Chapter 8: Like the Beginning and Like the End (08)
Mu Youen trotted all the way home, she was numb while running her scalp, this was bad, after sending away Kashiwahara embroidery, Mu Youen went to pick up her grandmother, and the owner of the orchard told her that her grandmother was picked up by An Tuohai not long ago.
"Ann's face became this color when I heard you get into another man's car." The orchard owner gloated at the gloating dark sky, and he told her that her grandmother had fallen out of her wheelchair and wiped her forehead when she left.
Mu Youen patted his head, Tuohai obviously asked her to take care of her grandmother when she left, this ...... Standing at the door, Mu Youen took a deep breath and pushed the door open.
The lights in the house had been lit, and there was the smell of steamed rice in the kitchen, and as soon as she smelled the aroma, Mu Youen knew that An Tuohai was cooking her favorite Turkish sausage steamed rice, and Mu Youen put the camellia that Kashiwahara embroidered for her and a few magazines from his car in the room.
An Tuohai was washing his grandmother's face, and there was a health first aid box at his feet, Mu Youen walked over and called out, "Tuo." An Tuohai didn't look at her either.
"I'll do it." Mu Youen said and took the towel from An Tuohai.
An Tuohai gave her the towel without saying a word, wiped her shoulders and left.
Mu Youen wiped his grandmother's face clean, then applied medicine to the abrasions on his grandmother's forehead, and pushed his grandmother into the living room to let her watch TV.
As soon as he opened the door of the room, Mu Youen saw that An Tuohai had just lit a cigarette, in view of what had happened before, Mu Youen immediately rushed over, snatched the cigarette that had just been lit from An Tuohai's hand and threw it on the ground, and his feet couldn't wait to step on it.
An Tuohai doesn't smoke often, and occasionally smokes and never smokes in front of her, the only time she smoked in front of her happened more than two years ago, more than two years ago when she was still in the hospital, when she overheard the words of the attending doctor and knew that the white blood cells in her body were not only not controlled but increasing, she also knew that the nurses in the hospital were privately saying that she looked like a stranded fish that was about to die, and some female nurses were angry about An Tuohai because she always lost her temper with him, and she always complained that he kept her in the hospital.
At that time, after listening to those words, Mu Youen sneaked out of the hospital and she wanted to see An Tuohai, she felt that she would be better to see him, and found a place where An Tuohai worked, at that time, An Tuohai's coffee processing factory was not long after it was built, and there were only more than 200 workers in the factory, she was fighting around the corner and watched An Tuohai and a girl talking, An Tuohai stood with her back, from the angle of Mu Youen standing, you could see the girl talking to An Tuohai, it was a healthy and beautiful girl, she and An Tuohai said that she wanted to be with him, She also expressed that she could take care of his wife with him.
At that time, everyone concluded that she would not survive the winter.
That day, Mu Youen saw his appearance in the window of the factory, thin as a piece of paper, as if he would die in the next second, blown away by the wind and disappear.
Mu Youen no longer had the courage to walk in front of An Tuohai and coquettish him, leaving the factory, she walked aimlessly, the dazzling open-top sports car drove past her, the owner of the sports car Mu Youen had just met, not long ago she also expressed love with An Tuohai, she was surrounded by a good-looking silk scarf, the silk scarf in the evening breeze with the music playing on the car is very flamboyant, that should be a rich lady, Mu Youen thought.
The next morning, Mu Youen packed up his simple luggage and left the hospital, and forty-three hours later An Tuohai found her with her lost wallet in a dilapidated station, when she was eating the bread that the kind aunt had given her, and An Tuohai appeared in the middle of the night, and just looked at her like that without saying anything.
That was the first time Mu Youen saw him angry, although An Tuohai didn't talk much in her memory, he never seemed to be angry, he asked her with a calm face if she had never been ready to go back.
"The police said they would help me find my wallet." Frightened by An Tuohai's expression, she replied stupidly, the meaning of her words was very clear, and when she found her wallet, she could live a worry-free life.
Listening to her words, An Tuohai's face sank even more.
"Tuo, I'...... I met the girl, she was in good health and her car was beautiful. Mu Youen added.
What she wants to convey is: Tuohai is the right girl for you, you see that she is healthy and can drive such a good car, the family must be very rich, she should be able to help you a lot.
An Tuohai put two cigarettes on the www.biquge.info of a fun pavilion in front of her, ignoring her incessant coughing, he held two cigarettes in his hand and looked fiercely, the smell of tobacco permeated the old waiting room, and when the two cigarettes were left with almost half a finger, An Tuohai spit out a string of smoke rings, and then, staring at her with his eyes.
In the dim yellow light and smoke, Mu Youen saw An Tuohai burn his arm with a scarlet cigarette butt, first burning his shirt and then ......
"Takumi!" When she came to her senses, she grabbed his hand and tried to snatch his cigarette, but he didn't move, he just stared at her fiercely, as if she had committed a great crime.
She almost smelled that teppanyaki.
With tears on his face, Mu Youen shouted: Tuohai, I was wrong, I won't leave again, never again.
The cigarette butt burn wound still remained on his left arm, and they were close together to remind Mu Youen not to be willful.
He lowered his head and wrapped his head around him from behind, buried his face in his back, and whispered: Atuo, I was wrong.
