Chapter 149: Very happy

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The grandfather in the photo just smiled at her, so kind and kind. @,

Lan Xing worshiped his grandfather at night, and then went to see his younger brother Ah Chen.

Ah Chen was still like that, as soon as Lan Xingye saw him, he felt that he was smiling at himself.

Lan Xingye said, "Xiaochen, my sister is very good, and my grandmother is also very good, don't worry." Sue sister, have you taken good care of your grandfather and mother? ”

Lan Jingchen also smiled, as if he was answering her, and he did it.

Lan Xingye was very satisfied, and after nodding, she got up again and walked to the top.

There, there is Mom's grave.

Lan Xingye finally found the tombstone, took out a handkerchief and wiped it gently, and wiped some photos of the dust, wiping the dust to reveal a beautiful face.

On the tombstone, it is engraved Lan Jingmin.

Mother has always been beautiful, and Blue Star Night was so proud when she was a child.

Although she doesn't have a father, what does it matter, her mother is the most beautiful mother in the world.

Lan Xingye looked at the photo of Lan Mu, and she showed a smile.

Lan Xingye was a little tired from walking, so she simply sat in front of the tombstone and leaned against the tombstone. This feeling, as if I have returned to my childhood, will also rely on my mother like this, listen to her sing and listen to her stories. It's just that at that time, my grandfather was still there, and Ah Chen was still there.

Blue Star Night Suddenly, I suddenly remembered the ballad "Outside the Long Pavilion" that my mother had been humming when she was still alive.

Mom.

You know, there was once a guy who blew this ballad for me.

Mom.

You used to say that to me. When you go to see the maple trees, be sure to go with someone you like. I thought I had found the man, but it wasn't.

Mom.

Why do people like someone, why do people fall in love with someone. How nice it would be if there was a switch in love that would be turned on when it was said to be on and turned off when it was said to be off.

Mom.

You forgot to tell me that falling in love with someone turned out to be such a painful thing.

Because that's someone who shouldn't be loved.

Mom, please answer me. Why did you give birth to us. Why is that?

At this moment, Lan Xingye felt extremely tired, she felt unstoppable and sour, so she could only close her eyes.

Suddenly. There is a slight rain falling on the face!

Blue Starry Night didn't go to hold an umbrella. Just tilt your head up. Let the rain fall on his face, drop by drop, and all of it will fall!

That drop of rain swept across his face. She tasted the bitter taste of the rain.

On the path not far away, a tall man with an umbrella approached slowly. His steps were light, as if he were afraid of disturbing her.

He had never seen such a girl, she sat down in the rain against the tombstone, her long hair was scattered over her shoulders, she was so empty, she raised her head, and accepted the baptism of the rain. On her face, there was a blank emptiness, and the look in her eyes seemed to pierce the tip of her heart, and she suddenly felt pain!

He couldn't help but walk a little faster and walked towards her!

Suddenly, Blue Starry Night felt a shield overhead, and the rain stopped falling.

She felt suspicious and slowly opened her eyes.

Who is it.

Who will appear at this time.

In the chaotic line of sight, a handsome face was reflected in the eyes of the blue star.

"Stars." He shouted under his breath.

Lan Xingye stared in a daze, and after a moment of emptiness, she finally saw him. It was a face I had in my childhood memory, but now, I have grown up. However, this shout made her feel a little like she had returned to her childhood, so she spoke softly and couldn't help shouting, "Brother Xiaojun." ”

Li Jun held an umbrella and stood in front of her, looking at such a blue starry night at this moment, he felt that he was in so much pain!

She's always been strong, just standing behind him and saying it's okay and saying it's fine.

What could make her like this?

Li Jun once thought that in this world, I am afraid that nothing would make her so decadent.

But now, he saw it.

He was wrong.

Blue Starry Night, under her gentle and stubborn appearance, is a soft and delicate heart.

But why, Li Jun never found out, in fact, he always felt that she didn't need his protection.

From childhood to adulthood, they grew up together, she had excellent grades and didn't need his help, she could go to the cafeteria to cook by herself, and even cook well for him. He doesn't need to worry about it at all, the person who always takes care of him behind is herself.

Therefore, Li Jun gradually forgot about Jì, she is just a little girl, a little girl who needs to be cared for and loved.

"It's raining, why don't you know how to use an umbrella? What should I do if I get wet for a while and catch a cold? Li Jun bent down to keep her out of the rain.

Lan Xingye asked softly, "Why are you here?" ”

"Today is Qingming, I think you will come." Li Jun remembered yesterday that today was Qingming, and suddenly remembered the blue starry night. After many years, Grandpa Lan, Mother Lan and Lan Jingchen are no longer there, she is so filial, so she will definitely come. So, Li Jun left the company, he first went to Xiyuan apartment to look for her, she was not at home. After that, he came here immediately.

