Xiao Jinghua's words can be described as meaningful, I thought of the entanglement between her and Huo Nie, and said with a smile: "Really? ”

Xiao Jinghua said: "Actually, I have long seen the problem between you, if you say that there is no affection, I don't believe it, but if you say that there is friendship, why did you come to this point?" Xiao Jinghua took a breath and looked at the pool of cold water outside the window.

I said, "You don't know, one is stubborn, the other is sticking to interests, and the collision between the two parties must be a spark." ”

Xiao Jinghua said: "In layman's terms, it is stubborn. ”

I said, "Yes, it's stubborn." ”

Xiao Jinghua didn't speak, I didn't speak, she wanted to drink the wine in the cup, found it empty, just wanted to pour herself another cup yes, I poured a cup of tea for her, she glanced at me, or put down the wine glass and took the teacup, she was about to bow her head to drink, I looked at her side face and said, "Sister Xiao, let me ask you a question." ”

Xiao Jinghua said: "What is the problem? ”

I said, "When you were with Huo Nie, did you think about what kind of life you were going to live?" ”

Xiao Jinghua's eyes flashed with surprise when she heard me mention Huo Nie, she probably didn't expect that I would know about the relationship between them, but the accident was an accident, she held the teacup that was still warm and said: "I thought about it, when I was young, I thought we would be together for the rest of my life, but in the end, I found out that the person who was with him for a lifetime was not me." ”

I said, "I heard you're in the same class. ”

She took a sip of tea, and said in a dull voice: "Well, I went to college from elementary school, dated when I was eighteen years old, and ...... after college."

I said, "How was it after college?" ”

Xiao Jinghua sighed deeply and said, "We are going our separate ways." ”

Although I didn't go to college, I have heard many people joke that college is a holy place for breakups, and after graduation, you have to face the problem of going your own way.

Come to think of it, Xiao Jinghua and Huo Nie are no exception.

I poured myself a cup of tea, thinking that Xiao Jinghua would not say any more, but I didn't expect Xiao Jinghua to speak again: "Actually, we don't need to be separated, if we don't separate, maybe we are together." ”

I let out an intrigued sigh.

Xiao Jinghua continued: "In fact, Huo Nie is a very macho person, a year before graduation, he was also afraid that we would break up, so he formulated a set of detailed development plans for the two of us in the future, this plan is naturally that we will get married after graduation, and then have a child.

At that time, in fact, both of us have seen each other's parents, and both parents are satisfied with each other's consent, and even occasionally move around, the relationship between the two of us has already been identified, really only the problem of the ceremony, but before graduation, we still broke up, and did not get married, I had a very big quarrel with Huo Nie, the reason is naturally that I do not agree with the life path he has planned for me, he thinks that women should be husbands and children, ordinary life, and their lovers are happy, at that time, I'm naturally sure that Huo Nie really loves me, but do you know? Although this is the life that every woman dreams of, it is not the life I want, if I follow the path that Huo Nie has set for me, then why should I, Xiao Jinghua, study so hard since I was a child? Is my life just for having children and taking care of my husband?

No, of course I won't agree, I can't accept the path that Huo Nie gave me.

I didn't agree, and then we broke up, it was I who proposed to break up, and Huo Nie didn't keep it, because after arguing with him, I applied to study abroad, and he knew that he couldn't keep me. ”

Xiao Jinghua said: "Actually, I know that he is for my good, because I am a single-parent family, it is not easy for my mother to raise me, he always feels that for so many years, I have worked too hard to make money at the same time, he always wants me not to be so tired, everyone knows how stressful today's society is, to be able to be raised, in fact, it is a very happy thing." Xiao Jinghua took a deep breath and said: "But I would rather work hard than rely on a man to live, I can't accept a man to interfere in my life, he never gave me the slightest respect when planning our future path, and he never asked if this life is what I want, since we have different concepts, reluctantly together, there must be a lot of quarrels in the future, because I know him too well, he is too machismo, and I Xiao Jinghua has feminist thoughts, whenever he says what I should do and what I should do, Although I don't have a face on my face, I actually care in my heart, how can I not understand the character between us after being together for so long. ”

I said: "Later, when you went abroad, he struggled in China, married a wife and had children, and you broke out a great country for yourself and became the top agent in the world." I looked at Xiao Jinghua and asked, "Is that so?" ”

Xiao Jinghua sneered and said, "That's right. ”

I said, "Do you regret it?" ”

Xiao Jinghua looked at me and said, "What do you regret?" ”

I said, "If you had followed Huo Nie's path, you would be his wife today." ”

