"Owner, I don't know how to tell you, I know, I'm telling you so now, you think I'm definitely sick, but when I see those neighbors around me, they can't afford to eat, and every family lives that day, I feel guilty in my heart-!"

Suddenly, Qin Mo understood, put his hand on the table, and for a moment, he propped his head, and there was a trace of solemnity in his face.

After a long time, he turned his head.

looked at Chen Gang and said, "Actually, I can suddenly understand your feelings-!" ”

"I didn't expect Brother Chen to still have a lover.! It's just-! Qin Mo paused suddenly. There is no need for so many kind-hearted people in any world! ”

Qin Mo's words, Chen Gang was stunned when he heard this, in Chen Gang's heart, Qin Mo's impression was calm and self-controlled, although it was not gentle, graceful, a girl who was only eleven or twelve years old, but it definitely didn't act like a girl's family, it was not good in the bottom of her heart, but it was not bad.

But she never expected that today, she would say such things to herself.

Any world does not need so many kind-hearted people, what does this mean, does it mean that it is not good to be too soft-hearted?

"Girl!" In front of Qin Mo, even if Chen Gang was a man in his thirties, he definitely had no momentum, and after calling Qin Mo, Chen Gang's eyes were stunned, "Girl, what did you mean in your words just now!" It's a sue to say, can't you be kind to a man--! ”

Stunned, I don't understand, I don't understand what Qin Mo means.

Qin Mo paused, then raised his head and looked at the red makeup shop.

After a moment, he gasped, followed by a somber tone

"Yes, I mean, in any world, don't be too kind, that is, too soft-hearted, soft-hearted people are not necessarily good people, we have to learn to be a good person, but not a soft-hearted, kind person."

"The owner. You. That's what you mean. I still don't understand.! ”

Qin Mo gently inhaled a little cool air in his lungs, the light in his eyes was a little scattered, and he didn't look at Chen Gang, and said

"It doesn't matter if you understand it or not, the key is that you have to understand that in this world, there is never anything clear about right and wrong, the person you sympathize with may not be worthy of sympathy, sometimes people do good things in the eyes of others may not be good things, everyone has their own set of values, to identify their own because of justice, sadness, and reality often does not need to be so. You are anxious for the people in your village, you think they are living a very hard life, but they may not feel that they are in dire straits, if they can, they have your current conditions, they will be in a hurry to climb up and trample you on the ground. Don't ask me why, this is a person, a person can create a qiē, or a person can destroy a qiē...! ”

"But, the owner, what you said, I listen to how it is more and more mysterious, I don't understand any reason, the owner, I just feel uncomfortable, if I can, according to the current conditions of the owner, we can donate some silver to help the people in the village, we ourselves eat big fish and meat every day, live with white rice and flour, see those poor people, the owner, I really feel guilty in my heart.!"

Qin Mo took a sip coldly, full of disdain, "The benevolence of a woman-!" ”

So such a man is destined to have little future.

She Qin Mo has never helped the people she suddenly wanted to help on a whim, but her heart was cold and hard.

She knows what to do and what not to do.

After sitting and thinking about it for a long time, I saw Chen Gang also crying beside him.

I was also irritable in my heart, and I couldn't imagine that Chen Gang went to the county seat today, and the purpose of coming to him was to let him donate something to help his fellow villagers.

Although the behavior is not desirable, the mind still makes sense.

After sitting for a long time, I saw that Chen Gang hadn't left yet, and the whole person was depressed, so I didn't see him for a while, but I saw that he seemed to be a little thinner.

She Qin Mo is not a good person, and she will not be good to everyone, but she is quite responsible for those who help her or do things for herself.

"Okay, okay, you've been here for half a day, let's go back first... The water and water source problems in your place are not something that I can solve with a donation or two, since I want to help, the root cause of this matter is a big thing, how big it is, probably you can't imagine. Nearly seven or eight villages next to each other, there is no water along the river, you have to dig a canal, manually dig the canal, and then divert the water over, this is the way to solve this matter from the root, but now the jurisdiction of the entire Linshui County is in the hands of the Lin County Order, if the countryside wants to dig a canal, it is a big project, how to alarm the government, at that time, if you don't inform the unauthorized construction of the canal, the matter is big These farmers who dig the canal are responsible, and again, now in the affected areas, those villagers are poor and can't even afford to eat, how can you still have the strength to build agricultural canals, you must ask the upper authorities to allocate money and grain.! ”

