Chapter 525 "A Lifetime of Loneliness"

It was already very late when Lin Zaishan and Sun Yuzhen arrived at the Water Through Stone Cafe, there was no one in the café, and the Water Through the Stone was not active this night, and it returned to a relatively deserted state, but the elegant music never stopped. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

Romantic jazz piano music reverberates in the air, several customers are chatting or reading books in their respective corners, and the whole café seems quiet.

Lin Zaishan pulled the door in a low-key manner, and the tall waitress Du Yang greeted him as soon as possible.

"Welcome...... Forest...... Uncle Lin? ”

After Lin Zaishan took off his baseball cap, he revealed his iconic silver hair, which shocked Du Yang, she didn't expect that on this inadvertent night, Lin Zaishan would come to them!

Since the end of "Singer-Songwriter", Lin Zaishan has not come to them much. How can you be in the mood to come tonight?

"Why are you here? If you want me to call the hostess, they are not there. Du Yang suppressed his excitement and made a phone call gesture towards Lin Zaishan.

Lin Zaishan smiled and waved his hand: "No need, we are here to eat, come to me...... Let's eat four set meals and eat less tonight. Zhenzi, are you enough? It's not enough to call you an extra one. ”

"I've got enough. As long as you don't rob me. ”

"Let's have five portions, then." Lin Zaishan smiled and gestured to Du Yang with a 5.

"Okay!" Du Yang responded excitedly, and lowered his voice and praised: "Uncle Lin, you are so tanned, but you are so handsome!" ”

"Haha, don't compliment me, hurry up and help me order food."

"Okay, do you want anything to drink?"

Lin Zaishan looked at Sun Yuzhen.

Sun Yuzhen said: "Just two glasses of water." ”

"Okay, I'll go get ready."

Du Yang trotted back to the dining table to prepare the meal.

Lin Zaishan took Sun Yuzhen to an inconspicuous place in the corner and sat down.

The place where he sat was inconspicuous, but his silver hair was so conspicuous that it didn't take long for a few customers in the café to recognize him.

But fortunately, these guests are all old customers of Water Through Stone, and they have seen Lin Zaishan many times before participating in the theme night of Water Through Stone, and they are not as excited as those who first met. They just whispered a few words underneath, and no one really came to disturb Lin Zaishan.

Coming to the water through the stone, enjoying the charming jazz piano music, Lin Zaishan's state is very relaxed, a little wine drunk at Lu Chen's house burns his stomach, at this time, eat a few more packages, fill his stomach, he can go home and fall asleep, tonight will definitely be cool! Thinking about Lin Zaishan, I feel comfortable and comfortable.

I was tired from going to Latin America for two weeks, although the recording was very hard, but it also gave Lin Zaishan a good night's sleep.

When he was in Latin America, he slept soundly every night, unlike before in the East China Sea, his mind was full of companies and careers, and his heart was not enough, even if he was very tired, he couldn't sleep, and he had to drink to help him sleep.

In Latin America, leaving the company's affairs behind, coupled with the hard recording and the company of his lover, Lin Zaishan gained a particularly comfortable sleep.

This kind of comfort has continued until returning to China, and he has been sleeping with a little wine for the past two days, and he sleeps very well every night, and his energy during the day is much better than before the recording.

Coupled with the fact that his complexion was getting darker and darker, he looked at least five years younger than before, and his sick complexion had been removed a lot.

And Sun Yuzhen, who was opposite him, was much more haggard than two weeks ago.

In the past, Sun Yuzhen was dressed purely, just like a female student who just came out of college. But today's Sun Yuzhen, with a haggard face and dark circles under her eyes, looks like an older young woman in her 30s at first glance.

These two weeks are the two most stressful weeks in Sun Yuzhen's life, and suddenly from a marginal PD to the main PD of a large-scale variety show, the burden on Sun Yuzhen's shoulders has never been so heavy as it is now.

Although the main production plan of this show is set by Park Dacheng, she is just helping Park Dacheng, but with the name of the producer of "The Voice", the pressure on her is still amazing.

If this show messes up, it is not Park Dacheng who is responsible, but her as the main producer. Beyond invested so heavily in the show, she definitely didn't want to mess it up.

