"Do you have to do it? I just want to be closer to you. No, it doesn't work. Su Yanzhi's face was tender. The voice is calm.

Mu Zao's face turned even redder.

I think about my mother. She suddenly felt a black mist slowly dissipate in her heart. I feel like my body has become lighter. Let's go and see Su Yanzhi again. He seems to be cuter than before.

"In words. I have so much to say to you. Mu Zao smiled. Walked in front of Su Yanzhi.

Su Yanzhi nodded. Also got up from the table.

Don't say a word. Beat the horizontal and hugged Mu early.

"Yikes." Mu Zao couldn't help but exclaim.

Su Yanzhi carried her upstairs.

It's been a long time since the two of them had such close contact. Just hugged from downstairs to upstairs. Mu felt a little awkward early on.

originally thought that Su Yanzhi would go to the bedroom. He carried Mu into the study early.

"I don't want to make my son sleep." Su Yanzhi explained.

Mu Zao didn't know what Su Yanzhi meant by this at first. They just talk. How could you quarrel with your son.

But into the study. After closing the door. She understood.

The study has a bay window. It is covered with soft cushions. I sit on it and read a book on weekdays. And at this time. But it became a bed for a small couple.

The curtains are closed. Mu and Su Yanzhi kissed on the bay window early.

After a burst of passion. Mu Zao's face was ruddy. Su Yanzhi and Mu Zao leaned against the soft bay window together. Raised his hand and opened the curtains.

It's already dark outside. The rain was still pouring down.

"I remember you used to like rainy days." Mu looked out the window at the rain early.

"And now, too." Su Yanzhi looked at the person in the window.

"You know what. I've heard many, many things today. Mu leaned on Su Yanzhi's chest early. Speak slowly.

Su Yanzhi lowered his head and kissed Mu Zao's lips. A small world for two. At the moment, I am haunted by sweetness.

"I already know that you didn't have a relationship with Qian Ying. Lu Xiaoxiao was born. You don't even know it. ”

Su Yanzhi didn't speak.

Mu knew this earlier. He wasn't surprised.

"I know one more thing. A secret that has been hidden for eighteen years. "Mu Zao's mind is mysterious." You guess. What's the matter. ”

Eighteen years ago. Isn't it the year when Mu Zao's mother and Su Yanzhi's mother died? "What will it be. Or a hidden secret. "Your mother didn't die." Su Yanzhi asked.

". There is no such good thing. It's not about TV. Mu had already whitened Su Yan's eyes.

"But I think you're happy."

"I'm really happy." Mu Zao smiled. I didn't sell it again. To tell the truth: "My mother's death. You can't blame your mom entirely. ”

"What do you mean?" Su Yanyi's face was puzzled.

"It's Lin Rui......"

Mu took the situation early. 1510 said to Su Yanzhi.

After listening. I saw a condensed expression on Su Yanzhi's face. Seems angry.

"What's wrong?" Mu Zao was a little uncomfortable by Su Yanzhi's aura. I'm even a little scared.

Hear Mu Zao's voice. Su Yanzhi's expression softened a little.

That is to say. If it wasn't Lin Rui at the time. Your mother won't be killed. My mom wouldn't kill herself either. He tried to calm his tone as much as he could. But there was still a cold chill in the words.

Mu Zao was a little worried: "Say." The law will sanction her. ”

"Law." Su Yanzhi smiled: "When my mother killed your mother." Is the law in charge? If it weren't for the fact that she later committed suicide. This matter may be suppressed forever. Even you thought your mother was stoned to death by a vase. ”

Mu lowered his eyes early. Didn't speak.

What Su Yanzhi said was the truth. But. Murder is a crime. She didn't want Su Yanzhi to break the law for this matter. Even if the Su family really has a way to settle it. She still didn't want that to happen.

"In words. You promise me. Don't mess around. She said.

"Since your mother's death. You're not as happy as you used to be. Although you still laugh a lot. I know you've always had a piece missing from your heart. No one can make up for it. Don't say it's you. I've hated them all. Why is this happening. So after Lu Ming told you the truth of the matter six years ago. You're so cold to me. Even though I felt very uncomfortable. But don't blame you. I know if it's me. I can't bear it anymore. ”

Su Yanzhi's words. Mixed with the sound of rain outside the window. Let the atmosphere in the study. Somewhat depressing.

In fact, the reason why Mu Zao said this to Su Yanzhi was early. Just wanted to sue him. She doesn't blame Su Yanzhi's mother anymore. They can be together well. Good life. Let the past be gone forever. Since it can't be changed. It's better to focus on the future.

But I didn't expect it. On the contrary, Su Yanzhi couldn't let it go.

"Rest assured. Those who have hurt you. None of them will run. Su Yanzhi looked at Mu Zaozao with great tenderness. But look at his eyes at the moment. Mu Zaozao was a little scared.

