Chapter 209: Abandonment

Accidents followed, and Shen Wansha, who was smashed, was a little dizzy, and he subconsciously let go of Helian Yu's sleeve and walked forward - the little oak was injured and cried, he had to go and see!

was hugged by Helian Yu.

"You let go ......" Shen Wansha muttered, Lu Li's eyes were scorched with blood, and his heart was tightly clenched, "You let go of me!" ”

Helian Yu sighed lightly, "I'll take you over, but don't make a noise first, okay?" They're arguing......"

Shen Wansha's mind was wooden, and he didn't hear the hidden meaning of Helian Yu's words, but he only knew that Helian agreed and immediately walked forward. He just wanted to see Lu Li, as long as Lu Li was fine......

As early as when repelling the incoming attackers, Zhao Shu ordered the government soldiers to retreat. Helian Yu helped to watch with Hong You, and in a short period of time, all the government soldiers had retreated, and the dark guard team not only quickly cleaned up the corpses on the ground, but also cleaned up the entire street.

The most lively street in the east of Xijing City, now there is no one who has nothing to do with it, and even the windows facing the street are closed tightly, not to mention the loud noise, and even the sound of breathing is cautious.

Under the blazing sun, Lu Li's eyes seemed to have been washed with water, just like when they first met in the snow, clean and innocent, and crystal clear.

The difference is that at this moment, there is a raging fire in these eyes.

Zhao Zhu loved to read miscellaneous books in his early years, and some gods and strange stories always mentioned the flames that are not seen in the world, fire in water, and fire in ice. Obviously water and fire are incompatible, but these flames can burn in water and ice, silently, fearlessly, even if there is only a little bit, once ignited, it will last forever, nothing can be extinguished......

At this moment, Lu Li stood opposite him, with raised eyebrows, crimson eyes, pursed lips, and blood between his lips...... Every part, every subtle expression is written with a deep sadness and disappointment. The blazing flame was like fire in the water, taking root under his eyes. His eyes were as clear and clean as ever, for the anger was more vibrant, but the fire ...... but it will never perish.

Indescribable fear engulfed Zhao Zhu's heart, and a voice in his heart screamed to remind him that he had to do something, otherwise he would lose Lu Li! Lu Li will never forgive him!

He made Lu Li so sad, Lu Li blamed him and hated him, shouldn't he?

What position does he have to quibble? If you do something wrong, you should suffer the consequences and sophistry...... Isn't he the clearest?

The law of establishing an army, right is right, wrong is wrong, no matter what the result is, those who should be promoted should be promoted, those who should be punished, those who speak clever quibbles, the crime will be added to one degree!

He doesn't get it all!

Zhao Shu clenched his hands into fists, his head drooped, and shouted loudly, "I was wrong!" ”

"It's me who is wrong, I shouldn't hide my identity from you!"

For the first time, for the first time in my life, I bowed my head and admitted my mistake.

When he killed his clan brother when he was a child, he did not admit his mistake; was pressed by his father to be grounded in the imperial city, and he did not admit his mistake; At first, the battlefield was not all smooth sailing, several serious injuries almost died, and the soldiers around him left one by one, and he did not admit his mistake!

Because everything is forced by the situation, he has no regrets about any decision he made! He did everything he could and should do, and he was worthy of it!

But this time, it was indeed wrong to treat Lu Li......

Lu Li is the person he wants to join hands with for the rest of his life, he should not be treated like this, if he is Lu Li, it is merciful not to kill himself!

The impression that King Ping gave to the outside world was that he was mostly powerful, cold, and high-minded, and that he would do whatever he wanted, and it was impossible for him to apologize!

One can imagine how shocked those who saw this scene were.

Lu Li laughed, his voice full of mockery, "Should Xiaomin feel honored, His Royal Highness King Ping?" ”

"I shouldn't hide my identity from you," Zhao Shu stared at Lu Li tightly, took a step forward, his eyebrows were deep, and his eyes were firm, "I was wrong." But thou shalt know my heart for thee. ”

Zhao Zhu is wearing a python blue satin robe today, which is slightly close to the body and convenient for movement. Lu Li was used to seeing it before, and he didn't think there was anything, but when he looked at it today, he found that everything was different.

