Chapter 245: I don't want to leave like this

But the next second it was still, Lan Xingye's hand was raised in mid-air, and she met his eyes, those eyes that would make too many women intoxicated. Pen Γ— fun Γ— Pavilion www. biquge。 Info In a smile, her hand fell, "You think I'm going to hit you?" No, I won't, because it's not necessary. Shao Mingyang, don't say such things again, don't make me feel that between me and you, everything is like a mistake, a ridiculous farce, and I regret it, why did I meet you? ”

Why should I meet you and fall in love with you, why do I even regret it heartache!

Her resolute words and resolute eyes made Shao Mingyang's whole person condense. In the middle of looking at each other, he let go of his hand for a while, and said quietly, "Do you regret it now?" ”

Blue Star Night didn't speak, her silence was as long as this summer night.

"If you regret it, you'll leave! When the time comes, I'll leave! I won't keep you! Shao Mingyang dropped this sentence, and he resolutely turned around and threw the door away!

In the blink of an eye, the room was empty!

Lan Xingye suddenly sat down slowly against the cabinet, and she felt so cold. It's just that there is still his breath on her lips.

She raised her hand to wipe it, but it seemed that she couldn't wipe it off.

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Early on Monday morning, the company was busy, and the phone was ringing constantly. Busy work, but also a relief, at least don't have to pay attention to those boring things. It was close to noon, and Lan Xingye didn't plan to go downstairs to eat, so he directly asked the assistant to call the meal. But in an instant, the mobile phone rang.

Lan Xingye took the phone and saw that it was an unfamiliar number, she glanced at it, and then picked it up. She had just said "hey" when a familiar female voice came from the other end.

She greeted, "Miss Lan, hello, I'm Bai Shuhan, I'm really sorry, I contacted you suddenly, I don't know if it bothered you?" ”

Lan Xingye's eyes froze, and she said softly, "Is there something wrong with Miss Bai?" ”

Bai Shuhan paused and said, "I don't know if it's inconvenient, I want to invite you to lunch, of course, if you have time?" ”

Lan Xingye smiled, "Okay, you can decide the location." ”

In this scene, even if she is a supporting role, she will not back down, so she goes.

After that, Bai Shuhan really agreed on a meeting place.

She knew that she was working at Knowles, so she directly chose a nearby Chinese restaurant. Blue Starry Night naturally has no opinion, in fact, where to eat is not the point, the focus is on how this meeting starts, how it ends, and what to talk about.

Lan Xingye got up and left the company, and she walked towards the Chinese restaurant.

Bai Shuhan had already arrived, and she had booked a private room.

Lan Xingye asked the waiter and gave her a name, and the man took her to the private room.

As soon as the door was pushed open, I saw Bai Shuhan sitting quietly inside. Just the moment he saw her, Bai Shuhan immediately stood up.

She is still so beautiful, with forever long hair, falling on one side, soft, which will make people's hearts ripple when they see it.

Even if they are both women, they will inevitably be moved by her.

This is the charm of Bai Shuhan.

Lan Xingye entered, and she said hello, "I'm sorry, Miss Bai, I've kept you waiting." ”

Bai Shuhan also smiled and said, "It's okay, I just arrived, and it's good to see the scenery here." ”

This is the third floor of the restaurant, and there are large windows that have been rolled up with roller blinds, so you can see the sun. In the middle of summer, the city is boiling, and the temperature is scary, and it always feels as if it is about to burn. Although the scenery is not beautiful, it has a special feeling.

Lan Xingye thought, sure enough, she is a girl who learns to paint, in her eyes, I am afraid that everything is a landscape, so anything can be seen as a landscape.

Lan Xingye sat down with a smile, and the waiter asked, "Miss, can you serve food?" ”

Bai Shuhan nodded, and she pushed the menu in front of Lan Xingye again, "I just ordered a few, but I don't know if you like it or not, you can take a look and order two more." ”

"No, I'm not a picky eater, I've eaten here too, and the taste is okay." Lan Xingye didn't stick to these, she responded with a smile, and only let the waiter serve the food like this.

Bai Shuhan didn't insist anymore.

"Two young ladies, please have tea." The waiter brought tea again.

It's the restaurant's orange blossom tea, which is moisturizing and bright, and it's perfect to drink in the summer.

Bai Shuhan was about to make a move, but Lan Xingye took a step ahead without hurrying. The teapot was already close to her, which was also a form of hospitality. Lan Xingye picked up two cups, poured one cup, and the first cup was sent to her, "Miss Bai, have a cup of tea." ”

"Thank you." Bai Shuhan thanked her, and Lan Xingye poured herself another glass.

