Chapter 1114: Just Look at Him Secretly
Every time she thinks of the conversation with Ouyang Ziqian, every time she thinks of Ouyang Ziqian's elegance, every time she thinks of Ouyang Ziqian's sunny smile, she feels that this is the best experience in her life.
It's just that Dou Ya is inferior, and she can't muster up the courage to confess her heart to Ouyang Ziqian after all. I just secretly looked at him on Ouyang Ziqian's inevitable path, and I didn't have the courage to walk over and say a few words, just secretly stood behind the big banyan tree.
On this day, Dou Ya was waiting for Ouyang Ziqian on the way to school, watching Ouyang Ziqian hold a book and walk over step by step, going farther and farther......
"Ahh Dou Ya felt that someone had been patted on the shoulder, and she was scared half to death.
Dou Ya turned her head and saw Xia Xiaoluo's harmless smiling face, "You dead Xiaoluo, do you know that people are scary, scared to death!" ”
Xia Xiaoluo smiled evilly at Dou Ya, "I saw you a long time ago!" You're here to secretly find Senior Ouyang, right? ”
Dou Ya was seen by Xia Xiaoluo, but there was nothing to be embarrassed about, after all, girls don't have too many secrets between girlfriends.
"Tell me how you guys are doing?" Xia Xiaoluo asked, "I've been too busy lately, and I don't have time to care about you, today my husband is busy, let's go out to eat and have a good chat!" ”
Dou Ya nodded and said, "Okay then!" I'd like to talk to you about that too. I'm really struggling, and I just want to talk to you. ”
"Go!" Xia Xiaoluo took Dou Ya's shoulders and happily went to the snack street outside the school, planning to masturbate together.
"How's it going? Do you really like Senior Ouyang, don't lie to me, your behavior today says it all, are you already in love with him? Xia Xiaoluo asked impatiently.
Dou Ya didn't intend to hide it, so she simply told Xia Xiaoluo about the recent entanglements, "Xiaoluo, tell me, what am I going to do?" ”
"Chase!" Xia Xiaoluo said without thinking, "What age is it now, it's not a big deal for women to chase men, you just let it go." Although my husband takes care of me tightly, he also supports me to be a matchmaker for you and Ouyang Ziqian. ”
"Xiao Luo, the key to the problem is not here." Dou Ya hurriedly said, her brows furrowed, looking particularly painful.
"What's the problem?" Xia Xiaoluo asked.
Dou Ya didn't answer, Xia Xiaoluo thought about his situation for a while, and said to Dou Ya again: "Are you worried that your family and Senior Ouyang's conditions don't match?" I'm afraid that even if I chase him, or even have a relationship with him to the end, I won't get the support of his family, and the bamboo basket will be empty. ”
Xia Xiaoluo's tone was particularly sad when she said these words, and there was already such a problem in her relationship with Ling Tianyi. Ling Desheng and He Meishu didn't like her, and she didn't know what the final outcome of Ling Tianyi and Ling Tianyi would be.
Dou Ya looked at Xia Xiaoluo, she nodded, "What you said is indeed what I'm worried about. Moreover, not only that, Senior Ouyang has never had me in his heart. Xiao Luo, you are a smart person, you should know that she loves you. Every time I get a chance to spend time with him, he talks to me about you, and if I tell you an interesting story, he is very happy. ”
"No, no!" Xia Xiaoluo hurriedly shook his head, "Dou Ya, frankly speaking, although my husband is sometimes very fierce to me, he loves me very much, protects me very much, and takes care of me very much. And I, during all my time with him, I also fell in love with him. So, don't get me wrong, I don't have any thoughts about Senior Ouyang. He is a male god, I am a stubborn stone, and I am not a person from the same road as him. ”
"Xiao Luo, I didn't mean that. I didn't blame you. Dou Ya said, "I want to tell you that Ouyang Ziqian doesn't have me in his heart, and he doesn't love me." Moreover, even if I chase him so desperately, if it doesn't work out and he still doesn't love me, then wouldn't it be even more painful for me. And if we fall in love, we may still be beaten by the stick in the end. ”
"I see what you mean. Your reason tells you that you can't love Senior Ouyang. But you can't control your heart, and you can't help but love him. So, you have been very miserable, very entangled, and your life is very painful. Right? Xia Xiaoluo asked.
"Yes!" Dou Ya nodded, "You can understand my thoughts." It is worthy of my small hair, good friends who grew up together, and they can always have a heart-to-heart. ”
"Actually, my husband's parents don't like me, they dislike me very much, and even want me to leave my husband. So, I understand you. Because we are in the same situation, except that I have gone further than you. Although my husband and I are in a good relationship now, I also know that my stubborn stone is not worthy of his gem, but I am reluctant to let go, but there is nothing I can do. Xia Xiaoluo sighed.
