402. Chapter 402: Painful Feelings
Ling Fei and Bai Jiao watched the interaction between Wu Ling and Cai Liang from a distance, Ling Fei was better, Bai Jiao's face was very solemn, it could be seen that Wu Ling didn't hate this honest young hunter, if she didn't do something, things might really go in the direction she didn't want. 『』――
Bai Jiao paid attention to Wu Ling's attitude towards Cailiang, and so did Ling Fei, but what she saw was not that Wu Ling had been smiling at Cailiang, but that she had avoided Cailiang's hand, anyway, it was just intentional or unintentional, the two of them stood there and talked for a long time without any intimate movements, Ling Fei pursed her lips, took two steps forward, and shouted at the people working by the river with her hands covering the sun: "It's too hot, rest for a while, it's not too late to do it later." ”
The women looked at the half-woven mat in their hands, hesitated for a moment, wiped their sweat and walked over to this side, and then Ling Fei saw Wu Ling saying goodbye to Cailiang and coming over, looking at her and turning her head as if relieved, Ling Fei sighed helplessly in her heart.
During the break, many people made fun of Wu Ling, Wu Ling didn't speak, there were too many people Ling Fei didn't say what he wanted to say, and soon it was noon, the sky was overcast, everyone took their things back, and then prepared lunch.
Lunch Ling Fei was prepared at home, and after it was ready, she called Wu Ling to eat together, Wu Ling obviously wondered why Ling Fei called her, but she didn't shirk it, picked up the chopsticks and ate silently, and rushed to wash the dishes after eating, Ling Fei had been observing her silently, and after cleaning up, the sky was completely dark, and after a few lightning bolts, the raindrops the size of beans fell, and the ground outside was smashed, and a faint smoke evaporated, and it was soon waterlogged by the rain.
"It's raining, it's really heavy," Wu Ling muttered as he stared blankly at the rain that was almost falling outside.
"It's time for it to rain, it's too hot if it doesn't rain anymore, let's wilt all the pepper seedlings we planted, and the ones planted outside will grow faster after this rain." Ling Fei spread the animal skin on the kang, sat directly on it and felt a little cold, spread a thin layer of animal skin on it, and then half leaned on it, his mind floating between the Wu Ling in front of him and the dragon battle who didn't know where he was now.
Although Wu Ling didn't speak, but Ling Fei could feel that she was not in a good mood, among Ling Fei's friends, Wu Ling was the most understanding, to be precise, she was a person who tried her best not to make trouble for others, on the surface she was soft but very insistent on the inside, she secretly liked Long Ye for so many years, it must have been very hard, but Ling Fei had never heard her complain to a few good friends, she just endured it all the time, and endured it all the time, which made Ling Fei feel very distressed, she hoped that Wu Ling and Long Ye could come together, but what she wants more is for her to be happy.
"Ling Fei, Long Zhan goes out, do you miss him" Wu Ling, who was silently watching the rain, suddenly asked, his tone was no different from usual.
"Think, how can you not want to, think about whether they are in any danger on the road, whether they have any danger, and whether they have a place to shelter from the rain" In the end, Ling Fei sighed almost inaudibly, maybe because of the rain or because of the mention of Long Zhan, his mood couldn't help but be a little low, and his voice was a little lower.
She hasn't been in love before, so she's never tasted this kind of concern, although people are here, but the heart can't help but drift into the distance, the feeling of not falling is really not good at all, she finally understands why those couples in the previous life are tired of being together, she doesn't expect to be together with Long Zhan all the time, she just hopes that there will be fewer days of separation like this in the future.
"Me too, when he goes out hunting, he is scared, for fear that he will be injured, every time he comes back from hunting, I am very afraid, afraid that I will never see him again, sometimes I wish I was a man, so that I can go out with him, in case he is in danger, I can also help him" Wu Ling turned his head and looked at Ling Fei and said slowly, although the speed of his speech was slower, but the firmness in his words made Ling Fei immediately understand who the "he" in Wu Ling's mouth was.
Wu Ling's calm face was slowly dyed with sadness, the fog in his eyes became heavier and heavier, and he continued after a long time: "Ling Fei, thank you, you came to me to enlighten me, thank you for always worrying about me, I used to think that as long as I insisted on doing one thing, I could always do a good job, I always felt that as long as I kept looking at him, we could still be like when I was a child, so long without results, I think I can wait, but I have already caused him trouble like this, like you said, emotional things can't be forced, It's not that one party can come together with hard work, I will forget him, forget that he used to be good to me"
A teardrop overflowing from her eyes hung on her eyelashes, Wu Ling raised her head slightly and stared at Ling Fei with a smile, she knew that Ling Fei had always been straightforward, these days when she saw her always showing a look of wanting to speak and stopping, how could she not know that Ling Fei was worried about her affairs, thinking of the few friends around her Wu Ling's heart that was about to suffocate was slightly relieved, afraid that she would cry, Wu Ling kept cheering herself up in her heart, and she was about to get better, forget about Long Ye, Forget Jì Tatsuno no longer have to worry about him, forget Jì He will never see him with other girls and feel uncomfortable in the future, forget Jì He won't cry secretly at night in the future, forget Jì him, so he won't look at himself with such a painful expression
Ling Fei: "Looking at the girl in front of her who was obviously sad and might be in pain in the next second, she smiled at herself, her heart was unusually sour, her love was deep, and the words of Huiji would be hurt were really true, feelings can make people happy from the heart and people who can also be hurt are all over the body, but outsiders can't intervene in it, seeing such a Wu Ling, she didn't know how to persuade her for a while, she just took Wu Ling into her arms and said softly: "Just think about it, cry out if you feel uncomfortable, and you will suffocate your body if you endure it like this." ”
I don't know if it was the sudden warm embrace or what Ling Fei said that touched Wu Ling's nerves, or if she was the camel that was crushed and couldn't bear the weight on its back, and finally broke down and cried out, her voice was not high, and she was hoarse, but it was like a saw slashing across Ling Fei's heart.
Feeling that her back was hot and humid in an instant, Ling Fei hugged Wu Ling's thin and trembling back hard, she knew that Wu Ling didn't need her to say anything at this time, all she needed was to cry out and vent the clueless feelings that had been pressed in her heart for so many years