It seems that Mi'er didn't really believe her own words. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Also, he has deceived her so many times, how can he be virtuous, and ask her to believe everything she says?

Shen Zhan took a deep breath, swallowed the bitterness in his mouth, and continued.

"Mi'er, whether you believe it or not, I still want to tell you that from beginning to end, you are the only one who really owns me. Wen Qingwan, at that time, I wanted to hold her and make everyone think she was favored. You also know the situation in the DPRK and China at that time, and only by praising a person who has no identity background and poses no threat to me can I successfully divert the attention of those people and make them think that I am just a manipulative emperor. ”

Shen Zhan's expression was a little obscure, "Because of the matter between the queen mother and the emperor, I don't want to be an emperor who is merciful everywhere." It is precisely because I can't give Wen Qingwan what she really wants, and she is a person who is powerless and alone in the palace, and where I can't see, I will inevitably be bullied. I thought that she was as weak and helpless as she appeared, and I couldn't give her what she wanted, so I felt guilty in my heart, and wanted to make up for it elsewhere. There was a lot of self-deprecation in his words, "But I don't think about it, but mortals are greedy." The better you treat her, the more she wants. ”

Shen Zhan looked at Song Mi'er with burning eyes, "In those days, I was blocked everywhere on the throne and experienced a lot of blows. I'm afraid to go to you, because you're so good, you're so good to me. But it was exactly what I wanted, before I clarified my sincerity, I didn't dare to see you. I'm afraid of embarrassment, I'm afraid you'll think I'm useless. I have only been on the throne for half a year, and those courtiers have threatened me with their heirs. So I thought, let's have a baby. ”

"Naturally, I won't touch others, but at that time it was not the time to conceive a child with you, not only because of his maternal grandfather's status, but also because you were too young. So I hit Wen Qingwan with my idea. I've got psychedelics that make people think they're happy. But I didn't want to, Wen Qingwan took a step ahead of me and put something in my teacup. ”

Originally, I still had a little pity and hesitation for her, but at that moment, I didn't hesitate at all. I took advantage of the opportunity to take medicine. Afterwards, Tang Lao made a prescription and told her to think that she was pregnant with a dragon heir. ”

Song Mier suddenly said, "So you pretended to be at that time?" ”

"Yes, pretend to be happy, pretend to be happy," Shen Zhan turned his head, not daring to look at Song Mi'er's eyes again, "Do you think that I am cruel and ruthless?" ”

He lowered his head, uneasy, and did not dare to listen to Song Mier's answer.

Song Mier didn't answer directly, pointed his finger on the table, and sorted out his thoughts, "Since it is a fake pregnancy, you were just making a show for the courtiers so that they could shut up." Therefore, Wen Qingwan will have a miscarriage. I guess you just stopped taking the medicine with false pregnancy symptoms, also known as blood congestion. happened to bump into someone else's scheme, so he planned it and let Wen Qingwan have a miscarriage in a timely manner. But what about her second child? ”

This is a past that made Shen Zhan very faceless, but now in front of Song Mier, he didn't care about any face, and only said bluntly, "Wen Qingwan has her own thoughts, so I don't use it anymore, I just went to the Jinghong Palace as a pretense, and I didn't even say anything, but I made her crazy in her heart, so I repeated the trick, after I avoided it, I didn't think about using medicine on her again, but she tried to hide it from the world, found a guard, and became pregnant." ”

Song Mier suddenly realized that he once thought that Shen Zhan was cold-blooded, and even hardened his heart towards the woman who gave birth to children for him, but when he heard that Wen Qingwan had a child again, he didn't even have a smile. She thought that Shen Zhan was disgusted with Wen Qingwan, so she was like this, it turned out that Shen Zhan had already known about Wen Qingwan's fornication with the guards and confusing the royal bloodline.

"But why didn't you expose it on the spot? Just for the sake of face, you can also let her have another abortion in private, why did you ask her to give birth to the child? ”

"Because I found out that Duan Miao has ghosts, but I'm not sure of her intentions. Seeing her approaching Wen Qingwan, I was curious, but I wanted to see what she was going to do. ”

Song Mier snapped his fingers, "I see! So Jiang Yuexi was also innocent at that time? So you already knew that Mei Yurong had a problem, but you deliberately lifted her up so that she could show her feet? Is there anything else you don't know about this harem? ”

Song Mier asked casually like a joke, but unexpectedly, Shen Zhan lowered his head, and his words were full of guilt, "I overestimated myself and underestimated Liu Shuxing." looked down on the hearts of the harem even more. I thought that Liu Shuxing was the same as I thought, they were allies of each other, and they had nothing to do with love. She is very ambitious, but she doesn't want to・・・・・・ I can't even think that my negligence and concealment have caused others to take advantage of loopholes, one link after another, and only then did Mi'er have your dense forest in distress. Fortunately, you are safe and sound, you don't know, when I see you covered in blood and wounded, I think I am going to die. ”

Song Mier's joking expression gradually faded, and he whispered softly, "But I don't want you to be unintentional, but she has feelings for you." But I don't want to want this harem's desire, which is a deep ravine that will never be satisfied. But I don't want your self-righteousness to almost kill me. Twice. ”

Whether it is Wen Qingwan, Liu Shuxing, or even Yu Xi, Jiang Yuelan and others, in Song Mier's heart, they were all people who Shen Zhan had more or less favored by Zhao Xing, and the queen behind her, whether she was willing to share a husband with everyone or not, but the generosity on the surface still had to be there. But now I know that Shen Zhan has never touched them. At this point, she still believes in Shen Zhan. Even in the past, Shen Zhan was mainly a concealment, but he never really deceived her on important matters.

What's more, it's not interesting to deceive these things, she can find out with a little checking. In this case, the contradictions and doubts that I saw in the past can be easily solved on this ground. And Song Mier himself also had a faint pity for these people. It's also strange to say, Song Mier asked herself if she was not a person like Concubine Xian who forced herself to be kind, but she was also a normal person, when she jumped out of her own emotional logic, she looked at Wen Qingwan and others with no attitude, and while she felt that they were hateful and hateful, she couldn't help but feel a little pitiful.

The reason for their mistakes is nothing more than pinning their minds on someone who shouldn't be pinned on them.

But for Song Mier, when she knew that Shen Zhan was the only one so far for various reasons, she immediately felt a lot more comfortable, and even felt a little less emotional about Shen Zhan's deception, the reason was just because she did have Shen Zhan in her heart. It is precisely because of him that he will hate his deception, will have such a big reaction to Liu Shuxing's words, and will blindly want to escape. She was also glad that she had been with Shen Zhan as a childhood sweetheart, that she was fortunate that she had a family background, and that she was loved by the Queen Mother, no matter what the reason was, that Shen Zhan did not try to treat herself like anyone else at the beginning, so when he had him in his heart, he also had himself in his heart.