"However, this Lin County Order has been entrenched in this Linshui County for so many years, and several places next to Chishui Village are almost in drought every year, and no one in the imperial court may not have paid attention to it, if this canal had been dug a long time ago, but there has been no news for so many years, do you think these officials can't see it. No, not necessarily, according to the so many years I have walked in the world, it is not necessarily that the imperial court has not noticed this land, nor is it that it has not allocated money and grain to dig it, but it is more likely that the silver allocated by the imperial court to dig ditches has been embezzled and has gone into the pockets of which officials. Therefore, whether these people want relief or not, and how to do it, is a big problem...! ”

"I've been in Chishui Village for so many years, and I've never mentioned anything about changing this status quo, do you think I can't think of it, wrong, I know the power involved. It's not that you don't help, it's that you don't have the ability.! ”

Those human lives, in the eyes of the people in the government, are like mustard and worthless. They were destined to be sacrificed a long time ago.

"That. Landlord.! "After listening to Qin Mo's analysis and statement, this Chen Gang was also stunned, what the hell is his stupid head, where could he have thought of so much, the owner is only a teenage girl, how can he understand everything?"

"Then the owner, do you really have to watch those victims starve to death...!" ”

Even if there are a lot of objective factors, Chen Gang still can't bear it when he thinks of this.

That's human life, get along day and night, how can you watch it.

Qin Mo listened to Chen Gang's tone, frowned, and then sighed.

I sighed myself.

The folds between the eyebrows are folded.

It's not that she doesn't want to help, but she probably can't.

She now has thousands of taels of silver in her hand, but, on the one hand, it is still far from the cost of the entire project, and on the other hand, she is soft-spoken.

In fact, her original plan was just to live a good life in Linshui County, obscurity, wealth and happiness, which is what she is pursuing.

When I have saved enough capital in this place, I will move the land again.

From village to county, from county to state, you must do your business in the streets and alleys of Yanguo, and one day, you can become the richest man on the hidden rich side.

Then take the money to live the life you want.

I don't want to be in the limelight in the crowd, so it's easy to provoke right and wrong.

However, this incident stumped her.

Now he is in Linshui County, or Chishui Village, and he still has a certain prestige and appeal.

Chishui Village is its own birthplace.

People always don't want their hometown to be buried, shelved, trampled on...

Now this is where Qin Mo is most entangled and uncomfortable.

It's hard left and right.

To the people of Chishui Village, it is said that there is no emotion at all, and it is not.

It doesn't matter where you were at the beginning, whether it's a happy or unpleasant life.

However, the people there always know each other.

Among them, there are one or two people who are really good to Qin Mo.

Because of this, Qin Mo was also in pain in his heart.

"Brother Chen, you listen to me, go back first, this matter, let me think about it, donate money or something, I won't donate, who do you give it to, to relieve a moment of hunger, for them, it is not profound, only to force them into a desperate situation, a good taste of this waterless taste, in order to stimulate more of their water**, at that time, if I want to do something, people's hearts, call up, it will be much easier.!"

Qin Mo turned his head to look at Chen Gang and said in a light tone.

"Ugh.!" Qin Mo's last words, Chen Gang really couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't understand Qin Mo's words many times.

I couldn't understand what she was talking about.

However, since this was the case, Qin Mo told him to go back, so he stood up, lifted the back basket placed at the door of the inner hall, and turned back to the posture.

"You go back first, take good care of your family, your youngest daughter is also three or four years old, it is also the period of Xiaochang's body, go home and take care of your sister-in-law and daughter's food, these things, you don't have to worry about it personally, the officials in the court don't care, it's useless for you to be anxious...!"

"Alas.!" Hearing Qin Mo's words, Chen Gang, who was already leaving, turned his head and sighed again. He shook his head vigorously with his face away from Qin Mo.

Looking back, Qin Mo was right when he said this.

This country is not his, he is also the lowest person in this country, why do you want to do something to do something to replace him, Qin Mo is also right, even if he does it, the ending may not be thankless.

"yes, what's the use of me being upset-!"

Qin Mo was silent, and watched this person walk out.

I always thought that no one would bother Chen Gang when he was gone.

Qin Mo sat at the table and carefully sorted out the various notes he had written for so many days, raising chickens, making skin lotion formulas, and all kinds of experiences in cultivating crop seedlings, and he wanted to use this to cultivate hybrid seeds in the future.

