Chapter 7 Please, Yunxi
Yunxi looked back at his bleak and painful eyes, which reflected a face as cold as frost - now, she, Leng Yunxi's face.
This face used to be unfamiliar, and she was afraid that she would gradually forget her true appearance, but now, day by day, she is gradually becoming familiar and even accustomed to it.
She remembers how she reacted when she woke up in the hospital and saw the face.
Bitter hatred, heart-wrenching hatred, and, can't wait for revenge!
Whatever it was, except for hatred, everything else seemed to have become an insignificant cloud of smoke.
But now, his eyes saw her alone, and he hugged her strongly, as if he was afraid that she would be able to break away from him if she turned around. Now, in these deep, almost all women's eyes seem to be for her, and they can't see anything else.
But once upon a time, it had always been a place she had dreamed of staying in all her life. Years passed, but not even a ripple was left there.
She suddenly remembered that when she was very young, she had not yet come to Beijing. When her parents left, she had nothing to rely on, and she had heard people laugh and sigh at that time: "This girl's life is hard, if she can meet someone who is willing to be good to her for the rest of her life, how happy she should be." "She was too young to understand anything. Grandpa smiled and asked, "What is good for her?" In this world, it is too flashy, a beggar pays 1,000 yuan is everything, and a rich man throws 10,000 yuan at will but is a gesture. ”
"A man's eyes never deceive, and if a person can only see your granddaughter no matter what, why should the other person be a beggar or a rich man?" It was just a casual conversation, and she listened to it in her ears, but not in her memory.
Therefore, she can walk with him, and even one day, when he hands over the key to the house to her, she only feels that the world is illuminated by this moment, almost as beautiful as a dream, but she never looks back at his eyes.
Yunxi suddenly smiled, with a certain moisture, full of bitter mockery. Perhaps, she was just deceiving herself, she already knew the answer in her heart, but she was too cowardly to look at it and investigate it carefully.
"Do you feel sad and lost? Or do you think that if you help me, I should abandon my previous suspicions, be grateful, and quickly thank the Lord Longen? Now that she has pushed him away, she is not in a hurry to distance herself. This man, who had given a qiē wholeheartedly and was even willing to put down his dignity for a while, now looked at her with sadness on his face.
From the day she was reborn in Leng Yunxi, she had fantasized about such a scene almost every day and night. However, when I really saw what he looked like now, I felt that it was not enough, not enough at all!
"Everyone's love is limited. No one can stand still and wait for you all their lives. Xiao Ran, ask yourself, what did I come together with you for! "If she wants money, she can inherit her grandfather's company. Although the identity of not being able to live in the Xiao family as a young grandmother is amazing, but money is just a number. What is the difference between savings that cannot be spent in ten lifetimes and those that cannot be spent in a hundred lifetimes. Life is short, she is only a few decades, a hundred years later, no matter how much wealth is left to others, it is a passing cloud.
At the beginning, she didn't say anything when she was so excluded in the company, and she never complained when she saw him deliberately distance herself in the company, but this doesn't mean that her flesh is made of stubborn stones, and the lack of joy and sorrow on her face doesn't mean that she won't be hurt in the bottom of her heart!
"I can endure endless overtime, I can ignore other people's gossip that I am clinging to wealth, but that is because I love you, and I want to be worthy of you. What about you? What do you think? "I'm afraid I just think that this woman's ups and downs are extraordinary, and compared with ordinary young ladies of the family, they are not as gentle and understanding.
"I know that it was all my fault." His eyes were wet with liquid for a moment, but they closed tightly, not wanting his fragility to leak out any more. His hands froze in the air, trying to embrace her again, but as if he had been stung by something invisible, he just stopped there, as if he had been whipped and trembling all over. The answer that had been hidden in my heart for a long time blurted out at that moment: "I brought someone to my house at that time, but it was just for drama." I'm afraid that if I fall again, I will never be willing to push you away. At that time, all he was thinking about was Chen Hao, and his brother's eyes looking at his woman became more and more impossible to hide, what should he do? Give up a brother who shares life and death, has common interests, and has been together for almost half his life, or is it just for a momentary desire, and his identity background is not high enough? At the beginning of the Xiao family's most difficult time, he knew that as long as Chen Hao left, the entire Xiao family would suffer unimaginable losses. At that time, he only felt that a woman was just a woman. The women around him went one after another and never paid attention, but Chen Hao loved a woman for many years. Even if it was just to trap him in the Xiao family, he would never be soft.
