Chapter 101: A cold and cruel word that doesn't dare to weigh it carefully (first update, 6000+)
"Mom......"
Whimpering with a slightly white lip, Yu Wange muttered in a low voice.
"Wange, mom can't bear to let you bear all this by yourself, no matter what you face when you go back, mom has to bear it with you!"
A determined eyebrow fell on his daughter's face.
Yu Wange was tightly wrapped by Zhou Wan's hand, although her heart was mixed, but she still found a strong support psychologically.
"Yes, Wange, what's the matter, with Auntie here, everything will be fine! If you really don't want to go back to Shencheng alone, then I will accompany you back! ”
As he spoke, Ye Ji stepped forward and warmly wrapped Yu Wange's other little hand into his palm.
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got on the plane back to Shencheng again, and Yu Wange was really nervous.
Especially when her feet stood again in this city after nearly four months of absence, the scenes that had happened were like a rewind movie, constantly hovering in her mind.
Ye Ji took Zhou Wan to find a hotel to stay in, while Yu Wange went to the hospital to see her father, whom she hadn't seen for four months.
Although Zhou Wan returned to Shencheng for the first time this time, when Yu Wange asked her to go to the hospital with her, Zhou Wan still rejected her daughter.
Caressing a somewhat empty heart, Yu Wange found the ward where her father was.
Looking at Yu Xuanhai, whose thin face was covered with a big oxygen mask, the tears rolling in Yu Wange's eyes rolled down uncontrollably again.
She hadn't seen her father for four months, and she felt that he seemed to be thinner than before, which made her heart ache even more.
The gray hair on the sideburns seemed to indicate the passage of life, which made Yu Wange's heartstrings tight.
stayed in the ward for a while, and talked a lot to Yu Xuanhai to himself, including the news that his mother also returned to China, and also told him.
Coming out of the ward, Yu Wange went to his father's attending physician's office.
From the attending physician's office, she learned something that made her very, very sad.
In the four months since he returned to Germany, none of Yu Wanyin and Rong Tingchen have come to see their father, let alone give a penny to the hospital for their father's treatment expenses.
Hearing this made her feel extremely cruel, her heart was bleeding.
"Mr. Yu's condition will get worse and worse, once the supply of nutrients to Mr. Yu's body is stopped, Mr. Yu will ...... at any time."
The doctor didn't continue, but Yu Wange already understood the meaning of the doctor's words.
"During this period of time, it was Mr. Zhou Haiguo of the Yu family who sent the funds for treatment to Mr. Yu. But Mr. Yu's situation ...... Miss Yu, as a doctor, I can tell you with a very rigorous attitude that if you want to continue to treat Mr. Yu, the cost is a bottomless pit. Moreover, there is no guarantee that Mr. Yu will be able to wake up. ”
“……”
"You are also studying medicine, so you should naturally know that in this case of Mr. Yu, in addition to targeted treatment with drugs, psychological physiotherapy is the most effective way! Miss Yu, I suggest that you can try to take Mr. Yu back to his home and talk to him every day, maybe you can wake up Mr. Yu! ”
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Coming out of the hospital, Yu Wange's mood was undoubtedly heavy.
As a medical student, she can naturally understand what the doctor said.
Maybe you can really wake up your father by trying psychotherapy.
Walking on the sidewalk, Yu Wange felt the harshness of the cold north wind blowing on his face.
In the harsh winter of Shencheng, it is now the weather of the number nine, the knife-like wind blows, and after a while, the sky begins to rotate and drift down snowflakes.
The cold breath hit his face, and Yu Wange raised his head to breathe in the thin cold air.
Pressed by the heavy burden of her father's illness, she not only did not feel the cool breath into her lungs, but felt that this breath made it even more difficult for her heart to breathe.
Putting away the down jacket with a neckline, Yu Wange tried her best not to let the north wind pour into her body.
After calling Ye Ji and asking for the address of the hotel where he was staying, Yu Wange shuffled towards the bus stop.
Wearing light blue pencil pants, a snow-white down jacket, and a pair of black low boots, Yu Wange looks clean, like an elf in the snow.
