196. Our children

I looked at his inexplicable face, and after a long pause, I laughed and said, "Why don't you seem to be very happy?" ”

Shen Boteng stood at the window and looked out the window, and after a long time, he turned to look at me and asked, "Do you think this is something to be happy about?" ”

I said, "It may be a very miserable thing for you, but for me." I am happy. ”

I walked up to Shen Boteng, stretched out my hand to hug his body, pillowed my face on his chest and said, "This is a child belonging to the two of us." ”

Shen Boteng said: "You want this child? ”

I looked up at him and said, "What if I want to?" Will you be accurate? ”

Shen Boteng said: "What should I do after the child is born. ”

I said, "I can raise it by myself and never leave the Shen family." ”

Shen Boteng said: "Go to the hospital for examination first. ”

I said, "Okay." ”

After Shen Boteng let go of me, he went out of my room, after I sorted out my mood, I heard that his car left downstairs not long ago, so I changed into a dress and went out of the room downstairs, when I passed the living room, a servant asked me where I was going.

I replied casually, "Go out for a walk." ”

The servant asked me if I would come back for dinner in the evening, and I said, "Yes." ”

The servant didn't ask much, and I didn't call the driver, but walked a few steps away after leaving Shen's house. Shen Boteng's car was parked on the road, I walked over quickly, someone inside opened the door, I bent down and sat in, and after the door was closed, I drove quickly.

After arriving at the hospital, Shen Boteng wanted to take me through the VIP channel, but I shook his hand and said, "I want to line up." ”

He asked, "Why." ”

I said, "I don't know if he's going to get a chance to come into this world, and I want to do something for him before I start." It's too cold with a program like that, and I like it. ”

I looked enviously at the couple in front of me who were queuing up to register, and I pointed to them and said, "Is it as good as them?" ”

Shen Boteng hugged me in his arms, covered my face with his hand, and said, "It's the first time I've lined up." ”

I said, "Thank you." ”

I know that there are many people here now, and Shen Boteng, who is now going to get married, is in the midst of a turmoil, and the probability of being targeted by reporters is very high.

I tried my best to bury my face in Shen Boteng's arms, even the registered list was written by Shen Boteng, after he wrote it, he handed it to the staff, the staff in the window glanced at Shen Boteng, the action of printing the list stopped, and then raised his face to look at Shen Boteng who was hugging me outside the window. After a long time, she asked with a slightly red face: "Does Mr. need a chief physician or a deputy chief doctor?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "Chief doctor." ”

The staff explained in detail how to go for us with a very good attitude, the obstetrician's office was specific, so that the people waiting behind were slightly impatient, Shen Boteng took out the money from the wallet, took the bill, and said lightly: "Thank you." He hugged me upstairs and walked a long way, and I saw from the gap in Shen Boteng's arm that the staff who had just registered for us was still looking at us.

Shen Boteng didn't seem to realize that he was being peeked at by a woman, and said to me: "Aren't you afraid of suffocating yourself." ”

I realized that I had been buried in his arms for a long time, and I immediately lifted my face. He smiled at him and said, "It's a little bit." ”

There are a lot of people in the elevator, especially a lot of patients, when Shen Boteng saw this situation. His brow furrowed inadvertently, but soon, he escorted me in, using his height advantage to separate him from a safe distance.

I stood in the safe area he had prepared for me, and felt the elevator go up little by little.

After the elevator was opened, Shen Boteng led me out of the elevator, he had never been to the hospital, but he knew how to walk very clearly, and walked straight towards the obstetrics, there were still many people in the obstetrics, many pregnant mothers stood at the door and waited, this was a very boring process, Shen Boteng was quite patient there and waited with me.

After an hour passed, it was finally time for us to arrive, and the doctor asked me what was wrong with me, and Shen Boteng said, "Pregnant." ”

The doctor was writing on the list the medicine that the previous patient should go to the pharmacy to pick up, and after a while, she looked at Shen Boteng and asked, "Are you husband and wife?" ”

I raised my face to look at Shen Boteng, who hugged me, like a responsible husband, stretched out his hand and touched the back of my head as if comforted, and said to the doctor, "Well, yes." ”

The doctor said, "I haven't been here for months." ”

I said, "It's been two months." ”

The doctor said, "Give me your hand." ”

I immediately stretched out my hand and put it in front of her, and the mat she used to check her pulse was under my hand, and my fingers pressed my pulse, and after a long diagnosis, she said, "Go for a check-up first." ”

wrote a list for me, and after Shen Boteng took it, he went to the toll office to pay, and then took me to do an examination.

When I entered the examination room, I also glanced back at Shen Boteng, who was standing behind me, and he touched my head and said, "Go in." ”

I nodded, and walked in, after checking out from the inside, I didn't see Shen Boteng at the door, looked around, only to find that he was answering the phone in a corner, but as soon as I arrived, his call was ended, because he was facing away from me, and didn't find me standing behind, after the phone hung up, he took it in his hand and played with it for a while, and then threw it on the windowsill, lit a cigarette for himself, smoked it there, and couldn't see his expression, I only felt that he didn't seem to be very happy at this time, and even a little preoccupied.

