Chapter 146: Hidden Sorrow
"You marry me?" Luo Ziqi laughed in his heart, stepped forward and picked up Huangfu Shu, who was sitting on the seat, and said with a serious face, "But the princess is only three years old now, and Ziqi is already in her twenties." It's that Ziqi can really never marry, and when the princess grows up, I will be old, and my beard will grow like a goat in the royal garden, will the princess still be willing to marry Ziqi at that time? ”
Huangfu Shu hesitated, Luo Ziqi was very handsome, but if he really looked like that old goat after more than ten years, wouldn't he be ugly?
"At that time, Your Majesty will marry the princess to Ziqi, and Ziqi will be the princess's concubine. When the princess wants to kiss her children as usual, she will have to wear that long broom-like beard......"
"Ahh No! "Just thinking of the long and hard thick beard Huangfu Shu was timid, although she had not seen Luo Ziqi grow a beard, but she had seen the bearded generals in the court, the beard was long, just looking at it felt that her face was pierced!
"No! Princess Chrysostom said, since she promised to marry Ziqi, how can she regret it? Luo Ziqi refused to let her go like this, "When the time comes, Ziqi's beard will grow longer and harder than his hair!" Princess, you can't leave me behind! Luo Ziqi rubbed Huang Fushu's face as he spoke, making Huang Fushu scream again and again.
"Alright, alright! General Luo, don't scare her! Mrs. Yun saw that Huangfu Shu was about to cry because of him, and finally couldn't stand it anymore, so she got up and took Shangyuan from his arms, "Shu'er is good, Shu'er is good!" Your brother won't let you really marry him! ”
Just now he was just about scaring her, Luo Ziqi didn't expect Huangfu Shu to be really scared and cry by him. Huangfu Shu, whose tears were still falling, lay on Mrs. Yun's shoulder and continued to sob: "I don't want to marry a bearded ......"
"Okay, good, bearded people don't marry!" Mrs. Yun, who has always been gentle, glared at Luo Ziqi fiercely, blaming him for playing too much. Luo Ziqi touched his chin curtly, he is not really bearded! Besides, it was Princess Shangyuan who said that she wanted to marry him first, and it was as if he was forced to marry at this time.
"I won't marry, my sister-in-law will marry him!" Huang Fushu cried while not forgetting to find a daughter-in-law for Luo Ziqi. Mrs. Yun was stunned for a moment, and didn't take her fairy tale to heart: "You just fell in love with him, why did you become a sister-in-law to marry again?" ”
Huangfu Shu secretly glanced at Luo Ziqi on the side, and explained in a low sob: "None of us married him, he ran away like Brother Wang!" ”
Luo Ziqi didn't come over for nearly a month, and although Huang Fushu didn't say anything, he was very afraid that Luo Ziqi would never come again like Huang Fu's cold night. And at her age, the only way she could think of to keep him was to find someone from among them to marry him.
Mrs. Yun and Luo Ziqi thought that Huangfu Shu was crying so badly because they were afraid that he would grow a beard, but no one knew that this little girl who was only three years old was actually really afraid that if she couldn't marry Luo Ziqi and her sister-in-law didn't want to marry him, then who could keep him.
The smile on Mrs. Yun's face gradually faded, but Huang Fushu's unintentional words just hit her sadness. She can't remember how long Huangfu hasn't been here at night, and she has the impression that when he went to Xuanhua Palace for the last time, Huangfu Shu seemed to be still wrapped in swaddling clothes. At that time, Huang Fu Shu couldn't sleep no matter how coaxed her, and Huang Fu Ye Han stood outside the hall and watched them, and then took Huang Fu Shu from her hand, which was the last time he was so gentle to her. He seemed to be concerned about asking her if she was tired, but she couldn't remember whether she asked or didn't ask at the time......
Before Mrs. Yun shook her mind, Huang Fushu was already crying tired and fell asleep on her shoulder. Yun Xuan carried her to the big bed in the inner hall and covered her with a quilt, only to find that Luo Ziqi was leaning on the door frame of the inner hall and looked at her for a long time.
"Your Majesty has bitterness for Niangniang's snubbing." Luo Ziqi, who had been silent, suddenly said.
"I know," Yun Xuan barely cheered himself up, "Your Majesty is a person who does great things, and ** things should not be Your Majesty's fetters in the first place, everything he does must have his considerations." ”
Although Yun Xuan didn't understand politics, she also knew that the situation between the two countries was tense and that war would break out at any time, and she could imagine how much pressure there was on the shoulders of the outnumbered Huangfu Yehan. The queen's maiden family controls the lifeblood of the Chinese army, and most of the concubines are also involved in the armies of all parties. His Majesty snubbed her out of consideration for the overall situation, and she could fully understand it.
It's one thing to be understandable, but it's another thing to be heartbroken. For the sake of the great cause of Ningguo, even if Huangfu Yehan doesn't come to see her for the rest of her life, she won't be resentful, but the premise is that his snub is really just because of national interests?
What she needs is a hint that she can't help herself, even if it's just a look, to prove that Huangfu Yehan also has her in his heart. No, never. When he was indifferent to her, she had been secretly looking at him, but he had never given her the slightest reluctance to look back.
Time passed little by little, and Huangfu's cold heart made her feel farther and farther away. Huangfu Yehan didn't let her go out casually, she could understand that it was for her good, but she needed a reason, a reason that would allow her to continue to wait without regrets. So, one day, she mustered up the courage to go out to him.
I don't know if that day is God's answer to her, she almost accidentally met Huangfu on the road. She was standing a few paces away from him, but his attention was so focused on what he was holding that he didn't notice her.
Huangfu Yehan has always been very gentle to his concubines, but she has never seen such affectionate eyes, so she suddenly has a kind of understanding that Huangfu Yehan's gentleness that is always mixed with coldness is not because he doesn't know how to express it, but because he hasn't loved it at that time. She couldn't help herself from looking at what he was holding, it was a hairpin, a strange hairpin, she didn't know whose it was, but she knew that the reason she was looking for was gone......
"Your Majesty......" Luo Ziqi said abruptly, facing Mrs. Yun's calmness, he didn't know what to say.
"When the crisis in Ningguo is resolved, the former majesty will come back, right?" Yun Xuan spoke it up for him. Luo Ziqi suddenly found that in the face of the pair of eyes in front of him that seemed to have already seen everything, he didn't know whether to nod or shake his head.
"Your Majesty's meaning, I already understand, Shu'er, I will definitely take good care of her......" Yun Xuan knew that she should say something high-sounding at this time, but halfway through the words, her tears couldn't stop flowing.
Maybe this is not in order, maybe he should say some comforting words, but Luo Ziqi lent her his shoulder......