Chapter 140: Fang Xinqi, Because of You, I Never Like Myself (3000+) "You kill me!" ”

Bright eyes, staring at Fang Xinqi for a long time, Xia Fan's faint dry lips overflowed, overflowing with these five words.

However, these five short words made Fang Xinqi's heart tremble.

She told him to kill her, five words that would be deadlier than any blow to him.

He'd forced her to death once before, because he had forced her to die once, and he had allowed himself to live like the walking dead for two whole years.

No matter how much he wanted to torture her to the point of madness, to the point of being neither human nor ghost, he didn't want her to die, and he never wanted her to die.

Compared to her death, he would rather she hate him, and he would rather she be with him for the rest of her life, and he didn't want her to die.

He contradictory knew that his strong hand would make her have no desire to continue to live.

However, the more sharp the collision will become, the more intense it will make him fight, even if the distance between her and him will get farther and farther away, he doesn't want to live the same life as he did in the previous two years.

"Fang Xinqi, if you refuse to let me go, kill me!"

Xia Fan repeated it again, and in his bright eyes, there was no courage to dodge.

She is tired enough now, she has no self, but she still has to bear Fang Xinqi's pressure on her step by step, since she can't get rid of the weaving of the net of fate, she can only choose to break the net with a fish and die, and completely dissolve the two-year-long, almost three-year tormented relationship between the two.

There was a devastating coldness in his eyes, he didn't want her to die, but she still had to use a broken way to completely escape herself.

"Hmmm......"

In Xia Fan's trembling voice, Fang Xinqi's hand was so strong that it almost crushed her bones and fell on her shoulder.

This woman always has the ability to provoke him.

She complained about him, and he didn't complain about her.

He was already trying to change, but why couldn't she see his change, nor could she see his difference, and continue to treat him with the same eyes as two years ago.

Men have always been the most dignified animals, and because of a woman, they have become different from themselves, Fang Xinqi hates himself like this, but he is still powerless.

Because of this woman, he was poisoned by the bones two years ago and couldn't quit.

"Xia Fan, do you have a heart?"

The bottom of the gray eyes is as cold as a block of ice.

Confronted Xia Fan, the two of them seemed to know that this estrangement would make the white-hot relationship between the two people collide more intensely, and there would never be a day when they would open their hearts, and the two of them still refused to let go of each other's gaze.

"You should ask yourself what you say!"

Who is the person who has no heart, Xia Fan feels that Fang Xinqi should be the one who knows it all.

Looking at Fang Xinqi with a clear gaze as clear as water, with an unrelieved resentment, staring at him for a long time, Xia Fan was full of strength, and with his own hands, he suddenly opened the hand he put on his shoulder.

She is going to Germany now, and there is no time to spend with this man, and there is no need to spend it with this man.

The softness between the palms dissipated, and Fang Xinqi's narrow eyes flickered at the bottom of his eyes, which meant that the eyes were tight.

"Fang Xinqi, because of you, I never liked myself!"

Xia Fan's black and white eyes had a trace of obvious pain.

Because of him, her pride, her coldness, and everything about her, he used cruel and destructive means to smooth out the edges and corners, and in the end, he had no claws to resist and no ability to save his relatives.

She didn't like herself, even hated herself.

In the past two years, she has not had a happy day.

She has lost so much, and instead of being happy, she is endlessly painful.

Catching the obvious pain in Xia Fan's eyes, Fang Xinqi felt the same way.

For this strong and awe-inspiring woman, her arrogance and tenacity have become her minions made of useless paper because of herself.

In a word, because of herself, she never liked herself, which made Fang Xinqi clearly see her side as a little woman.

She wasn't as strong as she thought she was.

Without taking Fang Xinqi's frowning movements into his eyes, Xia Fan took a deep breath, and after calming down his emotions, he looked at the man in front of him with profound and sharp facial features with a desperate and proud gaze.

"Fang Xinqi, I don't have time to waste with you now, let me live, and leave a way back for yourself, and I will definitely go to the end, it will not benefit you or me!"