She can't be careless, she has to do everything herself, just like Park Dacheng, who did "Singer-Songwriter" before, he has to check every small design detail personally. This time Sun Yuzhen is the same, she is checking almost everything with Park Dacheng, for fear that something will go wrong.

In the preparatory stage, there are the most things, and they have to plan everything well, so that it is conducive to the smooth development of future work.

In the past two weeks, Sun Yuzhen has worked day and night, sleeping only four or five hours every day, and all the other time is thinking about all aspects of the new show.

She's never had gray hair before, but she's been worrying about it for the past two weeks, and she's actually starting to have gray hair on her head. Of course, she is not full of white hair like Lin Zaishan, her white hair is only secretly drilled out two or three, but this is sad enough.

Because she was too busy to take care of herself, Sun Yuzhen hadn't noticed that she had grown gray hair, but her complexion was much haggard than before, everyone could see this, and Sun Yuzhen herself could see it.

Every day when she looks in the mirror, she feels as if she is a few years older, and aging so quickly is terrifying for a young girl with a dream of being an actress.

But there is no way, in order to run "The Voice" well, she must open up and not take too much care.

Even if this show makes her ten years older, she can only admit it.

After the show, she will slowly go back.

Now she has to put all her energy on the show and don't think about anything else.

"You still ride your scooter to and from the company every day? Do you want the company to give you a car? Sun Yuzhen is now responsible for the production of "The Voice", and he rides a small motorcycle every day, Lin Zaishan really can't bear it.

Sun Yuzhen smiled ashamedly and said, "I can't drive, I can only ride." ”

"Don't you have a driver's license?"

"No, I haven't studied."

"Then you should learn, you can't ride a motorcycle all the time."

"How can I have time to study now, wait until I finish "The Voice".

Sun Yuzhen yawned as she spoke, and the dark circles under her eyes seemed to have become deeper, obviously lacking sleep.

"Let's hurry up and eat in a while, go home and sleep after eating, and you can make up for sleep." After a pause, Lin Zaishan asked again: "You don't have to work when you go home, right?" ”

Sun Yuzhen said tiredly: "There is still a copywriter to do." ”

"You are now the main PD, don't do this kind of thing yourself, leave it to your subordinates. You just tell them what to do. ”

Sun Yuzhen smiled bitterly: "Now the people in the group are all seniors in the original group......

Lin Jaishan interrupted Son Ye-jin: "The predecessors are also your subordinates." When you are the main PD, you must not be thin-skinned, you should instruct them to do it, don't do it all yourself. ”

"I know, but I still have peace of mind that I do some work on my own." Seeing that Lin Zaishan was still going to speak, Sun Yuzhen said first: "Don't worry about the work here, uncle, we will do our best to do a good job in this show." ”

"Okay, in short, you have to pay attention to your body, don't show has not started filming yet, you are tired first, you must rest well when it is time to rest, you are really tired, just give yourself a vacation. Also, it's a waste of mental energy for you to commute to work on a scooter every day, and you should use your mental and physical strength for work, not on these things that don't make much sense. I'll talk to Xiaolong about it later, and let him drive you to and from work every day. ”

"Don't bother, it's very convenient for me to ride a small motorcycle, and I can get to the company in ten minutes. If I take a car, I still have to wait for Xiaolong to pick me up, and then catch up with the traffic jam, the time on the road is much longer than I ride a small motorcycle, I still like to ride a small motorcycle, free and time-saving, not too tired. If I go far away, I'll take the car of our boss (Park Dae-sung). Uncle, don't arrange more cars for me, it's really unnecessary. When I need it, I will call the company, and the company will help me send a car. ”

"That's fine, you can do whatever you want. What else do you need, if you are embarrassed to tell others, just talk to Mengmeng, or just tell me directly, I will let the company try to satisfy you. ”

"Okay, I'll tell you if you encounter any problems at work."

"It doesn't have to be a problem at work, if there is a problem in life, you can also tell me, we are not superiors, we are friends for life."

Lin Zaishan's heart moved when Sun Yuzhen said this, and she glanced at Lin Zaishan gently, but immediately she lowered her eyes, and her expression looked a little lonely and sad.

"You haven't been in a bad situation, have you? How are you in the family? Lin Zaishan noticed Sun Yuzhen's abnormality and asked her carefully.

