The ninety-fifth episode was trapped by love words

Qin Ying politely took a step back and said to Li Chunfeng: "In the future, there is no need to worry too much about Qin's affairs. lest the Taishi violate the mandate of heaven and be robbed on behalf of others. ”

After saying that, she didn't look up to observe the other party's expression, and strode away.

Qin Ying had been waiting for the edict in the Hanlin Academy for many years in his previous life, so he naturally knew where the canteen was placed. Even if there was no one in front of her to show her way, she could get there.

Li Chunfeng saw Qin Ying's back getting farther and farther away, and wanted to catch up, but he heard a chuckle from behind: "Li Taishi Guo is a person who cherishes his life, and he is unwilling to go against the so-called destiny for anyone." The tone was full of sharp sarcasm.

His face turned pale for a moment, and he slowly turned his head and arched his hand to the hairpin girl standing at the corner of the corridor: "The matter has come to this, and I have no excuse." Even if you vent your anger on me, it will hurt you if you hold it in your heart. ”

"Huh. Pretending to be merciful. The hairpin lady sneered at his reaction, but the autumn crystal eyes did not look at him, only looked at the swaying shadows underground. She sank her heart and said:

"Two years ago, I, Aye, was implicated by the monk Falla, and was removed from office by His Majesty, and later released to my hometown and exiled to Jingzhou. With Li Taishi's ability to calculate, I'm afraid I already knew it.

"Since you don't want to interfere with other people's destiny, I can't force it. But can you say a little more and tell me about the future? Those enlightened masters who advocate quiet and inaction are as indifferent, cold-blooded and ruthless as you? ”

She asked the words that were holding back in her heart. Tears flowed down the cheeks on both sides.

Since she entered the palace as a criminal minister, she has never taken the initiative to talk to Li Chunfeng. Today she overheard the conversation between Qin Ying and Li Chunfeng, and when she learned Li Chunfeng's opinion on the "Mandate of Heaven", she couldn't help it.

-- The reason why Li Chunfeng didn't do everything when she had an accident was because he was afraid of affecting the destiny of others and carrying a catastrophe that did not belong to him.

The hairpin lady can understand this truth, but it doesn't mean that she can agree.

Li Chunfeng looked at the hairpin girl in a daze, and wanted to take a few steps forward and raise his hand to wipe away her tears, but he finally had no courage and no position.

His lips opened and closed silently a few times before he whispered, "If I tell Lord Pei, can he believe in my good fortune and evil fortune?" Taking a step back, as the undertaker of the Taishi Bureau, can he retreat bravely, give up his existing position, and stay away from the whirlpool of power in Chang'an? ”

The hairpin lady suddenly raised her eyes full of tears, glared at Li Chunfeng and said angrily: "If you really sue Sù Aya, at least he won't be such a wolf during his exile in Jingzhou!" You've been involved in the early dynasties, and you've heard more than I do. A few years ago, Jingzhou Taishou launched an incident under the name of Aye. It took a lot of effort for Aya to suppress the rebellion, and in order to show his loyalty to Li Tang, he personally shot Jingzhou Taishou. And that person is precisely Aya's best friend..."

"It's me who is not good." Li Chunfeng lowered his eyes and sighed.

She wiped the slightly dried tears on her cheeks with the back of her hand: "I won't forgive you for apologizing like this." Unless I, Aye, can return to Chang'an and the family will be reunited. ”

Li Chunfeng's Adam's apple rolled twice, and finally clenched his hand. The nails are deeply embedded in the palms, creating dark marks.

He knew that she was a very serious person, who kept her word and kept her promises. This is the only chance for the hairpin lady to make up for herself. If you can't grasp it well, don't think about rebuilding it in this life.

At the same time, it is also a problem that the hairpin lady gave him. She was asking him in this way, in your heart, is it important to seek the Tao or ****?

Li Chunfeng curled the corners of his mouth, overflowing with a bitter smile.

I remember that in "Mencius", it is written: "I can do what I want when I want fish, and I also want to do what I want with bear paws." You can't have both, and those who give up the fish and take the bear's paw are also. ”

- But what is a fish and what is a bear's paw?

When he was a teenager, he worshiped Qingyang Shop in Chengdu Prefecture, Yizhou, and studied Taoism with his master Yuan Tiangang.

When the master first pointed his forehead to enlighten him, he said that cultivation is against the sky, and ordinary people take the seven emotions and six desires as joy, while those who cultivate the Tao need to have a pure heart and few desires, and never leave the word "Tao". If a cultivator can't forget his feelings, no matter how good the hexagram is calculated, no matter how well he does the Jiao fasting, it will be in vain.

At first, he didn't know why the master was so vigilant. But when he saw the high-spirited hairpin lady riding a tall horse on Suzaku Street, he knew that he would probably not be able to break free from the love network, and he would not be able to reach the realm of the ancient masters.

If you sink for the hairpin lady, it doesn't seem to hurt.

"I'll do my best. Don't forget what you said today. After he said this, his heart seemed to let go of the burden of moving forward, and he suddenly felt much lighter.

The hairpin lady suddenly burst into tears and laughed, she took the initiative to step forward and gently hooked the little finger of his left hand: "A word is a certainty." ”

Li Chunfeng was shaken by her movements, and when she reacted, the hairpin lady had already left the corridor.

He shook his head vigorously, banishing the undeserved reverie from his mind. In the end, he said to himself: "A woman's heart is really unpredictable. ”

When Qin Ying arrived at the dining hall, it was about to be midday, and the deacons had already begun to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.

She stretched out her head and looked at the wooden basin on the table at the entrance of the hall, and saw that there was nothing in it, so she did not dare to delay any longer, and sat down on an empty mat and beckoned to the deacon.

"What do you want?" A round-faced waiter said with a smile.

"Two servings of greens and millet porridge." Qin Ying said casually, patted his head after a pause, and then remembered that this was not a temple, so he didn't need to stop talking or be a vegetarian.

"A roasted leg of lamb and a braised carp." She changed her tune again.

At this time, Su Huan turned his head to look at her, and his peach blossom eyes were full of banter: "Have you ever read a sentence in an ancient book, called meat eaters." ”

Qin Ying took over the words without hesitation: "Lantai, don't drop your bookbag here, I don't know that you are a meatless person?" As he spoke, he pointed to the hill-shaped pile of sheep bones on the other party's table, "Don't quibble that this is leftovers from the people at the same table." These cases are a total of slap sizes. ”

He sighed with pity, "...... Lord Qin, you really don't show mercy to the elders of the Hanlin Academy. ”

The master plucked every grain of rice in his bowl expressionlessly, and as if the voice of the dish was not as good as his ears, he silently stood up and walked out with his knees on his hands.

Su Huan spread his hands to Qin Ying and said with a gesture: You have seen Master Yuan lead by example like this, turning the canteen of Hanlin Academy into a dining hall.