There are so many things, before and after, I have already bothered myself, but there are still so many things that make people uncomfortable.

"Girl, let's take a sip of tea, I've been talking for so long, so what Brother Chen is really, every time I come, I cry so much with a sad face, and I can't make the girl's mood good.!"

At this point, this little peach stood next to her for a long time, and she probably heard what Qin Mo and Chen Gang were talking about.

Just stood silently aside, and she shouldn't have interjected.

And at this moment, he came up to pour tea for Qin Mo, and kept complaining about this Chen Gang.

The relationship between Chen Gang and Qin Mo's interests or the origin of the relationship, this little peach naturally doesn't know.

It's just that Qin Mo is still grateful to this Chen Gang in his heart.

Even if Xiao Tao said this about him, Qin Mo pursed his lips and was silent.

She never confuses her emotions with the person she should be grateful for.

"Alright, don't talk about that, go in and see how the lunch is doing!"

Qin Mo pinched the water cup and commanded in his mouth, there was still a little worry in his heart.

This little peach listened to Qin Mo's instructions, and went down.

Qin Mo saw that Xiao Tao had gone down, and he sat in the inner hall and thought for a while and went upstairs without having anything to do.

It was just after noon, Qin Mo took a nap in her bedroom upstairs, and then she heard a voice calling her downstairs. Calling 'girl'.

Qin Mo was half awake, and before he went down, there was a sound of knocking on the floor, and Xiao Tao came upstairs.

It turned out that the eldest aunt in Qin Mo's countryside came with the nephew of the third aunt...!

What's the matter today, all these relatives and acquaintances in the countryside have rushed together today.

Hearing that it was the eldest aunt and the third aunt's son coming, Qin Mo was startled, and the whole person was completely sleepy and awake.

When I woke up, I made my bed all over the bed and looked for clothes, and then put them on.

"Ouch.!"

"My eldest niece...!"

As soon as Qin Mo got downstairs, he saw a person standing by the steps of the inner courtyard, dressed in blue and white cloth, with her elbows and knees patched and covered with a poor sour smell, with a thick back and a square face, wasn't it the eldest aunt of the Qin family who hadn't seen her for a year.

before

Every time I saw her before, the clothes were still brighter, and although the skin was sallow, the whole body was thick.

At first glance, it was the kind of woman who was powerful and capable.

But today, his clothes were patched, his big face was blue and red, and a strand of hair fell from his forehead, and the tips of his hair were gray.

This momentum, this situation, is really not the shrewd and capable woman that Qin Mo had seen a year ago or three years ago.

On the contrary, the poor and destitute do not look good.

I don't know why, even if she went to her door today, she didn't feel any pity in her heart.

Next to her, the child under her hand is a boy, who looks tall and thin, and he looks like he is six or seven years old. Older than Xiangxiang.

This should be the son of the third aunt.

This aunt's son Qin Mo has seen him many times, and Qin Mo supports him to study in the school.

And these three aunts, Qin Mo has never seen this person with his own eyes. Even her son, Qin Mo was the first time he saw it.

Dry and thin, the black cotton clothes were also covered with patches.

The corners of the mouth are dry and white, and they are all peeling, and the blue and yellow face is also due to the fact that he has not eaten enough on weekdays.

The body is skinny, and the clothes and pants on his body are not small, and the air in the middle is empty, and Rao looks at it like this, as if a piece of clothing is hanging on a person's body.

Qin Mo's gaze was lowered again, barefoot, without shoes.

Two handfuls of snot ran down the nose plate.

The hand hanging on the side of him, looking diagonally from the arm of the cuff, was stunned by some green bruises, Qin Mo was slightly stunned.

Looking at the boy, the boy had already pursed his lips, as if he had noticed that Qin Mo was looking at his arm, and with a wipe of his hand, he gathered the fabric on his sleeve, trying his best to cover it.

Qin Mo turned his head away with general interest.

Then he looked at the eldest aunt of the Qin family.

The first person who thought of calling her name was her

"Auntie, what is the matter with you coming to my store today-?!"

"Oh, my eldest niece, I know that my aunt used to be sorry for you two sisters, please forgive you uncompetitive aunt-!"

As soon as this aunt heard Qin Mo asking her, she immediately wiped her tears with her sleeves, then took two steps forward, and bent down and cried to Qin Mo in front of her.

