166 She was so attracted that she couldn't take her eyes off, and stretched out her hands to take the initiative to hug Lu Jingshen's waist
? Su Qian looked back at Liang Muzhen, who was extremely angry, her eyes were a little red, tears flashed in her eyes, but the next moment she took it back, she took a deep breath, calmed down her emotions and spoke: "The kettle was overturned by herself, and she also poured boiling water on her arm by herself, I didn't even touch a finger of her, believe it or not." ”
"What's wrong with the mother? If you have something to say, it's good to say. The door of the guest room opened, and Fang Xiuzhen heard the dispute and came out to play a round.
Su Qiao didn't listen and put on her casual shoes again.
Opening the security door, her figure paused, and turned to look at Liang Muzhen standing in the living room: "You are all telling me that it was a mistake to fall in love with him, and even he is always forcing me to admit it, but I," her nose was sour, and she still endured the throbbing pain in her chest and continued: "It will be as you wish, since this incident makes you feel so ashamed and makes you think it is a mistake, you shouldn't have given birth to me back then, because my existence itself is a mistake, isn't it?" ”
Liang Muzhen pinned her head to the side of the balcony, but the hand holding the mobile phone was trembling slightly.
Su Qiao moved her throat, after all, there was nothing to say, she took out the car keys from her bag and put them on the shoe cabinet.
Bang –
The security door closed heavily.
The huge apartment suddenly became deserted.
……
Su Qiao entered the elevator and pressed the first floor.
She rested her back against the mirror of the elevator and stayed in the enclosed space, her thoughts briefly confused, and her eyes were uncomfortably red.
Leaving here, where to go, she doesn't know Ou.
Coming out of the elevator, Su Qiao walked to the door of the apartment building with her bag, the cold wind poured into her body and her heart, and her fingertips were cold.
The phone shook in the bag.
Su Qiao suddenly stopped, and some way away from the glass door, she saw Su Yanting standing on the steps outsidenAd1(
He was wearing a camel-colored coat with a pinstriped light blue shirt inside, a straight and slender back, handsome and elegant, but slightly desolate under the street lights, the mobile phone was placed in his ear, and even the white mist exhaled was a little hurried.
made a few phone calls, but seeing that there was no answer, Su Yanting took the mobile phone and lowered his head and began to type.
Not long after, Su Qiao heard a text message prompt sound from the bag.
She read the text message anyway.
[Su Qiao, I'm downstairs, if you're at home, okay to come down?] ]
Su Qiao stood behind a beam, looking at this line of words, there were still undeleted text messages between her mobile phone and him 3 years ago, which were copied from another SIM card at the beginning of her return to China, and she was reluctant to delete them at that time.
After thinking for a long time, she called back Su Yanting's number.
It was picked up very quickly.
Listening to the sound of each other's breathing, no one spoke, as if they were all looking for a suitable opening statement.
The clock ticks by.
"I thought you really didn't want to pay attention to me anymore." After all, he broke the silence first, a slight sigh in his flat voice.
Su Qiao clenched her mobile phone and whispered, "If you have something to say, just say it on the phone." ”
But there was silence over there.
He asked, "Can't you come down?" ”
Su Qiao did not answer.
After another half of the hour, Su Yanting's voice came from the other end of the phone: "I will divorce nAd2 as soon as possible("
“……”
Su Qiao's eyes turned red again, and she asked, "Why do you want to divorce?" ”
Su Yanting chose silence.
"I am the last person I know when you get married, or did I take the initiative to call you to ask you, you divorced Yuan Qing, and I also learned from her mouth, you never told me about you," she had tears in her eyes, but she wanted to laugh inexplicably: "Also, why do you have to explain your private affairs to me......"
"Because I can't say it." His voice was low.
Su Qiao's heart was sour: "What about now?" Now why are you telling me? ”
When the words fell, there was an unspeakable silence in the earpiece.
The tears in my eyes were accumulating more and more.
"You said you would get a divorce as soon as possible, how should I answer, I don't know how to answer you at all."
The emotions that had been pent up in her heart for a long time finally broke out: "Shen Ning said that you got married because of me, Yuan Qing said that you love me, and the women who have a relationship with you are all stabbing a knife in my heart, even I myself want to use a knife to cut open my chest and take out that heart and crush it, is it really like others say that there will be no more seven emotions and six desires without a heart, as long as I no longer have feelings for you, will I no longer be sorry for everyone?" ”
As he spoke, tears rolled down his sweater.
There was silence over there.
Su Qiao covered her eyes with her hands, not wanting her vulnerability to be revealed in front of him: "Do you really love me?" ”
She forced her choke.
Three years ago, he said that he liked her, which did not make her feel sweet, but hurt her even more.
Countless nights after he and Yuan Qing returned to China, she curled up at the head of the bed and burst into tears, who likes it like this, he likes her, but chooses to marry another woman nAd3(
Su Qian asked again: "Su Yanting, do you really love me?" ”
He didn't speak.
