Chapter 20: The Hardest Thing to Accept by Beauty
Zhao Jing didn't know that during the interval between the driving of this car, Tang Tianchen's thoughts drifted back to her previous life, and she was already full of emotion in her heart.
Seeing him staring at himself with blazing eyes, steady and quiet, like a bottomless pool, there is no youth and immaturity at this age, but full of feelings, regrets and inexplicable surprises and expectations.
Zhao Jing had never seen such complex and profound eyes in any of her peers, and her heart couldn't help beating faster. But it made her face red, and she turned her head sideways for the first time and didn't dare to look at Tang Tianchen again.
However, Zhao Jing is not an ordinary girl, always proud and confident is her label. But she is a girl after all, and the first time she encountered a situation where she didn't dare to look at the boy she had liked for a long time also made her a little embarrassed, and secretly complained about her incompetence.
She decided to take the initiative to save the situation, her performance today was already a big failure, and she couldn't let Tang Changwen take her lightly.
"Changwen, don't be in a hurry to go home first, can you accompany me to a place?"
"Where?"
"Fengming Mountain, I want to go to the fairy seat to see the sunset"
"Okay, it's okay anyway." Tang Tianchen jumped the head of the car and drove north......
Fengming Mountain is a well-known tourist attraction near the school, with beautiful scenery and pleasant scenery. In particular, one of the large stone platforms called "Cactus" is very pleasing to the eye.
Ten thousand gullies have a sound with evening sounds, and the peaks are speechless and the sun is slanting.
Approaching sunset, the sun that has been shining for a day is still full of light and without fatigue. Gradually, the sun turned into a pale yellow ball, like a large round gold disk. After a while, the yellowish color began to deepen, and it became a reddish fireball again. At this time, the sun's rays are no longer so dazzling, but soft, like a girl's face, beautiful and lovely.
A refreshing mountain breeze blew in the face, as if all worries and fatigue had been put aside, and every tense nerve in the body was gradually relieved; The surface of the river wrinkled by the wind rippled layer by layer, refracting the red glow, like a river of red agate, shining brightly.
The small bamboo forest in the distance flashed with green and faint light, gently shaking the bamboo leaves in the breeze, and the wind blew the rustling sound of the leaves, like singing a beautiful song; The wind in the sky chased, teased, and tore at the clouds.
Standing in the "Constellation of Immortals" and looking down, a small river - Xiaohuajiang, the hue of bamboo and the redness of the sunset make Xiaohuajiang add a quiet atmosphere, the graceful shadow of bamboo and the magnificent light of the sunset, it is really beautiful! A few small fishing boats returned home, cutting a sparkling streak of water across the river......
The water of the mirror lake is like the moon, and the woman of Yexi is like snow. The new makeup is a new wave, and the scene is wonderful.
Jingmei people are more beautiful!
This is the first time Tang Tianchen has unabashedly admired Zhao Jing, and Zhao Jing, who is standing in the sunset at this moment, seems to be so beautiful that she can't breathe.
The afterglow of the setting sun was sprinkled on her beautiful face, her delicate skin was white and red, her pink cheeks were faintly flushed, and under her long and thick eyelashes like feathers were a pair of clear, clear, black and white eyes, and her bright and watery eyes flickered, glowing with an innocent and black light.
The long and slightly curly eyelashes make her a little more cute and enchanting. The high bridge of the nose makes her look very cold and arrogant, and in the cold arrogance, some cuteness is revealed. Thin lips, a kind of weak paleness. The long straight black hair fell down, forming a perfect refraction with the cold lonely peak.
Bathed in the golden afterglow of the sunset, the whole person seems to have a halo, like a fairy who has walked down from the nine heavens.
Zhao Jing knew that Tang Tianchen had been watching her since just now, but he was not disgusted. On the contrary, he was secretly happy. For a young girl with a budding spring heart, the gaze of a lover is the best compliment to her charm.
Tang Tianchen didn't know why Zhao Jing called him here to watch the sunset today, but guessing was not just to watch the sunset.
Zhao Jing is not the kind of ordinary girl who likes to feel the snow and the moon, she must have a special reason for doing so.
He had a hunch that something might be going to happen today.
Standing in the evening breeze and staring at the lonely mountain in the distance for a long time, Zhao Jing finally spoke slowly: "Do you know why I called you here today?" ”
"I don't know, why?" Tang Tianchen was confused.
"Huh...... It turns out that you have long forgotten...... This is where the two of us first met. ”
Tang Tianchen was a little stuck, I should say that this is the place where you and my father met for the first time. How do I know this?
Zhao Jing still didn't look back, and her voice didn't carry a trace of emotion:
"I remember three years ago...... It's about this time! My friend and I came up to play here, but we almost fell off the stone platform...... It was you who pulled me back desperately, and your hand was cut with a big cut, and it was dripping with blood......"
Oh...... That's how you and my dad met! Heroes save beauty! Hmph, Dad must have been stunned, and he was saved by seeing that you were beautiful. If you look like Sister Feng, I don't believe my dad would save people regardless of his safety.
Tang Tianchen turned his hand over and looked around, as if there was no obvious injury. It should heal well.
