Chapter Thirty-Eight: Under the Dream
readx; "Ming people don't say secret words, but I came to you for something. Pen, fun, and pavilion www.biquge.info," the woman said directly. "I want to ask you to help me with two things, the first thing is to entrust you to take care of Jinxin, and the second thing is to ......" Before the woman finished speaking, tears flowed down her eyes, and tears were stained with tears.
"Don't cry. Jinxin, I will definitely help you take care of it, Jinxin's little girl treats me like my own relatives, I have already recognized her as my own sister. It's just ......" Nangong Yuyan hesitated. "But she was imprisoned by me, and there is no good reward for good people? It's all my fault. But don't worry, I dare to do it, since I am the one who caused it, I will try my best to make up for this matter, even if I sacrifice my own life, I will save her from prison. "Jinxin, I don't know how you're doing now. Do you know? I want to say to you, I'm sorry. Do you hate me? I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Nangong Yuyan was full of remorse and shame in her conscience. It's good that Jinxin is so good to her, but she ......
The woman picked up a handkerchief and wiped away her tears. "Don't blame yourself too much for Jinxin's imprisonment, everything she has experienced has long been predestined, and it is not a good thing for her to be imprisoned." The woman said euphemistically. There are some things that can't be changed from the beginning, why bother racking her brains against God, and in the end, it won't end well. It's better to go with the flow and go to the will of God.
Submit to Providence? Hehe-ridiculous. Amusing. Thinking of this, her heart seems to go back to the past.
"Would you like to hear me tell my story?" She proposed, asking for her consent.
"If you want, you can." Nangong Yuyan smiled at her optimistically, hoping to share a little sadness for the woman. Sharing worries for others, she is also doing good deeds.
The woman was silent, closed her eyes, and opened them two seconds later, and you could see the little teardrops left in the corners of her eyes, staring at the waterfall that flowed endlessly, and her thoughts seemed to go back to a few years ago. The beauty is gone, the waterfall is there. Things are people, and they don't have to do anything, and tears flow first. Time seems to freeze in this moment.
-- Holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son. Yan'er, let's grow old together, okay?
- Ziqing, you said that we would grow old together. Why? But why did you leave before me?
- Yan'er, I'm sorry. Don't ask for this life, I hope I can meet you again in the next life, Ziqing will help Yan'er fulfill her vow.
"Master said that a manly man, he sheds blood without tears. Big brother, what are you crying about? ”
I still remember the first time they met, he hid in the waterfall, crying silently alone. She obeyed her master's order to go to the woods to collect medicine, but she got lost and happened to meet him hiding in a hidden place and crying secretly.
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"Big brother, it's you again! The master said that meeting twice means that the two of them are destined. Big brother, my name is Nangong Yuyan, what's your name? She smiled.
"Yan Ziqing." He replied reluctantly, looking away.
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Before leaving, she didn't forget to say to him. "Goodbye, big brother! If it's fate, we'll meet again. ”
What she said casually became a reality one day.
In the summer when she was seven years old, her father and mother wanted to take her back to the Prime Minister's Mansion, where she had lived with her master since she was a child. She couldn't be more familiar, and she was not used to it and did not want to leave it all sudden.
It was drizzling and gray. She trotted all the way to the waterfall and sat quietly by the stream, watching the rain drip down on the stream, the drizzle drenching her pale pink clothes, and she did not move at all, keeping the same position the whole time.
He looked at her quietly behind her, his expression faintly worried. He plucked a lotus leaf from the stream and held it up on her as a tool to protect her from the rain.
She turned to look back at him. "Brother Yan, this is the third time we have met, this lotus leaf should be used as a gift for Brother Yan's third meeting!" She reached out and picked up the lotus leaf, raised her head, and ran away before she had time to say thank you.
He stood stupidly where she had just sit, watching her leave and her back, somehow he wanted to chase after her.
On the day she returned to the Prime Minister's Mansion, he sneaked out of the mansion and hid behind a big tree to see her leave.
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The day after she returned home, he learned from a conversation between his father and mother that the two families had been neighbors.
She wasn't very familiar with a new environment. At night, she secretly slipped through the back door over the wall when everyone in the Prime Minister's Mansion was sleeping with the lights out and went to the market to play in the night market.
He was also planning to sneak out of the mansion that night, and the two of them faced each other through the back door.
"Ahh Her feet slipped, and her petite body softened, and she fell straight off the wall.
He had just escaped from the back door over the wall, and when he saw this, he hurriedly jumped down from the wall and immediately caught her who had fallen.
"Thank you, Brother Yan, for saving your life." She smiled warmly as a thank you. "Brother Yan, I invite you to watch the fireworks! As a gift of gratitude for saving your life. She took him by the hand and led him to the place where the fireworks were set off.
Although it is night, the market is still crowded with people, and the lights are bright, and it is very lively.
After a loud sound, colorful fireworks go up one after another, adding a special scenery to the dark night sky.
The two of them sat on the roof of the house, watching the fireworks go off, and they were in a good mood.
"Brother Yan, will you accompany Yan'er to watch fireworks every day in the future?" She looked at him with a lovely pink smile and hope.
Brother Yan should agree. She thought to herself.
"Okay." In the face of her cute smile, he glanced slightly.
"Brother Yan smiled!" She was glad he would.
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Time is like an arrow, the sun and the moon are like a shuttle. Time flies by in the blink of an eye.
Nine years later......
"Yan'er, tomorrow Qing is going to the border to fight, can Yan'er wait for Ziqing to return triumphantly to marry Yan'er?" He dropped an affectionate kiss on her forehead. "Good. Yan'er is willing to wait for Ziqing. She snuggled into his warm embrace. Ziqing, the fireworks are beautiful tonight, can Ziqing accompany Yan'er to watch it? ”
"Okay." He put his arm around her and watched the fireworks.
That night, they watched the fireworks quietly, silent, and perhaps silence was the best choice when it was time to part.
A year later......
"Ziqing, you said you would wait for me, why? Why go before me. She knelt in front of his grave, dressed in white, and clung to his tombstone, crying bitterly.
- Yan'er, I'm sorry. Don't ask for this life, I hope I can meet you again in the next life, Ziqing will help Yan'er fulfill her vow. What he said before leaving, she could no longer hear.
"Woo-woo-that's sad." Nangong Yuyan burst into tears after hearing this. "Who said that there are lovers in the world who will eventually become married. Lao Tzu beats him (her) to go. ”
The woman stared at the waterfall and was silent.
Nangong Yuyan suddenly realized that something was wrong. "Is your death suicide?" In general, there are many couples in the plot of novels who die for love, and she is too!
"You guessed it, yes." The woman replied. "After Ziqing died in battle, my father forced me to marry and become a queen in the palace in order to consolidate his position in the court. At that time, I didn't obey, I wanted to marry Ziqing, and then my father forced my mother's life, and I had to obey. ”
"Later, you married into the palace. Then he went to pretend to commit suicide by her hands. Nangong Yuyan said slowly. Concubine Ling, she is indeed harmful to your heart. But that day you knew it was poisonous, but you still wanted to eat it. ”