Chapter 517 It's okay, it's that I don't have this blessing

The door was pushed open, and Old Man Park stood quietly outside the window, looking at Wang Luohe lying on the bed Park Zhiyan was silent, his deep and wise eyes flashed with pity, and he gently knocked on the ground with a cane.

Wang Luo woke up, turned his head to look at Old Man Park, helped Park Zhiyan cover the quilt, and gently walked out of the room.

"People were let out?" Old Man Park sat at the door and asked softly.

"I'm sorry I didn't protect her." Wang Luo lowered his head, his face full of guilt.

"I knew there would be such a day." Old Man Park smiled, "But it seems that Ji-yeon's last choice is you." ”

"I'm sorry." Wang Luo just repeated it mechanically.

"It seems that you and Cui Shien have completely drawn a clear line, do you know that your behavior is called deviance in the Tao?" Old Man Park sighed.

"Actually, I should have done this a long time ago, if I wasn't naïve, thinking that they still had a trace of affection for me, and clinging to the last delusion, if I had been given another chance, I would definitely not have faced this situation with Ji-yeon." Wang Luo's face was pale and a little abnormal.

"You know what's your biggest flaw?" Old Man Park suddenly asked with a smile.

"Arrogance." Wang Luo said in a deep voice.

"No, it's you, don't trust anyone at all." Old Man Park narrowed his eyes, "Whether it's Ji-yeon or those people before you, none of you are someone you can trust, everyone is not stupid, you don't trust me, why should I trust you?" It's a vicious circle, oh, Ji-yeon is really stupid. ”

Wang Luo froze in place as if he had been struck by lightning, and the expression on his face was enough to describe shock.

"When I rescued you back, I found out that you are suspicious, you will pull a line at the door when you sleep, put a small bell, every time you eat, you will wait for us to move the chopsticks first, you eat, these are your subconscious small actions, and no one cares, but I am different, I have seen too many people." Old Man Park smiled, "When you realize that you may be betrayed, is it particularly wronged?" ”

Wang Luo's burly shoulders slowly drooped, looking a little weak, and his face became more and more pale.

"In fact, there is cause and effect, you have never trusted others, naturally you can't ask others to trust you unconditionally, even if you are sincere to everyone, but the more this is the case, the more hypocritical people will think of you." Old Man Park smiled, "Actually, your heart is full of darkness, but you have been pretending to yearn for the sun, you are full of malice towards the world, and the world will naturally not treat you well." ”

"It turns out that the root of the problem is really me?" Wang Luo looked at Old Man Park a little distractedly.

"To be honest, I really don't know how to judge you as a good person or a bad person, when you have the ability to control everything, you are a good person, and after things exceed your expectations, you are really a bad person, so, it seems that you can only succeed, not fail, because if you fail, you will fall." Old Man Park shook his head slightly, "From the perspective of an elder, you are a poor person who has gone through vicissitudes, but from the perspective of Grandpa Ji-yeon, you will be the villain who brought her the second fatal blow, do you know what you mean to Ji-yeon?" ”

"All." Wang Luo muttered subconsciously.

"What about Ji-yeon for you?" Old Man Park's voice suddenly intensified.

"A sustenance." Wang Luo's eyes were red, he felt ashamed of himself and felt worthless for Park Ji-yeon.

"To put it bluntly, you are an extremely selfish villain, using Ji-yeon's dependence on you to comfort your empty heart, and now Ji-yeon may have left you, don't you, have a momentary thought? Imprisoning Ji-yeon by your side, like when you two were in this room? Old Man Park's voice was cold.

Wang Luo lowered his head again and was silent.

"You are not worthy of her, or rather, you are not worthy of anyone, you are better, it is better to fend for yourself, so as not to harm more people and suffer from life." Old Man Pu sighed softly, got up slowly, walked towards the staircase with a cane trembling, and when he went downstairs, he suddenly looked up at Wang Luo's face that had been completely hidden in the shadows, "Actually, you are like the kind of heavenly evil lone star mentioned in the book, which is only suitable for one person." ”

Wang Luo's body trembled, and he squatted in the corridor until he showed his wet shirt before he slowly got up, his body was in a trance, and he gently pushed open the door.

