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"Oh." Ying Yao nodded noncommittally.

Dazhao is thousands of miles away from Dongyi, and he still thinks it's not worth tossing so much for a girl.

Seeing that there was incense on the incense table, Ying Yao twisted up three sticks and inserted them in the incense burner, bowed to the statue of Amitabha Buddha in front of him, and then looked around absentmindedly, his eyes were always wandering, and he did not look at the columbarium in front of him.

Looking back, Ying Yao frowned: "Yanping, why didn't you come to ask for peace when you saw your father?" ”

The county lord of Yanping, who was dressed in a plain dress, was half hiding behind his mother, as if he was afraid of seeing people, and when she heard her father's question, she trembled for a moment before she walked out and saluted him, "Father." ”

"Hmm." I don't understand why my daughter is afraid of being like this when she sees her, and Ying Yao doesn't bother to think about it. He waved his hand impatiently: "You go out first, and your mother and I ......."

Ying Yao's face changed, and he coughed a few times before he continued: "You go out first, I have something to say to your mother." ”

The county lord of Yanping turned his head to leave with relief, and when she saw her mother standing beside her, she stopped her movements again and whispered, "Mother? ”

Princess Xian smiled at her daughter's concerned eyes: "It's okay, you go out for a walk, don't go far." ”

"Yes." The county lord of Yanping answered and walked out of the hall quickly.

"What do you think?" There was a long distance between Ying Yao and Princess Xian, and there were only futons in the reception hall, and neither of them was sitting, still standing and talking.

"Huh?" The sentence without a beginning or end made Princess Xian also frown: "What do you think?" ”

"Humph!" Ying Yao sneered, and the little smile on his face couldn't be maintained: "Aren't you going to reconcile with the old man?" What a fool! ”

Before he could say the word 'Heli', Princess Xian looked at the columbarium placed on the incense table, as if Tara was watching them there......

Princess Xian's eyes were red and her nose was sour.

She smiled at the altar of ashes, and it was a miserable laugh: "Tara, I didn't tell you that it was the ...... I'm sorry for you! But I can't live with him anymore, you always make me endure it, and if I endure it any longer, I'll go crazy. I've been stupid for most of my life, and you can't bear to see me go crazy for the rest of my life? ”

"Who are you talking to?" Following her line of sight, Ying Yao's eyes fell on the jar, cold sweat seemed to come out in an instant, and he walked up to Princess Xian as if he was running away and shouted loudly: "Who are you talking to!" ”

"No one." His attitude surprised Princess Xian, but she still didn't want to explain more.

It's torture to say a word to him now, and she just wants to end their relationship quickly.

"You're not right." Princess Xian took a few steps back, not wanting to stand too close to him: "Heli is the result of my careful consideration, and I also proposed it, but what do you think?" ”

"Huh!" Dipping the handkerchief with a handkerchief, the cold sweat that kept pouring out on his forehead, Ying Yao grinded his teeth with hatred in his heart: "What if you think about it?" If the old man doesn't nod, do you think reconciliation can be achieved? ”

"Even if you nod your head, you may not be able to make it." Princess Xian looked up at him, a face that was so handsome when she was young was now distorted and unrecognizable. She was not afraid of him, or she was afraid in the past, but now she is not afraid, so she can look at him so intently, and the more she looks, the more she feels that the person in front of her is a stranger.

"Even if you and I both nod our heads, it may not be possible." Princess Xian turned her back to him, she didn't look at him anymore, afraid that if she looked at him any longer, the little handsomeness in her heart would become ugly!

"Looks like you're not crazy yet." Ying Yao nodded, and said patiently: "The two of us got married for the sake of Dazhao and Dongyi, if we reconcile and leave, what will be the face of the two countries?" Neither His Majesty nor the Queen Mother will agree. ”

Princess Xian lowered her head and did not speak, and did not speak.

Ying Yao was happy and angry in his heart, and said in his heart: When the old man was in the limelight, you followed me with a dead face, and now that I have lost power, you said that you don't want to live with me, it's too late! Cheap woman, now I can't help you and me!

"I know what's going on in your mind." After a moment of silence, Princess Xian opened her mouth lightly: "You are complaining that I am a villain who tends to be inflammatory, when you were King Xian, I coveted the title of Princess Xian, and now that you have no title, I can't look down on you, so I'm not a good woman." ”

"Huh!" The one who was said to have won the smile did not deny it: "I'm afraid that no matter what the old man thinks of you, as soon as the news of the separation spreads, all the people will think of you like this, and they may say something more ugly than the 'villain who tends to be inflammatory'...... At that time, did you ever think about how your son could gain a foothold in the court?! ”

"It doesn't matter, I don't care what others say......"

She has cared about her reputation for more than 20 years, she cares about her husband's face, she cares about Dongyi's reaction, and she cares that her children will be pointed at by others after they lose their father...... She cares about them so much, but who really cares about herself!

