Chapter 663: She's Just a Woman
Lin Xiangnan looked at Luo Xin very nervously, looking forward to Luo Xin's answer. 『『【Big, book, bag, small, say, net.dashubao.cc].
Lin Xiangnan has always been a very confident person, but Lin Xiangnan doesn't know why, but he has no confidence at all about whether Luo Xin will go with him.
Perhaps, it was because of Luo Xin's refusal last time, and the words Luo Xin said.
Lin Xiangnan still didn't understand why Luo Xin wanted to say something like that to him in the first place.
Those words really hurt Lin Xiangnan deeply at that time.
Luo Xin didn't speak, but looked at Lin Xiangnan, and from her eyes, she couldn't tell what she was thinking at all.
Being looked at by Luo Xin like this, Lin Xiangnan's heart became even more nervous.
"You have something to say," Lin Xiangnan asked Luo Xin with a wry smile.
"What if I still don't go with you" Luo Xin looked at Lin Xiangnan expressionlessly and said, "What will you do?"
Lin Xiangnan was slightly stunned for a moment, and then he didn't know how to answer Luo Xin.
Because Lin Xiangnan really didn't know what to do, persuaded Luo Xin to use Lin Xiangnan's understanding of Luo Xin, if Luo Xin didn't want to go with him, it would be useless for him to persuade him.
And let Luo Xin be here, he left alone, to be honest, Lin Xiangnan couldn't do it.
The outside world is very exciting, Lin Xiangnan doesn't want Luo Xin to spend his life in this place.
Seeing that Lin Xiangnan didn't speak, Luo Xin continued: "Do you know why I told you those words last time?"
"Why" Lin Xiangnan was stunned again, and then hurriedly asked.
Lin Xiangnan has always wanted to find the answer to this question.
"My master once told me that the emotions between men and women are the most complex emotions in the world, and they are also the most beautiful emotions." Luo Xin said lightly: "My master once loved a woman, but unfortunately, that woman didn't love my master, and in the end, she even died with her will." After her death, my master was like a different person. At that time, I was still young, and I didn't understand why Master became depressed, I just remember that my Master told me that if I fall in love with someone in the future, if he doesn't love me, I will either completely forget about him, or I will hate him and kill him. That way, I won't become like him. ”
"I am the master who said that for a person, with a lifetime of guilt, life is better than death. If you forget, or kill him out of hatred, you won't feel guilty. At that time, I felt that I would not fall in love with anyone until I met you later. Speaking of this, Luo Xin looked at Lin Xiangnan, and then continued: "At the beginning, I just wanted to catch you to be a real yàn to treat my body. But with you, I feel scared and panicked, because I always think of you from time to time, and sometimes when I am alone, I can't help but pronounce your name in my heart. ”
"That's when I realized that I would love someone. I fell in love with you, and when you fell off the cliff, I thought you were dead, and at that moment, my heart ached like a knife. This kind of pain makes me even more uncomfortable than Master's death back then. I just wanted to avenge you, and as long as I could avenge you, I didn't care what it took. ”
Luo Xin had never said so many words, and hearing Luo Xin's words, Lin Xiangnan felt very uncomfortable, at this moment, he wanted to hug Luo Xin into his arms, but he didn't do it.
"Later, when I learned that you were still alive and that you were by my side again, I wanted to cry. I have never shed tears for anyone, even though when my master died, I was just very sad, but I didn't cry. Luo Xin said: "At that time, I knew that I couldn't help falling in love with you. ”
"But you have your most beloved person. That girl's name is Yuan Mengqi, I can read your mind, whether it is half a year before or half a year this time, the person you think about the most in your heart is her. Luo Xin looked at Lin Xiangnan and said, "I can feel it, you love her very much." ”
"Hmm." Lin Xiangnan didn't want to hide anything, he nodded and answered.
"So, the first time you asked me to go with you, I rejected you." Luo Xin said: "Because here, I can still find a home, this is my home, I am familiar with this place, even if I am alone, I am used to it, all these years, I am alone." But if I go with you, the outside world is strange to me, at that time, I only have you to rely on, and you are my qiē. ”
Speaking of this, Luo Xin looked up at Lin Xiangnan, his eyes were slightly red at this moment, and he was covered with a layer of mist, which looked so distressing.
Luo Xin's words were like a heavy hammer, hitting Lin Xiangnan's heart hard. Lin Xiangnan looked at Luo Xin in a daze, he never thought that he was so important to Luo Xin.
"You are destined not to belong to me, you have someone you love deeply, maybe because you took me out, you can accompany me for a year or two, but you can't accompany me for a lifetime. To go out into the world without your company means to lose a piece of life for me. ”
"Don't talk about it." Lin Xiangnan said sadly and blamed himself.
At this moment, he hated his selfishness, he hated himself, and he didn't think about Luo Xin at all.
He always thought that leaving here with Luo Xin was for Luo Xin's good, but he didn't think about Luo Xin's feelings at all.
