Soon after, my grandmother passed away, and when she died, as in her previous life, she was in a coma and did not leave a word.

On the day of the burial, the weather was sunny, the wind was beautiful, the trees were verdant, the wildflowers were swaying in the wind, the fragrance was fragrant, it was a beautiful early summer, Chen Xiaoyu lost her grandfather and grandmother, and she graduated from college herself.

It is very difficult to find a job, even if you go to a middle school to become a history teacher, you have to break the threshold, history is not the main subject in school, unless it is the main subject in the college entrance examination, but at that time, which school dares to hand over a group of students to fledgling college graduates.

Chen Wenbin has served in the education department for many years, and there is always a little bit of personnel relationship, after many times to trust the relationship, go through the back door, and "beg daddy, tell grandma", he finally found an inconspicuous junior high school teacher for Chen Xiaoyu.

However, Chen Xiaoyu was reluctant to go.

Chen Wenbin was furious.

Pointing at Chen Xiaoyu's nose and scolding: "You didn't listen to you when you didn't want to take this major, so you could talk about it and persuade you to take it as a deaf ear, say what you want to do what you want to do, okay, we won't interfere with you." Now the employment situation is so difficult, state-owned enterprises are not profitable, layoffs, I finally put on an old face, begging my father to tell my grandmother, find you a job, but what do you tell me? You're not going? What kind of job can you find if you don't go? Do you have to stay at home when you're so old? Let us keep you? ”

And he said, "What's wrong with the school?" The school can still eat a bite of food, you go to the enterprise to see, which company is not restructuring, how many people are laid off for secondary employment, do you think this is still the era of eating big pot rice before? ”

Chen Wenbin is right: At present, many enterprises are restructuring and contracting, and after contracting, a large number of personnel are laid off and looking for a way out.

Shao Lanyin was also angry enough, chattering endlessly on her day long, "Xiaoyu, at the beginning, we all bitterly advised you not to study any history, with your scores at that time, what major you want to go to, finance, accounting, law, can't you all go?" At that time, it had to be a history, and now the efficiency of enterprises is so poor, they are all in the process of restructuring, where can I find a good job? You're still so picky, why don't you make people angry? Saying and sighing, "Xiaoyu, it's not that my mother blames you, my mother only has such a hope for you now, not for your own good, although your father speaks ugly, but he still cares about your affairs, this hot day, he also runs outside every day for your affairs, to beg for this, to ask for that, but also to see the faces of others, you are so stubborn, how can you not make adults anxious?" ”

Chen Xiaoyu said, "Since you know that the enterprise is not good, then how long will this school for the children of workers be saved, I will go in now, and it will be difficult to escape the fate of being laid off and going home in a year or two at most, so what's the point?" One must build on a firm foundation? ”

After the restructuring of state-owned enterprises, the subordinate units of the enterprises were all spun off, closed, suspended, merged, and transferred, and this children's school will eventually be dissolved.

It's not that my parents don't understand, but in the end, they only see what is in front of them.

After she finished speaking, she went out and stood at the intersection, looking at the soft red dust everywhere in the city, with cars coming and going, and she didn't know where to go.

I almost burst into tears.

Who said that she was reborn in the best time, who said that she could start again if she was reborn, who said that a person who was reborn was a person who opened his golden finger and did whatever he wanted, whether it was a lifetime or two lifetimes, life was so short, and all the pain had to be experienced one by one.

Life is short, but what can it be, not all of them are like ants.

Thinking about it, I only feel disheartened.

Unconsciously went to grandma's house again, walked to the door and knocked on the door, opened his mouth and called grandma, no one answered, saw the lock on the door, and suddenly remembered that grandma was no longer there, this house is Chen Wenguang and Chen Wenhui temporarily lived, neither of them was at home.

The wind blew through the old locust trees in the patio, the leaves fluttered, and the shadows of the trees moved and changed their vague shapes on the green bricks.

At about twelve o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was scorching, the ground was steaming hot, the people next door were roasting hairtail, the aroma of green onion and ginger was fragrant, and the sound of cicadas was bursting.

She remembered one afternoon many years ago, when he was still young, and his grandmother went to the neighborhood committee for a meeting, and she and Lulu met Chen Wenhui and Deng Hongmei in the bamboo forest.

At that time, the young man had a secret affection for his poor sister, and now she only feels that time has changed.

"Xiaoyu, you're coming to me?" Someone called her from behind, and when she looked back, she saw that it was Wen Hui, wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt, carrying a bag in a large bag in her hand, she had just come back from shopping, her bare arms had a bronze color, and her muscles were strong and strong.

He's an adult already.

Chen Xiaoyu shook her head, "I'll take the things that fell before." ”

"Oh, come and see." Chen Wenhui said as he reached into his trouser pocket to take out the key, and handed the bag in his hand to Xiaoyu, "Help me get it." ”

Chen Xiaoyu took it, and there were some red packaged candy in the plastic bag.

I'm going to get married.

Chen Xiaoyu was sad, and tears were about to fall again.

The streamer is easy to throw and urges people to get old

In fact, he was not wrong, but he happened to meet that person, and he happened to dislike the people around him.

But that's his own business.

Chen Wenhui opened the door and turned around, just in time to see Xiaoyu's tears floating in his eyes, his eyes were dark, he turned sideways to let Xiaoyu go in first, and then he entered the house, picked up the cold kettle on the table, poured a cup of boiling water and handed it to her, poured another cup himself, and gulped

After drinking, I breathed a sigh of relief, "It's really hot, it's hotter than Shenzhen." ”

Again, "Have you had lunch?" ”

Xiaoyu shook her head, took the cup, and took a sip of water.

"I haven't eaten either, why don't we go out to eat later?"

"I'm not hungry." Xiaoyu said softly, put down the water cup and went to the back room, which was originally the room where she came to live during the holidays, pushed the door in, just like in the past, there were reading glasses, eye drops, and blood pressure medication that grandma usually used on the bedside table, but there were black and white photos of grandparents hanging above the chest of drawers, and there were a few lilies in the red vase on the cabinet, which were in full bloom and fragrant.

"That's what Hongmei bought." Chen Wenhui stood leaning against the door, saw the expression on Xiaoyu's face, and muttered.

I don't know why he is always a little apprehensive when he sees her, I don't know if her eyes are too clear and clear.

"Hmm." Chen Xiaoyu nodded, lowered her head and sat down on the small bed she used to have, bent down and took out a small suitcase from under the bed, opened it, got up again to open the closet, took out the clothes she had left here, stacked them neatly one by one, and put them on the bed.

"Xiaoyu, I won't live here in the future, you don't have to take these away." Chen Wenhui said.

"No, grandma isn't here, and it's not interesting for me to live." Saying that, her tone was choked, and in the future, there would be no place to hide.