After many years, Zhao Shu once again felt the taste of fear.

The heart seemed to be pinched by an invisible hand, every breath was painfully tight, cold sweat broke out all over the body, and the blood flowed backwards, as if it would die in the next moment......

The last time I felt this way was when I was young.

Hades seal, seal life and death, leave a name in front of the palace of the ten kings, Tiansha Lone Star, Ke's father and mother's family, destined to be lonely for a lifetime, and the corpse is in the wild.

Born with a red mark on his throat, Zhao Shu's fate is destined not to be peaceful, his birth brought not a surprise to his parents, but a succession of troubles. Fortunately, the mother concubine was tenacious and brave, and tried her best to protect him, before the age of five, Zhao Shu was ignorant, although he heard some gossip, but the care of the mother concubine made him feel that it was not a problem, until the day of his sixth birthday, the mother concubine died.

The accident took away not only the life of the mother, but also the □□ that the mother held up for him with her own hands.

Father borrowed wine every day to drown his sorrows, everyone around him was busy, and more and more ugly words poured into Zhao Zhu's ears. Zhao Shu was very sad at that time, and he couldn't listen to a single unpleasant word, so he hit a person with his own small whip. That person is his cousin, he is also a clan, and his status is equal, but he has a good life, has parents who protect calves, and has a sweet mouth and can speak since he was a child, many people like it, and if a lone star like him bullies others, he will inevitably be counterattacked.

Others didn't beat him or scold him, but they attacked him from the aspects of his life experience, upbringing, and the seal of the king of Hades, his father was drunk and unconscious, and his mother who protected him died, and his status as a loyal servant did not match, and he knew what his situation had become.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, the palace held a banquet, and the cousins played a new game.

Zhao Shu was always alone when he grew up, others excluded him, didn't play with him, it didn't matter, he was used to it, he didn't care, but others wanted to bully him...... No!

The mother concubine took care of him so gently, protected him, and let him grow up healthily within a limited range, not to let him grow up and be bullied by others! If he is so lightly bullied, how can he be worthy of the careful care of his mother over the years!

Zhao Shu clenched the small whip in his hand and began to play hide and seek with his cousins. I don't know what he thinks, he occasionally shows his head to attract the attention of his cousins, and then quickly runs away, separates his cousins, and sneaks back and smokes his cousins one by one.

Seven or eight children of similar age planned to bully a person that everyone hated, but instead of bullying, they were smoked! How can this be endured, the children have cried and gone home to find their parents.

Zhao Zhu's reputation stinks again, everyone will leave far away when they see him, and once he is alone, he will be beaten severely. He is small, and he has no one to help him, and he rarely wins. When his father didn't drink, he didn't care about him, and gradually, even his subordinates began to have the courage to bully him.

is also a clan, there are many opportunities to meet, and it is already an inherent game for this group of children to fight. And knowing what environment he will face and being prepared, Zhao Shu usually won't lose.

Children don't know what proportionality is when they fight, especially when they are very angry, Zhao Zhu was ruthless this time, and he killed a person.

This man was the only son of his father's brother, who was unable to impregnate a woman because of an accident sustained himself.

In order to appease this person's anger, the emperor locked Zhao Zhu in the palace and grounded him, and found the strictest eunuch to teach him the rules for two years, and his father ...... There is no objection.

Zhao Zhu spent the darkest two years in the palace.

It's okay in the early stage, at least there is still a clan identity, although he has suffered some neglect and white eyes, and there is no real harm, but as time goes by, the people outside gradually forget him, and even the lowest eunuchs dare to bully him.

The eunuch's methods of bullying people were very shady, Zhao Shu began to have insufficient food, no warm clothes to wear, no charcoal fire to keep warm, his whole body hurt, he had no strength to walk, and the winter in Beijing almost killed him.

In order to survive, he kept trying to escape, but the palace walls were deep and the guards were strict, not to mention the Forbidden City, he couldn't even run out of the palace at that time, and the eunuchs in charge of guarding him could always appear out of nowhere.

Every time he failed to escape, he went without food for three days.

When his nose and face were blue and swollen, the wound was oozing blood, and he was dizzy from hunger, Zhao Shu shrunk into a ball, but still had no regrets.

