Chapter 40: The Phoenix Man's Low Self-Esteem

Zhu Rui thought about Jiang Hao and Qiao Xinwei, and felt a lot of emotion in his heart, thinking about the helplessness in their lives, and then thinking about his own free and easy, he really felt that his life was meaningless

Maybe he was unwilling to live his life like this, or maybe he also felt that it was time for him to find someone to start a family, so he grabbed Li Qianwei's wrist and stared straight at her.

"Ahhhh Coming back, isn't it cold with the door open? ”

As he spoke, Zhu Rui pulled her back to her seat and leaned over to pull the car door. He sat in the cab and had to close the passenger door, but it was conceivable that there must have been a period of time in the process, and the distance between them would be very close.

"You still smell of alcohol, can you drive?" Li Qianwei reminded.

"I can't open it for so long."

"I mean, what if you drive back to check for drunk driving?"

Zhu Rui smiled, the distance that had already been narrowed, he leaned over again, closer than before, "Then I won't go back?" ”

Li Qianwei was stunned again, she didn't know what happened to Zhu Rui today, this was not at all like him who was usually strict and indifferent. At this moment, his face was in front of her eyes, fascinated her from a distance, and made it difficult for her to breathe up close.

This is the man she has had a crush on for seven years, she works with him every day, and she thinks she is his work machine. She also wanted to resign and run away several times, but each time she silently tore up the resignation report because of this obsession in her heart.

She told herself that as long as he was single, then she would have a chance.

So, year after year, seven years in a flash, he has always been single, and so has she.

She was once in the company's bathroom when she heard two young female colleagues talking about Zhu Rui, "Xiaomei, you said that Minister Zhu is in the prime of life, and there are no women around him, how did he solve it when he wanted it?" ”

"How else can it be solved, either ** or hand."

Either ** or hand, this sentence has made her remember it to this day.

Thinking about it, Li Qianwei blushed, fortunately it was night, fortunately the light in the car was very dark.

"Then I won't go back," Zhu Rui saw that she didn't speak, so he repeated the sentence again, and said tentatively, "I won't go back, live with you?" ”

"Huh?" Li Qianwei instinctively let out a question mark.

Zhu Rui laughed again, he smiled, the confused eyes really made her heart beat faster, she couldn't sit still a little, and said angrily: "Minister, you're not drunk, are you?" … You still have to speak at the annual meeting tomorrow, is the speech ready? …”

"When did you see me speaking with a script? I did it all on the spot. ”

"If you can't drive the car, call a substitute driver, don't make fun of me here, I'm just your subordinate, I'm not responsible for making you happy."

"Are you really angry?"

Can Li Qianwei not be angry, this man has a very poisonous tongue, one knife is not enough to make up for it, and the knife stabs her soft underbelly, "Minister, don't you know that age is a taboo for women?" ”

"It's all about 'you', it looks like you're really angry, hey you're so stingy, are you women getting older, the smaller your heart is?"

“??” This man couldn't talk to him... Li Qianwei didn't say a word, her hands slammed into his chest, and directly pushed him away.

Zhu Rui still laughed, wanting to say but not daring to say it, he was really impulsive today, but obviously, the impulsive Cheng was not enough.

"Okay, I apologize to you, I'm sorry. I'm not very good at talking in private, and you should know that I don't mean anything malicious. ”

"If you don't have malice, you can't talk nonsense...", her heart was still pounding because of his sentence "Stay there".

"Okay, I'll never say you're old again, okay?"

"You??" Zhu Rui thought that she was still angry because he said that she was old, but if she said it again, it was equivalent to giving her another knife, and she said angrily, "You are really a knife king, I got out of the car, you drive slowly." ”

"Eh, eh, really gone? What should I do if there is a traffic police investigation for drunk driving? Hey, what if I get caught? ”

Li Qianwei got out of the car, saw that he was still calling in the car, and asked, "Then what do you want to do?" ”

"I want to stay with you, I'm serious." That's right, his expression was very serious, and the second time he said it, it wasn't impulsive.

Either ** or hand, or ** or hand, or **, or hand ...

Li Qianwei took two deep breaths and said, "I live with my parents, I'm afraid it's inconvenient, I'm leaving, it's so cold." With that, she slammed the door shut, put on her coat, and walked away without looking back.

Zhu Rui looked in the rearview mirror until her figure disappeared around the corner. He drove away, and no one knew about his inner inferiority.

He was born in a small mountain village in the west of the country, there are many brothers and sisters in his hometown, everyone is a farmer who relies on the mountains for food, he is the only person in the village who has a firm foothold in the capital, and he is the pride of the whole family. To use a word that is very popular now, he is a standard phoenix man, or a phoenix man from a single-parent family.