"Xiao Luo, what should you do then?" Dou Ya was more concerned about Xia Xiaoluo's affairs at this time. After all, she and Ouyang Ziqian are not together now, it is her unilateral crush and torment, and Xia Xiaoluo and the rich and handsome husband are already husband and wife, so the problem is even more tricky.
Xia Xiaoluo patted Dou Ya's arm and said, "Don't worry about me." There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and I think there should be a solution. ”
"It's you, what the hell are you going to think about." Xia Xiaoluo asked, "It's winter vacation soon, if you want to fight for it, there should be more opportunities." But if you want to take care of it in time, I will also respect your intentions and will not cause you trouble. ”
If Xia Xiaoluo was very happy to draw the red line for Dou Ya and Ouyang Ziqian before, but when her love with Ling Tianyi was interfered with by the Ling family's elders, she felt that the love between Cinderella and the prince could only exist in fairy tales. This kind of pain, she Xia Xiaoluo has already tasted it, although she is optimistic by nature, but she also feels that she can't resist it, so if Dou Ya is willing to give up, although she feels regret and pity, she feels that this is not a bad thing.
In Xia Xiaoluo's opinion, she and Dou Ya are both people at the bottom of society, humble as sand, if you find a young man in a similar situation, work hard, and love each other for a lifetime, it may be the best choice. It's just that she has no choice, she can only look forward to surviving in a desperate situation, and Dou Ya still has a chance to choose, she will not question to pull the red line, and let Dou Ya fall into the same tragedy as her. After all, even if Ouyang Ziqian is a kind person, his family may not accept Dou Ya, she was so keen to help connect before, it was indeed ill-considered.
Dou Ya thought for a while and said to Xia Xiaoluo: "I don't know either!" I'm in a state of turmoil right now. I know that Ouyang Ziqian and I have no future, but I can't help but want to sneak a peek at him. Actually, I had been here countless times before you found me today. I didn't dare to talk to him, I didn't dare to meet him, but every time I could look at him from a distance, I felt a lot more comfortable. ”
"I understand your difficulties. You love him, and you don't want to give up in your heart, but your reason wants you to give up, after all, giving up is the best for you. Xia Xiaoluo said, "Otherwise! For the time being, I won't help you create a special opportunity to be with him, you can think about it slowly, and when you calm down, you can make a final judgment and decision, and then you tell me that no matter what I need to do for you, I will do my best. ”
"Thank you, Xiao Luo, you are really my good friend." Dou Ya said, "Although you can't give me any particularly good advice, and you can't help me make decisions. But talking to you, talking to you, I feel better. It's just your thing......"
"Alright, bean sprouts, let's not talk about these troubles. Let's talk about the happy things! Xia Xiaoluo smiled, "It's winter vacation soon, have you thought of how to play?" Or do you want to keep working and race against time to make money? ”
"Of course, it's a race against time to make money. I want to earn tuition and living expenses, and I can't relax for a moment. Dou Ya sighed, "I can't go back to my uncle's house, and my aunt has completely swept me out, so I'm already planning to rent a house outside and live alone!" ”
"Can't I live in a student dormitory? I don't think it's safe to rent a house alone! Xia Xiaoluo said that she had almost been bullied by an unscrupulous landlord before, and she still relied on Ling Tianyi to save her, so she would be worried about Dou Ya.
"Do you think our ordinary university is the same as your aristocratic university? Students cannot live in their dormitories during the winter vacation. Dou Ya said, "And I also thought about it, if I live outside for a long time, maybe it is a better choice." After all, if I get off work late, I often can't get into the dormitory, so I can only stay up late in the all-night study room. If I rent a house, it's different, and I can also do some night shifts with higher salaries, and it won't affect the rest of my classmates in the dormitory. Of course, I won't be affected by them, after all, my roommates are really noisy. I'm studying so hard and working, I also need a quieter environment. ”
"What about security?" Xia Xiaoluo asked.
"Safety is not an issue." Dou Ya said, "One of my roommates has a good family condition, and he has a house to rent, which is a one-bedroom apartment, and the rent is not expensive. I was embarrassed at first, but she said that as long as I helped her with her studies regularly, it would be fine. ”
"And when are you moving?" Xia Xiaoluo asked, "I can help you." ”
"The original tenant of their house hasn't left yet, so it's probably going to take a few days!" Dou Ya said, "When the time comes, I will invite you to my nest as a guest." (83 Chinese Network om)
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