367 Stubbornness
On the day when the Queen Mother He went west, the entire palace was snow-white, the palace doors were full of white silk, and there was a mournful cry at the feet of the Son of Heaven. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
And what is even more coincidental is that only three days after the death of the Queen Mother, the old lady of the Marquis of Anping finally couldn't hold it anymore and followed the Queen Mother to the west.
The Hou Mansion is pure white, the people of the East and West Mansions are all wearing linen and filial piety, sitting in two rows in front of the old lady's mourning hall, and from time to time there is a sound of sobbing and whimpering, which makes people feel sad.
As the concubine of the Marquis of Anping, Qiu Ci also knelt in front of the mourning hall in plain white, she lowered her head, and from time to time thanked the guests who came to offer incense and condolences.
In the face of life and death, she is also very sad.
Although the old lady is not very good to her, after all, she is also her relative, and no matter who faces such a scene, she will also have relatives in her heart.
This year, she first experienced Yun Jun'er's departure, and a few days ago she heard about the death of the Queen Mother, and now she is an old lady of the Hou Mansion, who is not more than half a year old, but she has sent three people away one after another, for a while, she can't help but feel extremely sad, and her eyes are slightly red.
How short a man's life is!
The old lady has been sick for a long time and has never gotten better, and the imperial doctor has also told the people in the Hou Mansion to be psychologically prepared, so although everyone is sad about her death, it is not an accident.
As the future son-in-law of the Hou Mansion, Song Yu also came.
He Changming's face was sad, and he hugged his fist at him, "Song Shizi." ”
Song Yu also returned the salute with a fist.
Then he put a stick of incense on the old lady and comforted He Changming.
"Congratulations to the Senators." He said.
He Changming sighed and looked back at Qiu Ci, "Sister Yuan, you can send General Song." ”
Qiu Ci stood up and sent Song Yu out.
When the two of them walked to the bottom of the wandering corridor, Song Yu saw that her face was pale and her eyes were dull, and he couldn't help but feel heartache and said, "Sanniang, you can relax, I believe that the old lady's spirit in the sky doesn't want to see you like this." ”
Autumn words really don't have much spirit.
Yun Jun'er left, the old lady left, and the person in front of her gave her a fatal blow when she entrusted her truest emotions to enter.
It turns out that there is really no one in this world who can be completely trusted.
"The son of the world has a heart." She replied lightly.
Her tone was cold, and Song Yu's heart seemed to fall suddenly into the ice cellar.
"Sanniang, are you still angry?" He asked cautiously.
Qiu Ci was dressed in white linen, his face was pale, his eyes were a little red, and he looked weak and helpless.
Song Yu wanted to hug her.
"Shizi said with a smile, I am very grateful that you can come and put a stick of incense on my grandmother today, why are you still angry?"
Her tone was obviously detached, and Song Yu felt a pain in his heart.
She has always refused to see him, and she has refused to listen to his explanations, but now that they have met, they still have this alienated attitude, and he really doesn't know what to do.
In a hurry, he had to grab her hand and soften his voice, "Sanniang......"
Qiu Ci quietly dodged away, not letting him catch it.
"Son, please respect yourself." She said.
Song Yu was very helpless, "Sanniang, we have a marriage contract, don't you do this." ”
Do you have a marriage contract?
Qiu Ci took a step back, saluted him, and then looked at him with a solemn face.
Song Yu couldn't help but jump in his heart when she looked at her like this.
With her expression, why didn't he think it was a good thing?
"I have something I want to ask the son of the world." Qiu Ci said, "If the prince still cares about the past feelings, please fulfill the prince." ”
Song Yu intuitively felt that this was not a good thing, but he still nodded in agreement.
"Say it."
"My grandmother just passed away, she was alive, I didn't do much filial piety for her, and now that she is gone, I want to keep filial piety for my grandmother for three years, which can be regarded as filial piety for future generations." Qiu Ji said and looked at him.
"In view of the fact that we had a marriage contract before, but I don't want the son to be delayed because of me, so let's stop this marriage and ask the prince to allow me to withdraw from the marriage."
She said the first half, and Song Yu guessed what she wanted to say later.
She just didn't want to marry him in the name of filial piety.
Don't say that she only keeps filial piety for three years, even if she keeps filial piety for ten years, he will wait!
Song Yu's eyes were deep and he looked at her quietly.
"I'm not going to quit." He said, "I can agree to whatever you say, but I can't withdraw from my family." ”
"There have been several new personnel in three years, and who can say for sure what will happen in the future." Qiu Ci said, "I can't delay the son. ”
"No, Ah Yuan, you keep it for three years, I wait for three years, you keep it for ten years, I wait for ten years." Song Yu's tone was firm, with a stubbornness that could not be refused, "I know that it was wrong for me to hide from you before, but I will not agree to withdraw from my family." ”
I know it's wrong, but I won't agree to quit my family.
That is to say, if you know that you are wrong, you will not change it.
Qiu Ci suddenly smiled, "Why don't you retreat?" ”
"I love you." He stared into her eyes, which were even bigger because of her thinness, focused and serious, "I can't lose you, so I won't give up." ”
Qiu Zi laughed to himself.
"Really?"
"Yes."
Song Yu stepped forward and clasped her hands tightly in his palms.
Qiu Ci struggled a few times, but to no avail.
"Sanniang, you can't abandon me." He said cautiously, "I know you don't believe me, but I'll prove it to you with time, you can't ignore me, you can't abandon me!" ”
Autumn words' face darkened.
Will this person speak or not, and who will give up in the end?!
Song Yu forcibly endured the idea of taking her into his arms and kneading her fiercely, and continued to plead, "You ignore me for the past few days, I can't sleep and eat every day, without you, I don't know how to live, I can't do anything, Sanniang, promise me, don't abandon me, okay?" ”
Qiu Ci found that he was becoming more and more faceless now, and he could say anything!
Obviously he wasn't like this before.
How could he possibly do such a condescending thing?!
Although she did feel a little heartache after listening to it.
"Because I have to keep filial piety for my grandmother for three years, I am just thinking about the son, and I don't want to delay the marriage date of the son." She turned her face away and didn't look at his eyes full of sincerity, "You and I still have a shallow relationship, so we can't talk about abandoning or not abandoning." ”
Song Yu clenched her hands tighter and tighter.
Friendship is still shallow?
He has kissed her, touched her, and experienced life and death together, which is also called shallow friendship? So what kind of friendship does it take to be deep?
"We, we still have a shallow relationship?" Song Yu looked at her and asked with difficulty.
Qiu Ci knows that in this era, being kissed and touched by a man is naturally not considered "shallow friendship", but she is not a person of this era, of course she will not stick to these.
She didn't know how to answer Song Yu, so she stubbornly turned her face to the side and didn't look at him.
Song Yu pulled the corners of his mouth and sneered, "No matter what the friendship is, Sanniang, I will stick to you in my life, and I will never withdraw from my family!" ”
As soon as he said that, he let go of Qiu Ci's hand, and before she could react, she strode forward.
Qiu Ci was stunned, stunned in place.
For some reason, she actually had a sad feeling, and the unexplained sadness slowly rose from the bottom of her heart, slowly occupying her entire body, filling all her senses, making her feel inexplicably sad.
She watched him walk away, until his back disappeared from sight, and she couldn't see it anymore, she slowly came back to her senses and walked slowly inside.
For some reason, she was so sad all of a sudden, as if someone had taken a trace of her soul from the bottom of her heart.
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ps: I said that it will be over in April, and it will be over, don't worry, dear friends.