Qin Mo was stunned for a moment, then took a step back, and said with a slightly stunned expression, "Auntie, what are you doing-!" ”

"Eldest niece, I know that in the past few years, I, as an aunt, did not fulfill my responsibility as an aunt, your father went out, your mother left, and there was no adult at home to take care of, it stands to reason that when there were only two of you left in your family, my aunt should have taken care of it.!"

"But. But...! ”

Qin Mo didn't answer, only to hear her continue to cry, "But Auntie didn't take care of your two sisters, a village, you also know the situation in the family, it's not that Auntie is reluctant, but, our family's ability is so great, the family has two sons, one older and one younger, your Ruizi brother is eating when he is eating, half the eldest child, eating the poor old man, our family was also embarrassed at that time, and I was too busy to take care of myself, so please also ask your niece Haihan, don't pursue these past things, our family is sorry for you two sisters, after all, I am sorry." Auntie, I'm here to apologize to you, what do you want to do, I can't kneel down for you.! ”

Saying that, this Qin's eldest daughter-in-law really had her sleeves on her nose and was about to kneel.

Fortunately, the little peach next to him stopped him with Qin Mo.

"Auntie, I can't help it, I can't help it.!"

Xiao Tao was beside her, and she had already supported Qin's daughter-in-law's body with both hands.

Qin Mo saw that she had already stopped her, so he didn't stop it.

"Auntie, isn't it difficult for the girl to do this, the girl is a junior, how can an elder kneel down to the younger to admit his mistake, isn't that going to break the girl's birthday-!"

That's it, although Qin Mo didn't answer, this was thinking that Xiao Tao's words were really good in his heart, and his words were also smooth and transparent.

Sure enough, this Qin's daughter-in-law is not a trouble-free person, she has come to this point, and she has to plant some bad things for herself.

Today, in this inner courtyard, so many people, maids, a large number of long-term workers, a woman in her thirties kneeling down to a girl in her teens, what does it look like when people see it?!

At that time, public opinion will not squash Qin Mo.

Therefore, this eldest daughter-in-law really doesn't know how to be a person. I really don't know how to think for others.

"Xiao Tao is right just now, the eldest aunt can't help it, you just said in your words, I'm sorry for Sister Qin Mo.?!"

As soon as Qin Mo asked, Aunt Qin lowered her head a little weakly when she heard this, and she didn't know whether to continue with Qin Mo's question.

In the end, he said something with a glutinous mouth.

Qin Mo opened the corners of his eyes, rolled up his sleeves, and smiled generously.

"What my aunt said just now really puzzled Qin Mo, Qin Mo really doesn't remember when my aunt did something sorry for our Qin family sisters, and how can a person like my aunt make any mistakes, my aunt is too modest.!"

The eldest daughter-in-law of the Qin family was stunned by what Qin Mo said, and she didn't understand what Qin Mo meant by what she said.

Is he really praising her, or is he belittleing her for some reason?

"Eldest niece, please don't do this, I have already apologized, in the past, our family was not good, and we didn't take care of you and Xiangxiang in time, I have already said I'm sorry, and please eldest niece, you have a lot, don't worry about us anymore...!"

"Heh" Hearing this, Qin Mo immediately opened his mouth with a slight sneer, "Auntie, what are you talking about, I said from beginning to end, there is nothing wrong with Auntie, how to say that Qin Mo has to care about these words-!" ”

This eldest daughter-in-law of Qin, when she heard Qin Mo's tone, was completely different from just now, and thought in her heart, it was not herself

Could it be that what he said just now really provoked this eldest niece, thinking about this matter is both regretful and anxious.

"Big niece, don't be angry, I'm stupid, it's a well-intentioned person, and I can't say nice things when I bring it to this mouth, and please don't see it like me!"

This Qin's eldest daughter-in-law hurriedly made amends.

And Qin Mo, who came and went to give soft words to herself, others didn't get tired of it, and she was tired of listening to it.

He tightened his collar and wanted to turn around and go back to the inner hall.

Actually, she didn't want to give these people such useless words here.

This back and forth verbal effort can solve the resentment that he has had for many years.

This feud can be traced back to how many years.

My parents have been entangled in various feelings and hatreds since then.

"Hey, eldest niece, don't go. Hey! ”

When Qin's eldest daughter-in-law saw Qin Mo turn around and drive away, she thought that she didn't want to listen to her appeal, but as soon as she was nervous, she raised her voice and shouted.