"Mr. Rong, are you going back to the company?"
"Hmm!"
With dark eyes staring at the document, Rong Tingchen casually responded to the driver.
The car turned around and slowly slid into the wide road.
The snowflakes floating outside are getting more and more charming, and they have gradually covered the road......
"Squeak-"
Seeing a small child suddenly running in front of the car, the driver slammed the brakes.
The screeching sound of brakes and the sound of "squeak, squeak" on the snow.
Due to inertia, the driver's body leaned forward.
Still palpitating, with the fine sweat on his head, he looked at the man in the back seat through the reflector in the car.
"Right...... I'm sorry, Mr. Rong! ”
"Go down and have a look!"
At this moment, Rong Tingchen had already closed the file and put it aside, and proudly raised his chin to poke out the front windshield.
"Hmm!"
The driver unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car.
Rubbing his sour eyes, Rong Tingchen casually projected out of the car window.
With a casual glance of his eyes, he fell on the body of a thin figure standing at the bus stop.
Although Yu Wange buried half of her face in the down jacket, her black and white eyes, her pupils were as clear as water, and the light and shadow of the fluctuating glass still made Rong Tingchen's heartstrings tremble.
The dark black pupils were constricted, ignoring the snowflakes outside, Rong Tingchen didn't even wear a coat, just wore a straight suit like that, and walked out of the car with a tall figure.
When he was wearing leather shoes, he had just walked a few steps in the snow when he saw that the bus had arrived at the stop.
After the bus left, the figure he hadn't seen for more than two months disappeared in front of his eyes again.
There were not too many mood swings on Jun's face, but Rong Tingchen had already secretly clenched the big hand hanging by his side into a fist.
"Uh...... Mr. Rong, what's wrong with you? ”
Thinking that Rong Tingchen came down to see if he had hit the child, the driver explained-
"Mr. Rong, there's nothing wrong with the child! You ......"
Without waiting for the driver to finish speaking, Rong Tingchen directly stepped on his slender legs and sat back in the car.
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With a little face that was frozen red, Yu Wange returned to the hotel.
"Mom!"
Looking at her mother's thin figure, standing at the window, looking thoughtful, Yu Wange called her softly.
"Uh...... Evening song, are you back? ”
Turning around, Zhou Wan looked at her blushing daughter, and walked to the sofa with steps.
took off the down jacket outside, and Yu Wange sat next to Zhou Wan in a knitted sweater.
"How's your dad?"
Never paid attention to Yu Xuanhai's situation, Zhou Wan asked Yu Wange for the first time today.
"Dad...... The situation is not very good! ”
Thinking that the doctor said that his father's condition could no longer be cured by medical treatment, Yu Wange felt very uncomfortable.
But the psychological therapy method is still worth trying, after all, now my mother has returned to China.
She remembered that her father had said that the woman he loved most in his life was his mother, and his sister's mother had a business marriage and had no feelings for his sister's mother.
Thinking of this, Yu Wange wanted to convince her mother to go to the hospital to see her father and say something intimate to him.
If you use psychological therapy to sober up your father, then your mother is definitely a person with absolute weight.
"Oh!"
Hearing Yu Wange say that Yu Xuanhai's situation was not very good, Zhou Wan was very calm.
Seeing her stretch out her hand to take the orange, Yu Wange suddenly put her little hand, which was still a little cold, on the back of her mother's hand.
"Mom, I'...... Can I ask you for one thing? ”
Yu Wange never begged her mother for anything, but this time, she was really willing to put down her body and beg her mother for her father.
From her daughter's eyebrows and eyes, Zhou Wan saw her helplessness and her pleading......
"Wange, tell your mother if you have anything, what are you doing like this?"
In the past twelve years of relying on herself, Zhou Wan knows how Yu Wange has spent it with her.
Therefore, seeing her begging for herself undoubtedly touched the most fragile heartstring in Zhou Wan's heart.
"Mom, then you promise me first!"
Yu Wange's red eyes fell into Zhou Wan's eyes, making her soften her heart all of a sudden.
"Wange, what's the matter, you tell your mother first, and your mother will try her best to help you!"