The small room was still dim, and only the faint moonlight shone in through the small window, which reflected the sleeping face of Park Ji-yeon curled up on the bed very softly.

Wang Luo took off his coat and lay down gently on the cold floor, looking sideways at Park Ji-yeon's sleeping face, tears silently flowed down the corners of his eyes to his arms, and then slowly converged into a puddle on the floor.

Maybe what Mr. Park said was right, but he didn't agree.

If you don't love her, why should fear and heartache suffocate you?

So, it's still love.

It's just that it's not easy to be together.

But there's a saying that's right.

I don't deserve her.

When the spirit is greatly impacted, people's subconscious will choose to escape, and will release a signal of exhaustion, so that the body is in an extremely weak state, which is why many people with weak ability to resist pressure can't stand the blow and fall into a coma.

Since Park Ji-yeon experienced last year's blow, her ability to resist blows has surpassed the level of normal people, because she has adapted to the symptoms of high tension and worry, but she will not pay too much attention to some normal pressure.

But the main source of her power to resist pressure is Wang Luo, or as long as Wang Luo is there, she will be fearless, but what happened today still made her unacceptable, and her tears consumed too much physical strength and made her fall asleep.

But her consciousness was swimming in the dream, she dreamed of the big yard where she lived with her brother, parents, grandparents, and grandparents when she was a child, and dreamed of many happy memories with her family that had been sealed before.

But these good memories, with the grandfather's serious illness completely broken, the big yard disappeared all of a sudden, but it was her mother's resolute cold side face when she left, as well as the father and brother who suddenly disappeared, did not leave a word, only remembered that she was at school that day, she watched the heavy rain outside the window alone and the classmates who were beaten by their parents with umbrellas disappeared at the school gate.

Others were waiting for umbrellas, but she was waiting for the rain to stop.

At that time, Park Ji-yeon did not feel wronged, although she was the pearl of the family since she was a child, she was still very sensible and never cried, even if she suddenly moved from the big yard to the dilapidated old house to live with her grandparents, she never complained.

Because she always believes that there is a reason for the departure of her parents.

Yes, she is now waiting for this reason.

My father was pierced through the liver because of the report, and was sent abroad in order to survive, and his brother, who was sixteen years old at the time, did not meet the transplant standards, but because it was abroad, and the situation was urgent at the time, so the operation was performed, fortunately, so many years have passed, and the father and son have recovered very well, but the elder brother's physique has become a little weak.

Seeing her father and brother again, who she hadn't seen for nearly six years, brought surprise and surprise to Park Ji-yeon, because the culprit back then was the man who had always given her a source of motivation when he took her out of a desperate situation.

It is the sustenance of all her love and hope, and she has fallen in love with Wang Luo blindly.

God always seems to like to joke with her, dealing a heavy blow to her dream after her debut went well, and giving her a fatal blow again when she finally got together with Wang Luo naturally, and was about to get Wang Luo as she wished.

She doesn't complain about anyone, and she doesn't know who to blame, she just blames herself, and her life is not good.

The body seemed to have been run over by a truck, the whole body was sore, with great pain, in the midst of some noisy noise outside the window, Park Ji-yeon slowly opened her eyes, looking at the strange and familiar broken ceiling, her chapped lips moved.

"Awake?" A very gentle voice sounded in his ears, the voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of frightening himself if it was a little heavier, which made Park Ji-yeon's heart start to cramp again.

Turning his head slightly, looking at Wang Luo, who was kneeling on the floor with a very haggard face, Park Ji-yeon tried to raise the corners of her mouth, revealing a weak smile, and her voice was hoarse, "I'm hungry." ”

With a gentle smile on his face, Wang Luo sat on the bed and helped Park Ji-yeon up and hugged him in his arms, holding the medicinal porridge that had been cooled on the table, and feeding Park Ji-yeon as usual.

Park Ji-yeon was also like usual, bent her eyes and smiled with happiness on her face, chewing the food in her mouth, just chewing and chewing, tears flowed into her mouth, making the medicinal porridge that had a strange taste a little disgusting, and her stomach turned upside down, and she had to endure it.

Wang Luo sniffed the warm aroma of Park Zhiyan's body, fed her gently, and ate a small half bowl, Wang Luo put down the bowl and hugged Park Zhiyan silently.