In the cemetery, he first visited Grandpa Lan and Lan Jingchen one by one, and finally saw her in Fang.

Just such a person leaning on the tombstone of the Blue Mother, sitting with her eyes closed, she was so thin that he was stunned.

Stars, stars.

"I'll help you up." Li Jun whispered, and reached out to help Blue Starry Night.

Lan Xingye smiled, "I just walked up, and I was a little tired. ”

At this moment, she didn't say that she was in pain, but she was tired, which made Li Jun not a taste. He didn't say much, just asked, "Have you talked to your aunt?" ”

"Yes, I said it." Lan Xingye replied with a smile.

Li Jun turned his head and met the photo of Lan Mu, at this time, he grabbed Lan Xingye's hand and said to her, "Aunt Lan." I will definitely protect the star from being bullied by others. ”

Lan Xingye was in a trance for a moment, and at this time, she was speechless.

Li Jun also remembered his childhood.

That time he got into a fight with his classmates, and Blue Star came to him to ask him why, and told him that it was wrong to do so. Li Jun was so angry that he didn't say anything. Lan Xingye was also angry, and told him that if he fought again, then ignore him in the future. At that time, Lan Xingye's eyes were very red, which made Li Jun upset.

Later, because of this incident, they didn't speak for a while.

Li Jun ignored it when he wanted to. Nothing remarkable!

And then later. Blue Starry Night in the school really didn't talk to him, and he ignored him when he saw him. Li Jun was even more angry, Blue Starry Night, how could she ignore him for the sake of an inconsequential person?

And then later. Blue Starry Night finally knows the truth. The reason why he fought was because someone said bad things about her and Ah Chen. Laugh at them as children that no one wants. At this time, Lan Xingye came to him, and she apologized to him. He ignored her. Her eyes were red with anxiety, and he suddenly became agitated again.

It was still grandpa who persuaded him, only saying that bullying girls was not manly.

Only then did he bow his head and ask her to promise: Then you will listen to me in the future!

In the end, even Aunt Gu knew about this matter, and Li Jun said with a smile: Aunt Lan, I will definitely protect the stars and prevent her from being bullied by others in the future.

Stars, after this, in fact, it is not just childhood and teenagers.

Because, after this, I actually want to think for a lifetime.

Actually, I want to live a lifetime.

"Star, go home." Li Jun whispered, he directly took Lan Xingye's hand and left.

Lan Xingye was really tired, and her whole body was empty, so I took her down the mountain with such an area.

There was a light rain in the sky, but the drizzle was not heavy, and there was no loud sound when it fell.

Li Jun took Lan Xingye's hand, just like when he was a child, and slowly went down the mountain.

And in front of him, another tall figure was hurrying forward!

Lan Xingye lowered his head, but Li Jun raised his eyes, and he saw someone at a glance!

He was dressed in a black suit, and even his shirt was black, as if the darkness had blended together in the twilight. He held an umbrella in one hand, and under the big black umbrella, his eyes were unusually deep and indifferent, but they seemed to be as silent as the rain.

Lan Xingye also raised his head, and his eyes calmly looked ahead, which was also aimed at him.

This moment is so familiar in Shao Mingyang's eyes. At that time, they met in the cemetery like this, and all of a sudden, it was like returning to the day.

That day was the death of Grandpa Lan, Li Jun was a step late, and on the wooden bridge in the grove, he also saw Lan Xingye and Shao Mingyang walking together.

And now, Li Jun is standing by the side of Blue Starry Night.

Such a position also made Shao Mingyang can't help but gaze. Whether there is a cycle of cause and effect, so this narrow encounter is no longer what it used to be.

So, this time, it's him who is late.

Thinking of this, Shao Mingyang's heart froze, and he suddenly felt suffocated.

It was raining, Li Jun glanced at Shao Mingyang, he didn't say anything, just handed the umbrella in his hand to Lan Xingye, let her hold it, and then said, "I'll wait for you in front." ”

Lan Xingye didn't speak, just said "En".

Li Jun looked at Lan Xingye again, there were no waves on her calm face, and then he took a step forward and went down. When passing by Shao Mingyang's side, one eye was fixed, and the two men did not speak, but the air around them seemed to condense, and Li Jun passed by like this.

Li Jun walked away, Shao Mingyang was still standing in place, he only heard the sound of rain falling.

Lan Xingye was still standing at the top of the steps, standing quietly, Shao Mingyang raised his head and looked up at her, her face was still quiet.

For a long time, there was silence all around, and no one spoke.

The sound of the rain suddenly became so clear at this moment.

