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In my image, the so-called surgery is when the anesthesiologist goes down the needle and the patient falls asleep, and when he wakes up, the operation has already been done. (hua. sugar novel), the latest chapter of the interview wèn:.

But it wasn't until it was my turn that I realized that the whole person was thoughtful and conscious when I had a caesarean section.

I could even feel the cold touch of the scalpel on my stomach, but I didn't feel the pain.

I didn't have any idea of how long the operation had been, but I only heard the first cry of the child after a short time, and although I could still think, my consciousness was obviously not as normal as usual, and I was much sluggish.

Even the experience of emotions is a few beats slower.

Until the nurse simply wiped the child over there, measured the weight, and then carried it in front of me, I was still in a trance, looking at the red child, why was it so ugly? Chen Wei has plastic surgery?

Soon the second child was also brought out, and when the nurse carried her to me again, she smiled and said, "I'm so happy, now I have both my son and daughter." ”

At the end of the operation, I felt so tired that I stared in the direction I was leaving with my baby in my arms for a while and then fell asleep.

When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital room with a drip on my hand.

There weren't too many people in the room, my mother was sitting on the sofa next to her, folding a big stack of children's clothes, and Chen Wei was sitting next to her to help, and occasionally the two of them would chat.

If it weren't for the fact that I was still lying on the 'bed', then I would really think that the process of giving birth was a dream.

It didn't take long for Chen Wei to notice that I had woken up, got up and walked over, leaned down and 'touched' my face, kissed and 'kissed' my forehead, and exhaled heavily before he spoke: "Does the wound hurt?" ”

I shook my head, and my tone was extremely weak: "It doesn't hurt." ”

My mom was still sitting on the couch with no expression on her face, and the folding of clothes slowed down, but she didn't look at me.

"Mom," I shouted.

My mother's movements stiffened for a moment, but she quickly returned to normal, and responded in a cold tone: "Yes." ”

I haven't seen my mother for a few months, which makes her attitude so distant, even if it is my own mother, I have a strong estrangement, I don't know what to continue to say, I can only retract my eyes and ask Chen Wei: "What about the child?" ”

Hearing this, Chen Wei looked at me for a while, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and finally a smile filled his eyes, his smiling eyes were crooked, and he was very good-looking: "I can hug it in the afternoon." ”

I was also laughed out loud by him: "Boy 'girl' child? ”

Without waiting for Chen Wei to answer, my mother said on the sofa: "The boy is the elder brother, and the 'female' child is the younger sister." Two minutes short. ”

Chen Wei smiled and nodded, and did not answer again.

I 'touched' Chen Wei's hand and said to my mother, "If the doctor takes my sister out first, she will be my sister." ”

My mother nodded: "But it's better for a 'girl' child to be a sister." ”

In the afternoon, the child hugged me, and looking at the two children who were obviously much better looking than the children they had just taken out last night, I almost told me that I suspected Chen Wei's plastic surgery at that time.

Da Bai and Xiao Yu were worried about disturbing me, so they all ran to the corridor and stayed all morning.

After the children were sent over in the afternoon, the two of them, Lin Wei, Cheng Yanjin, and Li Kuang all came together, among which Chen Yang was the most exaggerated, and prepared a bunch of things to be used in the confinement for me, and two large boxes were moved to the ward. [To see the latest chapter of this book, please go to Sugar Hua.]

Dabai looked at those books and was still laughing at Chen Yang: "Are you stupid? I'll be discharged from the hospital in a few days and go home, so it's not too much trouble for you to move your things here. ”

As soon as I heard the word "go home", I was originally feeding 'milk' and instantly lost my 'spirit', and my smiling face collapsed.

I didn't want to go home at all.

As long as I think of that house, Liu Meimei's appearance after being beaten to death by me will keep turning back and forth in my mind.

Seeing the change in my face, Chen Yang said: "What kind of home are you going back to, at least you have to stay here for a while, how good it is for people to send things wherever they are, why don't you say it?" ”

I nodded and asked Chen Wei to bring the 'milk' pot.

Because of the previous illness, the doctor did not advise me to breastfeed the child, and even if I insisted on feeding, the milk water was not nutritious for the child at all.

After hugging the child for a while, the mother came over and hugged the child.

On the small 'bed' for babies, there were two little babies lying on the left and right, and I looked at their sleeping little faces with a sideways face.

