Chapter 198: I Want to Marry You
"I should have come to see you more," Shangguan Jingxuan explained with some weakness, "It's just that I've been entangled in some annoying things recently, so I can't get out of it for a while." ”
"It's conceivable." He didn't want to say that Yuan Chengcheng didn't get to the bottom of it. What's the worst-case scenario? Yuan Chengcheng could no longer imagine a worse situation than the current one.
"You don't even ask me?"
"Is it useful to ask?"
Shangguan Jingxuan was silent.
The two walked silently to the hall, Shangguan Jingxuan Fuyuan Chengcheng sat down on the throne, no one spoke, and the silence in the hall could even hear a needle falling. Shangguan Jingxuan suddenly became a little uncomfortable.
"I don't want to restrict your freedom, it's just that with the current situation in the palace, I don't have a better choice......," Shangguan Jingxuan explained in one more move.
"I understand." Yuan Chengcheng smiled, his eyes were gentle and distant, he had already seen through everything, but he silently tolerated everything. Shangguan Jingxuan thought that his current self was enough to shield Yuan Chengcheng from the wind and rain, but all the powerless excuses and bluff protection became vulnerable under her eyes. Shangguan Jingxuan suddenly found that no matter how long he tried, he still couldn't match her.
The beauty of the Yuan sisters is recognized as the best in the world, but it was not until this moment that her style made Shangguan Jingxuan truly feel the charm of the country and the city that made men in the world willing to cut their necks. Just for the momentary tenderness between her bright eyes, even if it takes ten lives, it is worth it!
"If you make another choice," Shangguan Jingxuan suddenly knelt down on one knee in front of Yuan Chengcheng, his forehead resting on her knee, and his hand held her hand tightly, as if he had gathered a lifetime of courage before he dared to raise his head, staring at her eyes tightly.
"Is it possible for you...... Choose me? ”
Yuan Chengcheng was stunned for a moment, his calm heart was like a pool of stagnant water, he didn't resist, and he couldn't feel joy. She looked at him in a daze, knowing what she should say, but she couldn't react at all.
Shangguan Jingxuan's eyes changed from fear to hope, and gradually dimmed from hope.
"I understand......" Shangguan Jingxuan withdrew her hand dejectedly, although she didn't answer, the compassion in her eyes had silently explained everything.
"No......" His retreat startled Yuan Qingcheng's heart tightened, and his hand involuntarily held the hand he wanted to retract.
"No, you don't get it!" Yuan Chengcheng didn't know how to express the truest feelings in her heart for him, she only knew that in this world, she only had this last trace of warmth left, and she couldn't lose him anymore, "No matter how dangerous the situation is, how many people around me betray me, I have never been afraid." That's not because I'm fearless, and it's not because I think someone else will save me from my misery, but because ...... Because I know...... At least I still have you! ”
Yuan Qingcheng's voice was choked, and he couldn't cry, and a drop of crystal fell quietly from the bright water, and it was dripping onto the back of Shangguan Jingxuan's cold hand, and the water beads meandered all the way along the back of his hand, almost burning his heart.
Yes, she loves him, with a love that is different from the night cold of Huangfu, but more intense than the feeling of cold for Huangfu, she loves him.
If she had said these words a year ago, Shangguan Jingxuan might have been moved to hate to die for her immediately, although he was willing to die for her all the time; But a year later, when he had despaired of everything, she said that all he felt was the pain of a knife, which made him pain endlessly.
In this life, he can hear her confession, even if he will go to the eighteenth layer of hell after death, he is willing. He finally waited for the day when she loved him. It's too late, it's already too late, Shangguan Jingxuan in the past will never come back......
After being entangled in death, people suddenly became enlightened, and all kinds of past, right and wrong, drifted away at that moment.
"But that Shangguan Jingxuan can't even save himself, how can he still save you?" Shangguan Jingxuan slowly stood up and sighed, "I still remember the first time I met you, I only looked at you and took the first violent beating for you in this life, from then on I should know that the fate of my life is destined to be entangled by your fate......"
These words, if they were said by others, there would definitely be a feeling of flirting and scolding between lovers, which could be said from Shangguan Jingxuan's mouth, but Yuan Chengcheng felt that it was heavier than a mountain.
"You and I are destined to be lost, and he is also destined to harm you for the rest of his life," It's like when you see a person standing on the ice that is gradually cracking, you don't know it, you want to save but you don't have that ability, no one can understand Shangguan Jingxuan's powerlessness in the face of fate, "I already knew the ending, but I couldn't bear the process anymore......"
"You are noble, naturally beautiful, arrogant but lovely, and everyone who has met you cannot help but fall in love with you. But when this love conflicts with their interests, their choice is not yours! ”
"I've been trying to redeem the ending, but giving up the throne hasn't made my brother restrain me from the precipice, and begging for weakness can't make the emperor change his mind about you, and appeasing and enlightening to eliminate hatred is even more on paper!"
"I've always stood outside the overall situation, planning your fate, but ......," Shangguan Jingxuan smiled bitterly, "Now, I can't stay out of it anymore!" ”
"You ......" Yuan Chengcheng felt a chill in his heart, and suddenly had a very bad premonition.
"That's right!" Shangguan Jingxuan knelt down on one knee under Yuan Chengcheng's knee again, with a firm expression, "I want to marry you......
"You...... You are crazy! Yuan Qingcheng shook him off in a panic, he was crazy! She thought they had communicated well, how could he ...... He's really crazy!
Shangguan Jingxuan was not surprised by her reaction, explaining: "The reason why I have always had a negative attitude towards marriage is because I know that the destination you want is not with me. I know you've been waiting for him, and I'm waiting for him to give you an ending. But you have waited for him for too long and too long, I have seen you go from a carefree and innocent girl to a desperate and haggard girl day by day, how can you make me bear it? ”
"It's not that I didn't give him a chance, it's that he didn't cherish it and blamed me! Now that I have entered the game, I can no longer care about any fate, no matter what the fate of you and me, in this life and this life, I will never let go of you again! Shangguan Jingxuan had never been so resolute and decisive, and the kind of kingly aura that grew out of his body at some point was irresistible, and he pressed back all the rejections of Yuan Chengcheng, "Ten days later, I will marry you!" ”