It's not easy to survive, and it's even harder to die.

When her body sank back into the icy water, her agitated and manic heart was instantly at peace. In fact, she never thought of breaking it off on her own, but when she woke up, she was so heartbroken that she had to force herself to jump into the icy sea water, temporarily relying on cooling to numb her six senses. When she was about to reach the limit of her life, she opened her eyes and was about to paddle out of the water. Suddenly, there was something strange behind him, and his waist was tightly locked by a force, and he couldn't move like a python.

She struggled instinctively, and looked back, only to see the grim face staring serenely at her, no more than one of his arms wrapped around her waist. In astonishment, she drew on her fingers, meaning to survive. He was the one who woke her up before, and he asked her name. If there is malicious intent, there is no need to wait for her to wake up again, there must be a misunderstanding during the period?

Unexpectedly, he was indifferent to her hints of survival, his pincer-like arms tightened tighter, and he looked at her dying struggle with a blank expression. Closing her eyes helplessly, she gave up the trembling in his arms, and the tears that had fallen before they could take shape had already dispersed into the salty water, and the last bubbles spat out from the gap between her purple lips......

Daddy always said that on the day she was born, the two phoenixes soared in the sky, and she was in love with Meidai and Yuling. Although the net worth mansion is not located in the prosperous capital, the small northeast town is enough for her to grow up happily with thousands of pampering. For as long as she can remember, she has not shed a tear. Whenever she is slightly wronged and sour her nose, her sister can always find a strange way to make her smile.

I don't remember when I cried the last time, but I know that the mouthful of sea water I swallowed before my five senses and six senses were extinguished, salty and light as tears, evoking countless sorrows! However, she has never had such a painful memory in the past, so how can she feel sad?

……

"The monk must have a relationship with the little girl, and he bothered to give the little girl a nickname?" In a trance, she seemed to hear her father's familiar friendly voice.

"If the eldest daughter has the word blue in her name, she will be safe in this life. The youngest daughter has the word feather in her name, and she can enjoy both wealth and wealth. Light orchid and lingyu, can you be satisfied? ”

She desperately wanted to see the face of the monk, but unfortunately the swaddling clothes were too tightly wrapped, and there was only an ignorant darkness left in her world.

Time flies by and years go by. I still remember the backyard filled with the fragrance of gardenias, she sat alone on the top of the high branches, looking at the blue sky. She was only three years old, but her life seemed to have passed through centuries.

"Ling Yu, come down!" My sister hurried under the tree and shouted in a hurry.

Entangled in past lives?

She looked down at her sister's identical figure, and suddenly asked, "Does my sister have memories of her past life?" ”

"Hurry down!" My sister shouted again.

The family members followed, hurrying to climb the branches. She suddenly stood up straight, stretched out her arms, looked up at the blue sky, and deliberately slipped off the branches. That time he broke six small ribs and was in a coma with a high fever for several days. Since then, she has often had bizarre ideas beyond her age, and acted on them, so bold that she didn't know whether to live or die. For example, he once sneaked into the ancient forest late at night, just to find the monsters that appeared in his dreams; once jumped off a cliff and fell into the sea, looking for the legendary mermaid song; I also used to steal wild fruits and feel the spread of toxins......

For this reason, her father invited countless famous doctors to drink a lot of potions to seek peace for decades. Sometimes she thinks that her "hindsight" is afraid that her father's potion is dull. But in those days, with her sister by her side, she never lacked care and love, and her life was still full of happiness. It was only later that she often dreamed of a desert island, empty and empty, only an endless stretch of silver sand......

Silver Sand——

Soft and smooth, it flows through the fingers without leaving a single grain of residual sand!

As light as a swallow, she let go of her mood, running among the white sand, sprinkling a dolphin-like humming all the way, long and mysterious. Suddenly, she looked back at the empty sea, the boundary between the silvery white sand and the deep blue water, where there were no waves and no footprints of herself. Everything is eerily quiet, like a fantasy painting. Being in the painting, but even your own shadow is extremely unreal! Suddenly, the sideburns grinded, as if I heard a slight whisper:

"Golden Bellflower, where?"

Golden Feather Bell –

She turned her head to look sideways, and suddenly saw a fist-sized spider rapidly climbing to her ears, and its sharp limbs and feet kept weaving webs between the eardrums, disturbing sensitive nerves, and "shocking" penetrated the whole body in an instant...... Awakened by the tremor of her limbs, she inadvertently grabbed an empty sleeve, and her heart was cold!

It was still that cold face, with magical eyes that changed instantly, staring at her. The blazing fire on one side imprinted through the contours of his body - the extreme "cool" that was almost perfect, so that she couldn't open her tight throat when she wanted to ask several times.

Sweat oozing from the forehead, is it a panic?

A few drops of nectar ran down his fingertips, dripping between his lips and teeth, and she swallowed instinctively. It was the nectar with the fragrance of medicine, and the moment it entered her throat, she suddenly felt comfortable all over her body, and her pain was greatly reduced. Subconsciously letting go of the empty sleeve in her hand, she looked at him turning the figure of Gao An, and stirred the bonfire on one side with one hand. With the high burning firelight, the heart adds a bit of warmth.