"You brought me back to the Su family, and appeared in my life when I was most helpless, since I was 15 years old, I have been thinking about how to keep up with you, what to do to stand side by side with you."
Su Qiao's tears became more and more: "But no matter how hard I tried, you didn't stop waiting for me, in your heart, the first in line is the Su family and public opinion, I will always be behind these, you think your choice is for my good, but why, in addition to heartache, I don't even have a chance to start from scratch, they say you love me, I haven't realized this love yet, and I'm already constantly suffering the damage it brings me." ”
After a long time, Su Yanting spoke: "I'm sorry Su Qiao, I just hope you are doing well." ”
"Why avoid? Can't even give me a definite answer? Su Qiao only felt bitter: "I just want to know what kind of feelings he had for me when I was in love with that person, whether he liked it or not, and was it really that difficult to choose one?" ”
"Su Qiao, there are some things that you have to pay the corresponding responsibility for this, I don't want to write a verbal check to you without a guarantee, I used to be self-righteous, I'm sorry for the harm caused to you, if you want, wait for me to deal with the company's car, we can, go back to London."
Back to London, back to that place, but there was no way to go back in time, to the pure time when it was just him and her.
Three years is not long or short, but it has left too many memories belonging to others among them.
Su Qiao's eyes were even redder: "Go back to London with you, in what capacity, or your niece, right?" ”
Su Yanting didn't answer.
"Why did I think you were good at that time? Actually, you are not good at all, you can give other women marriages, you can tell them all the words of affection, but when you come to me, you even give promises so much to leave a way out, I used to like you so much," her tears couldn't be stopped: "Su Yanting, I like you so much, you know, you know it." Why did you say that you also liked me when you rejected me, and since you were getting married, why didn't you lie to me anymore? ”
Su Yanting's throat seemed to be blocked: "I'm sorry buckwheat." ”
This is the first time Su Qiao has revealed her heart to him, but it will also be the last.
"You always think that we are uncles and nephews and can't be together, once we love each other, we will hear all kinds of opposition, you don't want to believe me, in your heart, you think that I am impulsive, I will be bored after the passion, you think that we will not have a good result, you must ensure that everything you do is foolproof, do not dare to take one more step towards the place where you have not yet determined safety, you are afraid of mistakes, you are afraid that you will lose control, but have you ever thought that a person's life is so long, why can't you follow your heart and live once?"
Su Qiao said softly: "You know, I have felt very tired in the past three years, and I don't want to live like this in the future." ”
"What if I say I love you?"
Su Yanting interrupted her, and he said to himself: "I like you, probably from the day I took you back to the Su family, I was afraid that I would fall deeper and deeper, so I chose to go back to the UK to work, when I met you in London, I was very happy, it was a joy that I had never had, I felt like I was suddenly back to the age of seventeen or eighteen." ”
Su Qiao held the mobile phone, not because of his confession, but surprisingly calm.
"I don't want to tell you about my feelings, maybe it's that the more I care, the more I'm afraid of losing, I'm eight years older than you, and I have too many worries about life, and I can't be distracted when dealing with feelings."
"Didn't try it, you knew you were going to lose? You've always been like this......"
Su Qiao didn't say anything after all, and hung up the phone.
She wiped away the tears on her face, turned around, and faced Su Yanting who was standing in front of her.
I don't know when he came in.
Su Qiao didn't change her original intention, and walked directly to the outside of the apartment building.
Su Yanting grabbed her thin wrist, his eyes were bloodshot, he couldn't bear the emotions rolling in his heart, and just said with concern: "It's too late, don't go out alone, go upstairs and rest." ”
"I'm fine." Su Qiao withdrew her hand.
Her eyes were a little swollen from crying, so she didn't look at him, and pushed open the glass door and went down the steps.
Su Yanting called her from behind: "Su Qiao." ”
Su Qiao didn't look back.
A taxi happened to be parked under the apartment building, and the passenger paid and just got out of the car, but before he could close the door, he was taken over by Su Qiao.
The taxi drove out of the complex, and the driver turned around and asked her where she was going.
Su Qiao looked at the street scene outside the car window, except for being confused, he couldn't give an address.
Finally, she said the name of the hotel.
The driver didn't chatter, but muttered while waiting for the red light: "Tsk, what's the matter with that Lexus, why does it keep following our butts?" ”
Su Qian looked at the mirror, it was indeed Su Yanting's car.
"I deliberately slowed down just now, but I didn't see him overtake him."
The driver glanced at the female passenger next to him who didn't speak, her eyes were still red, and she had a bottom in her heart, and then stopped making a sound.
……
Taxis stop at the front of the hotel.
Su Qiao didn't look behind him after getting out of the car, bypassed the revolving door of the hotel, and opened a room at the front desk.
In less than 20 minutes, someone was outside ringing the doorbell.
It was Mu An'an who came.
"The quality of life has improved so fast, and I have stayed in a four-star hotel!" Mu An'an took his bag and lay down on the bed, turned his head to look at Su Qiao, who was sitting on the sofa watching TV: "What's the matter with your uncle?" He called me suddenly and asked me to come here to accompany you, and I listened to his tone as if he was very uneasy, and there was ...... between you."