Zhao Jing continued to recall:
"You don't know how big the impact was on me at that time, like a prince on a white horse saving the princess from danger...... I didn't expect that we would meet again in school and become classmates...... You're clever and witty, you're funny...... Little by little, it attracted me...... I found myself utterly ruined. When I found out that those vixens were desperately pursuing you, I could barely eat. ”
"Finally...... I abandoned the girl's reserve, and secretly stuffed a love letter in your drawer, but I didn't expect it to sink into the sea...... Just thinking about the way you looked at that stinky fart, I hated it...... I don't know when you finally started paying attention to me...... And then you finally agreed to be with me. It was a happy time for me, even happier than when I first took the exam......"
Zhao Jing's words changed: "But since the last time you fell into the water, you seem to have become a different person...... It's like I'm a thorny rose, and you like the fragrance of flowers, but you're afraid of sting. Let's talk about it today! Do you like someone else? Do you have no feelings for me anymore? ”
"No, you're too worried." Tang Tianchen began to feel a little unnatural.
"Don't lie to me, I hate it when people lie to me. In fact...... You secretly met Xue Qi after self-study last night, I know......"
"Ah, you know this......" Tang Tianchen was a little embarrassed, and at this time he explained to him that it was for Huang Yaoshun, I am afraid that Zhao Jing would not believe it.
He suddenly noticed that Zhao Jing's shoulders seemed to be twitching slightly, and her voice was a little abnormal.
Tang Tianchen couldn't help but detour in front of Zhao Jing, and sure enough, she was already in tears and couldn't cry.
Looking at Zhao Jing's pear blossom with rain and delicate appearance, Tang Tianchen's heart was like a knife. Instinctively, he held her in his arms. Zhao Jing couldn't hold it anymore, hugged his waist hard and began to cry......
Alas, it is the most difficult to accept the grace of beauty!
Tang Tianchen is not a saint, nor is he a righteous gentleman. If it is said that he is not messed up in the face of a beautiful woman, it is definitely an overestimation of him.
At this moment, if it was any other woman lying in his arms, even if it was Xue Qi, he was afraid that he would have already agreed.
But Zhao Jing is different!
First of all, Zhao Jing can be said to be one of the best people to him in his previous life except for his parents. Although Zhao Jing has always been fierce to him. But that's like parents treating other people's children casually and indulgently, but strictly disciplining their own children, in the final analysis, is still for his good.
He did not deny that he had a good impression of Zhao Jing. But that kind of affection is more inclined to the emotions between relatives. Zhao Jing is more like the kind of person who cannot be blasphemed in his mind, and it can almost be said that he has no desire for her.
Secondly, Zhao Jing's attitude towards love is very rigorous, and it can even be said to be harsh. She is a smart and independent woman of the new era. Although she attaches great importance to love due to her age and experience, she will never become a vassal of men. Tang Tianchen can deceive her for a while, but it is impossible to deceive her for a lifetime.
is still the same sentence, the road knows the horsepower, and the people will see the hearts of the people over time. Better a finger off than always aching!
Two lives, countless vivid examples warn Tang Tianchen over and over again: A marriage without true love is destined to be unable to resist the erosion of time.
The person Zhao Jing really loves is his father, not him.
At the moment, Zhao Jing may not be able to tell the difference between the two because of the short period of time, but one day, she will find that the man she likes has changed, and now he doesn't seem to like it so much. At this time, she had only one choice: to break up, no matter how much Tang Tianchen tried to keep it, it would be useless.
Since it is destined to last forever, it is better to let go from the beginning.
The deeper the love, the deeper the wound.
Tang Tianchen has also been in love several times, all of which ended in tragedy. I gave all my sincerity, and in the end my heart was torn apart. It was a feeling he never wanted to experience again.
He wants to give Zhao Jing a chance, a chance to choose again, and give himself some time, although it is true that he is a traverser, but he still has a slim future, and he is not sure that he can give Zhao Jing a happy future.
At present, Zhao Jing is still a high school girl who has not been deeply involved in the world, and only after she goes to college, sees a broader world, and meets all kinds of people, will she understand what she really wants...... If she was still willing to be with him at that time, Tang Tianchen would definitely readily agree, but not now.
Tang Tianchen is not a good person, but he is also a person with a bottom line.
There is reincarnation in the way of heaven, and you should not be deceitful.
It was not easy to wait for Zhao Jing's mood to stabilize a little, Tang Tianchen considered his tone and slowly spoke:
"Zhao Jing, you are a very outstanding and beautiful girl, no one can resist your charm. I'm no exception. Tang Tianchen paused and continued:
"But what I want to say is that at the moment we're all young. What we think of as love may simply be the result of adolescent hormone secretion. Not necessarily true love. When you enter university and see a wider world, will you understand what you really want? ”
"But I only like you! What do you mean? Do you blame me for being too conservative and refusing to do that with you...... Otherwise, I'll go to the hotel with you now, and I can think whatever you want. ”
"Uh...... Ahem...... That's not what I mean, I mean, you don't know me well enough. There's a lot more to me that you don't know. Well...... If you see whether this is good or not, we have made an agreement that it will be limited to three years. If you still like me and want to be with me three years later. I'll marry you, okay? ”
"Really? You promise? Well...... So what if you like someone else for three years? ”
"No, I promise that I will be in love for the past three years and will not get married. That's okay, right? ”
"Well, it's a deal! Remember your promises. I'll definitely wait. ”
"Well, that's a deal, but ...... It's getting dark, can we go back? ”
"Okay, but I just cried and I didn't have the strength to cry. You carry me down"
"Okay, if you're happy, come on!"
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