Life during the holidays is always leisurely, with no homework, no make-up classes, nothing before. Despite a tragedy, life has to go on. Sometimes you have to admit that no matter how bad life is for you, you still want to live. Because you still miss the feeling of laughing. Boredom, Peng Yu had to sit down and watch TV.

"A man must be able to endure grievances, endure pain, endure loneliness, and resist misunderstanding." This is a recent hit TV series "I Am the Sharp Knives of Special Forces". As a special soldier, the pain to endure is far greater than that of ordinary people. Special forces training camps are hell, and they are warriors from hell.

Special forces? Maybe it would be a good decision. But is this my decision? Away from family, away from friends. Put on a mask and be another person, even though I've always been a person who keeps changing masks.

Wouldn't it be a little capricious to decide your own path like this? If you are willful, you will be willful, in life, who has not done something that you know is wrong? Perhaps only after being willful again and again will we understand what society is and what life is.

Peng Yu planned to discuss it with his mother. My father disappeared a few years ago, and there has been no news since. Some people say that my father committed a crime and fled abroad, so he never returned. So he is also the child of a criminal, with the blood of a criminal in his body. For this reason, Peng Yu always heard others gossip when he was a child. It's all about his father. Peng Yu didn't care what they said. Anyway, since Peng Yu has a memory, he hasn't seen his father, and he has no feelings for his father. So he wouldn't care what they said?

But these gossips made Peng Yu's mother hide in the corner and cry every day, which was the only thing that Peng Yu couldn't bear. But what can Peng Yu do? He could only cry with his mother. Mother just choked up and said, "Xiaoyu, don't blame your father." Peng Yu couldn't understand. He wanted to ask, but he was afraid that his mother would be sad to remember the past.

So Peng Yu has listened to his mother since he was a child. Never disobey the mother. Everything is only done with the mother's consent. This decision can only be implemented after the mother's consent.

For Peng Yu's decision, the mother was surprised, the mother never thought that her son would think of being a soldier with such a giggling every day, and her son's small body is only skinny, no matter who sees it, he will think that he is a weak scholar. He went to be a soldier, which didn't match Peng Yu's setting at all. Although she is a person who has been walking for more than 40 years, she has been able to face many things calmly, but in the face of her son's decision. She still couldn't help but lose her temper.

"Son, have you really thought about it? Being a soldier isn't as comfortable as going to college. I'm afraid you can't stand it. Mother asked tentatively.

"Well, I figured it out. Although it will be tiring. But I'm ready for it. ”

The mother looked at her son's eyes and did not speak for a long time. She wanted to say something, but she saw the fortitude in her son's eyes, and swallowed back the words that came to her lips. It was the first time my son had been so determined to do something. Although the mother hopes that her son can spend his life in peace. But this time, my mother felt that what she had done before was wrong. Maybe I shouldn't interfere in his life. He should be allowed to follow the path he chooses.

A man who only laughs heartlessly every day, and when he decides to do something, no one can stop him. Because this kind of person is often a real chaser. Mother finally spoke, "In that case, if you do make a decision. Then go ahead, Mom won't stop you. When you grow up, it's time to do what you think is right. But you have to think clearly, if you enter the army, you can't turn back. With that, the mother turned and went into the house.

Looking at the back of his mother leaving, Peng Yu said secretly: Mom, when I come back, I won't let you leak such an expression and such a back again.

This holiday, Peng Yu was preparing to go to the army. I plan to start recruiting after the school starts, so I go to sign up for the army. time

Time passed quickly, and half of the time had passed in the blink of an eye.

"Hey, where have you been these days, you don't answer your calls. Fast! Come to 'Shengshi Mingyue' to accompany me for a few rounds. He Hao's voice rang on the other end of the phone.

"Okay, I have something to tell you too." After speaking, Peng Yu rode to the Internet café. The two of them played in the Internet café for an afternoon, and while eating, He Hao threw an express mail in front of Peng Yu.

"What's that?"

"Your sister, I haven't seen anyone for more than a month. I'll get your acceptance letter for you. How can you thank me? ”

Open the express and look at the bright red notice.

Admission letter from Shanghai A College

Congratulations to Peng Yu......

To be honest, according to Peng Yu's usual grades, it is basically impossible to go to a second school in Shanghai. But God still takes good care of him. Let him take the shit luck when he took the college entrance examination. After attending this university, Shanghai is a city that Peng Yu dreamed of coming to. Not only because the city is bustling, but more importantly, he feels that the city is lonely. He wanted to see this lonely city.

"By the way, we're two at the same university. Haha, when you get to college, you still can't escape the clutches of the old man. Ha ha! Wash your ass and wait for me~"

"Your sister! By the way, I have something to tell you. ”

"What's wrong? You're not going to be okay with other men behind my back, are you? You negative man. Woooooooo ”

"I'm going to get down to business. Don't mess around. ”

"Okay, you keep talking, I'll listen."

"I'm going to sign up for the military and come back in two years to go back to college."

The banter on He Hao's face just now instantly became solemn, with a hint of anger in his eyes. The air suddenly became silent. A few minutes later, He Hao took a sip of beer and exhaled a long breath.

"Is it decided?"

"Well, I've got all the information in the past few days."

"That's it, are you leaving again...... Come, go one. ”

The two drank directly from the bottle and drank the whole bottle in one go. He Hao slammed the wine bottle on the table. ", I said we would go to the same school together. Go out together during the holidays and go to work together. Let's go to pickle girls, let's go together...... But now, you're leaving, why do you think I'm going to college and running so far? Can't I stay in the province? It's not because I think of you as my best friend, I think even if I go that far, I have a good friend in the same school. That's pretty good, too. But now you're telling me you're going to be a soldier. I fuck ......."

Once again, the air fell silent, and bottles rolled on the table. It's like a pendulum clock, bringing the two into the memories of the past. He Hao sat down slowly, scratched his head vigorously, and then continued to pestle his head without speaking.

"I'm sorry." Peng Yu really felt that he was very sorry for He Hao, they stayed together for three years in high school. Go out over the wall together and play games all night, go to bars together, and get beaten together. Now that he was leaving, but he didn't tell him in advance, Peng Yu felt that he was really too much of a bastard. At this moment, Peng Yu knew that it was useless to say anything more. I had to open another bottle of wine and hand it to He Hao, and I also opened a bottle of wine.

"Drink! Maybe it's the last time. I don't know how long it will take before we can drink together again. The two men opened bottle after bottle of wine. Tonight is destined to end with someone falling. All that was left in the booth was the sound of wine bottles colliding, and the voices of two people were out of tune. Sing and laugh for a while. The land became a gathering place for madmen. It's actually quite fun to be a madman. You don't have to worry about so many things, you don't have so much pain, and you are free to do what you want, because in the eyes of others, you are just a hopeless madman.

The next day, Peng Yu received a text message from He Hao: "Brother, if you want to find a place to be quiet, then you can go." Brother for so many years, I think if I don't understand you, then you won't be able to hold on. Don't let me see you off when you leave, I'm busy......"

Peng Yu sneered after reading the text message.

"Well, I won't call you to see me off when I leave. Because ......"