In the evening, Su Yanzhi answered a phone call. Left home.

Mu held his phone early. Hesitated for a long time. It was allocated to Lu Shen.

The two made an appointment to meet at the teahouse outside the apartment complex. Mu fed it early. Past tense. Lu Shen had already ordered tea and sat in the private room waiting.

Mu came over early and sat down.

"I've figured it out." Lu Shen asked.

Mu didn't answer early. He asked himself, "Is it sick in other words?" ”

"Why do you say that all of a sudden?"

"Some time ago you said he was manic. Now it's not strict. I remember you said he didn't have a relapse this time. It's another form of mania. That's why you let me leave him. Is it because of this. Mu Zao's tone was a little aggressive. Lu Shen didn't know how to respond for a while.

"Yes. Or not. Mu Zao was a word for a word. The tone was solemn.

"Yes." Lu took a deep breath. Nodding.

"You're afraid he's going to hurt me. So let me leave him. Mu asked again.

"He won't hurt you. Even if it's a manic episode. I am definitely not willing to hurt you. Lu Ming's answer. It was a bit unexpected for Mu Zao.

"That's why." Mu frowned in confusion.

"He refused to accept treatment." Speaking of which. Lu Shen was a little embarrassed.

Mu Zao didn't understand it even more. She tilted her head and asked, "Why." ”

"Because now you need to take care of it all the time. Because now Qian Jing may hurt you at any time. Because he wants to love you well. ”

"Then he should be treated."

"He's afraid you're worried."

Mu Zao was a little confused: "What do I have to worry about?" ”

"But he's afraid." That's the crux of the matter.

"Why. What is he afraid of. ”

"Hallucinations. Delusion. Nervous. It is a typical table of mania. There's a lot of professional stuff involved. I won't be able to explain it to you too clearly for a while. My treatment plan was to cut off all hope for him. Let him have to face his disease. If you're not there. If you are empathetic because of his mania. He must want to be cured. ”

"But......" Mu was a little hesitant early. In that case. How sad Su Yan was.

"I know what you're worried about. That's why I didn't tell you the truth before. The two of you love each other. I know you don't want to hurt her. Because words are never willing to hurt you. But now the situation is exceptional. If no more treatment. I'm worried he'll do something to Qian Jing. ”

"Qian Jing won't be let go by you, right?" Mu Zao looked at Lu Shen half-jokingly.

"I thought about it. But nothing was done. Lu Shen also generously admitted. If you let Su Yanzhi know about this. I guess this brother won't do it. He worked hard to keep Qian Jing up. Lu Shen, who is a good brother. I even thought about letting her go.

Mu fell silent early.

She suddenly regretted it. Just now she also told Su Yanzhi about Lin Rui. No wonder Su Yanzhi obviously wants to rectify Lin Rui. Now his state. It's really dangerous. Maybe at some point, you will act impulsively to hurt others.

What if he did kill someone......

Mu Zao didn't dare to continue thinking about it.

"If I leave him. Can you make sure heals him 100 percent? Mu asked early.

"Who can be 100% sure of this kind of thing. But what I know for sure. If you stay by his side all the time. He will not cooperate with the treatment. You know that, too. He is a psychiatrist himself. If he is not willing to cooperate. There was no way to force him. ”

Listen to the words of the landing deep. Mu Zao fell silent again.

Back to the apartment. Mu entered the bedroom early. Watching him fall asleep in his crib from time to time. Mu Zao's heart was sad for a while.

She didn't ask too much. I just hope to live a good life with Su Yanzhi. Is that hard?

Do you have to leave?

Time ticked by. Su Yanzhi never came back.

Mu Zao was a little worried. picked up the mobile phone and dialed Su Yanzhi.

The phone rang a few times. Someone hangs up. And didn't answer.

I guess I'm busy. Mu thought to himself.

Lu Xiaoxiao finished her homework and asked Mu to go to bed with her arms early. Two people, one big and one small, lay on the bed.

Mu asked early: "Xiaoxiao." If one day the morning is gone. Will you miss me. ”

"Mama. Where are you going. Lu Xiaoxiao looked up at Mu Zaozao.

"Me. I want to wait for you to go back to your Lu Ming's father. I take me on trips from time to time. Mu Zaozao said with a smile.

"Then the baba is also together." Lu Xiaoxiao asked.

Mu Zao's expression darkened. Shaking his head: "He still has to go to work." So it could be that I went alone. ”

Lu Xiaoxiao nodded as if she didn't understand. Closed his eyes and said, "That Ma Ma has to come back early." Otherwise, Baba and I will miss you and my brother. ”

Mu Zao's nose was sore. The eye sockets are a little hot.

If it's really gone. She's the one I miss the most. Away from this place where you grew up. Stay away from the man you have loved so much. can think of Lu Shen's words. Mu Zao had already made a decision in his heart-