And Qin Mo actually just wanted to go back to the inner hall and sit and rest for a while.

I had been standing in the inner courtyard for too long.

Qin Mo entered the inner hall and sat on the table and stool of the desk where he worked every day, and the eldest daughter-in-law of the Qin family led the boy and followed.

"Sit down!" Qin Mo first poured her a cup of tea calmly, and picked up the fine banana leaf jade cup.

"Hey. Ay.! Suddenly, listening to Qin Mo's tone of voice so polite to herself, this Qin's eldest daughter-in-law hurriedly echoed, complied, and took the boy to sit at the big round table together.

Seeing this, Xiao Tao has been serving Qin Mo in close proximity for nearly half a year, and wherever Qin Mo goes, she will naturally follow.

The cup was opened, the water was poured into the cup, and Qin Mo held the pot...

"My aunt brought the cousin of the third aunt's family to this county town and Qin Mo's shop, if you don't say it, I naturally know this intention.!"

"Hey. Ay. The three aunts immediately nodded in response.

After the tea was put away, Qin Mo put down the teapot and picked up the "Near Chishui Village, this year's drought is severe, even if I am in this city, I have heard of it in my ears, and when I think of it, I feel that my aunt and uncle are at home, and those days must be relatively poor-!" ”

That's the point.

As soon as she said this, this Qin's eldest daughter-in-law sighed, and immediately rolled up her sleeves and wiped her tears. The words seem to be full of hardship.

"This is the heart of the heart, eldest niece, you are not there, you have not seen with your own eyes, in the field, dry cracked into strips, the wheat and rape planted, looking at the field, the dead are dead, the yellow seedlings are dead, the seedlings are dead, and the crops are not harvested. I'm hungry. The neighboring villages, the villagers, the people who die, the people who run, in this county, there are many more flowers than in the past... There is no more life. Even those families with big surnames in the village, and even some wealthy families, have no food. What do you say is going to do about this... The county commander doesn't care, and he doesn't distribute relief food, and if it goes on like this, the people in the nearby villages will be moved.! ”

This Aunt Qin was crying next to her, and she began to cry when she was emotional.

In fact, at the beginning, Qin Mo knew her purpose for coming to her, and she originally planned to refuse not to help, she was a person who held grudges, she would revenge, she was definitely not a saint, she had a favor to return, and she had revenge.

So at first, I made up my mind, but now that Rao listens to this, my heart is indeed sour and uncomfortable.

"I disposed of all the things that were a little valuable in the family, and even the two clothes went to the pawnshop for more than a dozen dollars and then came to supplement the family, but, who knows, these money are not used at all, the family drinks gruel every day, digs wild vegetables, and can't live like this, their three rooms are the same as us, you see this child, hungry yellow-skinned and thin, his mother always beats him at home, these three aunts are a violent temper, and when there is anger in the heart, the eldest son is angry, you look at this arm, she beats the edges, I brought him out today, came to you, let you give him a full meal, after all, you are also cousins, just for the sake of an ancestor, you should be a good deed, send compassion, in the past we couldn't live with you, and my aunt has sincerely apologized to you, please also look at it for the sake of a large family, help, help our family tide over the difficulties, you know, now this family surnamed Qin, there is only you who has this economic strength. ”

"If you pluck a hair, which is thicker than our waists, if you show a little mercy, you can save our family, your uncle, your cousin. They're all just looking at you...! ”

This time, Qin's daughter-in-law really shed tears, her eyes were blurred, and her words were full of sadness.

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Some people ask why the update is not as good as in the past, because the clothes are changing the text, changing the left less, and also changing the public chapter of the pastoral, once, the clothes have never reviewed why their own text is always not good at the first order, and now I understand, that is, I really don't know how to write the public part, I don't want to catch the reader's heart, of course, Zuo Shao and the countryside are mainly because the writing method of the plot is still relatively rusty, in the view of the clothes, there are two ways to write the text, one is based on character building, and the other is based on the plot...

The way of writing the wife and the concubine is to shape the character of the character. And the last two are the transformation of clothes, so the elements kneaded into are messy.

And now the clothes are more handy. Of course, from time to time, this article is more left-left.

The clothes are not highly productive, and the energy to change the text is really limited. The backcoat will be changed as much as possible every day....

Before, because of the entanglement of feelings, it also made the update decadent...

In short, sorry for the readers who are chasing the article