5-87 Why can't I start over?

"Mr. Bu, it's impossible for me and An Bai to be together"

When he said this, Mo Fei heard another voice in his heart, it was not impossible to be together, it was that they could not be together

After the drowning incident of Lia by the sea, Mo Fei was already frightened, she would never see An Bai again, she didn't want her love to be built on top of other people's pain, she and An Bai couldn't anymore

"Well, I'll take care of you, okay?"

“”

"Mo Fei, since Masako's incident, I have always felt guilty about you and I want to make amends, so let me make up for it with my love Although I am not handsome enough, young enough, or rich enough, I have a heart that loves you, please let me be the father of the child, okay

Listening to Bu Tong's words, Mo Fei held the mobile phone and took a breath gently, she subconsciously raised her eyes to look at her pair of children, and the thoughts in her heart became firmer, "Mr. Bu, the children have fathers, although the love between me and An Bai has been missed, however, love is not either/or, it is the only one in my life, just like the father of the child is only one, and it cannot be replaced, I didn't know what I wanted before, since the child was born, my heart has been firm, I am a mother, I have to face many things with a mother's heart, Mr. Bu, I said before, I regard you as a mentor, as an elder, and as a friend, so just like that, please don't say it again, and don't have that kind of thought anymore, you must be very busy in Taipei, don't worry about me, in the future, I will take care of me and the children, thank you for your care, I want to take care of the baby, let's talk later"

After speaking, Mo Fei calmly hung up the phone, over there, Ah Xiu listened to Mo Fei's words in his heart, thinking that Mo Fei would be a single mother in the future and take care of two children, he couldn't help but feel a little sad, and only quietly wiped his tears

The gray Bentley drove at a very slow pace on the road, the horn sounded from time to time behind him, and then the car sped away around its body, and Amber sat in the car, ignoring it, just looking nervously at both sides of the road

When Leah left, she didn't bring anything, An Bai had a hunch, she must want to go to the rehabilitation center, if she walked, she should be able to find her quickly, so, he arranged several groups of people to find on the possible road sections, and he looked along the road he took Liya back to the villa that day, thinking about the slow speed, his heart was impatient, he still didn't know when Leah left, last night, although he didn't sleep all night, but, he forgot to look at Leah, He should have thought that now that her memory was gone and her relationship was not good, she might leave, but he was negligent and failed to take care of Leah, it was all his fault

Just when An Bai was feeling guilty, the car drove to the overpass, and he wanted to pass over it as before, but at this time, he suddenly thought that if Lea took this road, she would not dare to walk on the bridge, so he quickly changed the route and turned under the bridge

When the car drove under the dimly lit bridge, his spirit became more nervous, and his eyes looked more carefully, and suddenly, a white figure sitting on the ground broke into his line of sight, and he immediately recognized Liya, and only stopped steadily, but the person was speeding away.

"Leah, I'm coming"

Leah sat down on the ground, her hair scattered over her shoulders, her face was infinitely sad, and a pair of slender hands were placed on her ankles, as if they had reached her feet.

"Leah, what's wrong with your feet, go, I'll take you back"

Although An Bai had been anxiously greeting, Liya did not answer, he stretched out his arm full of pity, ready to carry her into the car.

However, when his hand was on her shoulder, she dodged, "I don't know you, why did you save me"

An Bai's hand hung lonely in the air, and then it fell on Liya's shoulder again, "Because I know you, you are my wife, how can I leave you alone"

"Wife, are you sure?"

Leah's bright eyes twinkled like stars, but they were still detached and suspicious.

"Leah, listen to me, you are my wife, it was that day a long time ago, when you woke up in the hospital, didn't the doctor tell you too"

"Doctor, Dr. Lu, I want to see him"

"Leah, he is a doctor, he only treats diseases and saves people, we are a husband and wife living together, you can't rely on him like this, go, I'll take you home, it's cold here, you'll get frostbite"

"I'm, I can't remember at all, am I your wife?"

"Yes, you come home with me now, and I'll tell you slowly"

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An Bai picked up Liya, felt the cold air on her body, and couldn't help but feel sad, Liya used to be a crystal doll that he carefully cared for, and had never experienced such pain, but now because of the sense of self-blame in his heart, An Bai sat in the car, frowned and kept silent, only endured, and took Liya to the hospital for a check-up, fortunately, she was only usually delicate so she felt pain, in fact, she didn't hurt her muscles and bones when she fell, so the doctor only prescribed some external drugs and let them go home.