"Can you tell me your name?" She finally found her ability and asked.

"Nameless!" He replied simply.

"You and I don't know each other, why did you save my life several times, and want me to die several times, what do you want?"

She asked directly, but forgot how to blame. At the moment when she died at the bottom of the sea, she really hated. That's murder! And she is an innocent victim. But in retrospect, it seems that he just wanted to force her to die - to have an unconscious dream?

"I want it, you can't afford it." A short sneer followed.

The last laugh seems familiar, but it can't tell the origin. It's okay, but the water meets and gathers and scatters. She closed her eyes again and said no more. All she wanted at the moment was a body that could walk freely. Only then will she be able to go back and look for her family. And what he wanted, it didn't sound like it had anything to do with her. With the slight "crackling" sound of the wood burning, she seemed to hear the sound of her own sweet sleep.

……

I don't know when the drizzle began to fall in the air, wetting my clothes. The bright light of the fire then became faint, but it could not extinguish the last spark. She couldn't help but reach out to pluck away the ashes of the fire, and was surprised to find that the unquenchable light was a pearl.

Holding it gently in the palm of her hand, she stared without turning her eyes - as if to gain some kind of meaning, the crystal clear beads began to rotate on their own, and the pale blue light color slowly formed a stream along the edge of the ball, like the waves under a hurricane, spiraling and converging to the center, and finally forming a deep whirlpool, rotating and spinning, blue and bottomless......

With the swirling waves, she kept dancing on the white crest, humming the same song in her mouth, and the low strings of the guqin, her voice was desolate:

"Prosperous life, the vicissitudes of Beijing, forgotten in the dust and sad; Centennial joy, the song platform sings empty, and the plum shadow of the cold courtyard is a little fragrant; Looking back, the affection is thin, and he sits alone in the pavilion and dances; The makeup has not been removed, the wordless piano is long, and the romance is forgotten tonight......"

Since she was a child, in addition to climbing trees and digging birds' eggs, plus dancing with some knives and guns, she never remembered that she had learned dance? And he was born with incomplete tones, and he didn't expect to be able to sing. And what I feel at this moment is clearly that I am stepping on the waves and dancing with the rhythm. Just as she was born to cry and laugh, every dance step she stepped on was like the ability she was born to have - she couldn't think about it at all!

Dolls –

The thought suddenly came to my mind: It's just a doll? With an eternal smile, play and sing the wishes of others? An ethereal voice rang in my ears:

When the scorching sun does not set, the East China Sea is dried up, and all living beings become ghosts, it is the day you go home!

Home——

Isn't her home the "First Five" mansion in a small town in the Northeast? has a father and a sister, and a mother who died young. Although her mother's appearance has long been blurred, she still remembers the nursery rhyme that her mother hummed by the pillow, accompanying their sisters through countless dark nights of childhood:

Light as a feather, dusty and unfazed;

Remembering a hundred lifetimes, only taking this life.

The moon has not set, praying for the soul of incense;

Born in troubled times, may only be healthy.

three watches of bells and drums; Come back to your dreams!

Dreamland –

"Heaven and earth are immortal, and this dream lasts forever. This is the last dream that the teacher can weave for you! ”

The stars fell in an instant, converging into a heavenly river, hanging in the dark sky. She stood on the top of a pillar of green mountains, looked at the green bamboo boat sprinkled with pink and white velvet flowers, carrying a woman in white, and walked leisurely.

I don't know where it starts and where it ends?

"The sunset lake is as light as smoke, and a light dance provokes pity." She spat out the last two words, "Smoke." ”

For some reason, she felt that she had known the woman floating in the heavenly river, Luoyan, for hundreds of years! She even remembered that the woman's previous life was nothing more than a mortal named Qingyu!

Light Feather –

"Master, remember to help me seal the nameless memory!"

With the woman's shout, two illusory shadows suddenly appeared in the air, one white and one black. The forms they stood opposite each other had long since become ossified, and only the long sword that flashed with blue flame magic light was connected to the black shadow's right arm, piercing through the white shadow's heart...... Then there were a few "Titicaca" sounds, and the magic sword and figure were shattered. Repeated green smoke drifted through her field of vision, like thousands of ghosts returning to the hellish Seven Realms!

Regression –

After 20 years of being a human being, she really can't remember that she has had such a rich experience. It's just that one day I suddenly woke up, and the whole person felt strange. Her soul seemed to have been replaced, and those strange thoughts of her childhood surged back, and even the medicine prepared by a famous doctor could no longer make her safe. It's a pity that I didn't have time to ask my sister if she had similar feelings, and she was forced into the deep sea by the killing of the mountain bandits!

Deep Sea –

Cold! The ice-like waters surged mercilessly, and she struggled again at the end of death, suffocating!

"Wake up! Wake up! ”

A shout sounded in her ears, waking her up at a critical moment to almost die. "Smack!" With a slap on the ground, she suddenly raised her hand and slapped it towards the cold face, hitting him on the right cheek impartially. This sudden counterattack filled those magical eyes with consternation.

"Isn't it fun?" Staring at those eyes, she said fiercely, "Keep letting me enter an inexplicable dream for you to peep at?" Fun like that? Nameless Lord! ”