The capital is a city where there are far more outsiders than locals, and the locals have a sense of superiority over their lives, and they enjoy the contribution of outsiders to the city, but on the other hand, they accuse the outsiders of encroaching on the city. For locals and outsiders, it will always be a double-standard policy.

When he talks about feelings, he will inevitably talk about marriage, and when he talks about marriage, he will inevitably talk about family, and his family makes it difficult for him to talk about it.

When he was a child, his mother, who was covered with injuries, finally couldn't bear the physical and mental damage, so she ruthlessly left her son behind and divorced her father, who was an alcoholic and domestic violence.

My father didn't remarry, because of his bad character and bad temper, no woman wanted to go with him, and besides, there was a son.

The mother soon married, a mediocre and honest carpenter, and although their life was hard, the carpenter was kind to his mother, and they later had two daughters and a son.

Therefore, he has a lot of brothers and sisters, the eldest brother is almost forty years old, and the youngest brother is still in junior high school.

Such a family makes him feel inferior, even in today's successful career, this inferiority complex still exists.

He once confided in Jiang Hao, Jiang Hao only said that people's birth cannot be changed, what can be changed is your future.

Yes, he has been constantly fighting for his future, he doesn't want to get married and divorce in the future, and he doesn't want his children to experience the helplessness and pain he experienced when he was a child.

So, until he's completely sure, he doesn't want to start a relationship casually.

As for Li Qianwei, he didn't think that after working together for so many years, his relationship with her was even closer than his two younger sisters, but as long as he thought that she or her family might mind his family background, he didn't dare to be delusional.

Li Qianwei's parents are both national civil servants, and she is still the only daughter in the family, and she has been pampered by her parents in the palm of her hand since she was a child.

He still remembers that when she first joined the company, she would blush when she said a word, and even her eyes and movements were so simple, and she knew at a glance that she was a child born in a good family.

The more children born in this kind of family, the more picky her parents are, and they want to give their hearts to others, and they have to choose the right one? …

Looking at Qiao Xinwei, although her family is a reconstituted family, fortunately, it is also a harmonious and happy family. Qiao Xinwei is kind and upright, diligent and hardworking, does not care about it and does not fight, and does not want a penny from the Jiang family when she divorces, her character and conditions make Jiang Hao's mother dislike it.

At that time, the two chatted while drinking, he said: "Brother Hao, sister-in-law's conditions make your mother dislike it like this, I think I will find a wife in the future, and I will definitely not be able to find a local." ”

"Hehe, let's find someone who is willing to be your wife first."

yes, I can't find that person, everything is for nothing.

Immediately, he opened one and thought about one, but there was no result, in terms of feelings, he was a person with a negative IQ.

Suddenly, a message came in from the mobile phone, he glanced at it, and saw that it was sent by Qiao Xinwei, there were not many words, all of them were displayed, she said...... "Minister, I don't want to go to the annual meeting tomorrow, okay?" ”

He slowed down, picked up his phone and edited a word...... "Okay." ”

Soon, Qiao Xinwei replied...... "Thank you." ”

In the dark night, in the cold home, Qiao Xinwei sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the room, sitting on the edge of the radiator, her body was warm, but her heart was cold.

She stretched out her hand, and the palm of her hand grabbed the glass, cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and there was a thin mist of water on the glass. She wiped a piece with her fingers and saw that the lights of the ten thousand homes were brighter than the starry sky in the sky. The Chinese New Year is approaching, and many houses have red lanterns hanging on their windows, and festive red window flowers are also pasted.

Her tears began to burst again, in the dead of night, as long as she closed her eyes, she would think about where Jiang Hao was and whether Jiang Hao was safe and sound.

She loves this man deeply, even if she has been abandoned by him, even if he regards military orders as the most important, she thinks, if she starts again, when she returns to Linzhou, as long as he comes to find him, she will definitely forgive him, this is fate, fate is determined by heaven, not by anyone.

Tired, but unable to sleep, she got up and walked to the dresser, took out the album from the drawer, and looked through it. This is a photo book that Jiang Hao asked the photo studio to print, he said that it is inconvenient to put photos in the computer, so he prints them out if there are more, and it is interesting to look through them often.

Indeed, photos are meant to be looked at often.

This photo book collects a collection of photos, each of which has been personally checked by Jiang Hao, most of them are Xi Bao's, some are hers, and her family's.

She still remembers when he was sorting out the photos in front of the computer, and while looking at them, he said, "My son is a natural star, and the photos can be included in the book without repairing."

He also said, Xinwei, I put the sorted photos in a bag, and put the newly taken photos in another bag, wait too much, and then print them, and then give a copy to my parents and give a copy to your parents, and the old people must be happy to see the photos.

After thinking about it too much, the tears dried up, and the thoughts began to spread again.

This book is sent from, the first time to see the genuine content! r405

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