"It's nothing, it's just that I made it clear what I said in my heart." Su Qian explained.
"It's nothing." Mu An'an sat up, and she saw that Su Qiao had cried: "Is his wife bullying you again?" The first to flirt is cheap, and if you don't make a threat, you really be a sick cat with a missing leg! ”
Su Qiao lowered her eyelashes, and after a while, she raised her head and told Mu An'an: "He told me that he would divorce as soon as possible." ”
"He? Which one of him, your uncle? ”
Su Qiao acquiesced.
Mu Anan had a good impression of Su Yanting before, even if he married someone else, and the other party helped him, although it was because of Su Qiao.
But now, thinking of his wife, and tonight, if she hadn't come over, Su Qiao would definitely hide this from herself.
What does it mean to get divorced as soon as possible?
It's not a promise, but it has that hint, isn't this a white wolf with empty gloves?
"What's the difference between your uncle's words and deeds and that of a scumbag? If you like it, if you don't like it, if you don't like it, is it so difficult to choose? You are not related by blood, incest is not counted, and he himself holds the stand of a defender all day long. He ran to get married when he wanted to get married, and now he feels that his marriage is not going well and wants to come back to you, you have to honestly wait for him to find it, how can there be such a good thing in the world. ”
Su Qiao's eyes were a little sour, she bent the corners of her lips, but there was a little forced smile, "I like him for nearly ten years, he plays too many roles for me, the weight is too heavy, I have always taken him as my life goal, I used to fantasize about what it would be like if we fell in love, he only said that he liked me on the phone before he got married, I know I shouldn't blame him, but I sometimes think, if it's a refusal, why do you want to give me hope at the beginning, emotional things are two-sided, isn't it, if he only treats me as a junior, I may have taken my undue thoughts in time, but he said that he wanted to marry someone else when I was deeply involved. ”
"When I came to the hotel just now, he kept following behind, in fact, he could stop me in Tianhe Bay, but he didn't, because he knew that once he stopped me, I would force him to make a promise."
Mu An'an saw that Su Qiao was not in a good mood, so he pulled her downstairs to eat at the food stall.
When the stir-fry came up, Su Qiao didn't eat much, and got up halfway to go to the toilet at the KFC next to him.
Mu An'an held chicken feet in her mouth, and took Su Qiao's mobile phone on the table, she knew that the unlock password was the last six of Su Qiao's university number.
Find the received call on Sunday night in the call log.
She dialed back.
The phone rang for a long time before it was connected, it was a man who answered it, but it was not Lu Jingshen's voice, Mu Anan thought it was a mistake, and the other party explained politely: "This is Mr. Lu's mobile phone, he is not next to him now, I am his secretary, who are you?" ”
It seems that neither of them has saved each other's numbers in their address books.
Mu An'an didn't mention Su Qiao's name: "Then please tell Mr. Lu, his sweetheart was injured a little, and his eyes were swollen from crying, if he has time later, can he come to the Dynasty Hotel on Tanjing Road to pick up people?" ”
Zou Ying explained: "Mr. Lu has been in Shenyang these days. ”
"Not in Haicheng?"
"yes, I'll be back on Thursday."
Seeing that Su Qian was about to come back, Mu Anan didn't say anything more and hung up the phone in a hurry.
……
After eating the food stalls, Su Qiao was rarely interested and wanted to sing, so they chose a KTV with clean service and good price near the hotel.
Although Su Qiao proposed, after entering the box, she just sat on the sofa and drank champagne, watching Mu An'an sing dryly, Su Qiao's mood also improved, and she couldn't help but drink a few more glasses, and when Mu An'an noticed that her face was wrong, she had already drunk most of the bottle of champagne.
"You dare to drink as much as you drink, what can I do if I can't move you later?"
Su Qiao smiled: "Then sleep in this corner and then leave." ”
Knowing that she was depressed in her heart, Mu Anan didn't stop her, but she didn't touch the wine herself, and someone had to stay sober.
Just after midnight, Su Qiao fell asleep on the sofa.
Mu An'an guarded her, stopped singing, took out her mobile phone to play games, and found that there were seven or eight missed calls on Su Qiao's mobile phone, it was already more than three o'clock in the morning, who called, to Lu Jingshen, Mu An'an always had the illusion of a little slave and a long live master, and he didn't dare to delay, so he immediately called back.
Su Qiao slept dizzily, felt someone knock on her forehead, and heard a familiar laughing voice again: "I'm so bold that I dare to spend the night in this kind of place." ”
Endured sleepiness and opened her eyes, and when she saw Lu Jingshen, she knew that she was dreaming.
He is in Shenyang, not Haicheng.
Thinking so in her heart, Su Qiao sat up slowly, and saw Lu Jingshen sitting next to her with her long legs folded, still well-dressed, the light in the box was very dim, she was attracted and couldn't take her eyes off, stretched out her hands and took the initiative to hug his waist, at least in this dream, (