Maybe even his peers may not be able to understand what Ansu wants to express in this release show, but Xiang Hui can see it clearly. Because they have experienced the same joy and the same pain. Looking at An Su surrounded by applause and flowers, her soul was still lonely, and he was not. How could she know that while she was chasing someone else's figure, he was also following hers. None of them had ever thought of stopping, never looking back, and just plunged headlong into it, completely unaware of the cliffs ahead.

Are they wrong?

But who can say that the feelings that sprout in adolescence are wrong?

There is nothing wrong with all feelings in themselves, what is wrong is just the time and object of germination.

The release show has ended, Xiang Hui is still immersed in his thoughts, it is one thing to understand, and it is another thing to let go. Ge Yuhong looked at the back of An Su returning to the backstage in the stands, and then looked at Xiang Hui on the stage in the stands, and could only sigh helplessly. She looked down at her stepmother and saw her head resting on her wheelchair with her eyes closed. She was startled, and with a tremble, she put her hand between her stepmother's nose and felt that there was still breathing there, and she breathed a sigh of relief. I think the stepmother was too tired and fell asleep. She called An Su and told her that Liu Hui was asleep, and they took her back to the hospital first.

Fei Qingya, who came to participate in the launch show, wore a small silver-gray dress, still with exquisite makeup, and her long wavy hair was scattered charmingly on her back. She saw Xiang Hui from a distance. Since their breakup, the two have not been in touch. Although she knew that Xiang Hui was very likely to come to the launch show, she didn't expect to push a woman in a wheelchair to come. Watching him look down at the woman in the wheelchair from time to time, he vaguely guessed the identity of the woman.

Xiang Hui and Ge Yuhong pushed Liu Hui into the elevator, and when they turned around, they saw Fei Qingya standing outside the elevator. People entered the elevator one after another, and it was full when it was Fei Qingya's turn. She stood outside the elevator and smiled at Xiang Hui inside through the crowd. Xiang Hui also smiled slightly, and said hello.

Looking at the slowly closing elevator door, Fei Qingya thought with a little bitterness in her heart: Even if she stood face to face, she didn't know what to say. Maybe it's really as Zhang Ailing said, then there is nothing else to say, but to ask softly: "Oh, are you here too?" ”

Thinking of this, Fei Qingya smiled bitterly.

They used to be a pair of lovers who had a very tacit understanding, and now they have become the most familiar strangers.

Back at the hospital, Liu Hui, who was asleep, woke up.

When Ge Yuhong carried her to bed, he found that she was incontinent. She looked up at her stepmother who looked at her with an embarrassed face, and said with a smile: "Auntie, this dress is uncomfortable to sleep on, let me help you change it." After saying that, she called hot water to help her stepmother clean up.

From beginning to end, Liu Hui was silent. Ge Yuhong also thought that she might not dare to speak out because of her incontinence and shame. In order not to embarrass her, Ge Yuhong asked her how she felt watching the show today while helping her change her clothes, but after asking a few words, he found that she didn't match. As soon as she looked up, she found that the corners of Liu Hui's mouth were drooling, and she kept twitching, but there was no sound. She was frightened for a while, and quickly helped her stepmother get dressed and rang the bedside bell.

Not long after Xiang Hui left the hospital, after receiving a call from Ge Yuhong, he immediately turned around and went back to the hospital.

When An Su rushed to the hospital, the doctor had already completed Liu Hui's examination. Director Zheng told them the truth that the patient had developed aphasia, and according to his experience, there were only three or two days left.

Ansu quickly walked back to the hospital room with tears in her eyes, and she had to race against time to be with her mother.

Back in the ward, Ansu found her mother struggling to remove the tube from her body. Ge Yuhong was in tears, constantly trying to comfort her. The severe pain was tormenting Liu Hui, and at the same time, it was also eroding her remaining will, and she was no longer willing to live in such pain. Listening to her mother clenching her teeth, Ansu's heart seemed to be being sawed back and forth. If she could, she would be willing to bear this pain for her mother.

An Su held her mother's hand tightly, and pleaded with tears in her eyes: "Mom, I know I'm selfish, but please stay with me for a while." Stay with me a little longer! Please! ”

Listening to her daughter's words, Liu Hui stopped struggling, and clenched her teeth tighter, as if she would chew all the sockets. The doctor injected her with morphine again, this time in a larger dose than before.

Ansu's heart was extremely conflicted. She didn't want her mother to suffer this pain again, but she didn't want her to leave either. She was afraid of being alone in this world, so she selfishly kept her mother, who was already suffering from illness.

Liu Hui, who calmed down, tried to open her mouth to express, but she tried hard for a long time without success.

Ge Yuhong wiped away his tears and asked her, "Auntie, do you have anything to explain to us?" ”

Liu Hui nodded and pointed in the direction of the door.

Neither Ge Yuhong nor An Su understood what she was trying to say.

This is really a rush to death!

Seeing that her hand was still pointing in the direction of the door, Ge Yuhong remembered Xiang Hui who was still waiting outside the door. She asked her stepmother, "You mean Xiang Hui?" ”

Liu Hui nodded repeatedly.

Ge Yuhong immediately understood, and hurriedly called Xiang Hui in.

Xiang Hui entered the ward, not understanding what Liu Hui was going to do, but instinctively took her hand.