In the villa of the An family, first Liya left suddenly, and then returned home injured, and the An family was alarmed. When An Bai appeared in front of everyone with Liya in his arms, the elders and An Tong were in a complicated mood, "Brother, Sister Liya, you are back, Sister Liya, we have been worried about you all the time, in the future, don't run out like this, okay?"

Leah hid in Anbai's arms and didn't speak, and Alina came to stop her

tangled her daughter, "Tongtong, let Sister Liya have a good rest"

When they arrived at the bedroom of the two, An Bai put Liya on the sofa, and then took out her home clothes, ready to help her change clothes, but she refused, "I'll come by myself, you go out first"

An Bai was slightly stunned, and then said, "Can I help you, you now"

"The doctors said I'm fine, I can change it myself"

"Okay then, I'll go to the bathroom, if you have something, call me" Although An Bai said that she wanted to avoid it, Liya was still a little nervous, "Okay then" After Liya changed her clothes and was carried to the bed by An Bai, she suddenly raised her eyes and looked at An Bai and said, "I want to see Doctor Lu"

Hearing that his wife repeatedly asked to see Lu Chenghao, An Bai's mood was unhappy.

"Liya, you are uncomfortable with your feet now, Dr. Lu is a brain doctor, what can he do when he comes?"

Unexpectedly, after hearing his words, Liya lifted the quilt and prepared to get up, "If you don't let him come, I'll leave now"

"Okay, I promise you" An Bai hurriedly went up to help her, and reluctantly agreed, but there was a little more gloom in his eyes.

Walking outside, An Bai dialed Lu Chenghao's phone.

"I'm Anbai, you come to my house now, Liya hurt her foot, her love is not good, I want to see you"

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On the phone, Lu Chenghao was silent, and after a second, he said slowly, "I'm a brain doctor, and I can't help her with the pain, so"

"Come here, you can guide her, she only knows you now"

Although An Bai was extremely reluctant about Liya's insistence on seeing Lu Chenghao, he had to give up his feelings and put himself in Liya's shoes, he knew that for a patient who had lost his memory, the doctor had absolute authority in her eyes, and at this time, he could not be jealous

"You go out first, I want to talk to Dr. Lu alone"

"Okay, you guys talk slowly"

Listening to Liya's words, Amber silently responded, turned to go out, and closed the door.

Lu Chenghao stood in the middle of the bedroom, the first time he came to An Bai and Liya's bedroom, the luxury and beauty in it made him a little uncomfortable, and the embarrassment of being alone with Liya made him unable to speak.

At this time, Liya bit her lip and looked at Lu Chenghao, who was standing still, and suddenly choked up and said, "In the early hours of this morning, I took advantage of their inattention and quietly went out to find you, but I got lost at the overpass, I walked five times and didn't go around, I fell under the bridge, my body was so cold, and my feet hurt."

"Why don't you call me"

"I can't remember your phone number and, I didn't bring anything, I"

"You're going to walk to me, Liya, next time, don't do this again, I'm just a doctor, you can't always rely on me, this is your home"

"I just want to make sure of one thing with you, am I really from this family?"

"Yes"

"That Ann is my husband"

"Yes"

"But why do I feel out of place here, they say I like to eat food, I want to vomit when I see it, and he also said that he wants to show me the old photo album but, I don't like the color of this house here, the decoration here, I have a headache when I see it, I want to leave here, Dr. Lu, you take me away, I like the white color of the hospital, I go to work in your hospital, I don't want a salary, you let me stay with you"

What Liya said about this qiē, Lu Chenghao can completely understand.

People's memory is selective, people will always remember some of the things they want to remember, and avoid some of the content they don't like, Liya committed suicide because she doubted An Bai's love, the brain damage is only physiological, her inner and mental resistance to An Bai is the root cause, she forgot the past, it is not only her physiological reasons, but also her psychological reasons, so at this time, when she faces her familiar qiē, the pain she feels is also normal, which shows that her memory is in a state of awakening.

Thinking of this, Lu Chenghao only raised his eyes to look at Liya and said, "Liya, your current pain is because you are recovering your past memories, so don't panic, just accept it calmly, you know?"

"No, I don't want to accept it, since the past is no longer there, why can't I start over"