From the beginning of meeting them to the present, I don't have the state that Chen Wei has overflowed with joy and expression, Lin Wei said that this is normal, there are many new mothers who can't accept this change in a short period of time when they just give birth to their children, and the arrival of their little life, so they will show that they are not so affectionate to their children.

The doctors and nurses would come every few hours to ask me about my condition, and the doctors didn't eat on the day after the surgery, so I just drank some warm water in the evening.

Since I didn't have to be fed 'milk' and had to lie flat, I simply stopped holding them at all.

That night, only my mother, Chen Wei, and Lin Wei were left in the ward, and I still didn't fall asleep after nightfall.

Chen Wei lay in front of my sick bed and seemed to be asleep.

Without disturbing him, I stared at the ceiling board in the ward with my eyes open.

From the time I woke up to the present, I always felt very bad for some reason.

I can't tell me what the reason is, it's just that I'm very anxious and uncomfortable, and a nameless anger is 'chaotic' in the 'chest' cavity, and I just can't vent it.

I didn't want to be okay, the more I thought about it, the more upset I felt, and finally when Chen Wei got up to feed the baby, he saw that I was still with my eyes open and asked: "Why didn't I sleep?" ”

I glared at him angrily: "What's the matter with you?!" ”

Being stared at by me inexplicably, Chen Wei looked at me in a daze, and stopped talking.

As a result, he ignored me so much, and the anger that had been accumulated in my 'chest' cavity seemed to have suddenly found an outlet: "You know not to speak!" What else would you do all day but be dumb and not talk?!! ”

I had completely forgotten about my ghost deeds in the previous period.

Chen Wei looked at me for a while before sighing and asking, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"What's wrong with me?! You have a son and a daughter now! It's not you who is lying on the sick bed like a dead person, and you're still asking me what's wrong?! What's wrong with me, you don't know yourself?! "I've been completely unreasonable.

When I said it, I felt that I was too much, but under that anger, I could suffocate myself if I didn't say anything nasty.

Chen Wei's brows furrowed slightly, and he chose to be silent again.

My mother was also woken up by me, got up and quickly rushed another child's 'milk' powder, saw that my face was 'ugly', and asked, "What's wrong with you?!" ”

"What's wrong with me?!" Anger immediately spread to my mother: "What do you mean by 'again'?" How? The child was born, and my use value is gone, and now you are all annoyed to say two words? ”

"Who told you that?" My mother's face turned pale, and her tone was very similar to that of my grandmother, and Yan sù was abnormal: "What are you crazy about in the middle of the night?!" ”

"I'm not crazy!"

"You're not crazy yet!" My mother glared at me: "Little He Mo! What's wrong with you?! Are you crazy or stupid?! Is there no 'door' to what to say or do? So many people are serving you here, what are you talking about?! ”

Lin Wei also woke up, sitting on the side of the 'bed' on the side and still in a daze, seeing that my mother was angry, she hurriedly persuaded: "Auntie, don't be angry first, silently she has just given birth to a child, and her feelings are unstable, and she can't control it herself." ”

My mother glared at me hatefully, turned her head to Chen Wei and said, "Don't bother with this girl, she probably has a 'problem' in her brain." ”

Chen Wei didn't look at me with a sideways face, and the girl was a little angry in his arms, which would keep crying.

The more I listened, the more upset I felt, and yelled at Chen Wei: "Hold her away, it's noisy!" ”

At this time, Chen Wei didn't even look at me, put down the 'milk' pot that the child didn't eat in his hand, took a small blanket and wrapped it around the baby, and turned his head and walked out.

"What are you doing!" My mom is finally angry!

In the end, my nameless anger could not fight my mother's murderous spirit, and I gasped and sulked on the 'bed'.

Lin Wei sat next to me and kept making her eyes.

I didn't know how to tell her, so I just closed my eyes and didn't say anything and pretended to be dead.

Early the next morning, Chen Yang came over and heard about the stubble last night, and immediately straightened his face and began to teach me a lesson.

Chen Wei didn't come back all night, I already knew in my heart that I was too much, but I just couldn't pull my face and ask others where he went.

After Chen Yang taught me a lesson, he drove my mother to the corridor.

It was quiet in the room, and what they were saying outside could be heard clearly.

Chen Yang kept emphasizing the words postpartum depression, she said that I was not in good spirits for a long time before giving birth, so I was more likely to suffer from depression after giving birth, in short, I was persuading my mother not to be angry.

One of the biggest characteristics of depression is anxiety and irritability.

This requires gentle guidance from the people next to you, and the more you scold, the stricter it will be.

