At eleven o'clock, Zhao Xiangnon got into the car parked at the entrance of the hospital and waited for her, driving a little brother wearing a baseball cap without saying a word, the car was walking towards the suburbs of Chicago, Zhao Xiangnon sat in the back seat of the car, looking at the world after the snow melted outside the car window, high-rise buildings were replaced by less densely populated residential areas, then some low-class communities, and then abandoned factories, when Zhao Xiangnon saw the huge iron water tank in the air, she probably guessed where she would be taken by this car, Zhu Run once brought her here, and Zhu Run's home lived nearby.

Sure enough, the car stopped in front of the chapel.

At about two o'clock in the afternoon, Zhao Xiangnon followed the little brother with a baseball cap into the church.

The church, which used to be clean and bright, has been deserted, and God must have been taken into a more luxurious house, and the pews used for worship are covered with dust, and the only thing that remains is the cellophane pasted on the skylight, which is still colorful.

Walking along the aisle in the center of the church, Zhao Xiangnong inadvertently touched the benches in the first row, and his footsteps involuntarily stopped, turned his head sideways, and looked-

In the mottled old days, there are two young girls, the girl with a white veil on her head is doing Mass, her eyebrows are green and her expression is sincere, she is praying to God for the well-being and happiness of her sweetheart, and the other girl is standing, she is dressed decently and coldly watching, in her eyes the girl who is doing Mass is sincere and sincere looks extremely ridiculous, but even this does not prevent the two girls from developing their friendship, they hide in the sunny place, secretly sharing the characteristics of each other's sweethearts, her sweetheart has too many rotten peach blossoms, Her sweetheart didn't like to deal with other girls, and as she spoke, they began to laugh, like whispers.

Laughter pierces the quiet time and space, and the sadness of hiding in the shadows surges.

"You've been watching long enough, sister-in-law." A voice said to her.

Zhao Xiangnong retracted her gaze gloomily, and her gaze fell on the person standing in front of her, she had already taken off her baseball cap and was looking at her with a smile, her smiling face had extremely obvious features, and her cute little tiger teeth were revealed when she smiled.

Zhao Xiangnong looked back at the person in front of her, and she remembered that Zhu Run had told her in a proud voice a long time ago: I have a younger sister, she is cute and smart.

"Ono, I think you should have another name, right?"

The man gave Zhao Xiangnong an expression of "you are not too stupid", and then said slowly: "Yes, you guessed it, I also have a name called Zhu Yan, my name and my sister's name comes from the idiom Zhu Yuan Yurun, my name is Zhu Yuan, my sister is called Zhu Run, I think if I am called Zhu Yuan, I will definitely grow into a fat girl, I ask my parents to change my name every day, and then I changed it to Zhu Yan, the color of Yan." ”

Step by step, Zhu Yan walked towards Zhao Xiangnon, she was reciting the idiom of Zhuyuan Yurun, and said triumphantly: "Zhao Xiangnong, I don't know if you found that there is a 'jade' word in this idiom, don't you think that the names of the three of us contain some kind of fatalism?" Jade, Yan, Run, if you remove one of these three words, there will be a pair left, and I have successfully made them a pair, but why do you appear? ”

Speaking of this, Zhu Yan's gaze towards her was full of disgust, as if Yan and Yu would be in pairs if she didn't appear.

"Okay, let's be more straightforward, tell me why you brought me here." Zhao Xiangnong and Zhu Yan said.

Zhu Yan put on an expression of "It's a very regrettable thing that you don't like to hear" again, her steps took a step forward, her expression and voice were so gloating: "Zhao Xiangnong, I think your life is really a complete scam, don't those people say that you are very smart, those people tout your IQ, but, look, let me count, Song Yuze lied to you, your father lied to you, and even I deceived you in the end." ”

"IQ has nothing to do with life, don't you know this theorem?" Zhao Xiangnon said.

Zhu Yan suddenly realized, and she began to walk slowly around her body, as if she wanted to sniff a little love from her body.