"So, I deserve to be given away as a gift from you?" She looked at him coldly, and the coldness on her face had all receded. That day, seeing the woman rolling on her bed, bewitching, and teasing, she felt disgusting in addition to despair and sadness. Not only for this man she has loved for so many years and is still cold-blooded and ruthless, but also for herself.
No one in the world can humble himself to the dust except himself. It was her invisible cowardice, and it was her god-like vision that made him take everything for granted. Let him feel that his love is the most precious treasure in the world, and her love is just a pile of mud on the ground!
"Not really!" He suddenly opened his eyes and clasped her shoulders tightly, his face mixed with anger and horror: "The moment you pushed open the door and walked out, I regretted it." You've carved a room into my heart. It's just you and me. Everyone but you are outsiders! It's just you, it's just you! "The world he grew up in was too cold and too powerful. Feelings, in the face of power, are just a fragile piece of paper, which can be broken with a slight poke. No matter where he was, everyone would only see the infinite scenery of him being the only concubine of the Xiao family, but no one knew that he was pressed in the dark, and his eyes were full of pale transactions.
People outside say that the Xiao family has a great reputation and is a powerful country, and in his generation, there is only one heir, he, who can look at the whole world even if he eats and waits for death. But apart from the people of the Xiao family, who knows how many brothers he has who are raised in the "outer house"?
His parents are married, and although there is only one legal marriage, the lovers outside his father can make up a bunch. His mother is not the kind of person who swallows her anger, and she has someone else when she goes abroad early. His identity seems to be orthodox, but only he knows how awkward and fragile his position is.
Outsiders looked at the power of the Xiao family and deliberately wanted to have a relationship with him, but he disdained it, boasting that he had not fallen to this point. So, apart from loneliness, there is not a trace of childhood left.
Xiao Ran withdrew his hands and looked at her with stunned eyes. In fact, like Yunxi, although he has parents, he has never been nothing, and he was raised by his grandfather.
It's a pity that the old man is too busy, either busy with the company or with power, and he doesn't have time to accompany Yunxi's grandfather at all, more often, he can only see a cold face on the screen. That is a person who can really do a crazy move for the power of the Xiao family.
He was afraid, he was afraid, but his heart wanted to be close. He had no parents, and he had no relatives other than his grandfather.
When he was ten years old, he had his birthday. The family's grand birthday party only made him feel bored and empty. Those who were richly dressed, smiling, and flattering, obedient to him, made his face stiffen after laughing all day, until his grandfather himself took him to the river to fish, and he was almost flattered. I picked up the fishing rod, hooked the bait, and wanted to throw the rod with great interest, but I didn't know what to do, and I was a little embarrassed to ask my grandfather. But just as he was about to turn back, there was a sharp pain in his body, and when he woke up again, he found that he had been kicked into the river.
He couldn't swim, the river stuffed his ears, nose and mouth, and he felt that the darkness and suffocation almost drove people crazy. I didn't care about any upbringing and etiquette, and I only instinctively struggled to call for help. By the river, his own grandfather, holding a fishing rod, smoked a cigarette and began to fish casually: "The Xiao family, except for himself, no one can believe it." Xiao Ran, this is the first lesson that grandpa taught you. ”
That day, until he drank water until he fainted, his grandfather did not let anyone rescue him. Until finally unconscious.
When he wakes up again, heh, he won't have anyone to trust anymore......
He wasn't unaware and never knew what she was doing. It's that he doesn't believe in any feelings for a long time, in this world, there have been too many painful experiences to tell him, no one will sincerely think about others, joy, anger, sorrow and happiness are just masks, and the people who hide behind the mask always have only two words in their hearts - interests.
How to tell her, the man she loves so much is actually just an emotionless puppet.
He will never be able to say .......
There was a sudden silence in the room.
Sister-in-law Li was so shocked by what she saw in front of her that she didn't react anymore.
When did the young lady have a relationship with the heir of the Xiao family? Why didn't she understand a word of what they said?
At this moment, I don't know why, she didn't dare to look at her young lady's face. I'm afraid that seeing some unfamiliar expressions will turn her world upside down all at once.
"Yunxi", Xiao Ran suddenly called her name, her eyes flashed, and she was so firm that it was hot: "Give me another chance, okay?" ”