Chapter 40: Shut the door and speak

"The head of the house, a guest has arrived." Liu Hualou stood outside the door and bowed slightly to the room and said.

Ying Su's eyes were fixed on the two closed door panels, and he felt uncomfortable to death!

knew that the damn woman in the house was his own lady, but when they met again, her guards stopped him at the door, and the handsome man in front of him said that he wanted to help him out?!

He wants to see his wife, but he wants someone else to go to the ceremony? This thing is something that Yingsu can't figure out anyway!

He, the emperor of the Great Zhao, has never encountered such a 'courtesy', and for a while, Ying Suzhen doesn't know whether he should be angry or pretend to be calm, in short, he is afraid that he can't even tell himself in his current mood......

"Please come in." Yue Xi's voice is as clean and gentle as ever, and listening to it will always make people feel good inexplicably.

The door opened, and Ying Su saw the woman writing something with her head down, her body swayed, he pursed his lips, and suddenly felt that his eyes were sour.

There was a light in front of her, a pause, and then a darkness, Yue Xi heard the sound of the door being gently closed, her heart jumped inexplicably, and she slowly raised her head.

Ying Su stood at the door, against the two door panels behind her, watching her slowly raise her head and smile at herself and say something, then lowered her head again and went to work, tears could no longer hold back from her eyes, and she couldn't stop it at all.

Yue Xi glanced up at the person standing at the door, but he was standing in the dark with his back against the door panel, she couldn't see his face clearly, so she had to smile and say, "I'll write it right away......"

It wasn't until she looked down at the letter that she remembered: I was rude again, and I forgot to get up to meet him......

Suddenly remembered a sighing sound in his ears, Yue Xi hurriedly raised his head, the person leaning on the door panel had slowly slid to the ground, and Ying Su was squatting on the ground looking up at her silent crying!

Yue Xi was stunned for a moment, and then smiled sideways: "What are you doing, why are you cry......ing?"

As she spoke, she got up and wanted to go over and help him up, but Ying Su had already got up from the ground and pounced, and directly pressed her upright body to the chair again, he gritted his teeth with a cold face and said: "I'm here, are you afraid?!" ”

Yue Xi was stunned by this question, she pondered for a moment, and felt that she didn't seem to be afraid of him.

She raised her head before she wanted to speak, the expression on Ying Su's face changed again, her face was pale with exhaustion, only two tears in her eyes, and Ying Hen looked extraordinarily big: "Yue Xi, do you want me to ......"

This time, Yue Xi didn't think about it, but nodded directly with a smile: "Yes." ”

"I ...... I'm killing you......" Yue Xi's answer made Ying Su's tears fall in a flutter, he looked left and right, simply straddled her legs apart, the two of them sat face to face, and then stretched out his arms to hold Yue Xi tightly in his arms, he pillowed his head on her shoulder and cried: "Why are you so ruthless...... Cruel woman ......"

Yue Xi's body was strangled by him, and it was difficult to breathe, and he felt that his bones were about to break!

She held two hands up, one still holding a brush dipped in ink, lest she stain his shirt......

"What are you chasing me for? Didn't you want to see me anymore, so I can't go by myself? Yue Xi chuckled and said helplessly.

"Don't call me Your Majesty!" Ying Su was so angry that he bit Yue Xi's neck!

"Hiss......" Yue Xi immediately tensed his nerves in pain, lest he go crazy and bite himself to death again: "Don't you call your majesty?" What's that called? ”

"You're going to call me husband!" Ying Su sat up straight and stared at Yue Xi's eyes and said.

Yue Xi glanced at him, lowered his head and smiled, without words.

"......" Ying Su also had no words.

She followed him, and the child gave birth to two or was still nameless, and she really called out this husband, and he also felt panicked on his face!

Ying Su gently hugged Yue Xi into his arms again, he gently leaned his head on her shoulder and closed his eyes, his nose was full of her smell, there was no fat powder smell, only a faint body fragrance and a slight bitterness on her body......

"Got the medicine? Why is there a medicinal fragrance on his body......" Ying Su said softly, as if from the moment he saw her, all his energy had dissipated, his thick eyelashes flickered twice, and he suddenly wanted to sleep.

"Huh?" After thinking about it, Yue Xi said: "It's the medicine that my mother prepared for me, and when I went out, I wiped it and said that I was not afraid of the sun......"

"Hmm." Ying Su exhaled and lost his voice.

The two of them sat silently for a while, Yue Xi realized that she was still holding a pen in her right hand, she carefully lowered her arm, and wanted to put the comparison on the inkstone, but as soon as she moved, Ying Su tightened her arms and asked nervously: "What is the lady going to do?" ”

Wife...... Yue Xi smiled bitterly in his heart, and waved the brush in front of his eyes.

Ying Su raised his hand to take it, put it on the table, and saw the unfinished letter on the table, he hesitated, but still picked it up, he had to see what was so important that she was reluctant to stop writing even when she saw herself!

The letter is not finished, but two pages have been written.

Ying Su only glanced at the words on the stage and became angry, and only after reading the content of the letter did he shake the letter in front of Yue Xi's eyes and said, "Why didn't the lady tell her husband directly about such an important matter?" ”

Yue Xi looked at him, suddenly tilted her head back to the back of the chair, and rubbed her hands on her forehead a few times before saying, "Ying Su, you are the emperor of Zhao, and you shouldn't act recklessly." Don't leave the imperial capital. ”

"I know." Ying Su responded in a low voice, and immediately roared angrily: "But I can't control myself!" As soon as I heard the news of your departure from Beijing, I was confused, and all I wanted was to get you back quickly, except for this, I can't be quiet in anything! ”

"Yue Xi, to you, I think I'm in a demon! I can't help it......" This sentence Ying Su said very sadly, completely looking like a broken jar: "Without you, I can't do anything." ”

"......" Yue Xi looked at him in disbelief and shook his head: "That night, I figured it out in the city gate cave......"