He doesn't regret beating people, he doesn't regret anything that forced him to get to this point, and if he had to do it again, he would do it again!

The only thing he was uncomfortable with was that he could no longer see his mother's smile.

When he was a child, he was ignorant, asked his mother for a friend, blamed his mother for not taking him out to play, and made his mother sad and crying several times...... The relationship between mother and son is so short, why is it not sensible, why do you want to make the mother cry!

Less than eight years old, Zhao Zhu understood the taste of 'the son wants to raise but the parent is not there'.

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Zhao Shu learned to climb walls, drill holes, and be as flexible as possible with his thin body than his peers, and gradually, he was able to run to the cold palace next door to eat something.

In the cold palace, there lived Concubine Ning, who had fallen out of favor, and Concubine Ning took Emperor Taijia, who was young at the time, and her life was not easy.

Several people were frightened day and night, supported each other, experienced long cold and snowy nights, and gradually waited for the spring flowers to bloom.

Zhao Shu was taken back by his father, and he was greeted by his father's newly married stepmother and his younger brother......

Zhao Zhu's heart became cold.

As the eldest son of King Ping, as long as Zhao Shu is not dead, no matter what outsiders think, he must receive relevant education.

King Ping found several masters to teach Zhao Shu to practice martial arts, and from time to time he personally tested him, or threw him into the military camp to hone his skills.

Zhao Shu is nine years old, it stands to reason that it is too late to start practicing martial arts, and there will be no great achievements, but Zhao Shu stubbornly withstood the pressure, the master asked him to practice for two hours, he preferred to practice for four hours, not afraid of wind and rain, not afraid of frost and snow, it was like not treating himself as a person, but for two years, the results far exceeded expectations.

In addition to practicing martial arts, he also had to learn the art of war and read books, and in just two years, the military talent he showed made King Ping fearful.

In the past two years, except for going to the barracks, he never went out, because he had a big disaster before, King Ping didn't care, the emperor, and the clan never asked for it, and in the past two years, he has lived quite quietly.

It's a pity that the step-princess can't sit still.

King Ping's admiration for Zhao Shu couldn't be hidden, which was not good for her son, and she began to use all kinds of scheming to find a bewitching and charming woman with different styles to seduce Zhao Zhu.

After two years of martial arts training, Zhao Zhu's body developed very quickly, not only did he lose the thinness when he was released from the palace, but he was strong and brave, and he began to look like a man. The step-concubine understands very well that a child of this age, as long as she leads it crookedly, it will make her addicted and achieve nothing.

At any time, there will be a woman who pounces on him due to an accident, there will be a naked woman in the bath, and occasionally a woman tries to touch him when he wakes up in bed in the middle of the night, Zhao Zhu didn't understand it at first, and gradually understood, and after understanding, he slowly got used to it.

He broke the arms of the two women, and then threw himself up, and he knew how to measure it.

But his reputation for murder still spread, and it was said in the capital that Zhao Zhu, the prince of King Ping, liked to torture people the most, and every month there would be corpses that were tortured to death by him in the mansion and shipped out......

Undoubtedly, it was the step-concubine who did it.

Zhao Shu didn't pay attention to it, he told his father that he wanted to go to the border.

King Ping did not agree, Zhao Zhu was still too young, he would be eleven years old, and the youngest soldier in the border army was not only this age. The step-concubine is very happy, some people don't know the thickness of the sky and want to die on the battlefield, it's not too good!

So the final result of this matter was that King Ping personally sent Zhao Zhu to the border.

King Ping said that since he had made a decision, he would personally feel the cruelty of the war, and if he regretted it, it would be too late.

King Ping directly threw Zhao Zhu to the battlefield.

Zhao Zhu's first battle was fought at the age of eleven. Of all the soldiers, he was the youngest, a newcomer, no one knew his identity, no brother who could deliver his back, he fought alone, like a fearless little tiger, brave and sharp.

That battle was a border battle between Great Xia and Liao, and Great Xia won, but Zhao Zhu almost died.

For the first time, he was so close to death.

His arms, legs, and back were all wounded, and his strength was exhausted, and he could barely lift the long knife in his hand, and his eyes were full of blood, and the enemy's sword and arrow almost turned into a phantom. But King Ping didn't help, so he rode on a high horse, stood far away from the sidelines, and watched indifferently.