I stood for a moment and called, "Patten." ”

He heard my voice and turned his face to look at me, and was a little surprised that I came out so quickly, and he asked me, "What are the results?" ”

I didn't answer him, but handed him the inspection report in my hand, and after he snuffed out the cigarette butt in his hand, he picked up the mobile phone that was thrown on the windowsill, took the list of your inspections from my hand, and looked at it carefully for a long time. ”

I didn't ask too much, I was quietly led by him and followed his footsteps out of the hospital.

After arriving downstairs in the car, Shen Boteng and I sat relatively silently.

The atmosphere was a little frozen and there wasn't much joy.

I clenched my fists and thought for a long time, and finally asked, "Do you dislike this child?" ”

Shen Boteng, who had his hand on the window and supported his chin, heard this, he looked at me sideways, and his eyebrows were faint, and he said, "To be honest, it was a very unexpected thing for me. ”

I said, "So what." ”

"This is something I didn't expect," he said. ”

I said, "So what? ”

Shen Boteng said: "I can't stay." "The earth demon cloth is scratched.

He said such words with such an expressionless face, I shook my body twice and looked at him, Shen Boteng saw my miserable face, he hugged me in his arms and said, "I like this child very much, but, I'm sorry, I can't stay." ”

My voice trembled slightly, "Why?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "There is no reason, because it is not suitable and not suitable." ”

I said, "I don't want anything for this kid." ”

Tears welled up in my eyes instantly, and I said anxiously: "Patten, this is the child of the two of us, the two of us, he will call your father when he grows up." I grabbed him by the skirt and pleaded, "I know that it was my mistake that led this child who shouldn't have come to this world, but I don't dare to kill him, I really don't dare, he is my child." ”

Shen Boteng held my face and said, "Calm down, Liang Sheng, listen to me." ”

I covered my ears and said, "I don't want to, I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen." ”

I wanted to escape, but Shen Boteng forcibly took my hand away from my ear, and he asked me to look at him, and said in a calm and frightening tone: "Since it was a mistake from the beginning, what ...... This mistake can't happen at all, listen, after five years you can leave the Shen family and live the life you want, and keeping your children is just a drag on you, and there will be no good results. ”

I said, 'I know it's a drag, but it's me and your child, and I'm willing to do it.' ”

Shen Boteng said: "What do you call me when the child is born, have you thought about it?" ”

I said, "If you don't want to admit him, I can tell others that the father of this child is not you, it's someone else, and I'm willing to bear the infamy, I'm willing to do anything." ”

Shen Boteng saw that my love was getting more and more excited, and he raised his voice slightly and said, "You are willing, but I will not allow it." ”

Seeing that his tone was so resolute, I reached out and pushed him in the chest and said, "Why are you so cruel?!" ”

I turned around and was about to open the door and rush out of the car to escape this qiē, but Shen Boteng immediately pulled me, trapped me in his arms and said, "You calm down." ”

I broke down and cried: "I can't calm down, I thought I could calmly flow this child, I promised you that you can choose it, but now I realize that I can't do it, I really can't do it!" Patten, this is the child of the two of us, I don't want to kill him with my own hands, I don't want to! ”

I kept repeating that sentence, Shen Boteng listened to it, his eyes were unpredictable, and the hand he put on the back of my head to prevent me from struggling, it was a little bigger, and I was pressed by him on my chest and couldn't move.

In this way, Shen Boteng was in the car and entangled for a long time, and in the end he did not come up with a result, in order to calm me down first, he could only send me back to Shen's house first, and after the car was parked not far from the gate of Shen's house, I also calmed down, and sat next to Shen Boteng with red eyes.

He looked at me and said, "Get out of the car first." ”

I looked sideways at him and said in a hoarse voice, "What are you going to do?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "You go home first and have a good rest." ”

When he saw that I was not moving, he raised his hand and touched my face and said, "Obedient."

I bit my lip and nodded after a long time, Shen Boteng kissed me on the forehead, and I turned around and got out of the car.

After walking a long way, after entering the courtyard of the Shen family, Shen Boteng's car drove away on the road.

I took a deep breath, sorted out my feelings and walked towards the Shen family, and when I arrived in the living room, I happened to bump into the second wife who came out of the ancestral hall, she glanced at me and asked, "Out of the house?" ”

For fear that she would see something unusual, I turned my face awkwardly and said, "I went out." ”

The second wife felt strange, and she asked tentatively: "I heard from the servant that Bai Teng came to the Shen family before, but he didn't come to me. ”

I was a little surprised and asked, "Huh?" Are you sure? Then he was slightly embarrassed and said, "I don't know, I didn't see him." ”

After I said this, I didn't continue to stay, but walked quickly towards the second floor with a little weakness.

The second wife stood in the living room and looked at my hurried back full of doubts, and when I arrived in the room, I locked the door hard, and then leaned against the wall and gasped for breath, and it took a long time to calm my chaotic breathing.

I walked back and forth in my room for a long time, and then I sat on my bed and didn't move, staring at the light and shadow of the ground in a daze.

I have been thinking about whether Shen Boteng will have this child or not, I waited for the fifth day, and finally arrived the day before his wedding with Yuan Zi, he came to Shen's house, at that time I was sitting on the bed reading a magazine, and heard the sound of the car downstairs like Shen Boteng's car, so I immediately got up from the bed, trotted to the window to see, and just saw Shen Boteng's car disappear in the direction of the garage.

I watched for a moment, then turned back to the bed, listening carefully to the movement downstairs.