The material of the clothes is rich in texture, and it is faintly shiny in the sun; The shoulders, back, placket, and sleeve corners are extremely carefully and meticulously made, and what other warriors wear is rough compared to him; The buckle on the belt is not ordinary white jade, it seems to be ivory; He is tall, with broad shoulders, narrow waist and long legs, and a structured robe worn on his body, which is even more imposing and elegant, and also reveals the nobility of the superior, which is extremely eye-catching......

Oh, yes...... Zhao Zhu is the king of Ping, the imperial power in the feudal society, how can he be the same as others?

Lu Li took a step back, covered his eyes, and muttered in a voice, "You're right...... How could you be wrong? Am I wrong...... I have no eyes, and I deserve this......"

He took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down, his hands not to shake anymore, and his body to stop stiffening.

It's not interesting to entangle the past before, Zhao Shu played him, the ending has been caused, what's the point of him pestering and asking like a frustrated woman in love?

It's already ugly, don't make yourself even more ugly.

"You yourself are here, but it's a matter of convenience......" Lu Li let go of his hand, his back was straight, and he looked at Zhao Shu quietly, "Retreat." ”

Zhao Zhu's eyes widened, and his words seemed to burst out from between his teeth, "What did you say?" ”

"I said......" Lu Li's face showed a very ugly smile, helpless and bitter, "Let's quit, Prince Ping." ”

"Not allowed!" The most frightened moment finally came, Zhao Shu couldn't hold back anymore, and hugged Lu Li fiercely, "I don't allow it!" ”

Lu Li struggled, "You get out, get out!" ”

Zhao Shu didn't dare to let go, and subconsciously felt that as long as he let go, he would lose Lu Li forever, but hugged Zhao Tight more and more.

Seeing Lu Li struggling fiercely, he also became angry.

Why not listen to him! If you lie once, you will be sentenced to death and you will not be able to live! Could it be that after nearly a year of getting along, so many days and nights, all the care and love he paid were fake! Could it be that those who have souls, attract each other, and linger passionately, are all fake?

His feelings, Lu Li doesn't like it like that......

Don't you cherish it if you throw it away!

Zhao Zhu's eyes were red, and his big hand like iron tongs restrained Lu Li's chin and kissed him fiercely.

It was a rude, predatory kiss, not tender at all, without the warmth of the past, the joy, the thick bitterness that climbed ......

But the person in his arms, even if he is unwilling, unwilling, and full of resentment, is also his, and he does not allow anyone to take him away, not even himself!

Lu Li struggled fiercely, and there was a clicking sound from the bone joints, as if he would dislocate in the next second. But he would rather be injured than be held in his arms and play with it like he used to!

He knew that he couldn't match Zhao Zhu's strength, so he simply took advantage of Zhao Zhu's tongue to roll in, and bit hard-

Zhao Shu snorted and left Lu Li's lips.

Lu Li's breath was short, and his eyes were unprecedentedly cold, "Let go of me." ”

Zhao Shu stared at him fiercely, his teeth were stained with blood, and his voice was full of anger, "No, let go!" ”

Lu Li smiled and slowly dragged himself out, even if his body was in severe pain and his bones made a loud sound, he didn't stop.

Here's how he ...... It will hurt yourself!

Zhao Shu couldn't help but let go of his strength and let him slide out of his arms. The emptiness in his arms made him even more frightened, and an ominous premonition rushed straight to his heart, "You want to ...... Walk? ”

Lu Li's eyes drooped slightly, "Yes, let's ...... It's no longer suitable to be together. ”

"You dare!" Zhao Shu grabbed Lu Li's wrist hard and dragged him to his side, maybe he was too angry, maybe he was too scared, his thinking was confused, and he couldn't say anything, "You want to go?" Why didn't you say leave when this king helped you protect you? Why don't you say leave when you're cool under this king? Why don't you say leave when you ask this king for helpβ€”"

'Smack-'

Lu Li slapped Zhao Shu hard.

After dumping it, not only others, but even he himself was stunned.