"Then you promise me first!"
She could have understood that the relationship between her mother and her father was not very harmonious, otherwise it would not have been a full twelve years, and the two of them would not have been in contact with each other!
"Okay, okay, mom promises you!"
I really couldn't see the tears in her daughter's eyes, so Zhou Wan had to agree hard.
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"No, Wange, my mother can't agree to your request no matter what!"
"Mom, but you just promised me!"
After Yu Wange finished speaking to Zhou Wan, she refused Yu Wange's request without thinking.
"Mom just promised you, but it must be within Mom's ability. This request you told your mother, my mother can't do it! ”
Asking her to chat with Yu Xuanhai every day and give him psychologically assisted therapy is simply evoking the past that she doesn't want to think about anymore.
"Mom......"
"Evening song, it's not that my mother is stubborn, it's such a request, my mother really can't agree!"
Zhou Wan sternly refused, allowing her to return to Shencheng again was already the biggest concession she had made, so it was impossible to let her go to see Yu Xuanhai!
"Mom......"
Yu Wange continued to plead, although her mother had definitely rejected her request, she still continued to beg without giving up.
"Auntie, evening song, dinner is ready, let's go down and eat!"
Ye Ji knocked on the door twice and walked in, but he didn't want to, and happened to run into a confrontation between their mother and daughter.
Wiping away a few tears, Yu Wange didn't want Ye Ji to see his jokes.
"Evening Song, You ......"
Seeing Yu Wange's red eyes, Ye Ji couldn't help but speak.
"Xiao Ji, Wange just misses Germany a little, it's okay, let her adjust herself, let's go down to eat!"
Compared with Yu Wange's somewhat breathless appearance, Zhou Wan is really calm.
"Oh, well!"
With Zhou Wan's steps, Ye Ji glanced at Yu Wange suspiciously again.
"Wange, you have sorted out your mind, let's go downstairs to eat together!"
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The meal was tasteless, and Ye Ji wanted to go upstairs to find Yu Wange several times, but was stopped by Zhou Wan.
didn't want to lose his temper in front of his elders, especially Yu Wange's mother, Ye Ji had no choice but to suppress the increasingly restless thoughts in his heart and eat absentmindedly.
When Zhou Wan returned to the room after eating, she saw Yu Wange still crying on the sofa like a tearful person.
A helpless sigh overflowed Zhou Wan's lips, and she stood quietly at the door for a long time before she walked to Yu Wange's side.
After pulling a tissue to wipe the tears on her daughter's face a few times, Zhou Wan pulled her lips open and asked softly-
"Evening Song, you love your father very much?"
"Hmm!"
He nodded heavily.
"Dad is really lonely, every time I see Dad living in such a big villa by himself and eating alone, my heart is very uncomfortable!"
Standing up from the sofa, Yu Wange looked at her mother's face, which was already peerless.
"Mom, Dad, he really loves you, and he is very good to me, although Dad didn't give you a proper name, but you are the woman he loves the most in his life."
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"Mom, I know you feel embarrassed by your identity, but since you and Dad already have me, it means that you had a certain relationship before, right?"
Without the existence of the basis of feelings, there will be no self, Yu Wange firmly believes that her mother loves her father, but the identity of the third ~ person is a pimple in her mother's heart, so after so many years, she refuses to return to China and refuses to face her father!
was said by Yu Wange's heart to be sour, and Zhou Wan's eyes were also a little red.
"Mom, I haven't had a father's love for eighteen years, can you really bear to let me never have a father's love in my life?"
The more he spoke, the more intense the sorrow in Yu Wange's heart became.
For as long as she can remember, she has often heard people say that she has no father, and that she is a sin ~ seed born from her mother and wild~ men.
Although she was young at that time and didn't know what was a wild ~ man and what a bad seed was, as she grew older, she deeply realized how ironic those words were.
was told by Yu Wange's heart full of sad thoughts, and the tears in Zhou Wan's eyes could no longer flow uncontrollably.
"Evening song, it's all my mother's bad, don't you blame my mother?"