Drinking tea, Bai Shuhan said softly, "This orange blossom tea is not bad." ”

"Well, it's really good to drink in summer." The blue starry night responds.

There were some chats, but no one got to the point. In the end, it was Lan Xingye who opened his mouth first, "Miss Bai, why did you suddenly find me today and invite me here for dinner, is there something wrong?" ”

She pulled the layer of paper away first, and Bai Shuhan raised her eyes to look at her.

She paused and whispered, "You must have been surprised to contact you suddenly. ”

"It's a bit of a surprise." Lan Xingye smiled, "Because I don't seem to have Miss Bai's contact number either." ”

They don't have to think about it, in fact, they have met a few times, and they can count the number of times they can count them on one hand.

It is even clearer that they have not exchanged numbers.

Bai Shuhan said calmly, "I asked Jiaying, she told me, and she also told me that you are working here now." ”

Jiaying, it turned out that she said it.

Blue Star nodded at night, "So, what's going on?" ”

Lan Xingye looked at her calmly, she didn't have speculation in her heart, but she didn't know what was going on, it turned out to be quiet.

Bai Shuhan also looked back at her, the two women looked at each other for a while, and after each staring, she finally opened her mouth faintly.

But it was a sentence, "Miss Lan, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm here to apologize to you today." ”

I'm sorry?

Apologize?

Blue Star Night was really stunned, because among all her speculations and possibilities, it seemed that this one was not included. Maybe she was too cautious and narrow-sighted, but at this time, she really didn't think about it. Lan Xingye slowly came back to her senses, and she said again, "Miss Bai, why do you want to apologize?" ”

"That day, the old lady celebrated her birthday, and I was drunk...... Bai Shuhan tried to tell the story clearly, about that day, but the voice was intermittent, such a difficult feeling, "I drank some wine, and Shao Er happened to see it." I have known him since I was a child and have a good relationship, so he took care of me, please don't get me wrong. ”

Misunderstanding?

Lan Xingye recalled what happened that day, it was the picture of their kiss, it was the conversation between her and him about the past, who was misunderstanding whom, Lan Xingye was almost unclear.

Lan Xingye said softly, "Just seeing is seeing, and hearing is hearing." ”

Bai Shuhan was also stunned, she didn't expect her to be so direct and say such a sentence!

In fact, she was as smart and delicate as Bai Shuhan, how could she not think of this layer, that day Lan Xingye interrupted them with a voice, and then Shao Lingjin appeared. She should also take into account that she has seen and heard, the words spoken between them, their disputes and entanglements.

"Did you hear them all?" Bai Shuhan asked again, and a trace of trance spread out in her eyes.

Lan Xingye still looked at her levelly, and she said "grace" decisively.

"So, you saw it too?" Bai Shuhan asked again.

"Yes." Again, she echoed the same voice.

"So, you also see it, see ......" This is what Bai Shuhan is most worried about, what makes her the most worried!

The situation that day was so chaotic that she didn't have time to think too much about it. Later, she finally got out, and Bai Shuhan was no longer in the mood to stay, so she greeted the old lady, and she left ahead of schedule with Father Bai. After that, he was in a panic all day on Sunday, and Bai Shuhan always wanted to see Lan Xingye. So, she found Shao Jiaying, and then she came.

Bai Shuhan looked at her with clear eyes, Lan Xingye moved her lips, and she said, "I have seen what you have done." ”

She didn't point it out, but the meaning was clear, and sure enough, she saw them kissing!

Bai Shuhan's hand gently held the teacup, and she whispered, "I'm sorry, Miss Lan, I was drunk at the time......"

"Miss Bai, this is really not a good reason or excuse." Blue Starry Night slowly interrupted her.

Bai Shuhan was stunned again, only to see Lan Xingye's face purified, and he said calmly and calmly, "If you came here today, just because you did something you shouldn't have done after drinking, and you have an uneasy conscience, so you come to apologize to me, then there is really no need for this." ”

"One, I wouldn't want to take it." Lan Xingye whispered, but her eyes were sharp.

Bai Shuhan was silent, and then spoke again, "I understand......"

"No, you don't understand." Lan Xingye interrupted her again, "Miss Bai, between you and Shao Mingyang, what is your past, I have no way to intervene, and there is no way to intervene, because everyone has a past." But I want you to understand who he is, who you are, who he is now, who he is now, and he's married now, and you're single. No matter how good your relationship was in the past, there are some behaviors that shouldn't happen. ”

"You're so smart and good, you've been studying to paint abroad, I think you've been abroad for a long time, so you think it's just politeness, or maybe you don't think it's anything. But I want to tell you, this is the country, this is the city of S, I didn't receive those foreign education, thinking that it is reasonable and normal for a woman to kiss her husband, I admit, I am not generous to this point. ”

"I think now, if I switch identities with Miss Bai, you can also understand my feelings, so you came here today."