"What if you don't care or not?" The smile on Ying Yao's face became hard and cruel: "Heli is a major matter related to the relationship between Dazhao and Dongyi, do you think Your Majesty and the Queen Mother will care about your thoughts?" ”

"Then I'll try it too." Princess Xian raised her head slowly, looking at him with a determined gaze, and was quite surprised to see him sweating profusely, but she still insisted: "I can't and I don't care about myself." ”

I can't and I don't care about myself anymore...... Such words made Ying Yao stunned, and he pondered this sentence repeatedly in his heart, not believing that she could say it.

He took a deep breath, calmed his irritable mind a little, and said in a good tone, "Don't be cranky. Although you and I are a bad fate, but we have spent most of our lives, and now our children are not young, but our parents make big jokes, how do you let them meet people? ”

"Mother." The Lord of Yanping, who was standing outside the door of the main hall, called out cautiously.

"Yanping?" Princess Xian looked at her daughter with concern and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"I ...... I want to say ......" She swallowed, closed her eyes and gritted her teeth and said: "You don't have to think about me, I rarely go out anyway, I'm not afraid of jokes, I ......"

She stammered, and seemed to have exhausted all her strength to finish her words: "No matter what decision my mother makes, my mother is still my ......mother after all."

"Bastard!" His daughter's words made the evil fire in Ying Yao's chest unable to suppress it any longer, and he walked quickly to the gate of the hall, shouting as he walked: "You unfilial beast, what do you say?!" Your mother is your mother after all? And what about the father? Won't you be your dad in the future? ”

"Father......" Yanping opened his eyes, stared at the angry man who strode towards him, and asked angrily, "Do you regard me as a daughter?" Father, how old am I? What month is your birthday? How many books have I read? Do I like sweets......"

"......" Ying Yao stopped, he thought for a while before he spoke: "If the old man doesn't treat you as a daughter, how can he raise you to grow up?" What is your birthday...... You're ten years old, aren't you...... Now that you ask these boring questions about your father, you must not even remember all of them even your mother! ”

"My daughter's birthday is May 29, and when I gave birth to you, the pink lotus in our garden only bloomed, a pool of flowers and bones, beautiful ......and tight" Princess Xian walked towards Yanping and blocked in front of her, so that Ying Yao couldn't hit her: "You are three years younger than your brother, and you are twenty-one years old this year......"

Her daughter is twenty-one years old, seeing her standing alone outside the door, Princess Xian is very sad, her daughters are twenty-one years old, but in the foreseeable future, she will still survive so alone until the day she dies at the end of her life......

Her daughter has no future!

Tears can't help but fall. She staggered her gaze and didn't dare to look at Yanping anymore, feeling boundless guilt for her, as a mother, she didn't protect her daughter, and she never looked up in front of her daughter.

"I have read the whole book of "Women's Rules", "Women's Commandments" and "Women's Proverbs", but my mother doesn't like to read, so I can only say the title of the book." Choked up, Princess Xian continued: "Yanping loves sweets very much, and she loves to eat them when she is young, but she lost her teeth later, and when she eats sweets again, she will have a toothache, so she won't touch sweets." ”

There was a chill on her face, the county lord of Yanping stretched out her hand to caress her mother's face, carefully brushing away her tears, her fingertips were cold, but there was a beautiful smile on her face: "Father, have you heard, my mother has everything in my heart, and my mother knows whether I have done good or bad things!" ”

Yanping's tone was proud, which made Ying Yao extremely harsh: "She is a woman's family, and it is her duty to teach her husband and children, so what's so strange about remembering these." ”

"Not really!" Yanping leaned out and looked at his father behind his mother: "My mother has me in her heart!" ”

Her face was red and hot, and her legs trembled uncontrollably, but the county lord of Yanping still mustered up the courage to refute his father!

This was the first time in her life that she refuted him, and she was still scared to death when she met her father's eyes, but for the sake of her mother, she was willing to do so!

……

On the first day after the holiday, Ying Su had a lot of things to deal with, so he came back a lot later than usual.

Tired of stepping into their yard, he couldn't help but smile when he saw the warm lights in the bedroom. There was a woman he liked waiting for him in the house, and when he thought of this Ying Su, he felt that he had strength again.

"What are you doing here? It's dark, and it's not afraid to scare people! As soon as Yue Xi came out of his sons' room, he saw His Majesty the Emperor standing in the middle of the courtyard, and greeted him while counting him: "Have you eaten?" Hungry or not? ”

"I ate it in the palace." Ying Su dragged her into the house together: "The children are all asleep? ”

"Go to bed early." Yue Xi took his cloak and hung it on the hanger, and threw a hot towel to wipe his hands and face: "I'm just going over to see if the brazier is gone." ”

"Hmm." Ying Su wiped his hands and threw the cloth towel into the copper basin: "I'd better wash it." ”

……

"Hey, tell you something?" In front of the steaming bathtub, His Majesty the Emperor spread his hair and refused to go down: "This is too hot......"

Yue Xi came in with a change of clothes, and when he saw that he was still soaking in, he couldn't help but shake his head: "There are too many things!" ”