Fangqin was admitted to the tourism secondary school in the regional capital three years ago. Although what secondary school is not popular now, but for rural schools with poor teaching quality, it is not easy to pass the exam, not to mention that Fangqin is a girl, and she is a big child in the family, and she usually has to undertake a lot of housework and even field work.

Fangqin looks sweet, and born with a golden voice, although it is a peasant girl, but very generous, she entered the tourism school, chose to study hotel service management, after graduation was successfully hired by a hotel belonging to the third industry of the county party committee, or signed a three-year contract contract worker! Work is not tired, the wind does not blow the sun can not be sun, do not need a drop of sweat to fall on the ground and fall eight petals, as long as you dress up beautifully every day, meet guests smile and say hello, clean the room on the line.

The person who recruited Fangqin was a man with a square head and a big face, and I heard others call him Director Xing. Director Xing's shy stomach was very official, and his eyes lit up when he saw Fangqin for the first time, squeezed to her side, and said to her in an official tone: "Work hard, Xiao Nier, the county party committee is about to build a five-star hotel, and I will promote you to be the foreman when the time comes!" ”

Fang Qin smiled decently, just as this Director Xing was an encouragement to her enthusiasm for work. But in the future, Director Xing obviously showed that he had a good eye for Fangqin, and often talked to her about work, but always looked for this thing and that matter. Fangqin originally thought that the appearance of this man with a square head and a big face, a pair of oily thick lips and triangular eyes was a little ridiculous, but his position was the office director of a key department of the county party committee, and he was the direct leader of Fangqin, and although he didn't look good, his personality was very considerate, and he often sent her a little fruit or something during Fangqin's night shift. In a hurry, Director Xing secretly handed over a pack of sanitary napkins, and Fangqin's face turned into a red cloth, but at the same time, she couldn't help but feel grateful to Director Xing.

In Fangqin's previous world, there was only one relationship between men and women, that is, men were heavens, and the status of women was similar to that of livestock at home. The relationship between Fangqin's parents in the family is like this, she didn't expect that there are men in this world who will be careful and thoughtful to women, so she thinks that Director Xing's oily thick lips and triangular eyes don't look so obstructive.

Director Xing relied on such a "moisturizing thing silently" to open Fangqin's heart, and then successfully entered the room, rampage invincible, and finally ate a tender and docile little lamb in his mouth and feasted it. When Director Xing was in a happy mood, he also made a wish to Fangqin on the pillow: why will she get more than 20 government brand cars in the future, and the scenery will make her Ming Media Marry; As soon as the hotel of the county party committee is completed, Fangqin will be transferred to be the foreman there; Why do you want to take Fangqin out of the country to travel, see the world, open foreign meat, Europe and the United States......

But for Fang Qin, she is just like any traditional Chinese girl, her heart is firmly attached to her body, and while she dedicates her pure body, she also dedicates a heart naked and unreservedly. Even after dedicating her body and mind, she had to think about that man: she was not allowed to take herself on a trip with public funds, refused to accept him to take care of herself at work, and even was willing to wait for his promise to marriage, because he said that he and his wife had long lived in a separate house without feelings, and the existence of marriage was only because his wife gave birth to a son for him, so Fangqin was willing to wait, and when his son grew up, he would marry him.

Fangqin "had an accident" after intersecting Director Xing for more than half a year. When she was a child, she caught a cold for carrying water for her family, and her menstrual affairs have not been very accurate, plus she is also ignorant in this regard, and she completely relies on him who is older and more experienced, so she didn't know the reason until she had her menstruation in two or three months, and she vomited a mess. She lives in the same dormitory as several other waitresses, and there are also those who are more familiar with men and women, Xu is jealous of Fangqin's beautiful appearance and sweet smile, seeing her like this, not only did she not remind her to care, but out of a subtle psychology, she used this matter to invite the foreman manager to pet.

The foreman manager is also a woman, 45 years old and still single for some reason, and hates the private affairs between men and women the most. For such a woman to learn about this matter from Fang Qin, things smacked of harsh judgment. The foreman used a lot of ugly words to blame Fang Qin so much that she couldn't raise her head, of course Fang Qin panicked, but she refused to spit out the man's name, which was also a simple instinct of a country girl to protect her lover. In the end, the foreman manager let it go angrily: This kind of thing can be big or small, no matter how honest you are, be careful that I send you to the police station and sentence you to a ****!

Having said that, the waiter's job is naturally lost. Fangqin, who lost her income, was cold-eyed and pregnant, hid in a small hotel to avoid the limelight for a while, and then secretly went to find Director Xing. When waiting at the gate of the county party committee compound, Fang Qin's heart was still full of hope as every time she silently waited for him here, she thought that Director Xing would make up for all the hardships she had suffered, would hold her in his arms and comfort her, and would find a way to settle her life. At that time, she had almost a religious belief in Director Xing in her heart.

But when Director Xing's jet-black and shiny Audi drove out of the hospital, Fangqin saw Director Xing in the car laughing with a girl younger than her in the co-pilot, Director Xing pulled the young girl's slender white hand and put it on his oily thick lips while driving and gnawed, the girl leaned sideways and let out a giggling and profligate laugh, the two were getting better, and a woman with messy hair and a trance rushed to the front of the car.