Bai Shuhan was silent, just staring at her.

Lan Xingye paused for a moment, and she said again, "If he wants to be with you, and you want to be with him, then can you please ask you, after my marriage with him is dealt with?" I guess it's not just respect for me, it's respect for himself, it's respect for myself! ”

In just an instant, those words came overwhelmingly, Bai Shuhan never thought that this seemingly gentle woman would have such cognition and opinions, such momentum, that she couldn't speak! Bai Shuhan moved her lips, she still wanted to explain, but found that she couldn't explain.

Only at the end, it was still the same sentence, "I'm sorry, Miss Lan, I'm really sorry." ”

"Second, Miss Bai, I want you to know that there are some things that are wrong when they are wrong." Lan Xingye greeted her, so direct and frank, "It's not a word of sorry, you can make up for it, you can treat it as if it didn't happen, you can't, I can't." ”

"If Mingyang chose me instead of you, then do you understand what you should do? You are beautiful and beautiful, with a good family background, everything is good, I think there will be no shortage of handsome and matching men around you, why do you have to dwell on the past like this? Do you think the past is really that important? Blue Starry Night stared at the rhetorical question!

Blue Starry Night did not forget that their conversation that day, the promise of that youth, it was a period of youth as clean as sunshine.

But if it's that important, why is it that choice?

Bai Shuhan shouted violently, "Of course it's important! ”

"Does it matter!" Lan Xingye also snorted, Bai Shuhan was sure, and she asked again, "Since it's so important, why did you leave at that time?" Why leave him? Why not stay? Why don't you stay with him and stay the course, and die without leaving half a step? Why leave him here alone? Why leave him alone! ”

At this moment, Lan Xingye didn't understand what kind of mood he was in, and all kinds of emotions were intertwined.

Unexpectedly, there is still a trace of distress.

She didn't know why, she didn't know what she was distressed for.

just suddenly remembered that during that time, there were all kinds of rumors in the school, he had no intention of studying, he was absent from school, his girlfriends changed one after another, and he was down.

But why did she leave again? Why let him, alone!

"That's not ......" Bai Shuhan was suddenly powerless, the memories were so chaotic, the chaos was so chaotic that she was almost unbearable!

Lan Xingye stared, and she asked rhetorically in the next second, "If it's not like this, what's the matter?" Isn't it important? So why go? Is painting more important to you than to him? In that case, why do you think that he will wait for you for ten years, and you have to do it? Miss Bai, are you too confident in him, or are you too confident in yourself? Or, is that naΓ―ve? ”

The words kept invading, and Bai Shuhan was so messy that she couldn't do it all of a sudden!

Her hand clenched the teacup, and because she was depressed and incomprehensible, she slammed the teacup on the table!

"Do you think I want to go! Do you think I really want to leave! I can't help but go! I can't help it! Bai Shuhan suddenly drank it!

Lan Xingye suddenly froze, what did her words mean?

It seems that behind this, there is a hidden secret that no one can know!

Bai Shuhan's eyes were so entangled, it was the entanglement of the past, it was constantly entrenched, it was painful emotion, it was reluctance, it was hatred...... It's too complicated, it's heart-wrenching!

Lan Xingye was suddenly silent, and said after a while, "Then why don't you let him go with you, why do you want to go for ten years and not come back for ten years." ”

Why.

Why not let him go with her.

Why go for ten years!

These words kept swirling in Bai Shuhan's mind, and suddenly it seemed as if it was about to crack, and the pain made her pale!

When Lan Xingye saw her like this, she suddenly lost her voice, and she couldn't say half a word anymore!

Because, it seems to be her scar!

Bai Shuhan turned pale, and she said softly, "Miss Lan, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry for causing you trouble, I think there will be no next time for such a thing." I'm a little uncomfortable, so I can't eat with you for today's meal, another day, I'll invite you another day, which is considered to be an amend. I'm sorry, I'll go first......"

"Miss Bai." Lan Xingye called out to her softly, Bai Shuhan was stunned, and she said again, "I hope you really understand." ”

Bai Shuhan didn't say anything more, just said "En", she picked up her satchel and got up and left the table.

The door was pushed open and closed again.