"It's all good. I didn't encounter anything, it was all work, and I was very tired. ”

"yes, understood." Lin Zaishan encouraged Sun Yuzhen: "Come on, pass this hurdle, and your life will advance to a new stage." If we want to really improve ourselves, we have to be ourselves. ”

Sun Yuzhen smiled bitterly and said, "You just said that you would let me have a good rest, now let me be ruthless." ”

"Hehe, I mean a combination of work and rest. You must be ruthless to yourself when you are working, but you must also fully relax and rest when you are free. Sometimes, when you don't dare to give yourself a holiday, you are ruthless to give yourself a few days off, which is also a manifestation of being ruthless to yourself. ”

Sun Yuzhen smiled helplessly, her mouth was two-layered, Lin Zaishan was reasonable, she couldn't say Lin Zaishan, but she didn't have the energy to raise the bar with Lin Zaishan. She didn't have the energy to raise the bar with Lin Zaishan. But seeing that Lin Zaishan came back this time, his spirit was much more uplifted, which surprised Sun Yuzhen. Maybe with a different life, her life will be revitalized again.

Waiting for the completion of "The Voice" this time, she must give herself a long vacation.

After a while, Du Yang brought the set meal they ordered to Lin Zaishan.

The two chatted briefly and rubbed the meal.

During the meal, no matter what Lin Zaishan said, Sun Yuzhen's mind echoed the most about Lin Zaishan's sentence "lifelong friend".

It was a very warm word, but at the same time, it was also a very sad sentence for her.

If you want to be friends with this uncle for life, then she will probably be lonely for the rest of her life.

She was the only one who knew that Lin had an aunt behind the mountain.

She also didn't want to be a junior to intervene in Lin Zaishan's love life.

But I don't want to return to it, but some feelings burst out, and it is difficult to control them.

After knowing Lin Zaishan, in Sun Yuzhen's eyes, the men in this world are divided into two kinds: one is called Lin Zaishan, and the other is called other men.

In Sun Yuzhen's heart, Lin Zaishan has long been the only one that cannot be erased.

Lin Zaishan is like a big tree, taking root and sprouting in her heart day by day.

She didn't know how to express her feelings for Lin Zaishan.

Perhaps, as Lin Zaishan said, they can only be friends for life.

And she can only be lonely for the rest of her life.

This night, I returned to Huaxin's apartment, returned to my room, did my job and copywriting, lay on the bed, tossed and turned, and couldn't sleep.

I was very tired, but I just couldn't sleep, and I was very anxious.

As a last resort, Sun Yuzhen had no choice but to turn on the mp3 and put on headphones to listen to music.

Her MP3 is full of treasured tracks, many of which are samples copied from Lin Zaishan, and they are unreleased masterpieces.

She likes many of Lin Zaishan's works, such as "Song for Myself", "Hills", a song that reveals Lin Zaishan's heart, every time she listens to it, she will have a feeling of being baptized in life.

But this night, the song she listened to repeatedly was no longer this kind of song, but another emotional sketch by Lin Zaishan - "A Lifetime of Loneliness".

She liked the tune of the song the first time she heard it, but she didn't dare to listen to it all the time. Although the essence of this song is to encourage lonely people to live an optimistic and happy life, people will always be afraid when they think of loneliness.

And tonight, she had to listen to the song.

Because this song is her heart's voice -

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I think I'll always be lonely ~ I'll be so lonely all my life ~ I think I'll always be lonely ~ like this for a lifetime ~

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The bluer the sky ~ the more afraid I am to look up ~ the more complete the movie ~ the more sad ~ the more time I have ~ the more uneasy I feel ~ because I am always lonely ~ living a lonely life ~ ……

The person I like doesn't show up~ The person who appears doesn't like it~ Some love hesitates~ I'm still thinking about it, and I'll leave~ I thought about it~ But I found that it will be more difficult~ So I learned to be optimistic~ Live a lonely life~

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When loneliness has become a habit~ I am so used to it that I no longer think about what to do~ Even if I am upset~ Even if there is no one to accompany him~ How to convert between freedom and loneliness~ I walked alone on the street and looked at the sky and couldn't find the answer~ I have no answer~

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The sky is already blue~ I will look up ~ the more complete the movie ~ the more I cherish sadness ~ the more time I have ~ the more I get used to being uneasy ~ because I will always be lonely ~ I live a lonely life ~ I think I will always be lonely ~ ……

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