Finally, it was Shao Mingyang who opened his mouth, and he whispered, "I think you will be here too." ”

Today is Qingming, and she will definitely come.

Blue Star smiled silently, and she nodded.

But her quiet and well-behaved appearance made Shao Mingyang's quiet heart lake extremely boring, and he suddenly used force and held the umbrella handle.

"Blue Starry Night, why don't you sue me!"

"Why didn't you say that Qin Zhi'an was your younger brother?" In the year they have been together, there have been so many opportunities and so many times. can be said, even if it's just a statement, she also has a younger brother named Qin Zhi'an, who is abroad. So how could he not know, and how could it be a year later.

He didn't even know that her younger brother was named Lan Jingchen.

"Blue Starry Night, you speak!" Shao Mingyang's low and steady voice gradually became uncontrollable, and he gritted his teeth and roared.

Lan Xingye looked down at him, and saw that his face was struggling, full of chagrin and guilt. I don't know what's wrong. She suddenly fell silent in her heart.

"I'm sorry, it's me who is bad." She whispered.

Shao Mingyang was stunned, and at this moment, she said words of apology. This seems to be the outcome he wanted. It was indeed her mistake. It's her! It's that she doesn't tell him and hides it from him, it's that she's wrong! But why is my heart still so chaotic?

"Blue Starry Night. Why didn't you say it at the time? Shao Mingyang shouted again.

Indeed, it was she who did not sue him in the first place, because she had promised others and would never say it.

But what about him?

Lan Xingye looked at him silently for a long time, and then spoke softly, "You never asked me. ”

Even if it's just a sentence, even if it's just a sound, it's never been there!

Shao Mingyang froze again in an instant, and she asked him down with a word. Thinking about it carefully, he really didn't, and he always rarely asked about her. She would always wait for him quietly in the apartment, make soup for him, cook for him, and ask him how it tasted. In the beginning, he didn't ask.

"If I don't ask, you won't say? Are you dumb! Shao Mingyang stared, and the anger became more and more condensed, "So what about later?" Later, in the hospital, when I asked you who your child was, you should have sued me! Then when I asked you what your relationship was with him, why didn't you say it? ”

After a roar of anger, a faint sense of sadness filled the air.

Lan Xingye's eyebrows frowned slightly, and there was also a hint of unspeakable pleading, she suddenly smiled, "Now, what's the point of saying it?" ”

Now, Shao Mingyang, do you think this qiē can go back to the past?

Lan Xingye opened his mouth softly and said lightly, "It's late, it's too late." ”

After a long time, he moved his lips, and he couldn't say anything, just shouted, "Stars." ”

"Shao Mingyang, in fact, you only believe in yourself." She said with a smile.

Just like he once said at that time: I, Shao Mingyang, only give people one chance!

At this moment, Lan Xingye knew the true meaning of this sentence, in fact, it had not changed from the beginning.

"You never give a second chance, never." Her smile melted into his eyes, his pupils tightened, and her voice drifted through the rain.

At this moment, Shao Mingyang couldn't say a word!

After saying this, Lan Xingye took a step forward and slowly walked in front of him from the drizzle. Her figure was fixed in the bottom of her eyes, a blur of light and shadow, and she jumped over like this.

Shao Mingyang froze in place, unable to return to his senses for a long time, only to hear the footsteps disappear in the rain.

After a long time, he raised his hand violently, and the umbrella was thrown into the distance, and the wind blew and floated far away.

The rain hit him and fell on his face.

But it also seemed to fall in his heart.

In his heart, it was also raining heavily.

It's too late, it's already too late.

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Li Jun drove the car and drove Blue Star Night to the city.

Along the way, no one spoke.

Lan Xingye just sat quietly on one side, she looked sideways at the rain outside the window, and the raindrops hit the glass window.

After a long time, Li Jun asked, "Xingxing, what are your plans for the near future?" ”

"Huh?" Blue Star Night snorted.

"I heard you haven't been looking for a job lately, have you?"

Zhang Sisi had been contacted before, and Zhang Sisi told her that Blue Star Night had been resting at home recently.

Blue Star nodded in the night.

Li Jun pondered for a while, and then said, "Xingxing, how about coming to work in my company?" ”

Seeing that she didn't speak, I was afraid that she would refuse, Li Jun said again, "Or, I can introduce you to a job." ”

Blue Star Night whispered, "No need. ”

Li Jun was only afraid that she would misunderstand, so he hurriedly explained, "I don't mean anything else." It's just that the company is also recruiting, and your ability is good, so it must not be a problem to come in. Recruiting others is also recruiting, so it's better to recruit you, in fact, it's all the same......" Li Jun hurriedly explained, and asked again, "How about it?" ”

Lan Xingye said, "I know, but I don't need to." ”

"Star ......," Li Jun called again.