Ying Su looked at her nervously, he knew that the night in the mouth of the lady was last year's Chinese New Year's Eve, and he made her stand at the door of the dormitory of the other courtyard for a few hours, and it was a snowy winter night!

"That's mine, no. The lady should blame me. He hugged Yue Xi tightly again, lest she would push him away.

Yue Xi didn't push him away, but patted him on the back with his hand, patted him gently, and coaxed a child: "I was discouraged at the time, and I was very angry. ”

"The lady should be angry, it's really wrong to be a husband." When he talks about this matter now, he will fall into deep self-blame, and he doesn't understand what he was competing with at that time, so he had to force his mother to leave......

"Nope." Yue Xi shook his head, and his tone was calm, which made Ying Su feel cold in his heart: "You are not wrong. ”

"I was wrong!" Ying Su hurriedly said: "I was really wrong...... It's okay for you to beat me and scold me, as long as you don't let outsiders see it, as long as you don't hide from me, as long as the lady is angry......"

"Winning." Yue Xi patted him on the back and stopped his words: "I'm not angry now, I'm talking to you calmly." ”

"Standing in everyone's own position, everything he did was right." Yue Xi paused before continuing: "You are the emperor, you have a lot of things to worry about, so naturally you shouldn't be distracted by things like watching your children and coaxing your wife." ”

"And you said that the children have nurses to watch, why do you have to take them with you when you are tired...... That's right! ”

"Throughout the ages, there have been more children in the emperor's family, and it is estimated that there is no emperor who has been pulled by his son like you......"

"From your standpoint alone, I'm really not a queen material."

Ying Su's heart trembled, and her body suddenly became cold, and she finally said what he was most afraid of hearing!

Yue Xi's words were thought about countless times in his mind, and after thinking about it, he clarified his mind little by little: a woman with a temperament like Yue Xi is indeed not the best candidate to be the queen, and then, except for her, Ying Su will not let any woman wear that phoenix crown, his heart has long been full of her, the unscrupulous Yue Xi, the warm Yue Xi, the Yue Xi who dares to laugh with him, the Yue Xi who cooks good food, the Yue Xi who is like a man, the Yue Xi who is extremely transparent, Yue Xi, who fought for his life to give birth to a child for him......

She was the only woman he liked, and he just wanted her to be his wife.

Regardless of glory or depravity in the future, he was willing to take her with him, and only wanted her to stand by his side.

With her there, he would feel so calm......

"What do you want?" Ying Su's heart was like a huge wave, but the tone in his mouth was clear and fresh.

"Isn't that nice? You are your emperor in the court, and I do my duty in the rivers and lakes, so that I can also help you a little, it is not a big effect, it is always a force, isn't it? Yue Xi said softly.

"And I'm going to miss you?" Ying Su asked.

"You......" Yue Xi laughed a few times, and it wasn't funny to hear: "What's so bad about it, go to your other courtyard, or go to my Xixiang Village...... As long as we think about it, what are we afraid of...... Unless you run out of energy......"

"I'm not afraid if I don't have the strength, I can ...... on it" The more she said, the more indecent she became, and Ying Su's face finally turned red when she said: "That's a ...... that will have children"

"It's not like I can't afford it!" Yue Xi smiled indifferently: "Your children, Beibei, they are all your children, I like them very much......"

"I just said that looking at the problem from your standpoint, there is nothing wrong with what Your Majesty is doing. But I'm the mother of the children, so I have my position. Yue Xi also pillowed his head on his shoulder and said softly: "In this life, just a few decades have passed, and we have to do so many things." ”

"Therefore, I want to accompany and take care of the children as much as possible when they are young, to be a good mother, and to prepare a delicious meal for you when you return home, and to take care of the peace so that the brothers who follow me can live a stable life...... And my mother, her eyes can't see, I just think that in another two years, I will let go of the business of the Taiping Bureau and hand it over to the right people to do, and I will accompany them at home with you......"

"But you don't like it, I know that I'm not the obedient woman you like, so ah, I don't rely on you, let's stop fighting, I'm going to feel uncomfortable in my heart......"

"Look, I don't think about everything, I got into the horns of the bull that day, and I got sick of myself......"

"I realized this disease: why bother? In the past, when I was in the palace, I was cold and hungry, and I thought about eating every day. What do I lack now? Mother, children, brothers and sisters are here, I can't be too greedy, don't you say? ”

"What about me?" Ying Su listened to her say one by one, but without himself, he asked weakly.

"You?" Yue Xi glanced at him sideways before saying, "You are the emperor, you are Yingsu, you have always been high, I don't like you like that." ”

You are like the bright moon in the sky, I am like a slight dust on the ground, such an unequal relationship, just think about how tired you feel, how can you continue......

"Huh!" Ying Su smiled: "So, you don't want to go back to the palace with me?" ”

"I don't want to." Yue Xi nodded immediately.

"That'...... If I draft a girl into the palace in the future, you won't care? He asked through gritted teeth.

Yue Xi was silent.

After a long time, she said intermittently, "If it is...... Do you think you have to choose a concubine...... Then take your pick...... It's not something I can handle. ”

"A duplicitous woman!" Ying Su slowly sat up straight, he twisted Yue Xi's pale face towards him, stared into her eyes and said, "The day I choose a concubine is the time when you leave me completely, right?" ”

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