1. Love, without hesitation

Running without hesitation, he is both brave and tacky in love. Although it is not as strong as a moth to a fire, the future is uncertain and not much better. Zhou Yuxin and Tian Ning only had 7,000 yuan of their belongings on their bodies. This money can survive for a while in a small city, and it can be said that it will be destroyed in minutes when you go to Shanghai.

Zhou Yuxin has been given a suitable job at home, and her work is very comfortable. But Tian Ning wanted to go to Shanghai at that time, after all, there are more types of work than in small cities, where there are only a handful of companies that recruit network operators, and he is useless as a person who graduated from computer science.

In the eyes of most people, Tian Ning's idea of breaking through is uneasy, which is incompatible with the atmosphere of a small city, and there are people in his ear every day to talk about being realistic, and there is no one around him to support his ideas.

Zhou Yuxin felt that others felt that Tian Ning was naïve, she must not insert another knife, that would be tantamount to making matters worse, as a girlfriend, she should support him. So, she really packed up her baggage and followed Tian Ning to Shanghai, at first she could only live in the cheapest house, at that time it was impossible to want a house with windows, two people crowded into a small house of a few square meters, soaking two bowls of instant noodles, and pressing two sausages on top.

Zhou Yuxin originally thought that surviving in Shanghai would not be a problem, but she could apply, interview, lose, and re-interview...... After more than a dozen job interviews, Zhou Yuxin finally realized the cruelty of society, this world is really not full of love and water, and everything is empty talk without money.

Two weeks later, Zhou Yuxin had a super consistent idea with the interviewer about the current new media trends during the interview, and the chat was very speculative, and the interviewer immediately knocked on the board and asked her to come to work next week. So, Zhou Yuxin found her first job.

But compared with Zhou Yuxin's positivity, Tian Ning is extremely negative, his face that was tidy up at the beginning is now more and more sloppy, those ambitious words can no longer be spoken, and what he often nagged in his mouth is: "There is no master here, there is a place to keep the master." Zhou Yuxin persuaded a few more words, and Tian Ning's temper came up: "Even you look down on me, don't you?" ”

Zhou Yuxin couldn't figure out that a person who was so docile would become like this after his will was consumed, and in the end she didn't persuade him, at most she helped him sort out his tie before he went out, and said, "Good luck." ”

She always believes that good fortune will favor everyone, as long as you work hard enough. In the company, she only does some basic data collection and follow-up process tracking work, which is complicated and trivial, but it cannot be taken lightly, and the salary is pitiful. Despite this, she happily completes her daily work.

When she got her first month's salary, Tian Ning also got her first job as a programmer at a game company.

The first thing Zhou Yuxin wanted to do was to change to a house with windows, so that the sun could shine in in the morning. When there is sunshine, the mood is good.

2. Love, no regrets

In fact, Zhou Yuxin couldn't adapt to the fast-paced life for a long time, after all, she was used to the life of the small city, just like the mountain spring and flowing water. In the crowded Shanghai, everyone is in a hurry, and a sense of guilt rises in her heart when she wastes a little time, and sometimes she wakes up in the middle of the night, and she is always in a trance. However, every step is her own choice, about love, about career, she has no way back.

In a small city, complicated interpersonal relationships are a stumbling block to a career, but in Shanghai, it seems that the harder you work, the luckier you are. Zhou Yuxin gradually fell in love with this place and work.

She became more and more diligent, always working overtime until eight or nine o'clock, before the last subway stopped.

"I've been waiting for you to have a supper for a long time, why did you come back at this point?" She was especially looking forward to hearing Tian Ning's greeting or a warm hug when she came home from overtime, but she didn't expect that there would be blame between his words. That day, she was so tired that she didn't bother to speak, she threw the box of fried noodles on the table, and the whole person collapsed on the bed: "I will eat it myself in the future." ”

Tian Ning seemed to realize Zhou Yuxin's tiredness, and his tone softened: "How many days do you have to work overtime?" ”

"Anyway, if you don't change the guard, it's like this, Tian Ning, you must work hard, don't be a moth at work." Zhou Yuxin is really worried about Tian Ning, it stands to reason that Tian Ning should also be busy, right? But he rarely touches the things he does at work when he goes home every day, and always plays games and chats.

Not long after Zhou Yuxin said this, Tian Ning was fired, it is said that because of his relationship, there were very big loopholes in the project, and he could only roll up and leave. However, this job is the third job he has changed since he arrived in Shanghai, and the first two times lasted at most two months.