After a long time, he asked her, "The man gave those flowers?" ”
Mu Youen nodded.
"You like flowers?"
Mu Youen nodded again.
Slowly, he covered her hand and said, "If you like it, I'll buy it for you later." ”
"Hmm."
"In the future, if you like something in your heart, you have to sue me, you know? Whatever you like, I'll give it to you. ”
Mu Youen nodded desperately, feeling a little strange in his heart because of An Tuohai's words, she couldn't say the specifics, An Tuohai asked If such words were changed in normal times, she would definitely be upset, the man who claimed to be her childhood sweetheart didn't even know what she liked, shouldn't she find out for herself?
However, it is a fact that An Tuohai has always been a big piece of wood.
Soon, Mu Youen became happy again, as if An Tuohai was angry for a short time this time, and he didn't talk to her for half a month when she ran away.
"Ato." Mu Youen cautiously probed: "Are you angry? ”
"I'm not angry, and you haven't done anything wrong."
"Didn't I let my grandma get hurt?" Mu Youen said doggedly, she automatically filtered the back sentence: "I not only injured my grandmother, but also got into another man's car." ”
He laughed lightly: "Mu Youen, I wanted to smoke a cigarette just now because I was annoying." ”
You see, he was amorous again, and Mu Youen collapsed his mouth.
After dinner, Mu Youen found that the camellia that was placed with the magazines had been thrown into the trash, but fortunately, the magazines he got from the Kashiwahara embroidery car were not discovered by An Tuohai because they were covered by the obstructions, and Mu Youen secretly moved those magazines to the attic, which were several magazines with Chinese and English subtitles at the same time, and it was not easy to see such magazines here.
After taking a bath, Mu Youen couldn't wait to come to the attic to open the magazine, the first magazine was a more casual collection of miscellaneous notes, introducing some countries' famous buildings, and soon, she was attracted by the blue and white houses built on the blue sea, and waited until the voice "What are you looking at?" Only then did Mu Youen find that An Tuohai didn't know when he was already sitting on the floor of the attic like her.
"Magazines from Senua's house." In a panic, Mu Youen opened his mouth and said something like this, half of the books in the attic were bought for her by An Tuohai, and half were taken from Senua's house, Senua's boyfriend is a photographer, and there are always a lot of magazines in her family, so these words came out of this panic.
Mu Youen didn't know why she would hide any information about Kashiwahara embroidery in front of An Tuohai, and her sixth sense seemed to urge her not to say such a thing.
"Is Grandma asleep?" Mu Youen hurriedly changed the topic.
"Hmm," he replied lightly, "what were you just reading?" ”
Mu Youen's face was a little red, those scattered in the blue and white house Chinese font artistic conception is too beautiful and good, the guide zhì she couldn't help but read out loud, she read while imagining in her mind that after walking from under the apple tree in a white dress, her hair was black and green, her skirt fluttered in the breeze, perhaps because she would often make similar assumptions, Senna always said that she was like a child who did not grow up.
"Gu Cheng's poem." Mu Youen replied in a low voice.
An Tuohai took the two cushions stacked on top of each other, his head rested on the cushions, his face was facing her, he looked at her quietly, and said: Read it again, I want to hear it.
At this moment, she sat with her back against the wall of the attic, he lay on the floor of the attic, the attic window was only three-quarters drawn, the night breeze penetrated through the open space, and the earthy curtains swayed from time to time in the breeze, and the wind carried the scent of apple blossom.
She was about a meter or so away from his face, he looked at her, his eyes were quiet, she lowered her eyes and began to whisper:
"How I wish there was a doorway, and in the morning, when the sun shone on the ground, and held on to his door, and the door was low, but the sun was bright, and the grass was bearing its seeds, and the wind was shaking its leaves, and it was wonderful for us to stand and not speak,......"
Thinking of this, Mu Youen heard a sound, it was An Tuohai pulling the window door, a quarter of the space was gone, the earthy yellow curtains tightly blocked the night outside the window, he closed the floor lamp in front of the window after pulling the curtains, the light in the attic dimmed a little, and the light changed from bright yellow to faint yellow.
"Ah Tuo......" Mu Youen wringed the pages of the book in his hand, and his voice stuttered a little.
His long legs flexed up to move towards her, and he reached just enough to reach her, his fingers initially fumbling under the hem of her nightdress.
Mu Youen was a little flustered, Tuohai had never been like this before? Takumi doesn't move his hands and feet like other men!
Lowering his head, Mu Youen continued, that is, in just a few paragraphs, the hand groping under the hem of the nightdress reached into her clothes, inch by inch...
Is he going to do something to her?
By the time his fingers ran his fingers across her corset, the magazine in his hand slipped off her knees and fell to the ground, and she closed her eyes, the palm of which had taken full control of her towering place, and their gasps crossed in the attic.
"Do you want it?" She whispered, in a low voice.
He didn't answer, but the movements in his hands were particularly wanton, and the stroking turned into rubbing, and she didn't go any further, and she didn't ask any more, but put down the hand on her knee and fell to pinch the fabric cushion on the side.
A shadow covered her with a chill on her chest, and his voice was hoarse: "Can you?" Well? ”
Feeling the meaning behind these words, Mu Youen's face turned red in an instant, last night was Saturday, just another day...
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