It's not that he hasn't beaten Zhao Shu, but it's all a joke, in Zhao Shu's words, it's called 'flirting and scolding', or being annoyed and angry, or deliberately saving his strength to shoot, like this, with a hateful mood, hitting with all his might, or the first time......

The palm of his hand was numb and painful, and he couldn't help but tremble, and Lu Li looked at it in a daze. He thought that if he was reborn once and had a healthy identity, he could also expect the love of ordinary people, even if this love was a little ...... Not mainstream, it is also a gift from God, and he will be happy for a lifetime.

He likes Zhao Zhu so much, his heart is full of the shadow of this person, arrogant, domineering, and a look of 'you stupid mortals'...... He likes everything and thinks it's cute.

Why...... What has become like this?

……

Lu Li's eyes turned slightly, and he saw Shen Wansha standing aside in a daze, "You...... You know. His voice was a little hoarse.

Shen Wansha nodded stunned, "...... Know. ”

Lu Li looked up at the sky, trying to force tears into his eyes. He is stupid again, Shen Wansha came out of Beijing, and his parents have a good status, how could he not know King Ping?

Shen Wansha realized that Lu Li had misunderstood, and waved his hand hurriedly, "No, no, little oak, I didn't know it at first, I haven't seen King Ping......"

"At first, ah......" Lu Li looked at Shen Wansha with a smile, "Young Master, I didn't blame you. So you don't need to explain it that way.

He smiled and turned around, "I'm leaving, you remember to take care of yourself......"

Shen Wansha cried.

He had never seen Lu Li like this, he was obviously smiling, and his smile was as bright as before, but his eyes were crying...... He was so sad......

"Little oak - don't go ......" Shen Wansha's vision was hazy, and the figure of his good friend shook violently, as if he was about to disappear in the next moment......

But his outstretched hand was empty, and the little oak ignored him.

"Lu Li!" Zhao Zhu hugged Lu Li from behind again, "You dare to go!" "He hasn't finished his words yet, and the matter hasn't been explained clearly, how can he go!

Lu Li's cuffs moved, and a silver arc of light flashed in the air, and soon it was bloody.

His scalpel scratched his arm, and at the same time slashed across Zhao Zhu's face.

There was a thick fire burning under his dark eyes, but his tone was extremely calm, "Let go." ”

There was a slight tingling sensation on his face, and the warm liquid slowly slid down, and Zhao Shu knew that he was bleeding. But for this almost imperceptible flesh wound, the deep wound on Lu Li's arm burned his eyes even more......

Lu Li is injured!

Because you will rebel against him!

If he continues to be stubborn, it will not be him who will be injured, but Lu Li......

The young man in front of him is obviously so thin, and his body is still green, why does he have so much courage? Why...... Hate him so much?

Zhao Shu didn't dare to stop it anymore, he didn't want Lu Li to be injured.

"Don't let anyone follow." The scalpel in Lu Li's hand flashed with a cold light, "Otherwise, I don't know what I would do." ”

Zhao Zhu's face shriveled, his eyes were gray, and he raised his hand to let his secret guards retreat. His throat tightened, "Lu Li...... Don't be impulsive...... I beg you, think about it, don't be impulsive, okay? I have a lot to say to you, just calm down and think about it......"

Lu Li hooked his lips and smiled, suddenly pulled over a horse that followed the government soldiers, jumped up, and pinched the horse's belly hard, "Drive!" ”

The horse neighed, its hooves raised, and quickly left the long street.

Shen Wansha's frightened heart was about to jump out, "Little oak can't ride a horse!" ”

Zhao Shu clenched his fists, "...... He would. ”

One day when he was bored, he taught Lu Li to ride a horse. Lu Li is obviously a weak young man, but he is quite talented in horseback riding, and he can ride well in half a day......

"We ...... Does it really matter? Shen Wansha bit her lip tightly, her face was frighteningly pale.

Zhao Shu didn't answer, just gestured.

A group of gray-clad men immediately jumped out and knelt in front of him to listen to the order.

"Follow the princess, but if there is a danger of being discovered, stay by from a distance." Zhao Zhu actually wanted to rush forward by himself, but he knew that with his current mood, he was afraid that he couldn't help but show up in the past and make things worse.