"Look for death!" Director Xing scolded and got out of the car, and when he saw clearly who the woman who stopped the car was, he panicked all of a sudden. The girl sitting in the co-pilot got out of the car to watch the excitement, Fangqin saw that the girl was wearing a high school student's school uniform, but she was enchanting, she couldn't help but be angry, pointed at Director Xing's nose and asked sharply. Director Xing saw that Fangqin was making trouble at the gate of the county party committee compound, and he was not afraid in his heart, so he hurriedly sent the girl in school uniform away, pulled Fangqin to the car, and drove away.

Director Xing coaxed and persuaded Fangqin, but when she mentioned the child in her belly, she was furious, not to say that she had always been cautious, where did the child come from? Falsely accusing Fang Qin of having an affair with another man. Fangqin cried, and finally lived in the cheap rental house arranged by Director Xing for her, and felt that Director Xing still had feelings for her, and she was afraid that keeping this child would still be able to tie his heart, and for a while she felt that the child was in her belly, flesh and blood, would move and laugh, and she couldn't bear to abort him. In this way, Fangqin's belly is getting bigger day by day, but the number of times Director Xing comes is getting less and less, and the number of times she connects to her phone is sparse.

One night, in the cold, several uniformed men kicked open the door and barged into the rental house, forcibly dragging her pot-bellied into an old Santana and pulling her to what looked like an interrogation of a prisoner. The group of men who claimed to be police officers made Fang Qin squat with her back against the wall, and shone a bright light on her face with a strong light that hurt people's brains, saying that they had received a report that Fang Qin was in a rental house, and insisted that she tell her in detail how many customers she picked up every day, how much she charged each time, and how many years she had been in this business.

Fangqin was shocked and wronged, and couldn't help crying loudly, maybe because her crying was too amazing, and the man who interrogated her was also a little helpless, so he removed the light and let her sit in the corner to rest for a while, think about her own problems, and strive for frank and leniency. The man said: The whole street where Fangqin lives is fireworks and willow lane, and there is no woman who lives on that street who is not doing that. Fang Qin was shocked when she heard this, and she didn't understand that Lord Xing would settle her and the child in her belly in such a place. In desperation, Fang Qin said Director Xing's name, she thought that Director Xing was the person on the scene after all, and by saying him, she could exchange them for being considerate of their mother and son.

Unexpectedly, when the man who interrogated her heard her say Director Xing's name, his face turned grim, and he scolded her not to slander state cadres, or he would send her back to her hometown to go to prison. Fangqin's face was full of tears, and she only knew how to repeat that what she said was true, and if she didn't believe it, she could ask Director Xing, and she also reported Director Xing's phone number. The man who interrogated Fang Qin grabbed Fang Qin like a chicken, looked at her face carefully, and then let her out.

One afternoon, Fangqin was locked up in that airtight hut, crying so much that the sky was dizzy. In the evening, a young woman opened the door, put two steamed buns and a bowl of water on the table, turned around and went out again. Fangqin didn't want to eat, she still cried, her voice was hoarse, the tears were gone, she opened her mouth and let out a hoarse whimper, she cried like this for I don't know how long, it was dark, and two taller and stronger men came in, and as soon as they entered the door, they turned on the strong light, grabbed Fangqin's hair and pulled her up to raise her face, and the light shone fiercely on her eyes.

The new man didn't ask questions like the people in front of him, and when he came up, he asked Fangqin to "explain his own problems", his voice was gloomy and compassionate, and his hands were heavier than the man in the morning. Fangqin was still choking and shaking her head, the man grabbed Fangqin's head coldly and hit the corner of the table, Fangqin was hit with Venus in the eyes, and saw that the man who did it was a black fat man with a shaved head and a dragon tattooed on his arm.

Sure enough, the black fat man's next kick was aimed at Fangqin's stomach. Fangqin screamed again and again, squatting in the corner of the wall with her face in, tightly protecting her stomach, her thin back didn't know how many feet she had suffered, just when Fangqin felt that the abuse was endless, the black fat man was tired, and sat on the bench in the room to rest, Fangqin felt that the child in her belly was moving obviously, and she couldn't help but feel sour in her heart, this sour mother's love made the adrenaline in Fangqin's body secrete violently, and she was very alert to judge that the door of the room was not closed tightly. Taking advantage of the fact that the black fat man was drowsy after beating people for a long time, Fangqin stood up and ran away from the door.

Xu was because the man in the room didn't really want to catch her back, Fang Qin hid in the shadows of the outer wall, and actually escaped the search of the two big men. Her knees were sore, and she squatted in the corner of the wall trembling for most of the day, unable to get up for most of the day, until it was almost dawn, and everything was silent, and she forced her body to leave this small European-style building that looked quite magnificent on the outside.

She was walking on the highway when a kind truck driver picked her up and dropped her off at the train station. Fangqin didn't dare to go back to the rental house where she lived, and she didn't dare to find Director Xing again, but fortunately, with the instinct of a rural woman to resist bad fate, she sewed some pocket money that Director Xing gave her in her underwear, and used these "life money" to buy a slow train ticket, and then took a car and a tractor, and finally staggered back to the village where she was born and raised, and planted herself on the kang of her parents' house, unable to say a word, and couldn't even shed tears.