Chapter 210: I Shouldn't Love You
Yuan Xiao stood there stunned, he didn't want to force her, maybe he really wanted to take her for himself and take possession by all means, but he was already dead, he would rather let go than torture her anymore, but when he was about to let go, she would rather die.
The injury on Yuan Chengcheng's face was not serious, but the problem was that she hit the pillar with almost the determination to die, how could the injury of life and death be light?
She was in a coma for nearly seven days, and in these seven days, she was not completely unconscious, she knew in a daze that Hongchan and Shangguan Jingxuan had been by her side, Yuan Xiao seemed to have come, and maybe never appeared again, but what did it matter? She doesn't care about anything anymore.
These seven long days of sleep were like a dream, like sleeping and waking up, like real and false, I don't know if what was in the dream was true, or if everything I experienced was a dream.
In that true and false, she saw Huangfu Yehan again, and he was still hiding in the endless darkness, just like every day when he was in Huaguo, he could be close to her, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark......
He was like a dark shadow, unpredictable. She always longed for him to give her light, but she had to fear that when the light came, she realized that he was a void. Perhaps only in this half-true dream can he give her all the tenderness that she dare not hope for.
Yuan Chengcheng dreamed that he appeared in the darkness again, just like the night she was last hit, he appeared in the darkness again, extremely gentle.
He squeezed her hand tightly, never so hard. Yuan Qingcheng felt that her finger bones were about to be crushed by him, but if she could keep him by her side forever, she would rather waste her hands.
Waiting for him, loving him, hating him, the disappointments again and again exhausted her, countless times she thought, that's it, maybe she should never have looked forward to him.
But when everything was left behind, only him and her were left, she found that everything was like a wind blowing, and love was like a rock, without transfer.
Yuan Chengcheng was awakened by the power between his fingers, and then saw him very clearly, he did not disappear, he was just like when he first met, with a stream of wind and dust, all the way to meet her.
She saw the morning sun rising in the sky, the colorful glow reflected the whole earth, and also reflected the golden armor on his body, and the acacia tree in the courtyard was full of green leaves, and the branches of flowers were blooming, and she and he came to the acacia tree again, and he stretched out his hand to break a branch of flowers, and put it in her hair.
She looked up at him, and her long-empty heart was like water bursting the embankment, overflowing with an indescribable sense of happiness. In an instant, time flashed back. When her father came in through the courtyard gate, and said that he would prepare for their marriage, she was very shy and yet full of joy, and buried her face in his chest, but she could not tell which was hotter than the red heat on her face and the heat of his heart.
For a while, firecrackers rang out, ten miles of red makeup, she was sitting in a sedan chair wearing a fiery red wedding robe, the morning glow reflected in the sky, and the smile on her face was even brighter than the morning glow.
She had never been so happy, everything was like a dream, too beautiful.
The sedan chair finally arrived at Ning Wang's Palace, she couldn't wait to tear off the red cloth on her head as soon as she got off the sedan chair, just wanted to meet him quickly, and he was standing on the steps of Fengming Palace, with his back to her, she called his name lightly, and then he slowly turned around and reached out to her.
It was as if they had gone back to their childhood when they first met, and when he asked her who she was, she wouldn't say. Then he gave her a sugar gourd, and said that he would marry her when he grew up in the future, and let her report her name as a proof.
She licked the sugar gourd, and the sugar gourd was so sweet. Then she said, my name is ......
The wind rose suddenly, she couldn't open her eyes, she couldn't remember what she was going to say, her mind was in chaos, she seemed to be swept into a bottomless abyss, her father's, her sister's, her brother-in-law's, Shangguan Jingwen's, Shangguan Jingxuan's, Hongchan's, Yuanxiao's, Yesheng's, all kinds of memories smashed into her body piecemeal, painful, all over her body.
Huangfu Yehan said: "Wait for me, Allure!" Wait for me, I will come to save you soon, and when I settle everything, I will never leave you half a step in this life......"
Waiting for him? How long will we have to wait? She's exhausted from waiting!
A tear slipped through the corner of his eye, and Yuan Chengcheng finally came to his senses.
"Princess!" "The princess is awake!" "Call the Imperial Doctor!"
As soon as Yuan Chengcheng woke up, he was surrounded by everyone, and the inner and outer three layers were surrounded by airtight. There are so many voices, but there is still no one after all, it is really a dream......
"What time is it?" Yuan Chengcheng was helped by Hongchan and slowly sat up, "Why don't you hold the lamp?" ”
The noisy sound of concern suddenly quieted down, and the entire Huanyu Palace was so quiet that even the sound of a needle dropping could be heard. Everyone looked at each other, not knowing how to explain to Yuan Chengcheng.
"What's the matter, didn't you say you could get better when you woke up?" Hongchan scolded the imperial physician who was kneeling with His Highness, "What the hell is going on! ”
The chief physician got up and stepped forward, stretched out his hand and shook it in front of Yuan Chengcheng's eyes, but Yuan Chengcheng did not react at all, and then tied the red thread for a long time and there was still no result, the imperial doctor sweated and said: "This ...... Maybe the bruise on the princess's head hasn't melted yet...... Maybe it will be better in a few days......"
"What do you mean maybe?" Hongchan stood up and reprimanded, "You bunch of waste! ”
Yuan Chengcheng already understood what the situation was now, but compared to everyone's caution, her reaction was much calmer: "It's okay, you all go down!" ”
“…… Be! Everyone obeyed the order and retreated one by one, leaving only Hongchan and Shangguan Jingxuan still standing aside.
"Princess......" Hongchan was about to say something, but was interrupted by Yuan Chengcheng. Go down too! ”
"Yes......" Hongchan glanced at Shangguan Jingxuan, and finally retreated.
After Hongchan retreated, Shangguan Jingxuan, who was standing on the side, sat down beside the bed, but still didn't say a word. Yuan Chengcheng knew that he was ashamed of him, he didn't say it, and she didn't dare to say it.
"How dare you," Shangguan Jingxuan asked with difficulty, "How dare you do this?" ”
"When my father was alive, I said that I am a golden beetle, and I am not so easy to die......"
What if you die? What should I do if you die? Shangguan Jingxuan couldn't wait to shout these things out loud to her, but his personality determined that he would never be able to shout these things out to her, so he could only be silent.
"I'm just thinking that if I really die, it will be a hundred, and if I can't die, it will also be considered that everyone should not have thoughts, and everyone can only be reborn. Isn't it? "Yuan Chengcheng Road.
Shangguan Jingxuan didn't speak, because he already understood that the most important thing in Yuan Chengcheng might not be the expectations of the people at all, but her own extravagant hopes. When she hit it, it was Yuan Chengcheng who died, and the one who was alive was the princess of Allure. He can be by Yuan Chengcheng's side for the rest of his life, but he can't be the slightest bit swayed by all the sacrifices that Princess Allure has made for her country, even if she decides to die.