Liu Hui glanced at him and moved her gaze to An Su. Her eyes were fixed on her daughter, her entire facial muscles tensed, while her other hand gripped hers tightly. She couldn't say anything, but her mouth kept coming out of her mouth with a "uh-huh, uh-huh, um-......" sound.

Ansu's hand was grabbed by her mother, and she could feel that her mother had almost exhausted all her strength. She knew what her mom was trying to say. Mom's greatest hope is that she can let go of her hatred and live happily. At this moment, the person my mother cares about the most is still herself. If she once thought that her mother was complicit with those people because she was afraid of power, then now she finally understands that everything her mother has done in the past is out of her deepest love. It's a pity she understood too late!

An Su looked at her mother and said word by word, "Mom, I will listen to you." Forget about a qiē! ”

When Liu Hui heard this, her facial expression finally relaxed, and she kept nodding her head.

Xiang Hui looked at them silently and roughly guessed the conversation between the mother and daughter.

Ge Yuhong looked at Xiang Hui, then at An Su, and finally let go of a concern.

In the evening, Liu Hui began to fall unconscious. At first, they thought she was asleep, but then they felt that something was wrong and rushed to find the doctor on duty. Liu Hui was pushed into the rescue room.

After a long time, the doctors came out and told them that they didn't have to go back to the ward. Liu Hui was not asleep, but unconscious. Her organs had failed, and she had been supported by a stubborn will, but now she had to rely on medical equipment and medicine to keep her alive. At the same time, let them prepare for the aftermath.

Ansu cried bitterly.

The doctor comforted the family: "This disease is very tormenting to the patient, and you have seen her suffering, so you must understand her." Now that she is in a deep coma, she does not feel pain, and if she can leave in a coma, it will also alleviate her pain. ”

Although Ansu was mentally prepared, it was still difficult to accept. She prayed that her mother would open her eyes and look at her again.

In the early morning of the next day, the indicators on the monitoring instrument attached to Liu Hui's body plummeted, and the medical staff on duty once again carried out rescue.

Although they all knew that death was a relief for Liu Hui, out of the spirit of humanity, they had to rescue her. And the family members are even more reluctant to do nothing, just watch their loved ones leave.

At this moment, after Ge Yuhong witnessed his stepmother being tortured by illness to the point that life was worse than death, even if he was reluctant in his heart, he also persuaded An Su: "Let Auntie go, don't drag her anymore!" ”

How could Ansu be willing to give up? But when she thought of the images on TV of electrocuting patients for rescue, she couldn't bear to let her mother suffer that kind of pain again. During this time, I saw many people in the hospital who died in pain and struggled in severe pain, but in contrast, they left in a coma and were peaceful. Thinking of this, she endured the pain in her heart and said to the doctor: "If the medicine can be saved, it will be rescued, and the rest should be abandoned......

Liu Hui didn't open her eyes again, and she passed away in a coma.

Ansu, who had been crying all night, calmed down the moment she heard the doctor announce her mother's death. From this moment on, she had become a fatherless and motherless child, and grief and grief were like a sandstorm that made her heart a wasteland in an instant. She watched blankly as the medical staff pulled out the instruments and slowly walked over to her mother. At the moment when the nurse covered Liu Hui with a white cloth, she stopped it. No one can accept that when you lift the white cloth, you see your own relatives. She prefers to believe that her mother is just asleep. She reached out and stroked her mother's face, which still had residual warmth. This residual warmth made her greedy, and she was reluctant to retract her hand.

Ge Yuhong brought water, took out the clothes he had prepared for his stepmother, and whispered to the side to remind her to change her clothes.

Ansu didn't let anyone interfere and changed her mother's clothes alone. This was the last time she groomed her mother. Wipe her body, comb her hair, change her clothes, her movements are very gentle, as if a bigger movement will disturb her mother's good sleep. At the same time, she was babbling to her mother, but she didn't even know what to say.

Through the curtain, Ge Yuhong looked at the swaying figure on the curtain, and listened to the chattering words coming from inside, which was more heartbreaking than Ansu's crying. She couldn't control herself anymore, and bit her lip and fell on her brother's shoulder and cried bitterly.

A cart stopped at the door of the rescue room with a "clang", the person who pushed the cart was wearing a mask, and the eyes exposed outside did not have any emotion. It was the staff who had come to move the body into the morgue. He didn't urge, just stood indifferently at the door and watched. Such a scene is played out every day in the hospital, and such a scene is just a working environment for him, even the pain of his family members can't make him feel any affection.

Ge Yuqing stepped forward to communicate with him, and he was changing clothes for the deceased inside, and asked him to wait for a while. The staff nodded understandingly.

Ge Yuhong lifted the curtain and saw that his stepmother had changed her clothes, and An Su was still holding her hand and babbling. She stepped forward and whispered, "Ansu, let Auntie go!" ”

An Su didn't hear it, and still kept talking to her mother.

The hospital did not allow the patient's body to stay in the emergency room for too long, and Ansu had to ask the staff to pull the body away. But that was her mother, how could she be willing to let go. She didn't cry bitterly, but let the tears flow down silently, but no matter how her brothers and sisters held her, she was reluctant to let go of her mother's hand.

Who can understand her guilt, remorse and grief over the loss of a loved one? (To be continued.) )