In summer, the river is rippling, the willow trees are shady, and when the evening breeze blows, it carries the slightly drunk fragrance of gardenias, relieving the summer heat and bringing a trace of coolness.

Chen Xiaoyu and Liu Lulu sat on the steps by the river, shaking their fans and chatting.

This summer vacation was an extremely easy summer vacation for Chen Xiaoyu, after the college entrance examination, she was admitted to one of the best local universities, but she studied an extremely unpopular history major.

No one in the family can understand.

Many people of the same age went to apply for applied disciplines such as economics, accounting, and secretarial, but she went to apply for the unpopular history department of the museum major.

In this society that is gradually "looking at money", who will care about the changes of history.

The employment policy for college students has changed from "package distribution" to "two-way choice", graduates can choose employment units, and units can also choose graduates, although it is two-way, graduates are basically the side that is chosen.

It's getting harder and harder for graduates who don't have a back door.

After graduating from university, Chen Wenhui chose to go to the south because he was not selected by a satisfactory unit.

Shao Lanyin and Chen Wenbin basically couldn't control her affairs since she went to high school, and they persuaded her several times, but it didn't work, and the two realized that this daughter had her own opinions, and she would change it at will, so she would no longer interfere.

Take one step at a time, and sing what song on what mountain.

The most incomprehensible is Deng Yinan.

Deng Yinan wrote, "Xiaoyu, it is the era of the country's reform and opening up, all walks of life are in ruins, especially in the economic field, there is a shortage of talents, you have always understood this ahead of time, why in your own professional learning, do not closely follow the pace of the times, to learn economics, learn technology, learn more useful knowledge, but choose a major such as history and cultural museums, to dig for old papers?" This is very incomprehensible to me, and I think you have to rethink and re-choose. ”

Xiaoyu looked at the letter, a helpless smile on the corner of her mouth, and then folded the letter casually and stuffed it into her pocket.

Liu Lulu glanced at her with squinting eyes, "What's the matter, Brother Yinan's letter made you unhappy?" ”

Chen Xiaoyu shook her head, "It's not that I'm unhappy, but I'm a little speechless." ”

Liu Lulu was surprised, "How come?" Brother Yinan is such a smart person, how can he leave you speechless? Didn't you say that he has been helping you for the past three years? ”

Chen Xiaoyu was silent for a while, and said softly, "It's one thing for him to help me, but it's my business what kind of major to choose, and the two can't be confused." ”

Lulu frowned slightly at her, the corners of her mouth moved, but she didn't say anything.

Chen Xiaoyu squinted at her and asked, "What do you want to say?" ”

Liu Lulu shook her head, stared at the river in the distance, and said softly for a long time, "Xiaoyu, sometimes I really don't understand you, what do you think?" ”

Chen Xiaoyu, "What do you mean?" ”

Liu Lulu still didn't look at her, and said two words in a flat voice, "Love." ”

Chen Xiaoyu sneered: "In this regard, don't say you don't understand, I don't understand either." She lifted her face and put her fingers in the hair on her shoulders, letting the summer breeze sweep through her freshly washed hair and bring a little coolness.

"I don't know what love really is, and I don't want to fall in love with anyone for the time being." She smiled, but the corners of her pretty lips twitched slightly.

"Xiaoyu, you-" Liu Lulu turned her face to stare at her, her eyes flashing with very complicated emotions in an instant, surprise, disappointment, regret, and imperceptible jealousy. "Xiaoyu, I think you seem to be playing with other people's feelings."

"Playing with feelings?" Chen Xiaoyu raised her eyebrows, such a big hat, it was so heavily buttoned.

"It's not about playing with feelings...... It's me who misused it. Liu Lulu frowned and weighed her words, "Even if you have a very ...... attitude towards others, Very...... entangled, to Brother Yinan, to Chongqing...... What's that word called? ”

"Ambiguous?" Chen Xiaoyu raised her eyebrows.

"That's right, ambiguous, that's the word." Liu Lulu nodded.

"What's wrong with me? It's not that you don't know that my correspondence with Brother Yinan is all about communication and learning. Lu Chongqing, since he went to Tibet, I haven't heard anything from him, what are you talking about, how am I ambiguous? Having me play with other people's feelings? Buckle me with a big hat, do you want to arrest me as a female hooligan? ”

"That's why I said I didn't use the right words, I wasn't as good at learning and being educated as you, I wasn't just an art specialty, and I wouldn't cause others to care." Liu Lulu's tone was low, faintly melancholy.

Chen Xiaoyu closed his eyes, was silent for a while, and said, "Last year, I went to Chongqing to join the army, and before leaving, I made an appointment to meet me. ”

Liu Lulu asked, "And then?" ”

"I didn't know at the time that he had gone to Tibet, saying that he was just evading punishment for the incident of "committing suicide for love", and that he was not doing well in his studies anyway, and he would not have been admitted to a good school. ”

"You really said that?"

Chen Xiaoyu nodded.

"Oh. That's too much to hurt your pride. Liu Lulu sighed that she had heard of the romance of Chongqing, but in the end, it was proved to be groundless after he left.

"So, how could I have an affair with him? He's going to hate me to death. Chen Xiaoyu said softly.

Yes, after he hid, there was no contact with him, and it was as if the person had really disappeared from her life.

Did he really hate her so much?

Chen Xiaoyu smiled bitterly at the corner of her mouth, with a little self-deprecation.

No, no, I don't have that much charm, and I will be hated for so long.

"Actually, that's fine." After a while, Liu Lulu suddenly said.

"Huh?"

"Since they all hate you, then it's clear, there's no need to play ambiguous, doesn't Brother Yinan have a chance?"

Chen Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, then squinted her eyes and chuckled, "Lulu, what do you mean?" ”

"I mean, can't you see what Brother Yinan means?" Liu Lulu stood up, patted the dust on her pants, shook the fan to chase away mosquitoes, and after fighting with mosquitoes with her hands, she put the fan in her hand against her chin and looked back at Chen Xiaoyu, "Brother Yinan will come back from the internship tomorrow, it seems that I have something important to say to you." You haven't answered people's letters for so long, so they have to let me bring a message. ”

"Xiaoyu, congratulations, your wish has come true and you have been admitted to your ideal school."

The summer sun is shining brightly, and the air is full of glassy shadows.

Chen Xiaoyu narrowed her eyes, wanting to see the figure slowly walking across the other side.

Sky blue shirt, gray trousers, slender and straight, leisurely, calm, the smile on the corner of the lips is as clear and moving as the sun.

It's Deng Yinan.

Deng Yinan, who I haven't seen for four years.