The people around her made Zhao Xiangnong feel impatient, and she blocked Zhu Yan with her hand: "Listen, Zhu Yan, I don't want to play tricks with a mentally ill person. ”

Her words were very successful in making Zhu Yan's face change slightly.

Zhao Xiangnong smiled at Zhu Yan: "Say, how did my father lie to me, and ...... How did Zhu Run die, and what did she experience before she died. ”

Finally, she asked such a question, with such a quiet mood, for so many years Zhao Xiangnon has been hypnotizing herself to believe what the newspapers say, that genius girl in figure skating has fallen, she is obsessed with famous brands, she likes Vanity Fair, she is good at working in bed, the men fight to climb into her bed, she* she takes drugs, and finally deserves to die of drug poisoning, of course, she died in the men's beds.

The methods of the upper class are always invincible, such as Zhao Yanting, such as Kashiwahara embroidery, and like those beauty hunters who were originally obsessed with that innocent body, it was so easy for them to create such an illusion, and she chose to believe it in order to live her life with peace of mind.

"Zhu Yan, if you sue me, I think I will be very painful." Zhao Xiangnong said to Zhu Yan, so she saw Zhu Yan's eyebrows smiling.

Then, Zhao Xiangnong saw the letter written by Zhu Run to Song Yuze.

Under Zhu Yan's playful gaze, Zhao Xiangnong opened the letters.

The letter paper has turned yellow, and the font seems to be turning to ashes and powder with the death of the letter writer:

In the letter, Zhu Run and Song Yuze said: Song Yuze, you never know how much I miss you, and how much I hate you as much as I think about it.

In the letter, Zhu Run and Song Yuze said: Song Yuze, I regarded the first man who was good with me as you, and the price of my first night was okay, and I took the money to change a good ward and nursing care for my father.

In the letter, Zhu Yan and Song Yuze said: Song Yuze, I am so sad, even though I have paid so much, I still did not save my father's life, my father looked at me very sadly when he left, I think he must know my affairs and pretend not to know.

In the letter, Zhu Yan and Song Yuze said: Song Yuze, I am too desperate, because I am too desperate, so it is easy to be fooled, those people lied to me that there is something that can make people forget some troubles and become happy easily, I believe them, they are right, there is really such a thing, I forget some bad things as soon as I encounter such things, and I can still see you every second.

In the letter Zhu Run sued Song Yuze, Song Yuze One day I walked on the street, and I saw in the bright sunshine that I was no longer like myself, and then I bought a plane ticket to Australia to find you, Song Yuze, if you held my hand at that time, how good it would be, then I would not suffer those shames later.

In the letter, Zhu Run told Song Yuze, Song Yuze, I hate Zhao Xiangnong so much this day, I believe that she relies on her, but she is the one who pushed me to hell, Song Yuze, look at what these devils and these perverts have done to me, Song Yuze, they use ......

At this point, Zhao Xiangnong no longer had the courage to look closely, she fell to the ground, her hands were trembling, and the sound of extremely slow footsteps came towards her and stopped in front of her.

A voice sounded above her head: "It's only been a few clicks to hang up, didn't you just pretend to be brave?" Zhao Xiangnon, you disappointed me so much, why don't you keep watching? The person who wrote the letter is Zhu Run, who is Zhu Run, and Zhu Run is Zhao Xiangnong's best friend. ”

Zhao Xiangnong looked at the letter paper that fell on the ground motionlessly, and then the feet in black sneakers kicked her: "Why don't you read it, huh?" ”

Zhao Xiangnong didn't move.

Zhu Yan giggled above her head: "Otherwise, I'll read it, okay, Zhao Xiangnon." ”

Zhao Xiangnong shook her head, Zhu Yan bent down and remembered to pick up the stationery on the ground, Zhao Xiangnong got the letter paper one step ahead of her, and she carefully protected the letter in her arms.

But......

The slow sound still sounded from the top of her head, and Zhao Xiangnon reached out to cover her ears, but some of the sounds still drifted into her ears intermittently.