Lan Xingye looked back at him, "Recently, I want to rest. So there are no plans to look for a job. Brother Jun, thank you, but I really don't need to. ”

After three times again, Li Jun suddenly fell silent.

Her stubborn temper. It's not that he doesn't know. As long as she believes in things. It's hard to change.

However, Li Jun still said, "Then if you have a rest." If you want to find a job, you can find me and sue me. ”

Blue Star Night smiled, "Okay." ”

Finally got her consent, and Li Jun breathed a sigh of relief. He changed the subject and suddenly said, "Yan Yan has been studying jewelry design recently. ”

"She's loved these ...... since she was a child"

"yes, but I'm really worried that if she goes to a jewelry designer, even a villa won't be enough for her to put those things......"

After that, along the way, they talked about some trivial matters, but they were also peaceful.

After returning to the city, the car sent Lan Xingye to Xiyuan Apartment.

Lan Xingye was about to get out of the car, and Li Jun was also going to send her up, but Lan Xingye said, "You don't need to send me up, it's not too early." ”

Lan Xingye didn't forget to take care of Xuanqing, she was still waiting for him.

Of course, Li Jun knew what she was talking about, and he stopped and shouted, "Star." ”

"Huh?"

Only for a moment, Li Jun was leaning towards her, he couldn't help but hug her, Lan Xingye was caught off guard, she didn't struggle, just patted him, "Brother Xiaojun, I'm fine." ”

Brother Jun.

Yes.

When I was a child, I would still shout like this, but gradually, I stopped shouting. Because Li Lingyan was naughty at that time, he was messing with Blue Star Night. He only has one sister, that is Li Lingyan, how can she call her brother. Later, when he grew up, Li Lingyan said: Brother can't shout indiscriminately, once he shouts brother, he must be treated as his brother for the rest of his life, and he must be single-minded.

At that time, Lan Xingye nodded and said that she knew.

Later, at school, Li Jun told her not to call Brother Xiaojun in the future, so that her classmates would laugh when they heard it.

Lan Xingye nodded, and said yes with a smile again.

She was always so obedient, and the smile at that time still made him so distracted when she recalled it at this moment.

But Blue Starry Night, I know what you mean by "Little Brother Jun".

Once you call my brother, you will treat me as a brother for the rest of your life, and I already understand your single-mindedness.

Li Jun couldn't help himself, the emotions that were faintly rising, that he didn't understand before, and that he didn't understand before, suddenly flourished after experiencing a backlog at this time. It's just that those desires, those emotions, are no longer there at this moment. He could only hold her tight again, as if to rub her deep into his body!

"Xingxing, in my heart, you are as important as Yan Yan." Li Jun whispered.

Lan Xingye smiled and nodded, "Yes." ”

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After Li Jun sent Blue Star Night back, it was already off work, and the company didn't have to go back. Look at the time, it's about the same. He drove straight to the dance studio, and Xuanqing was about to end class at this time. It was still raining lightly outside, and the car was driving halfway when a clear phone came in.

Li Jun picked it up, and Xuan Qing said at the other end, "Xiaojun, it's raining outside, don't come here, I'll just take a taxi myself......"

Her caring and considerate words came over, and Li Jun replied, "I'm already here, and I'll be there soon." ”

Zhao Xuanqing didn't say anything, but just responded, "Then I'll wait for you in the classroom." ”

Li Jun hung up the phone, and the car continued to drive in the rainy evening.

The dance studio is already past the time point, so the class has already ended. It's quiet on this floor.

Li Jun walked upstairs familiarly, and then came to the classroom.

The music was still playing, accompanied by a gentle female voice counting the beats, "1, 2, 3, 4......"

Li Jun came closer, came to the door of the classroom, and looked through the glass window to see Zhaoxuanqing practicing alone in the classroom. She has a talent for dancing, and she has participated in foreign competitions before, but she missed the opportunity to win the championship because of the final asthma attack. Later, he recuperated at home for a time because of a miscarriage, and missed a dance drama. Looking at her at this moment, with such a beautiful posture, she recovered very well, which made Li Jun very happy.

It was only after a moment that he knocked on the door.

Zhao Xuanqing didn't stop moving, just turned her head in a circle and looked, and when she saw Li Jun, she smiled.

Li Jun pushed the door open, he only stood at the door, and did not go in, he smiled and said, "Keep dancing, finish this song." ”

Zhao Xuanqing is still dancing, Li Jun once told her that she looks best when she dances.

Her dancing posture was frozen in Li Jun's eyes.

Li Jun said in a low voice, "Today is Qingming, and I went to see Blue Star Night just now." (To be continued.) )

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