“……”
"How could your mother be willing to let you have no father's love? Mom promises you! ”
Yu Wange is Zhou Wan's only support for living in this world now, so no matter what, she can't bear to see her daughter sad and painful.
Even if you don't want to see Yu Xuanhai, what can you do? As long as your daughter can be happy, isn't it?
"Mom......"
The emotions suppressed in her chest could no longer be suppressed, Yu Wange suddenly shrank into Zhou Wan's arms, hugged her and cried.
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"Dad, I brought my mom, and our family is together now!"
took Zhou Wan and Yu Xuanhai's hands, and Yu Wange's hands and her little hands were tightly clasped together.
Seeing that her daughter's eyes began to flush again, Zhou Wan moved her lips-
"Evening song, mom wants to talk to your dad, you go out for a walk!"
"Well, good!"
I haven't seen her for twelve years, and Yu Wange can completely understand that her mother must have a lot of things to say to her father.
The witty exit came, and Yu Wange walked downstairs.
In Shencheng in winter, the cold wind blew, and then it was filled with the lonely and melancholy snow of the city, blurring Yu Wange's tender eyes in anticipation.
Seeing her parents coming together again, Yu Wange couldn't tell how smooth her heart was, as if a huge stone had fallen to the ground, she really felt comfortable and relaxed like she had never felt before.
Walking on the path blown by the north wind, although Yu Wange's eyes were moist, her heart was unusually warm.
"It's really not easy, the bitter mandarin ducks who have been separated for twelve years finally met today!"
The strange voice of yin and yang sounded in Yu Wange's ears very familiarly, making her heart, which was still casually warm, instantly thrown into the ice cellar!
Yu Wange turned around in a panic, and her black and white eyes suddenly fell on the long figure leaning on the bare tree trunk on the side.
Rong Tingchen was wearing a camel-colored coat, with one hand in his trouser pocket and the other cigarette lit.
The knife-like wind blew through the man's black hair, as free and uninhibited as dancing in the wind, and the handsome face that was hit by the wind seemed to be unafraid of the destruction of the cold, highlighting the man's handsome face more quietly, cold, deep and convex.
Seeing the man in front of him clearly, Yu Wange was full of thoughts, and there was only one thought left in his mind, that is, to stay away quickly.
Although she wondered how the devil knew she had come to the hospital, the idea of her fleeing quickly was ingrained in her mind, urging her to leave little by little......
Shaking his little head a few times, Yu Wange couldn't tell what kind of feeling he felt in his heart.
In any case, she can't forget the time he was in his own home, mercilessly torturing herself.
In his eyes, he is like a lowly prostitute~woman, not even as good as a prostitute~woman, just a female ~ dog who allows him to vent ~ desire ~ hope!
Thinking of this, Yu Wange's heart hurt a little.
The toes shifted in the opposite direction, and Yu Wange didn't think about it, so she pulled her legs and started running.
She wants to escape, she must flee......
I haven't seen her for two months, Yu Wange saw an even more fiery evil aura from between his deep eyebrows and eyes, the anger that oppressed her all her breathing, making her whole person panic as if her heart was about to pop out of her throat.
Yu Wange knew very well that she was afraid of him, but she didn't know why, she was the kind of fear of him from the heart.
But there was a nerve that tugged at her thoughts, which kept stinging her sensitive nerves, and forced her to think of him holding her hand at Cologne Cathedral; At the Chocolate Museum, he makes chocolates for himself; On the Rhine, tell her about the poignant love story legend of the Hohenzollern Bridge.
Such a string of movie-like clips continued to play in Yu Wange's mind.
However, the same things that Rong Tingchen used her to send her to Qiao Sen's bed also flashed in her mind.
Scold...... It turns out that the illusion he did was to gain trust from himself, and then unconsciously, he was dominated and used by him!
After thinking all this clearly, Yu Wange's red eyes were full of tears rolling down against the north wind.
I thought that I was mentally prepared enough to return to Shen Cheng, but I didn't want to, when I saw this man again, those boundless sorrows would eventually become a cold and cruel word that I didn't dare to weigh carefully......
"Hmm......"
The arm was pulled violently, and Yu Wange suddenly fell into the arms of a tall man......