"It doesn't matter, I ...... what is on the letterhead I can memorize it, Zhao Xiangnong, for fear that you will miss something, I will read it to you. ”

At that moment, Zhao Xiangnon seemed to see the girl who was doing mass with a white veil on her head looking at her with sad eyes, Zhao Xiangnon put down her hand and began to listen quietly, listening to what she should have heard.

That Saturday, Zhu Run was taken to the yacht, and a group of drunken Arabs had a whim, one of them stuffed a goldfish into her body in the most shameful perverted way, Zhu Run said that she would never forget the shame she suffered at that moment, and she said Song Yuze, if I die of shame at this moment, please avenge me, right? Killing that Arab gave Zhao Xiangnon a big lesson to let her taste the pain of being devoured, Zhu Run did not die that night, but that Arab died in the fire of his friend's snatching that night.

After that, Zhu Run is like a history of blood and tears, as if, the most tragic thing in the world happened to her, one night she was playing in a nightclub and then her water was drugged, that night one of her several men was AIDS carrier, and soon after, on a stormy night, in an underground hotel, Zhu Run put a lot of sleeping pills into the wine, and she also left a suicide note, the only person mentioned in the suicide note was Zhao Xiangnong.

The next day, someone found the dead Zhu Run, and a few days later, the Chinese girl who died in the underground hotel was like a lot of cases in this Chicago city: another luxury girl who died of drug poisoning without restraint in her private life, and her death still attracted a lot of attention because she was still a figure skating champion, and then people found out that the former figure skating champion had so many unsightly things hidden behind her innocent face.

As for the suicide note left by Zhu Run, it is said that a good person in Chicago signed a large sum of money to Zhu Run's mother in the name of donations, of course, these are all things that Song Yuze found out later, and generally speaking, what happened later can be understood as a father who added a knife to the poor girl after the death of the poor girl in order to prevent his daughter from being tortured by conscience.

Oh, by the way, this father also concealed the news that Zhu Run was already pregnant for a month when she died, and I am afraid that even the person concerned himself does not know who the father of the child is.

Thus, a small seed grown from jealousy finally turned into a butterfly effect, turning the short life of a young girl who had just turned seventeen into a tragedy.

"Zhao Xiangnong, my sister could have been married at the age when she should have been married like you, and she could have been pregnant at the age when she should have been pregnant, but it was because of you that she lost this qiē, and even lost her life."

Zhao Xiangnon thought, maybe it is, maybe it is like that.

"How can a person like you be happy?"

yes, people like her don't seem to deserve happiness.

"So, I did something, such as secretly leaving Australia and coming to you, looking pitiful, and then, I used the money to buy the hooligans in Chicago to let what happened to my sister happen to Lan Qin, and then I called Song Yuze, well, I have to sue you sù Part of the reason why I can accomplish these things is also your father's credit, didn't he give us a sum of money at that time, there is money in this world to make ghosts grind."

Zhu Yan squatted down in front of her, looked at her and smiled; "Sister-in-law, I was so happy to see you on TV at that time, wow...... I took some of Zhao Xiangnong's happiness away, some is enough, naturally not enough, so I decided to tell you about my sister, because I know that if I don't sue you at this time, I will never have a chance to sue you, Song Yuze actually sent someone to check me. ”

"Anything else?" Zhao Xiangnon asked, she wondered if she should leave here, her body was very uncomfortable now, very uncomfortable.

Zhu Yan tilted her head as if thinking about what else made her painful, and then she thought about it, lifted her sleeves, and pointed to the scars on her arms: "Zhao Xiangnong, do you want to know where these old scars of mine came from?" ”

Zhao Xiangnong shook her head and stood up, and Zhu Yan also stood up with her, and she stood in front of her.

At that moment, her eyes were sad: "Zhao Xiangnong, I think Zhu Run's life is really pitiful, she was dumped by her sweetheart, she was betrayed by her good friend, and she was deceived by her sister." ”

"Zhao Xiangnong, I tell you a secret, you are the one who brought Zhu Run to the fire pit, and the person who really pushed her to the fire pit was me, when she was still hesitating, I deceived my sister in a similar way as I lied to you."

Zhao Xiangnong's throat gurgled.