Xiao Jinghua listened to my words, laughed and said: "I have never regretted my original decision, love is only a small part of people's lives, why should I sacrifice my life for this small part?" If I marry Huo Nie, maybe now I am no different from the women around me who hide behind men, every day I look at my husband and children, I have no money to spend, and I still need to rack my brains to think about how to talk to my husband, so that he will give himself more pocket money, don't you think this kind of woman is more pathetic? ”

Xiao Jinghua smiled sarcastically and said: "Once her husband cheats, she has nothing, such a woman is gambling with her life on a man, why don't I gamble on myself with my life?" At least I don't deceive myself, and I don't betray myself. ”

I said: "But now in the eyes of others, if you compare you with Huo Nie's wife, she has both children and daughters, and her husband has a successful career, and you, although you have had the peak of your career, but you are only once, almost forty years old, but you have no children, no daughters, no husband, lonely and alone, these two kinds of life, in the eyes of others, the person who wins, the person who can be called happy, is Huo Nie's wife." ”

Xiao Jinghua said with a smile: "Of course, individuals have personal pursuits, I never look at me unexpectedly, and I don't care if I'm happy or not, I only know that Huo Nie's wife's happy life, I Xiao Jinghua can't live." ”

I didn't speak again.

Xiao Jinghua asked again: "What about you?" Why did you break up. ”

She didn't specify it, but I knew who she was referring to, and I laughed.

She thought it was a little strange and asked me, "What are you laughing at?" ”

I said, "We? ”

Xiao Jinghua nodded.

I thought about it for a long time, and replied with great emotion: "It's similar to you, with different concepts, different positions, and God's will. ”

Xiao Jinghua asked, "Do you regret it?" ”

I smiled and said, "As you said, you can't live like Huo Nee's wife, and I naturally can't live like his wife, of course, the difference between us is that he never gave me the opportunity to choose what kind of life I wanted." ”

Xiao Jinghua asked, "What kind of life do you want to live?" ”

I took a sip of tea, sighed and said, "I want the life ......" I thought about it, shook my head in disappointment and said, "I never thought about the future, and I never thought about what kind of life I want to live." ”

Xiao Jinghua patted me twice on the back and said, "You are really confused." ”

I said, "I'm quite confused, but don't say so much, let's go, it's time to go back." ”

I chatted with Xiao Jinghua for a long time, then put down our cups and got up to leave the box, but after walking outside the door, I remembered that Qu Minmin was still in the room, and immediately turned around to look for her, and finally found that she was drunk in the bathroom, and Xiao Jinghua and I could only help her up from the ground.

After sending Xiao Jinghua and Qu Minmin home, on the way back, Assistant Zhu and I didn't speak, we were silent, the quarrel still didn't dispel from our hearts, I glanced at the scenery outside, and still said, "Are you still angry?" ”

Assistant Zhu said, "Madame cares if I'm angry." ”

I said, "Of course." ”

Assistant Zhu said: "I'm not angry. ”

I turned my face to look at him sideways, and found that his expression was calm, and I said, "Zhu Wen, I just hope that you can discuss with me next time before you do anything, can you do it?" ”

Assistant Zhu also looked at me, and he said, "Then you can have nothing to do with Shen Boteng, and you won't be soft-hearted because of him?" ”

I said, "I can do it." ”

Assistant Zhu said: "Even if he is in trouble next time, or if he is in danger, can you turn a blind eye?" ”

I said in a low voice that even I had to admit as I said, "It's a thing of the past between us." I let out a long sigh and said, "It's been over between us since he got married." ”

Assistant Zhu didn't speak again, and I didn't speak again, looking at the scenery outside the car in a daze.

When the car arrived at home, I had just gotten out of the car, and a person rushed over, this person was Yuan Changming, who had been discharged from the hospital, and when he arrived in front of me, he grabbed my shoulder with his hand and said excitedly: "Liang Sheng, you finally came back from a business trip." ”

Before I could react from his sudden arrival, he hugged me tightly, and I looked at Zhu Wen who was standing behind Yuan Changming with questioning eyes, and he also looked at me.

After a while, Yuan Changming, who was holding me, let go of me again, and said, "Why don't you tell me when you come back?" When did you come back? Why haven't you called me for the past few days? ”

When I came back to my senses, I smiled and said, "Are you well?" ”

After Yuan Changming's health was better, he had long forgotten about the pain, and pointed to his neck and said, "Look, there is only one scar left, and it's all healed." ”

I gladly said, "That's good." ”

Yuan Changming took my hand and said, "I've been waiting for you to come back and prepare for the wedding." ”