Even if he shouted for help, King Ping did not come.

Zhao Zhu believed that as long as the war lasted for another half an hour, maybe not half an hour, he would die, and his father would not come to save him.

When he was carried off the battlefield, he glared at King Ping fiercely, his eyes full of killing intent.

That's his father!

The injury was too serious, and Zhao Zhu was groggy for ten days before he became conscious. King Ping looked at him in front of the bed, and the first thing he asked was: Do you still want to stay on the battlefield?

On the battlefield, the shapes are complicated and ever-changing, no one can save you, you can only rely on yourself.

Are you ready?

Zhao Shu looked at the empty palm, he had nothing, and the only maternal love he had was lost early. There doesn't seem to be a place for him between heaven and earth, Shangjing is not, Pingwangfu is not, here...... Neither is it.

If you are destined to not be able to grasp anything in your hands, then there is no need to have fear, there is no need to have nostalgia.

The sky is high and the earth is wide here, and the wind, frost, rain and snow come so directly, and good men should come and go like this free wind!

Whoever stops him from coming, just kill him!

He didn't know that the battlefield was dangerous, even if he was the smartest person in martial arts, he couldn't stop the accident, and his life could be lost at any time while he was in it.

But he wasn't afraid!

Even if his head is in a different place, even if he is shrouded in horse leather, he has fought happily!

He will die under the blue sky and white clouds, his body nourishes the land, and his blood watered bright flowers, which is the proof that he has come to this world, why regret it, why be afraid!

Since that day, Zhao Zhu no longer knows what it feels like to be afraid.

Trapped in a desperate ridge, he is not afraid.

The arrows are exhausted, and he is not afraid.

Alone in the enemy's tent, after hundreds of officers and soldiers surrounded and suppressed, he is not afraid!

His fierce reputation comes from selfless killing, behind him, there are mountains of corpses and bones, he is not afraid, and even looks forward to the next thrilling match!

But now, at the moment when he opened the door, Lu Li was not there, and he was afraid.

The blood was cold, the throat was tight, and there seemed to be a bloody taste in the mouth.

Not just scared, he was terrified!

If something happens to Lu Li, he doesn't know what will happen to him......

After smashing his fist and destroying the table in the room, Zhao Zhu immediately turned around and flew out - maybe Lu Li just went out and was fine!

He flew to the Drunken Eight Immortals first to find Shen Wansha and He Lianyu.

Shen Wansha and He Lianyu are spying on Mei Niang these days, and Mei Niang is busy in the store most of the time, so they spend almost three meals a day in the store. Helian Yu can change his identity and mix in the rivers and lakes, and he still has some unique skills in his hands, in order not to arouse suspicion, he gave himself and Shen Wansha a simple appearance, and the task is like a fish in water.

Shen Wansha also felt very novel, Helian Yu had a good job of coaxing people, and the atmosphere between the two gradually became harmonious.

Suddenly seeing Zhao Zhu, Shen Wansha's eyes were round, "It's so late, what are you doing here?" ”

Zhao Zhu was dissatisfied with the two of them, it was too difficult to recognize, but now was not the time to care about this, he asked quickly, "Did Lu Li come to you?" ”

Shen Wansha was even more surprised, "It's so late, why did he come?" ”

Before the words fell, Zhao Zhu's figure had disappeared.

Shen Wansha pointed at his back and jumped to his feet, "You are suing me, what's wrong with the little oak!" ”

Zhao Zhu hurriedly went to find Wei Zhutou again, and Wei Zhutou was also surprised, "Could it be that Mr. Lu has a new clue?" Isn't it still on the way, I'll go to meet him! ”

Zhao Zhu glared at Wei Zhutou fiercely, and went to find Yu Zhi again.

Yu Zhi had already slept......

Zhao Zhu went to the autopsy room again, because Lu Li would be used to coming to see the corpse again when he couldn't find new clues, but unfortunately, Lu Li was not there.

Zhao Shu was almost crazy, his eyes were red, his eyes were murderous, and his fingers clenched into fists clicked.

Hong You fell far behind, not daring to show his head.