Facing Zhu Yan's triumphant face, the corners of his mouth twitched: "At this moment, I finally know, I may not be a kind person, but I know that I am a person with a conscience, and only people with a conscience will be haunted by the mistakes they have made." ”

Zhu Run frowned, and his voice was a little coquettish: "I know, it's because I know that I spent so much effort to bring you here, you don't know how much I have suffered to bring you here, I don't have a chance at all from your father and Song Yuze, fortunately, those doctors are stupid." ”

"Wait, Zhao Xiangnong, are you condemning me with those words just now?" Speaking of this, Zhu Run's voice revealed a little dissatisfaction: "Zhao Xiangnong, don't forget, I'm a mental patient, it's no pressure for me to make such a little thing, I'm not like you, do something bad and look ahead, mother-in-law, and ...... Zhao Xiangnon, I have to sue you. ”

Speaking of this, Zhu Run giggled: "Conscience can't help you keep your child. ”

Following Zhu Run's straight eyes, Zhao Xiangnong looked towards his legs.

"Zhao Xiangnong, how is it? It's definitely more shocking to see it than to be taken away silently, right? ”

To Youth (Part I)

What is youth? What is someone else's youth? What is Zhao Shannon's youth?

Before Zhao Xiangnon had time to worry about the little pimple that grew on her face because of hormones, and when Zhao Xiangnon had not had time to be shy and happy about the new small bag growing on her chest, her youth was destined to become an untimely death under Zhao Yanting's extremely deformed gaze.

Youth for Zhao Xiangnon is a grand dance party stored in fantasy, a kind of montage expression and imagination that secretly picks up the small objects that are closely related to youth that the classmates have dropped on the ground and collects them one by one.

When midnight came, Zhao Yanting secretly came to her room, youth was an imaginary black curtain, the tone was dark, she stood outside the curtain helplessly in vain, when Li Rou looked at her with tears in her eyes, youth was the imaginary thorn, even if she was scared in her heart, she must not avoid it, when she fell heavily on the ice, youth was a grand funeral, that small screw buried all the imagination about Zhao Xiangnong's youth, in the end, even imagination is gone, no more!

What is youth? Youth was also a long set of shots in Zhao Xiangnong's mind that was so beautiful that people shed tears:

The group shot starts with that "squeak".

When she wore the skates she loved, squeak-

Youth starts from the blue sky of Istanbul, the wind blows through the wheat waves, she wears a straw hat and rides a bicycle from the country road, the wind blows the wheat waves like a string of lovely melodies, she desperately shakes the bell of the bicycle to express her happiness, accidentally her hat is blown away by the wind, the sun bakes her cheeks like ripe apples, her car comes from the country road to the plain, countless flowers bloom on the plain, she lies on the plain and smells the flowers and looks at the blue sky, Listening to the music in her ears, thinking about the handsome young man she had just seen in the bazaar, the young man's bright eyes made her face flush, and she was regretting it while thinking about her, if only she was wearing the dress with strawberry pattern today, it was the most beautiful dress in her wardrobe, if she was wearing that dress today, maybe the handsome young man would stop and ask her for a phone number, and her mobile phone rang in annoyance, and when she saw the caller number, she picked it up in horror, and sure enough...... Mom scolded her over the phone, today she secretly wore the pearl earrings that her mother went to a relative's wedding and ran out, the earrings were too shiny and too beautiful, and she wanted them to stay in her ears a little longer.

"Okay, okay, Mom, I'll go back right away." Hurriedly led the bicycle, and the bicycle ran desperately on the way home, because she already had a premonition of the raging anger of her mother, who wore a fake to the wedding, after the truth was revealed.

On the country road, the skirt and the bell of the bicycle are flying, and the wind blows through the wheat waves:

Sasha -

Zhao Xiangnong was twenty-five years old, and on the last day of January, in the afternoon, she rested her head on the threshold of the church door, looking at the sky after the snow melted, the sky was a little lighter than when she left in the morning, but the clouds were so bright that she had to squint to see.