Why don't you give Lu Li a time to calm down. Lu Li is very smart and rational, he will always think clearly, no matter whether he blames him or hates him, he will always have an end with him......

But in order to avoid accidents, he ordered, "Close the gates of Xijing, Xing Zuo and Hongyou, you are personally responsible, this king doesn't want this king's princess to leave, but this king doesn't know!" ”

"Yes!"

……

Lu Li understood Zhao Zhu's temperament, it was impossible for this person to completely let go of his hands, he really didn't send someone to follow, he just wanted to find a place to think about it and how to deal with it in the future.

Of course, he already had a guard in his heart, and even subconsciously, he found a good place.

It was a very, very large, flat river, with no houses, no mountains, not even a few trees, and a clear view. If anyone comes with them, they will be discovered immediately, no matter how strong their martial arts are.

Lu Li couldn't believe that there was such a place in Xijing City, but it was such a coincidence that he found it.

He rubbed the horse's neck, "Thank you......"

The horse neighed proudly.

"Fortunately, in the middle of summer in July, although the grass grows short, it is dense enough," Lu Li patted the horse, "Go ahead." ”

The horse arched him, flicked his tail, and went slowly grazing.

Lu Li sat down on the spot and cleaned up his messy mood.

After the shock, his sanity had slowly recovered.

This relationship is built on lies, even if Zhao Shu has any hardships, the facts have already been caused, and he doesn't want to hear an explanation. The feudal society magnates play a variety of ways, Zhao Zhu can deceive him once, who knows if there will be a second time, a third time?

Lu Li leaned back, lay flat on the ground, raised his hand to his eyes, and the back of his hand was once again soaked with tears.

Born sick, the caution of his family made him know that he was different from ordinary people, even if he was strong and worked hard, and proved himself with outstanding abilities that ordinary people can't do, he is still not an ordinary person.

How long he was born has worried his family. He longs for feelings, friendship, love, and what is depicted in books, movies and television is so beautiful, and he also wants to taste it, but he doesn't dare.

He can't make more people worried.

He didn't dare to make friends, he didn't dare to have a good impression of anyone, and asked himself to grit his teeth and carry it, because it was the suffering that God gave him alone, and it was enough to implicate his family.

Accidentally reborn, he has a healthy body, at first he was excited that he could run, he could enjoy the thrill that all boys yearn for, and later, he longed for more, is to experience the feelings of ordinary people.

The warmth given by the Zhang family made him nostalgic, and Shen Wansha's friendship made him can't help but be moved when he dreams back late at night, and his attachment to Zhao Zhu ...... Let him feel that it is complete.

is like a person who has been immersed in darkness and has found his own salvation, he likes Zhao Zhu wholeheartedly, because this is his life, and it is the meaning of his life again.

Zhao Zhu ...... to him Important, more important than anyone else.

The wound on his arm throbbed for a while, and Lu Li bit his lip tightly and endured it, reviewing his mistakes.

Zhao Shu is at fault, isn't he at all? He likes criminal investigation and solves crimes, and has learned a lot of knowledge, if he has the heart to observe, he will definitely be able to find the difference between the people around him, but he doesn't.

He made it very clear that the case was the case, and he had to devote himself wholeheartedly, mobilize all his knowledge, think hard, think, and solve the mystery. But for friends, he feels that what he needs to devote himself to is affection and trust, since he has become a friend and a lover, he should not doubt, speculate, and treat it with the purest heart.

Seeing all kinds of betrayals in the case, the darkness of human nature is enough, and he wants to exchange sincerity for sincerity. Moreover, he expects pure feelings, life is already so tired, and when he is with his lover, he should not use his brain so much.

He should have looked at it with his eyes wide open......

He shouldn't worry about seeing something bad that causes him to be embarrassed and doesn't observe his friend, even if there is something bad, facing it together may be a greater respect for his friend.

If he had done it earlier, it wouldn't have happened today.

But is he really so observant and picky, can he still find friends?

Lu Li was confused.

The feeling of being broken was too bad for him to take it again.

So this relationship should not continue anymore.

……

The sky is getting late, the gorgeous sunset dyes the sky red, the breeze brings the fragrance of summer flowers, and the drunk want to shed tears.