"So, I rejected you, I thought about killing you back then." Luo Xin said: "Because I remembered what my master said, but I couldn't do it, so I said those lies, I want you to hate me, I want you not to come to me for the rest of your life, in this case, I can forget you." Between forgetting you and killing you, I choose to forget you. But why did you come to me?"
Speaking of this, two lines of clear tears slowly slipped down Luo Xin's beautiful face.
At this moment, Lin Xiangnan felt that his heart was like meat about to be sent into a meat grinder and turned into powder.
"Don't talk about it." This time, Lin Xiangnan hugged Luo Xin into his arms hard, and then hugged Luo Xin tightly.
Luo Xin didn't struggle, and let Lin Xiangnan hold him like this, but at this moment, Luo Xin cried even more.
She is as cold as frost, she is as arrogant as snow, but in the final analysis, she is just a woman, and her heart can never be as strong as her appearance.
"I'm sorry." Lin Xiangnan hugged Luo Xin tightly, buried his head in Luo Xin's fragrant green silk, and said sadly and reproachfully: "Luo Xin, I'm sorry." ”
Luo Xin didn't answer him, and after a while, Luo Xin didn't cry anymore, her voice became as cold as before, and said: "You don't have to tell me I'm sorry, you go, don't come here again in the future, as for me, you don't have to worry about me, I will move back to the cave, these days, I have become accustomed to the life of the cave." And I am hiding in a cave, and even if the Immortal Sect sends people again, they will not find me. ”
"Nope." Lin Xiangnan subconsciously said urgently.
Lin Xiangnan looked at Luo Xin, shook his head vigorously and said, "I don't allow you to live like this, Luo Xin, come with me." ”
Thinking that from now on, Luo Xin was in the cave, lonely and old, Lin Xiangnan's heart was like a knife.
Lin Xiangnan would never allow Luo Xin to live like this.
"Don't you understand" Luo Xin looked at Lin Xiangnan and said.
"I understand." Lin Xiangnan nodded vigorously and said: "I understand, so in this life, I will not leave you, you go out with me, go to the outside world, I will not let you lose a qiē, I will let you have a qiē for the rest of your life." ”
Luo Xin was slightly stunned, then she looked at Lin Xiangnan with wide eyes, and then just looked at it without speaking.
Lin Xiangnan was looked at like this by Luo Xin, at first it was nothing, because he was waiting for Luo Xin's answer, but Luo Xin didn't speak all the time, just looked at him like this, Lin Xiangnan became a little cramped in his heart, he didn't know what Luo Xin meant by looking at him like this.
"What's wrong," Lin Xiangnan asked, looking at Luo Xin.
"Then in what capacity will you be by my side for the rest of your life" Luo Xin frowned, looked at Lin Xiangnan and asked.
"This" For a while, Lin Xiangnan didn't know how to answer at all.
Seeing Lin Xiangnan like this, Luo Xin's eyes suddenly turned cold, she looked at Lin Xiangnan and asked, "You will marry that woman in the future, right?"
Seeing Luo Xin's eyes, Lin Xiangnan's scalp suddenly became numb, and Luo Xin's question also made Lin Xiangnan tremble.
"This"
"Answer me." Luo Xin said coldly.
"Yes." Lin Xiangnan could only bite the bullet and say.
"Huh"
Luo Xin's eyes became even colder.
"Then what do you think of me," Luo Xin asked coldly.
Obviously, Luo Xin understood that Lin Xiangnan regarded her as an unsightly third party.
"I didn't mean that." Lin Xiangnan hurriedly explained: "I just feel very uncomfortable at the thought of letting you die alone here for the rest of your life, and I can't let you go at all." And you can't waste your whole life here, I absolutely promise that I will never leave you for the rest of my life, just this and this."
Lin Xiangnan felt that the more he talked, the more chaotic he became, and in the end, Lin Xiangnan gritted his teeth, stomped his feet and said, "It's hard to say anything in the future, you have to spend some time with me." ”
At the same time, Lin Xiangnan thought in his heart: "It's a big deal, Lao Tzu will become an Arab citizen and marry you all, grass"
Lin Xiangnan was so angry in his heart, he was about to be tortured by these women and went crazy
Lin Xiangnan also knew that the affairs of these women would have to be resolved sooner or later, and if he had to ruthlessly cut off relations with any of them and no longer communicate, Lin Xiangnan really couldn't do it.
Besides, he also has feelings for these women, and if one day, these women want to marry someone else's woman, he won't do it.
So what Lin Xiangnan is saying now is angry, but it is definitely also the voice in his heart.
However, Lin Xiangnan also knows very well that it is unrealistic to marry all these women, and after all, he has to make a choice.
It's just that when Lin Xiangnan finished speaking, Lin Xiangnan was surprised to find that Luo Xin's eyes did not ease, but became more cold
Lin Xiangnan pondered, he didn't say the wrong thing.
"You're going to marry everyone" Luo Xin looked at Lin Xiangnan coldly and asked.
"我cǎo"
At this moment, Lin Xiangnan really wanted to kill the Gu worm in his body