356. Seeing through the essence by inspiration
When Mei Yizi's mood stabilized, the night had quietly arrived.
Led by Mei Yizi, she and I went to a rather old-looking log cabin in the mountains. There was a large desk, three two-person beds, and of course, a double-decker wood-framed bed. Like this wooden cabin, it was all wooden, and in addition to the old wooden furniture, it was also stuffed with a lot of things that looked like garbage, but could actually be considered garbage. After my observation, the highlight of this wooden house is the graffiti painted all over the wooden walls and furniture.
Patterns of various colors, text. And all of this combined to give me a sense of familiarity. Isn't this the secret base of the Super Peace Busters?
What does this mean? Could it be that this so-called 'afterlife' is actually the place where I lived in kindergarten or even all my life? But then, why did Toy One say to me, 'Welcome to the afterlife or something?' Then why does Mei Yizi say she's dead?
Although I have amnesia, I still have an idea of life and death. However, it is precisely because of this concept that I am very confused about the cabin that appears here at this time.
Is this another world or the world where you are, did you come to this world somehow, or did Toy One break into this world?
The answers to these two questions are easy to come up with. The former point can be denied, because Mei Yizi is my best answer. If this world is the world I've been living in, then Mei Yizi, who should have died, shouldn't be here. Naturally, Toy One, including myself, is here because they're dead.
We are all intruders of this world. So, am I really going to die? I don't really care about what happens to Toy One, I care about my own situation. Because it's amnesia, it's more concerned about self-exploration and more selfish, but this so-called selfishness is naturally selfish. After all, what is the situation of strangers like Toy One, and what does it have to do with them to die because of something? If there's anyone I care about now, it's just my childhood friend, Mei Yizi, but it's completely clear why Mei Yizi came here.
So, now it seems that it is really your own business that is more important.
"Brother You, do you remember this place, this is our secret base of the Super Peace Busters." Mei Yizi, who had led me into the cabin, stretched out her arms to show me at both sides, asking if I still had any impressions of the place.
To this, I nodded. Still, I'm full of doubts about this. Since it's a secret base for the Super Peace Busters, shouldn't it be in the original world? How did it end up here?
"It's weird, it's not supposed to be here, but it's here."
Listening to Mei Yizi's words, I was just as confused about this as she was. Why is something that shouldn't be in this world here? And not only this wooden house, but the scenery around the wooden house is also similar to the scenery around the secret base of the ultra-peaceful Busters in the world where he was supposed to be, exactly the same, but it is really very similar. On this point, Mei Yizi, who has a bit of a rough nerve, shouldn't be aware of it.
It's a really puzzling situation.,It's not something I can explain.,I don't know if my memory is complete.,At least.,It's not something I can explain now that I've only recovered this level of memory.。
Reaching out and touching the corner of the table, it was indeed a real feeling.
There's something strange about this world.
As I learned more about the world and my memories gradually recovered, I became more and more suspicious of the place I was in now, and even the world I was in.
However, there is no point in worrying about it without a clue.
Knowing this clearly, I went through these doubts in my mind for a while, and then I decisively put them behind me. And Mei Yizi on the other side is tinkering with something on the side.
"Okay, okay, dinner~~dinner~~" With such a rather energetic voice, Mei Yizi took out a lot of snacks from the pile of debris next to the table.
Hearing Mei Yizi's words, I realized that I seemed to wake up from this world and then went violently and lost consciousness and now I don't seem to have anything in my stomach, but I don't feel hungry at all.
Another anomaly was discovered.
"Brother You, are you hungry? Do you want to eat it? Looking at the eyes of Mei Yizi, I thought about it, nodded, and said, "But I'm not too hungry, so it's good to just taste it......"
With that, I took out an energy bar from the snack pile, opened the wrapper, put it in my mouth and chewed it, the aroma and crunchy texture could be clearly felt.
But how did Mei Yizi in the wilderness get these snacks? And, is it really okay to have a snack for dinner? At this, You frowned.
"Mei Yizi, have you always eaten these snacks for dinner?"
Hearing my inquiry, Mei Yizi, who was also tasting the crispy energy bar, tilted her head and showed a natural expression: "Yes." ”
"Why?" Rather than immediately criticizing Mei Yizi's diet, I especially want to know why Mei Yizi only eats snacks.
For children with limited self-care ability, especially zero cooking ability, who have passed away at the age of five, this kind of food can be said to be the most convenient and best choice in this lonely state.
However, this is only true if there are places around her that sell or manufacture snacks and that she has sufficient purchasing power, and I don't think there are no good people to take care of a lonely little girl of five years old. Therefore, for this kind of unusual situation, no matter how you think about it, it is better to ask the person concerned to understand the situation.
"Because, there's only snacks here." Hearing this, Mei Yizi pointed to a corner of the wooden house and said.
"How many snacks are there for you to eat?" You shouldn't have been here for long, Mei Aiko. "Although I don't know the situation very well, but through the difference between the height difference between me and Mei Yizi and the current height difference, Mei Yizi's time here will definitely not be short.
"Well, I don't know, but every morning, there are snacks here."
"Every morning, snacks pop up from here?" I was surprised by Mei Yizi's answer.
Sure enough, it's a very strange place, and the food actually appears in a corner by itself.
"Then you can't just eat snacks here." Hawkers,Ignore the weird snacks for the time being,For a little girl,It's normal to choose this kind of snack that appears by herself.,But I'm more concerned about why Mei Yizi doesn't leave this mountain to find better food.,Although the taste of snacks is very good.,But it's very debatable in terms of nutrition and health.,And you will get tired of eating too many snacks.。
But looking at Mei Yizi's expression, there doesn't seem to be any problem in terms of health, but it's ridiculous to talk about health or something for people who have passed away.
"No, I can't help it. I can't get out of here."
"Why?" I've heard even more confusing speeches. Mei Yizi says she can't get out of here, what's going on?
"I don't know the face code either." With a helpless smile, Mei Yizi said this to me, and for me, this is an answer that I can't accept personally, but for a five-year-old child, it seems that she can't be asked of so much.
In short, let's take a closer look at the situation. And the result of the inquiry is that Mei Yizi tried that no matter how she walked, she couldn't get out of the mountain, and then she gave up.
It's very strange for me to have such a situation in Meizi. Can't get out of this mountain, it's like the spirit of the earth
And so on!!! Earthbound Spirits!!
Just casually thinking of this thing that fits the status quo of Mei Yizi caused a shocking wave in my heart.
Spiritual power, soul, the afterlife, dead people, dead people who don't feel hungry until now, snacks that appear every day, dead people who can't walk out of a place similar to the place where they died.
Everything built a complete conjecture in my mind.
My eyes burned with a deep blue flame. Looking at Mei Yizi, it is indeed a soul. Although the wooden house is substantial, in my eyes, what I see is food, snacks, ground, sky, and everywhere I see with my spiritual vision, but it is the most basic state of spiritual particles that make up spiritual power.
This is the essence of this world.
The world made up of spiritual power - the so-called afterlife.
I see.
Although the doubts are not completely solved, I have understood the nature of this world. So what do I do next?
Although this doubt has been solved, but with it more confusion, in such a world composed of spiritual power, what am I going to do, what do I want to do?
Well, let's leave this alone for now. At present, it is better to solve the problem of Meiyizi.