Everything was as usual, but there was no going back.

"What should I do?" Park Ji-yeon grabbed Wang Luo's arm with all her strength, her nails digging deep into his skin, and her voice was confused.

"Listen to you." Wang Luo frowned, held back the choking in his throat, and said softly.

"I wonder, are you by my side to atone for your sins, or fate?" Park Ji-yeon asked, pursing her lips.

"It's fate." Wang Luo's eyes trembled.

"Well, I believe you." Park Ji-yeon's little face raised a bright smile, and she raised her head to look at Wang Luo's face slowly blurring in her vision, "But I don't believe in myself, I'm afraid that I will slowly resent you." ”

"I'm okay." Wang Luo's heart trembled, and he subconsciously hugged Park Ji-yeon's body.

"You're hurting me." Park Ji-yeon opened her mouth and showed a smile, laughing so much that Wang Luo was a little suffocated.

"What am I going to do?" Wang Luo lowered his eyelids and asked confusedly.

"Let go of me." Park Ji-yeon could no longer control the tear ducts that burst the embankment and cried bitterly.

Wang Luo looked away, not daring to look at Park Ji-yeon's pitiful little face, every sobbing beat his heart like a rattan, oozing blood and pain.

The time in the room seemed to freeze all of a sudden, returning to the first time Wang Luo and Park Ji-yeon met, and the girl also fell into Wang Luo's arms and cried bitterly.

It's just that this time, it's even more heartbreaking than the last time I cried.

The trembling in Wang Luo's eyes gradually became firm, and even with a hint of madness, he told himself.

Let's start here and end here.

On the way to send Old Man Park and Park Ji-yeon to their new residence, Wang Luo and Park Ji-yeon remained silent, but their hands were always tightly interlocked, because they couldn't blood for a long time, and the backs of their hands were a little pale.

The car stopped at the door of a villa, Mr. Park got out of the car with the support of the old lady, Wang Luo pursed his lips and looked out the window, Park Ji-yeon looked at the other side, and the car seemed to be frozen.

After a long time, Wang Luo said softly, "I'm sorry." ”

"It's okay, it's me who doesn't have the blessing." Park Ji-yeon's bloodless little face raised a weak smile, and her wrist moved slightly.

"It's all fake to give up on you so many times, but this time, I'm really going to give up on you, Wang Luo."

Wang Luo took a deep breath, let go of his hand, and when he came back to his senses, Park Ji-yeon had disappeared, leaving only the open door and the cold wind blowing in, which kept blowing away the residual aroma in the carriage.

"If you want to know the truth, I can tell you." After watching the car parked outside the gate for a long time leave, Old Man Park closed the curtains and turned his head to look at Park Ji-yeon, who was curled up on the bed.

Park Ji-yeon has been in this action for a long time, and she has never moved, her godless and broken pupils are like rag dolls that have lost their souls, motionless, like corpses.

Hearing the old man's voice, Park Ji-yeon's eyelashes, which were still holding teardrops, trembled slightly, and a sigh sounded in the quiet room after a long time.

"I have never questioned him in the slightest, no matter what his reasons are, I have never questioned him, because I love him and I know what kind of person I love."

"Then why did you let him go?" Old Man Park's heart was shocked, and he asked suspiciously.

"Because I'm questioning myself." Park Ji-yeon raised the corners of her mouth, "I'm afraid that I won't be able to get over this hurdle in my heart, if I can't go for a lifetime, I might as well let go early, so that he won't feel guilty when he sees me, so that the two of them are torture together." ”

"Do you know why I didn't approve of you being together later?" Old Man Park asked softly.

"I don't want to know." Park Ji-yeon closed her eyes, looking a little tired.

"Your father was carried away by the power and reported him, causing him to almost die overnight, and I am afraid that he will retaliate." Old man Park sat next to Park Ji-yeon and gently touched his granddaughter's long hair that had lost its luster.

Park Ji-yeon opened her eyes suddenly, a tremor flashed in her eyes, and finally let out a soft snort.

"It turns out that the one who should have felt guilty is me."

"You're fair now." Old Man Park said softly.

"It's too late." Park Ji-yeon closed her eyes again, let out a faint murmur, and hugged her body tightly, "I've missed it." ”

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