They say that this year's Chicago city will usher in early spring, and she thinks that if she is desperately looking for it, she may be able to see a little bit of early spring.

Zhao Xiangnon has been sitting there for a while, but the miraculous thing is that no one passed by at the door of the church, and for a while Zhao Xiangnon wondered where someone would come to this place, which was full of industrial waste.

The sun faded a little more, and several cars came at the door of the church, and the car that arrived first made a loud brake sound, and the sharp brake sound forced her to cover her ears involuntarily, and then a person, a man, got out of the car.

The man was dressed in a dark coat, and the man had a slender figure that could easily make women fall in love at first sight, looking at that figure Zhao Xiangnong thought, she imagined that the handsome young man she met in the market must be like this when he grows up.

So, Zhao Xiangnong grinned.

The slender figure ran towards her, and in the blink of an eye, she looked up.

The sun turned into a beam of light that shook above the man's head, shaking her dizzy, and she had to keep her eyes open to make out the man's outline.

It's so good-looking, the man has elk-like eyes, a straight nose bridge, narrow eyeliner, and a delicate combination of facial features that make people feel like a deer.

The man bent down slowly, the man's hand gently touched her face, the man's shoulders were shaking violently, the man was crying, crying like a very sad child, crying like a string of torn notes.

Then the man took her in his arms, and the man said, "I'll take you home."

The man's voice was familiar, Zhao Xiangnong nodded, she obeyed the man's words and stood up from the ground, and then, she accidentally saw the red marks on her pants, stretched out her hand, and she also had it in her hand.

She's got it too! How could she have these things in her hands, and then, she remembered.

Pushing the man away, Zhao Xiangnon retreated, she wanted to hide in the church, her body was hugged to death, Zhao Xiangnon lowered her head, opened her mouth, and bit down on the shoulder of the person who hugged her fiercely.

The bite cracked the corners of her mouth and filled her mouth with blood.

It seems that the moment of just blinking an eye seems to be tens of thousands of light years, tears are quietly flowing from the corners of her eyes, along the eye sockets, along the bridge of the nose to the corners of the mouth, and the lips that touch the taste of tears begin to squirm: Song Yuze, our child is gone, because our child who is not blessed chooses to leave by himself, Song Yuze, our child tells us in this way that he has been in this world, and our child uses this way to make us remember him.

Song Yuze straightened his body, quietly, tightly hugged the body that was shaking non-stop, and touched her back with his hands one by one, he was waiting, waiting for her to cry tired.

The day must have taken up too much of her energy, her head fell into a deep sleep almost as soon as it reached his shoulder, Song Yuze carefully picked her up, he carried her outside, and those who came here with him still kept their backs to the church as he had just requested, and they did not get any closer.

Song Yuze handed Zhao Xiangnon to the white woman named Rice, who was very smart and knew what to do.

After everyone left, Song Yuze returned to the church and walked to the innermost part of the church step by step.

Blood kept spilling from the corners of Zhu Yan's mouth, she leaned against the wall of the church, a large shadow covered her body, the scalpel sank deep into her body, and she didn't know which part it was stabbed into, as if it hurt when she breathed, and blood would continue to overflow from her mouth as soon as she breathed, Zhu Yan stared at the door of the church, she knew that Song Yuze would definitely come here.

Just like she imagined, Song Yuze really came, wearing a dark coat, walking towards her step by step, the reason why Zhu Yan endured until now is for the arrival of this moment, Zhu Yan wants to tell Song Yuze, brother, what did Zhao Xiangnong do to me? Brother, how can you do this? My sister obviously asked you to protect me, but look at what you have done to me? Brother, Zhao Xiangnon has made me like this, will you have the confidence to live with her? Brother, now, Zhao Xiangnong is holding two lives in his hands, oh, no, three lives.

Under Song Yuze's gaze staring at her, Zhu Yan finally said her words, and said them without missing a word.

Song Yuze didn't seem to hear her words, he wanted to pick her up, she began to struggle, she had to let herself die, so that Zhao Xiangnong would cause endless pain in the rest of her life, but everyone with a conscience is like that.

