly mature, and he has been in the bureau for so long, although there are some gossips in his private life, but he is praised everywhere in his work.

The complete and detailed "Eagle's Beak Cliff Aqueduct Repair Project Plan" far exceeds the current level of the Zhongwan Bureau, which is not something that a person who has only been exposed to construction technology for a few months can write, and it is not even copied, so he has nowhere to copy. The only thing that can be explained is that this kid's learning ability is too amazing, or his previous knowledge reserve is really sufficient.

In any case, her daughter's appearance today is not suitable for her relationship with Ye Luwei anymore. The little bit of affection between them was not enough for Ye Luwei to give up others and live with Bei Xiaomu for the rest of his life.

Deputy Bei made up his mind, and when Ma Qin came out after coaxing his daughter to sleep, the two discussed it carefully, although Grandma Bei was fully opposed, but this time Deputy Bei was determined and no longer agreed on the old man's opinion. The final result is that I don't wait for next year, just go to school, Grandma Bei wants to take care of it, that's right, the two of them go together.

Nine days later, on Saturday, Pei Xiaomu called Ye Luwei's office during the day and asked him to go for a walk in the afternoon. After Ye Luwei finished lunch, he hurriedly ran back and forth on the No. 2 Gate railway line, and waited for about an hour before Bei Xiaomu came out wearing a heavy coat. It looks like he's cured with a cold, but he's thinner.

Ye Luwei looked at Bei Xiaomu walking over with a light smile, and found that her smile had become a little unfamiliar, and she wanted to meet her, but she hesitated and didn't move.

Bei Xiaomu approached Ye Luwei, slightly raised his pale but more beautiful and delicate smiling face, looked at Ye Luwei and smiled shallowly, and did not hold Ye Luwei's hand, the two walked slowly side by side on the railway.

"Xiao Yezi, I'm going to study in Wuhan. I'll be gone tomorrow. You, don't forget that you're coming to see me for my birthday next year. Bei Xiaomu tried his best to keep his voice calm, trying to keep his eyes as far away as possible, and controlling himself not to look at Ye Luwei's eyes.

"Well, your mom told me the other day. When you go that far, you must take care of your body and don't let yourself catch a cold again. Don't play too late at night......" Ye Luwei suddenly found that what he said was meaningless, so he simply stopped talking.

Bei Xiaomu didn't speak again. The two quickly walked to the railway bridge on the main road, and looked at the big hole in the railway fence that had been drilled, and neither of them had any intention of drilling through.

A fence that was removed from the old seemed to separate the world from the outside, the two of them turned around in unison, looking at each other's eyes, Bei Xiaomu could no longer hold back her tears of sadness, she raised her head vigorously, not wanting herself to cry, "Lu Lu'er, you forget me, I want to forget you, you are not allowed to come to me for your birthday next year, I, I don't want to cry anymore." ”

Ye Luwei looked at Bei Xiaomu's appearance, remembered that she was only eighteen years old, remembered that she was so happy, so carefree, and felt that he was really not a thing.

Obviously, she didn't like her in her previous life, but in this life, she was attracted by her beauty intentionally or unintentionally, letting go of her feelings and behaviors, wantonly teasing her and teasing her, so that she turned the hazy good feeling in her previous life into love, and fell in love with herself completely. I was outside the world, looking down on mortals as if I was standing at the South Heavenly Gate, watching their joys, sorrows, and sorrows alternate endlessly, and watching them hurt themselves with their true feelings.

But Ye Luwei himself could not be immune to the fireworks of the mortal world because of his lofty vision, and every word Bei Xiaomu said also deeply pierced his heart and soul. It's just that this qiē was all brought on by himself, including Bei Xiaomu's pain and sorrow.

Ye Luwei took a step closer, wiped away some of the tears on Bei Xiaomu's face with his fingers, gently hugged her shoulder, and said softly, "Xiaomu, I know." It's cold outside, I'll send you back. ”

Bei Xiaomu nodded, turned her head and walked back hurriedly, she was afraid that she would never be able to help but throw herself into his arms again, then she really couldn't forget this bastard. Bei Xiaomu thought that her love was destroyed by Ye Luwei before it began, and she wanted to escape from this qiē far away, as long as she forgot about it. She didn't know if the future would really be as she thought, and she would completely forget about this qiē.

Ye Luwei watched Bei Xiaomu run away in a hurry, and slowly followed for a while, until she ran into the second door, she stopped, stood in a daze for a long time, heard the alarm that a train was coming, and then came back to her senses, jumped off the railway, and walked slowly in the direction from which the train came.

A freight train dragged a long body and passed by Ye Luwei slowly, bringing up a cold wind that was biting. Ye Luwei opened his arms and opened his coat, letting the cold wind pass through his body more thoroughly, and let the cold penetrate his heart and lungs. took a deep breath of the cold wind with the gloomy and cold winter day, and a feeling of freezing himself into ice finally made Ye Luwei return to reality clearly.

"I hurt you, and I laughed it off, I love greed, I love cowardice

Tears flowed, memories were superfluous, unforgettable, and I laughed it off

Heartbreak a thousand times, no one can bear it, want to comfort your words......"

In the sound of the roaring train, Ye Luwei loudly changed the song of this later life, ignoring his thirty-six-year-old strong soul, but letting his eighteen-year-old body burst into tears.