If I didn't get up in the house, I had to rush out to reason with Chen Yang, why do you say that I am a neurotic, you are a neurotic!

In fact, about 80% of 'women' and 'women' experience postpartum depression after childbirth, followed by depression, upset and irritability.

This usually takes two or three days to appear.

In fact, to put it bluntly, it is a kind of 'spiritual' worry about whether the 'woman' after childbirth can take care of the baby and accept the arrival of a new life, as well as whether the body can return to the same as before, and whether the partner will lose interest in herself.

And often we don't realize this, so when we are distraught, it is easier to find trouble with our partner and the people around us.

When Chen Yang told me this, I actually understood and understood, but the truth cannot control my own thoughts.

I'm still in a terrible mood for the next few days.

And there is no half-point relief.

In this case, I met again with the psychiatrist who always told me stories

I saw that when he saw me, his face was visibly distorted.

The month-long treatment during that period almost led him to depression.

Sitting in front of the hospital bed, he made that eternal smile as much as possible: "Hello Miss He, we meet again." ”

I glared at him fiercely: "Who do you say is Miss?!! ”

He pushed his glasses a little embarrassed: "What a 'woman' sergeant."

"I look so old?! Already going to be called a 'woman'? ”

"And what do you want me to call you?"

"You don't even know how to call people, and you still be a doctor?"

He still kept smiling, and he really deserved to be a professional doctor: "Actually, Miss He, you can calm down a little, and then we can chat."

After taking two deep breaths, I said, "Let me tell you this, doctor, I've been getting angry uncontrollably lately, and I'm so upset that I feel annoyed when I see everything, even the child and the child's father." ”

Seeing my rare cooperation, he breathed a sigh of relief, and then said with a smile: "Life is so beautiful, the sun is also very gentle, and Commander Chen is such a good partner, if it were me, I wouldn't feel upset even if the sky fell." ”

I have to say that this kid, as long as he is given a chance, he will be 'very' persuasive.

After his two words, I felt really relieved: "But I'm not a good partner, you see my bloated and deformed figure, there are a few spots at the corners of my eyes, and I don't look like I'm ugly." ”

He really looked at me carefully, and asked with a puzzled face: "Are you really sure you see your own face??" Why do I think I'm 10,000 times prettier than the last time I saw you? ”

"Don't bluff me, you're a doctor, you must pick out what sounds good, hypocrisy!"

He laughed: "Doctors are also human beings, and it is not the same to tell a lie and tell the truth." Do you need some kind of male 'sex' change in my body to make you believe that you are really 'obsessed'? ”

I didn't expect him to suddenly let go of his yellow tone, and it took a long time before he couldn't stop laughing obscenely: "You can change it to Chen Wei and see what he means." ”

After saying that, we both laughed, and the atmosphere was immediately calmer.

It was a lot more enjoyable to talk to him this time than ever.

The reason he always failed in the past was that I didn't even look at him and didn't pay attention to him all the time.

But as long as you can relax and cooperate, then they will quickly take you into a relatively pleasant 'spirit' atmosphere.

No wonder people used to say that liberation is self-liberation, and sometimes the shackles of pain are inexplicably installed for oneself.

During the chat, I learned that the doctor was also surnamed Chen.

His name is Chen Zhuo, and I was puzzled for a long time and then said: "Calm down? Calm down? ”

Has this world been taken over by the family surnamed Chen?

Not long after Chen Zhuo left, Chen Wei came back with his mother, he stood at the door of the door with his daughter' in his arms and looked at me twice, probably because his face was 'color', and he said softly: "Do you want to hug?" ”

I nodded, and pulled out a very embarrassed smile at Chen Wei: "Yes." ”

I was still lying on my back, and the baby could only be placed next to me, smelling the 'milk' scent on the child's body, and for the first time, I had that indescribable sense of fulfillment.

This is what Chen Wei and I have in common

My mother put her son next to me and asked, "Your father will come in a while, let's give the baby a nickname first, and the big name will be thought about slowly." ”

I smiled at my son's big gurgling eyes and spit bubbles in his mouth, and said hello when I heard the words: "The daimyo is not in a hurry, isn't the son of the Suotian family still not famous." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, the little guy who spit bubbles suddenly let out a fart, and with a poof, he was stunned, his face was stunned, and he reacted after a few seconds, and his mouth held twice, and he cried out.

My mother happily picked him up: "Yo, do you have an opinion about your mother's words?" ”