"Brother, what are you doing here?"

"You're injured now, and you need treatment now."

"No, brother, I don't want to do that."

"Why?"

"Guess?" Zhu Yan cracked her mouth and smiled, and at the same time she was struggling hard, and blood spilled from the corners of her mouth.

Because of her struggle, Song Yuze didn't forcibly hug her again, he was gentle in her ear: "Ah Yan, listen to my brother, and my brother will listen to you in the future." ”

Is this a love story? Is it?

So, Zhu Yan asked again: "Brother, will you be sad for your death?" ”

A very gentle voice responded to her: "Ah Yan, I won't let you die, I won't let you die." ”

These words came out of Song Yuze's mouth extremely wonderful, Zhu Yan felt as if he had no need to die, Zhu Yan obediently let Song Yuze hold him in his arms, and they left the church step by step.

"Brother, I love you, do you know?" Zhu Yan and Song Yuze said.

"I didn't know before, but now I know." He replied.

Zhu Yan was very satisfied with Song Yuze's answer, she was held in Song Yuze's arms, they walked towards the place of light, from the central passage on both sides of the church, out of the door of the church, Song Yuze carried her into the car, along the way, Zhu Yan seemed to have forgotten the scalpel that was still inserted in her body, she was already desperately imagining the future that belonged to her and him because of Song Yuze's words.

"Brother, will you love me as much as I love you?"

When Zhu Yan asked this, Song Yuze was driving, the car was driving in an orderly manner, and his expression really looked like he was driving a car very seriously, so serious that he didn't seem to hear her words.

"Brother, will you love me as much as I love you?" Zhu Yan asked again.

"Shhhh Ah Yan, don't talk now, you are not in good health now, you should have a good rest now, and I will answer your questions when you are well. He said to her, in a soft tone.

Zhu Yan felt that what Song Yuze said was very reasonable, she really should have a good rest now so that she could save her life, so that she could hear his words in the future.

The car continued to drive, and Zhu Yan sat in the passenger seat and looked at Song Yuze, and his face was extremely gentle from beginning to end.

Not far away, there was a car parked, Song Yuze's car stopped next to the car, a few people got down from the car, those people took her from Song Yuze's car to the car on a stretcher, Zhu Yan's hand grabbed Song Yuze's hand tightly, Song Yuze just let her hold it, they got into the car together, and they came to the hospital.

In the hospital, Zhu Yan heard Song Yuze say to those people in a tone like a king in the world: "No matter what method you use, you must save her life." These words made Zhu Yan very happy to hear it.

was so happy that she didn't want to listen to another voice in her heart: "Don't be stupid, Zhu Yan, the reason why Song Yuze did this is all for Zhao Xiangnong, if you die, Zhao Xiangnong's life will be ruined, Zhu Yan don't believe his nonsense, don't believe him." ”

Zhu Yan shook off the voice and looked at Song Yuze, where he was making cheering gestures with her, and when he was about to be pushed into the operating table, Zhu Yan grabbed Song Yuze's hand.

"Brother, you won't lie to me about those words, will you?"

"Of course." He didn't think about answering.

Zhu Yan let go of Song Yuze's hand, and she was pushed into the operating room, leaving tears of sadness when her body was about to be anesthetized.

For the twenty-one years that belonged to her, she was deceiving people, but she didn't expect that in the end, she was deceived once, and this person was still the man she loved deeply.

It seems that those people will definitely save her no matter what, and she shouldn't be confused for a while and fall for Song Yuze, she should die in the church and then become a nightmare for Zhao Xiangnong for the rest of her life.

Late at night on the same day, on the outskirts of Chicago, the small church that had been abandoned for a long time surrounded by industrial waste suddenly suffered a fire, and the next day, the cause of the fire was quickly identified.

Zhao Xiangnon, who had been in a coma for three days, woke up in the middle of the night, and she looked at her hands.

"What's wrong?" At that time, Song Yuze, who was sitting next to her in a disinfectant suit, asked her.