But on the table, the waiter served one dish after another, the aroma was hot and fragrant, and it made people very appetizing.

Only Blue Starry Night was still sitting there, and she didn't leave.

Just pick up your chopsticks and eat quietly.

Lan Xingye thought that after eating, she would continue to work.

But the scenery outside the window is still the hottest scene in midsummer, and I don't know when it will end.

On the street, it was as if it was going to be burned.

It was the hottest midday, and there were so many cars crowded on the roads that it seemed like they were all rushing to eat. A white sedan drove over the corner, the car drove fast, inside the car, Bai Shuhan held the steering wheel, her vision was blurry, just drove like this, and kept driving forward.

It's just that in my ears, there are still echoes of the words that Lan Xingye said just now-since it is so important, why did you leave at that time? Why leave him? Why not stay? Why don't you stay with him and stay the course, and die without leaving half a step? Why leave him here alone? Why leave him alone!

Why let it go.

Why leave.

A white light was scorching in front of him, burning into his eyes, and Bai Shuhan's vision was hazy.

Bai Shuhan remembered that when she was at the birthday banquet before, the old lady had a few words with her in private.

Just looked at her and said, "Shuhan, you're back."

Bai Shuhan nodded, and the old lady said again: Since you are back, let's live well, life always has to go on day by day. However, you have seen it today, and you understand it.

Bai Shuhan continued to nod again, and she couldn't say a word.

The whole world turned upside down, and she seemed to remember ten years ago, just after that incident, the relationship between the three of them began to break up, and it was no longer the same as before. Everything has changed, and since then, it has begun to change.

Bai Shuhan, what are you going to do? What are you going to do?

In that midsummer, Bai Shuhan was also called to the Shao family by Mrs. Shao. At that time, the old lady shouted angrily at her: Shuhan! Do you think I don't know? You're swinging between the two of them, good two brothers, and that's it? What are you going to do now?

Bai Shuhan wanted to explain, she was so flustered, she knelt down in front of the old lady.

Bai Shuhan's eyes were red: Grandpa, it's not like this, grandpa, listen to me......

The old lady shouted angrily: Things have come to this point, what else is there to say?

Bai Shuhan cried: Grandpa, I didn't waver, I really didn't! I like Shao Mingyang, I am Shao Lingjin, I am a friend to him, a brother and sister, grandpa, please believe me!

But no matter how Bai Shuhan explained, the old lady was never convinced again, and back then, the old lady also said the same: Shuhan, if you are wrong, you are wrong!

Wrong!

Bai Shuhan, you are wrong, you are very wrong!

But even if it was wrong, no matter how hysterical she cried and wanted to ask for forgiveness, the final result was still like this, but it was just the same!

At the end, Old Lady Shao stood up, walked in front of her, and said to her: Shuhan, you leave S City! You can go anywhere! Go to a foreign country to learn how to draw, forget about it!

Bai Shuhan was frightened, her heart was empty all of a sudden, she grabbed her grandfather's clothes, and she begged bitterly: Grandpa, don't drive me away! Grandfather! I don't want to leave here!

The old lady looked down at her and stared at her for a long time.

That gaze will make Bai Shuhan unforgettable for the rest of his life, it is cold with cold anger, and after the deep light of his eyes, it will make Bai Shuhan completely destroyed!

The old lady's final words were-Shuhan, go, you don't want to come back for ten years!

Don't come back for ten years.

In this way, Bai Shuhan finally embarked on the journey of leaving. The air tickets, procedures, everything was handled, and Mrs. Shao's speed was very decisive, and everything was done in almost three days. Three days later, Bai Shuhan came to the airport under the escort of Shao Luochuan and others.

Bai Shuhan left S City, the city where he grew up, and these partners who had grown up together.

But she didn't tell Shao Mingyang that her departure was never willing.

She didn't want to leave like that!

In the midst of those broken memories, Bai Shuhan didn't know why she cried, she only knew that her eyes were so blurred that they were full of water vapor. She stepped on the gas pedal to drive, she couldn't see the front clearly, she had no way to notice if the traffic light was still jumping, she just went all the way, trying to escape from the past, leaving those fragments that she didn't want to remember anymore!

Suddenly, the front end of the car slammed into it!

"Bang-" sounded, and it was very violent and directly on the rear of the car in front!

The airbags in the car were also opened all of a sudden, protecting Bai Shuhan safely, and it was a serious burning friction feeling, all gathered at once!

Bai Shuhan's ears were buzzing, and suddenly there was no sound!

I don't know how long it took for someone to knock on the car window!

Knock knock, knock knock! (To be continued.) )