He was very glad that it was night and there was no one on the street. The last time the prince had such an expression, he directly entered the enemy camp and tore the Western Xia general with his hands......

"Hong right!" Zhao Shu turned around suddenly.

Hong You quickly came out, "Lord Wang? ”

"Check it for this king!" No matter who dares to hurt Lu Li's hair, he will make him regret coming to the world!

"Yes!" Hong You's heart trembled, "My subordinates will contact everyone immediately, and ask the prince to go back to the inn and wait for the news!" ”

Zhao Shu bowed his head and acquiesced to Hong You's use of all his strength, and it didn't matter if his whereabouts were exposed.

He turned around and went back to the inn, ready to recharge his batteries, and when there was news, he would attack immediately!

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The night is like water, the stars are shining, there is no person, every qiē is so lonely, as if swallowing a few ice edges in winter, even the heart is cold.

Zhao Zhu didn't dare to stay in Lu Li's room, the room was full of this person's breath, and taking a sip made him feel heartache.

He walked on the path, his eyes full of murderous anger, unable to suppress it.

But at that moment, he heard a familiar sound of footsteps.

The footsteps were soft, not fast or slow, free and leisurely, which was the unique voice of that person.

Zhao Zhu's eyes were startled, and he jumped over the corner with his toes on tiptoe.

Lu Li took a step back in fright, "Why are you so scary?" ”

He held a round porcelain cup in his hand, his face was stained with a few blacks, and his shirt was tucked up in his belt, not at all gentle. After complaining softly, he smiled at Zhao Zhu's eyebrows, "You're back!" Look what I've got for you—ah, watch out for the soup, the soup! ”

Zhao Shu rushed up and hugged the person fiercely, his voice tightened, "Where have you been......

He wanted to hold Lu Li and beat his ass hard, but when Lu Li smiled brightly at him, he found that he was reluctant...... Even if this man did something that made him angry, he couldn't bear it.

Because of the excessive excitement, his arm even trembled a little, he didn't realize it, in fact, his voice was also a little trembling, "...... I'm worried about you. ”

Lu Li was startled by the sudden hug and wanted to push Zhao Shu away, but there was obviously something wrong with this human affection, so he had to hold the soup with difficulty with one hand, and patted Zhao Shu's back comfortably with the other hand, "What's wrong?" You get up first, I'm dirty......"

Lu Li was in his arms, the two of them were close to each other's chests, they could hear each other's heartbeats, and they could feel each other's blood flowing.

Warm body temperature came through the clothes.

Zhao Zhu smelled the aroma of gardenias, light and slightly sweet.

A qiē is so real.

Zhao Shu put his nose between Lu Li's neck and took a deep breath, "I miss you very much." ”

"I miss you too!" Lu Li felt that Zhao Zhuqing's feelings were a little strange, and quickly changed the topic to try to make him return to normal, "You see I'm still worried that you will be hungry when you come back, so I went to the kitchen to stare at the soup in person!" ”

Zhao Shu didn't want to talk about soup at all, so he turned around with Lu Li and pushed it against the wall, forcing him to concentrate.

Lu Li's strength in his hand was not great, and it was already very difficult to hold the soup, Zhao Shu moved too fast, his hand was unstable, and the soup cup fell to the ground, making a crisp sound.

Lu Li's breathing was a little short, and he didn't want to make soup anymore, so he asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Holding Lu Li tightly in his arms, feeling the breathing, body temperature, and heartbeat of the person in his arms, Zhao Shu gradually quieted down, the blood in his eyes faded, and he sighed with satisfaction.

It's his people. It was the mother who chose for him, and he personally confirmed that he wanted to be together.

The palm that was empty in the past is no longer empty, and there is a person living in his heart.

Where there is this person, it is where he belongs.

This man is his life!

He doesn't allow anyone to snoop on the harm, not even Lu Li himself!

Go to his plan, go to his 'wait for Lu Li to say that he likes me, I will refuse' thoughts, he admitted, he planted it, he wants this person, and he will never let it go for the rest of his life!

Zhao Zhu's eyes were deep, he lowered his head slightly, and kissed Lu Li's forehead, eyes, and cheeks......

Lu Li's eyes widened, what is going on!

