Zhang Mingyuan saw her staring at her right hand, and subconsciously hid her wrist behind her, "No...... The thing has been bandaged and it doesn't hurt anymore. ”

His words made Yi Xiaoshi burst into tears.

She thought she was not afraid of anything, and she would not shed tears for anyone except her father.

But now, she wept for someone she had always thought had little to do with it.

She had suffered gunshot wounds, knife wounds, and had almost taken her life many times.

She never cried.

However, Zhang Mingyuan's words of comfort made her feel that those injuries were not as uncomfortable as they are now.

Zhang Mingyuan was overwhelmed by her sudden tears, "I, did I do something wrong?" Don't you cry, okay? ”

Yi Xiaoshi shook her head, "No, you don't have anything wrong, it's me who is wrong." If it weren't for me, you, you wouldn't have lost your right hand at all, you wouldn't have ......"

Zhang Mingyuan stepped forward, stretched out his left hand and patted her gently, "Don't cry, I don't blame you...... There are even some happy ones. ”

Yi Xiaoshi looked up with teary eyes, and was stunned when she heard his words.

Zhang Mingyuan smiled, his expression was a little helpless, "Maybe you think I have something wrong with my head, but I really feel very happy." Seriously, I'm afraid you'll leave all of a sudden, and forget about me. That's good. ”

Yi Xiaoshi always felt that his words were a little strange, but she couldn't find anything strange.

"I can...... Do you call you poetry? ”

Yi Xiaoshi nodded stunned.

"Shishi, you should laugh more. You know, when you laugh, it's the best to look at, and you feel like the whole world is being illuminated. When you laugh, you are the most agile, and all the qiē will be eclipsed in front of you and become your background match. ”

Yi Xiaoshi was a little skeptical that the person he was talking about was not herself.

She never knew that she was like this in Zhang Mingyuan's eyes.

She felt that she was about to be overwhelmed by the darkness, but Zhang Mingyuan actually said that she could illuminate the world.

She felt that her qiē had been burned to gray when her father fell and the school was on fire, but he said that she had been eclipsed in front of her......

Zhang Mingyuan...... Do you know, that Yi Xiaoshi you saw...... It was never who I really was.

She was very bitter in her heart, but she couldn't say anything like that.

Zhang Mingyuan, you just fell in love with a disguise, it was just a mask of Yi Xiaoshi, a mask that was carefully made in order to hide.

Although sometimes, when I look at that mask, I will be deceived into thinking that it is my real self.

"Shishi, promise me, don't blame yourself for this."

Yi Xiaoshi bit her lower lip, and her eyes became more sore.

Seeing her like this, Zhang Mingyuan sighed again, turned his face away, and looked at the sunset outside the window, "Do you know? Actually, I've always liked you. ”

Yi Xiaoshi's eyes widened, she didn't expect him to say it at this time.

But in the next second, I heard Zhang Mingyuan say, "But I originally planned not to tell you until I died." ”

Yi Xiaoshi was shocked again, and subconsciously asked, "Why?" ”

Zhang Mingyuan stretched out his left hand and pointed to the sunset, which had already fallen most of the horizon, "Is the sunset beautiful?" ”

Yi Xiaoshi didn't know what he wanted to say, just nodded.

"Yes, the sunset is beautiful and magnificent, but it will soon disappear." Zhang Mingyuan turned his head sideways and smiled at her, "I am the sunset." So, you don't have to feel sorry for the loss of my right hand at all, and soon, even me will be turned into a pile of loess. ”

Yi Xiaoshi's eyes widened in disbelief, "What?!" ”

"It's true," he pointed to his head, "advanced brain cancer." ”

Yi Xiaoshi didn't know how she got out of the hospital.

I just felt like I was having a trance-like dream.

Zhang Mingyuan has always been warm, no matter when he appears, he is clean and refreshing.

Even for the sake of her profession, she always deliberately kept her distance from him.

But the kind of care and maintenance he showed was just right, and she remembered it all in her heart.

Such a person...... It turned out that the brain cancer was advanced...... And she is accustomed to observing the people and things around her, and she has never found out!

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