Zhao Xiangnon shook her head, she lay back on the bed, her body trembled on the bed, and then, Song Yuze got into her quilt, hugged her tightly, didn't say anything, hugged her tightly, Zhao Xiangnon fell asleep in Song Yuze's arms.

Seven days later, Zhao Xiangnon was transferred from the intensive care unit to the VIP ward, this day when everyone was not there, Zhao Xiangnong called a mobile phone, the phone has not been answered, when Zhao Xiangnong was about to despair, the phone was finally picked up, the extremely yin and yang tone of speech made Zhao Xiangnong cover her mouth, she didn't know whether she was laughing or crying at that time.

Shortly after the call, Zhao asked Song Yuze to carry her to a wheelchair, and she asked Song Yuze to take her to the garden, just as those people said, Zhao Xiangnong saw traces of early spring in the hospital garden far from the city.

Before coming out, Zhao Xiangnong touched a little lipstick on her lips, but it seemed that her face was still as pale as a ghost, so she said to Song Yuze, Song Yuze, you go pick the most colorful flowers in the garden to see me.

Song Yuze really brought the most colorful flowers in the garden to her, Zhao Xiangnong pinned the flowers to his sideburns, looked at Song Yuze, and asked Song Yuze if I look good?

Song Yuze nodded, he squatted down beside her and looked at her.

Zhao Xiangnong lowered his head: "I saw those letters that Zhu Run gave you. ”

"Hmm." He replied softly.

Zhao Xiangnong felt sad in her heart, Song Yuze was so stupid, stupid and stupid, she couldn't stand the content of the letter after reading it, let alone him.

But this person still came to her and stubbornly took her hand.

"Song Yuze."

"Hmm."

"Let's break up, I want to really forget those things in the past, to learn to let go, good or bad, you know?" Zhao Shannon said very selfishly.

Song Yuze didn't speak, he stood up and turned his back to her.

Zhao Xiangnong looked at Song Yuze's back and gritted his teeth: "Song Yuze, help me, okay?" ”

Zhao Xiangnong waited for the cage chief's silence.

After a long time, he turned around, his hand fell on her cheek, his fingers pinched her cheek, and he asked her Zhao Xiangnon If we break up, will your face change back to its previous appearance, like a red apple, so that everyone watching can't help but want to bite on the big apple.

Zhao Xiangnong nodded.

The hands that pinched her cheeks loosened a little, but they didn't leave her cheeks, and he said Zhao Xiangnong, how long does it take for you to really forget about those?

Zhao Xiangnong shook her head, she didn't know either.

He lowered his head, kissed her lips, and reluctantly let go, his voice revealed from her shoulder socket, he said okay, we broke up, but Zhao Xiangnong, you have to promise me, no matter how handsome the men who come to you, no matter how bright the flowers those men bring to you, you don't want to look at them.

This day was the beginning of February, and from this day on, Zhao Xiangnong had not seen Song Yuze.

In late February, Zhao Xiangnong left the hospital, and she began to prepare for studying in Switzerland.

On the first Monday of mid-March, Zhao Xiangnong appeared in the law firm, but she did not wait for Song Yuze to appear.

On this day, a big event happened in Chicago City: Song Yuze, the darling of Chicago City, was arraigned by the police this morning on suspicion of murdering a 21-year-old Chinese girl, the Japanese name of the murdered girl is Ono Yan Chinese name Zhu Yan, the girl was found dead at home by neighbors yesterday, according to the forensic preliminary determination that the Chinese girl named Zhu Yan died about last Monday, that is, the girl died a week ago.

The author has something to say: The story is here, do you understand Song Yuze, do you understand Song Yuze who is holding Xiao Nong and crying like a child, if you understand it, then you should guess what he did and what he will do.

It's so depressing to write this paragraph, I cried in front of the computer after I finished it, and I was hearty after crying, and that's probably what I wanted to pursue.

ps:Now half a word in the manuscript box is also wood.,Tomorrow I don't have to rest if I don't code words.,As for the day after tomorrow, I won't make it~~~~ [I think the next chapter will be written to rise and maybe write meat.,You pay attention to the update time.,Recently, 123 romance has gone crazy.

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