Neither of them can die, so they can only choose to avoid it, not to meet, not to remember, maybe it is the best solution between two people!

After speaking, Xia Fan turned around, clenched his fingers with his only remaining weak strength, and walked towards the entrance and exit of the community.

Avoiding Fang Xinqi, Xia Fan gradually calmed down.

A call came in the mobile phone, and it was Jiang Chi who called him.

"Xiaofan, don't be in a hurry to come to Germany, I'll ...... will help you deal with your cousin's affairs, you can wait for me in Liangcheng with peace of mind, and wait for me to send your cousin back to China safely, okay? ”

Xia Fan hung up the phone just now, Jiang Chi thought about a lot of things, he couldn't let Xia Fan come to Germany.

It's not just that if she can't save Xia Bai, it will make her sad, Jiang Chi is really afraid that Xia Fan will meet Fang Xinqi.

Although the world is very big, fate is too subtle, so subtle that he feels that as long as Xia Fan sets foot in Germany, a place that belongs to Fang Xinqi, he will accept the arrangement of fate and let the two of them meet.

He didn't want Xia Fan to meet Fang Xinqi, the two of them finally broke off contact, and meeting again was undoubtedly intensifying the relationship between the two people.

Out of consideration for Xia Fan and out of his selfish psychology, he really didn't want Xia Fan to set foot on the land here in Germany again.

Although Xia Fan is not as smart as Bingxue, he has known Jiang Chi for two years, and he still knows very well what kind of person he is and what kind of temperament he is.

She really understood that Jiang Chi didn't want to let herself return to Germany, on the one hand, she was afraid that Xia Bai's affairs would not be handled well and would disappoint her, and on the other hand, she had so many unhappy memories in Germany.

Her re-entry into Germany is clearly asking her to regain those unbearable memories.

Jiang Chi was completely thinking about herself, how could she not see it.

It's just that although she can't help much when she goes to Germany, at least it doesn't make her anxious to follow in China, and it's better than sitting on pins and needles herself.

Xia Fan's pale cheeks, in the clear light, smiled bitterly.

"Instead of letting me think nonsense here, let me go to Germany!"

could hear the self-deprecation in Xia Fan's words, and Jiang Chi didn't know what to say for a while.

After inhaling the coolness of the night, Xia Fan stubbornly held back the mist in his reddened eyes.

"Let me go back!"

Even if Germany has her indelible memory, many things can not be solved by escaping, and if she wants to live in this world, she must learn to face them.

Without persuading Xia Fan again, Jiang Chi also understood that Bing Xue was as smart as her, how could she not see through her little cunning.

The two of them spoke, but no one spoke, and after a while, Xia Fan moved his lips slightly.

"Don't hide it from me, don't be afraid that I'm in a hurry, I want you to tell me the truth, I'...... How sure are you about your cousin? ”

Whether she can save Xia Bai or not, she has to face up to this cruel truth.

After all, if it weren't for someone with a very tough background, it would be impossible to do such a thing.

Naturally, he could know how much psychological pressure Xia Fan was under when he asked himself this, even if Jiang Chi wanted to hide it, he could hide it for a while, but he couldn't hide it for a lifetime.

Pursing his lips repeatedly, he replied truthfully-

"A chance to rescue your cousin...... Very little! ”

In a word, Xia Fanming knew that the result would be like this, but he still couldn't help but feel shocked.

There was a sense of hopelessness that spread from her eardrums to every hair on her body.

The chance of finding Xia Bai and rescuing Xia Bai is very small, which is equivalent to telling himself that after looking for a needle in a haystack, he may not be able to bring this needle back from the sea safely.

is like a deflated ball, Xia Fan's already weak body is weak and weak......

"Xiaofan, you should be able to imagine that it is not trivial to cross such a thing as selling yin, your cousin usually has nothing to do when she goes abroad on the catwalk, but this time she went abroad to walk the catwalk, it can be seen that the other party's sphere of influence has been rampant to the point of lawlessness."

Jiang Chi analyzed, but Xia Fan didn't have the heart to listen.