His heartbeat began to accelerate, and every time Zhao Shu touched, his heartbeat would be faster.

The soft touch on his face, the slight wetness, made him clearly understand what Zhao Shu was doing!

Strange feelings, strange feelings, from the tip of the heart, instantly flowed all over the limbs...... He wasn't afraid, just a little nervous, vaguely expectant.

When the kiss reached the corner of his mouth, Lu Li's mind seemed to have fireworks exploding, and at this moment, he understood his intentions.

He likes Zhao Zhu.

I like it very much.

likes that when Zhao Zhu is frightened and wants to kiss him for comfort, he doesn't want to refuse.

Zhao Shu may have been on a whim, but he himself ...... Willing!

Lu Li was saddened by his consciousness.

He planted it, planted it on Zhao Zhu, a nasty ghost.

What an unwillingness!

Feeling that the person in his arms was confused, a little resistant, and subconsciously struggled, Zhao Shu was dissatisfied.

He grabbed Lu Li's wrist, raised it above his head and pressed it against the wall, fixed it with one hand, pressed down heavily, and stroked Lu Li's jaw with the other hand, preventing him from dodging.

When the fiery kiss fell, the two sighed at the same time, with a sense of fate that had settled.

Experiencing this kind of thing for the first time in two lives, the unfamiliar feeling washed over and over again, and Lu Li was a little flustered.

Zhao Shu was not proficient in this kind of thing, he was a little rude, and he bit through Lu Li's mouth, but this eagerness just showed his mood, he wanted Lu Li to feel his emotions and accept his emotions.

It didn't rain tonight, and the dark clouds in the sky didn't know when they had dispersed, revealing bright stars like a hooked crescent moon.

The warm breeze hits, and the dark fragrance fills the sleeves.

The lingering figures of the two are reflected on the wall, and at this moment, the beauty is amazing.

Lu Li was a little out of breath, but Zhao Shu didn't know how to be satisfied, and he was not allowed to retreat......

"Huh? What is it? Who dropped the bowl? Shen Wansha's voice suddenly came.

Lu Li was shocked and immediately pushed Zhao Zhu away.

Zhao Shu smacked his lips and stared at Lu Li's lips with a dissatisfied expression.

Lu Li subconsciously touched his lips and snorted coldly, it hurt too much!

It's swollen!

Is Zhao Zhu a dog? Isn't it just a kiss, why do you still have a bite!

Lu Li cleared his throat, straightened his clothes, and walked out of the corner.

"Little oak! Are you okay! Shen Wansha ran over in a fuss.

He was worried about Lu Li's safety before he came back. Zhao Zhu's expression was very wrong when he was looking for them just now, and he refused to say anything, he was really uneasy. Now that Lu Li is fine, he is relieved, but he ......, "What's wrong with your mouth?" "Bright swollen," Poisoned! ”

Lu Li's ears were slightly red, his face turned to the side, and his eyes were a little floating, "I'm greedy, I eat too many chili peppers." ”

"Oh......" If you eat too many chili peppers, Shen Wansha frowned and told his little friend, "I know you like spicy food, but you have to have a degree, it's summer, how dry it is, it's on fire, I'll get you a few side dishes to eat tomorrow!" ”

Lu Li nodded, "Thank you." ”

"What thank you do you and I say?" Shen Wansha saw that Lu Li was fine, and was about to leave as soon as his footsteps turned, "I still have to be busy there, let's go first, you are on fire, rest early!" ”

Lu Li was worried when he saw Shen Wansha's angry appearance, "In the middle of the night, you be careful!" ”

"Got it!" Shen Wansha raised his hand high and waved......

After Shen Wansha left, Lu Li and Zhao Zhu stared at each other, and the atmosphere was inexplicably ...... Embarrassed.

Lu Li cleared his throat, "What's going on?" ”

Zhao Shu went to confirm Yu Tianyi's matter and said, "When you came back, you were really not here, I thought something was wrong." ”

Lu Li laughed, "How could something happen to me?" What the hell do you think? ”

"The Man Behind the Scenes Plans ...... Secret"

"So who do they know about me? Know who you are? What are you doing with all your might to murder us? Lu Li bent his fingers and knocked on Zhao Zhu's forehead, "You scare yourself!" ”