Lu Li raised his hand, looked at the sky between his fingers, and heard the sound of his tears falling on the blades of grass.

The Great Xia Dynasty, when I first arrived, I was messed up by him, so I failed, so, let it go.

He admitted that he was unproductive, and he thought for a long time but didn't come up with any other way than to hide.

He knew that Zhao Zhu had a temperament, as King Ping, he was in a high position, and he wanted to find himself, not too simple. He didn't want to live in this shadow for the rest of his life, so he had to change his life......

I made a decision, and I felt a lot more comfortable. Lu Li exhaled a long breath, slowly closed his eyes, and thought about how to leave.

But in an instant, Shen Wansha's face was reflected in his mind.

Lu Li didn't blame Shen Wansha at all, Shen Wansha said that he didn't know that Zhao Zhu was King Ping at first, in fact, even if he always knew, he didn't blame him. King Ping is the prince, and he only needs a small threat of oppression, and Shen Wansha can't say it to him, this is due to his class status.

And Shen Wansha and Zhao Zhu ...... It's not the same.

Friends & Lovers...... It's not the same.

"I'm sorry......" muttered from Lu Li. If he wants to leave, he has to give up even Shen Wansha, a friend. The young master is so enthusiastic and so cute, without him on the road in the future, it will definitely be tasteless.

But he had to give up.

Guan County, Zhang's family, all the people he likes, must be sacrificed......

Lu Li sometimes felt that he was too cold.

Just like when handling a case, he can always get out of the way and judge the criminal's crime calmly and harshly. He seems to be a little jealous and hateful, hating all those who have blood on their hands and deliberately kill others. He lacks empathy and can never empathize unless the case involves the elderly, children, women.

He looked at the world coldly, like this qiΔ“ had nothing to do with him.

He can give up too many things, even his family affection, sometimes he feels that it is a burden, he is actually not good to others, and he is ...... to himself More ruthless.

Giving up this qiΔ“, he will feel a little uncomfortable at first, but he will get through, maybe after many years, when he meets Shen Wansha, he can still calmly say good.

……

Suddenly, a familiar 'whooshing' sound came, and the next moment, a small white ball threw itself into his arms.

"Big White?" Lu Li was very surprised.

Da Bai licked his face enthusiastically, "Wang! ”

Footsteps approached, stopping beside him.

Lu Li hugged Da Bai, and a woman appeared in his field of vision.

Pear blossom face, amorous eyes, enchanting red dress, the woman seems to have draped the sunset on her body, which is beautiful.

"Want to leave?" She said.

……

Zhao Zhu waited for an hour, but Lu Li still didn't come back. Although the city gate reported that he didn't see Lu Li, and there was no movement anywhere, he still couldn't help it.

He summoned Yuan Lian and asked in a cold voice, "You guarantee that Lu Li didn't leave?" ”

"The place chosen by the princess is too coincidental, we can't get close, we only wait in a farther circle, and no one sees the princess come out."

Zhao Zhu slapped the table fiercely, "Let's go!" "He wants to see with his own eyes, and if he can't see Lu Li again, he's afraid he's going crazy!

Shen Wansha dragged Helian Yu to sit by the window, looking out from time to time, waiting anxiously.

But he didn't wait for Zhao Zhu, only for Yuan Lian's subordinates.

The man was specially sent to report the news, "Princess...... Let's go. ”

Shen Wansha was a little stunned, and suddenly stepped forward and grabbed the man's hand, "What do you mean by leaving!" ”

"The subordinates can't find the princess, and the princess has left."

"Leave...... Let's go? Shen Wansha's eyes were blank, and his voice was broken, "Little Oak doesn't want me anymore?" ”

He suddenly burst into tears and ran out wildly, "I don't believe it, I want to see with my own eyes, it's impossible for the little oak not to want me!" ”

"Sand!" Helian Yu's figure floated out, quickly following.

The wind is slightly cool, the stars appear in the sky, and the night spreads out like ink.

Under the stars and moon, I don't know whose tears were dried by the wind and reappeared.

This night's Xijing City seems to have returned to the era of the Jin Ge Iron Horse, and the sound of horses' hooves is everywhere, accompanied by the sound of silence.