"Tian Ning, I can't support our lives alone, can you have a snack." This time, Zhou Yuxin couldn't hold back her disappointment anymore, the positive Tian Ning seemed to have disappeared, and the Tian Ning she saw now was full of negative energy, and she never reviewed her mistakes.

"That's because they don't know what to do, and I'm going to get a better job."

"You have to be a pearl for someone to appreciate you, are you?" Zhou Yuxin poured cold water on him.

"Even you don't believe me?" Tian Ning was surprised.

Zhou Yuxin let out a long sigh and stopped talking, if she didn't believe Tian Ning, how could she absurdly give up everything that the small town was about to have, and choose to go without hesitation, just because she had enough trust in him and trust in their love. But while she was struggling, he retreated again and again, and he didn't know it.

3. Love, difficult to move forward

After being unemployed, Tian Ning would submit his resume on the recruitment website at first, but most of them were lost, and occasionally a few interviews were also failed, and then he simply gave up looking for a job and played games at home all day.

Their lives lost their focus, and Zhou Yuxin smashed the router that day: "It's okay if you ruin your life, don't take me." If you came to Shanghai just to play games in a rented house, you might as well go back to your home and inherit your father's restaurant and become a chef. ”

Zhou Yuxin had never lost such a big temper, Tian Ning was stunned, and bent down to pick up the smashed router. From that day on, Tian Ning became more and more silent.

Tian Ning's road to finding a job again was not smooth, because the company would look at his previous experience, and he always changed jobs in a short period of time to give a very bad impression, so there was basically no invitation from the company. His career is facing a crisis, and his love seems to be unsatisfactory, and he has seen the same Audi car to send Zhou Yuxin back several times.

"Who is that man? Would you like to send you on a big night? ”

"My friend who works in the same building happened to be near his apartment, and I rubbed the car a few times."

"You wouldn't have found a rich Shanghainese just because you wanted to stay in Shanghai, right?" Tian Ning regretted it as soon as he said this, although he had such a thought in his head, but when he said it, it completely changed his taste.

Zhou Yuxin's pupils gradually dilated, and she was a little incredulous: "You said I was looking for a rich man?" Dislike the poor and love the rich? If I really had that mind, I would have changed to a room with a balcony, and I would still have to spend time in this house with you? ”

The quarrel was about to break out, and a lot of grievances accumulated in the hearts of the two were vented at this time, causing the surrounding neighbors to knock on the door to persuade peace.

The people who loved each other so much at the beginning, in the daily life of trivial oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, the enthusiasm was consumed little by little, and the interest was completely gone, replaced by complaining about each other.

In the night, she beat him over and over again, and he stood motionless like a stake, and suddenly, he opened his shoulders and took her into his arms, and he hugged her tightly, who was already crying hoarsely.

He is so sensitive, so caring, he is afraid of losing her.

Fourth, love, the world is old

"Do you really want to go back with me?" Tian Ning wanted to leave Shanghai, but he couldn't rest assured that Zhou Yuxin wouldn't be relieved.

She smiled and shook her head, even though it was pouring rain in her heart at this moment, she didn't show it at all: "Tian Ning, I think there will be times when you can get through it, you are a deserter now, and you will continue to be a deserter in the future." Even if the final retention is very weak, Zhou Yuxin still wants to work hard.

Tian Ning was stunned and was silent for a long time, "Then I'll try again." ”

After all, it was he who took Zhou Yuxin to leave the comfortable city and come here to struggle, how could he leave her here alone now? He could only temporarily cut off the idea of going home.

Tian Ning quit the game, went to the logistics company to find a job, got up early every day, and was exhausted when he came home after finishing every day, and then ate the supper specially prepared for him by Yuxin last week, and the day was comfortable. It's just that in the logistics industry, the salary is a little unstable, and most of the time the salary is only half of Zhou Yuxin's.

"I've struggled for so long, and I still haven't let you live in a house with a balcony." Tian Ning looked at the balance on the card and said with some frustration.

Zhou Yuxin grabbed his arm: "It's enough to have you!" ”

After experiencing decadence, he realized that it was not easy to rise, Tian Ning walked step by step with difficulty, and finally got the appreciation of the leadership, and his position and salary were improved.

They changed houses two years later, on the twelfth floor, with a small balcony.

When moving, Zhou Yuxin accidentally flipped over three train tickets from Shanghai to his hometown, each ticket was about a week apart, but these three tickets became invalid tickets. It turned out that Tian Ning really wanted to be a deserter, but he couldn't match his love for Zhou Yuxin, so he stayed and worked hard, and he succeeded after all.

On the small balcony, he held her hand and leaned against the railing, the setting sun shone down, elongating their figures, this moment, very quiet.

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This article comes from the Internet, the original author: Vido