Chapter 20: I have my persistence, I won't bow to the devil (4000+)
Chapter 20: I have my insistence, I won't bow to the devil (4000+) Just when Mu Shaoyan didn't know the importance of pulling Xia Fan, Fang Xinqi's eyes, which had never been removed from Xia Fan, happened to see through the shirt that was wrapped in soft ~ snow water blue embedded with white lace ~ half hood ~ cup text ~ chest.
Looking for Wen ~ looking under his chest, a ravine-like career line, like a whirlpool, deeply closed his eyes.
"You stupid woman with no brains, you want you to toast him, do you understand?"
Mu Shaoyan had a terrible headache for this really brainless woman, and the purpose of his doing this was not to mediate the relationship between her and Fang Xinqi.
The smell of wine was full of scorching heat spraying on Xia Fan's pale skin, making her frown subconsciously.
It's not that she doesn't understand what Mu Shaoyan is doing this for, it's just that the stubbornness in her bones doesn't allow her to whisper to the devil of Xinqi.
After taking a deep breath, she took away Mu Shaoyan's hand on her wrist.
"Mr. Mu, thank you for putting yourself in my shoes, but ...... There are some things that I have my persistence! β
As she said this, her eyes looked at Fang Xinqi with resentment-
"Let me bow my head to the devil with a human face and a beast's heart, impossible!"
Biting the last three words heavily, Xia Fan flicked his hand, picked up the handbag on the side, and took out his mobile phone from it.
"You ......"
Looking at the woman who didn't know the current affairs, Mu Shaoyan really wanted to pry her head open to see what kind of structure was inside, but his head was really heavy at the moment, and he had no time to repair this brainless woman.
Putting down the phone, Xia Fan raised his head and looked at Mu Shaoyan who was holding his fingers on the corner of his forehead.
"Mr. Mu, I have already called the driver to come and pick you up, it is past my time to get off work, if there is nothing wrong, I will leave first!"
On her beautiful little face, there was a faint smile, and as she spoke, her playful eyelashes trembled like butterfly wings.
Seeing Xia Fan turn to leave, Mu Shaoyan hurriedly called her, but the stubborn little woman didn't look back, and she didn't even give him a look back.
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Out of the hotel, looking at the already starry night, she walked to the side of the road and prepared to hail a taxi home.
Just as she told the driver the address, the mobile phone in her handbag suddenly rang.
Looking at the phone call from Nian Yinan, Xia Fan subconsciously frowned.
She had broken up with him now, and she could be considered to have broken off contact, but thinking of his injured head, she still couldn't help but want to press the answer button to care for him.
There was a mixed psychological struggle in her heart, and in the end, because of Jiang Jing's words, she still chose to press the refuse button.
Distraught, he got out of the taxi, not wanting his mother to see that there was anything wrong with him, Xia Fan took a deep breath before retracting his eyes.
The moment she raised her eyes, downstairs in her apartment, she saw a man with his head wrapped in gauze, wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, curled his body into a ball, and sat on the steps.
Through the flickering lights, she saw the sparkling fireworks, and the scarlet light fell on her vision.
"Yi Nan?"
Listening to the muttering mutter, Nian Yinan, who was smoking a cigarette irritably, stiffened as he held the cigarette between his fingers.
He was stunned for several seconds before he subconsciously raised his head.
Seeing that it was the person he was thinking about day and night, he appeared in front of him at this moment, Nian Yinan hurriedly dropped the cigarette in his hand, staggered, and stumbled in front of Xia Fan.
"Xiaofan, is that you? Is it really you? β
Grabbing Xia Fan's thin shoulders, Nian Yinan looked her up and down in disbelief, and when he confirmed that the touch in his hand was real, he pulled her into his arms with a slam of his hand.
It was as if he had regained some kind of jewel of the world, and he hugged her as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
"You conscienceless little girl, do you know that you are so cruel to me, it makes me feel that my world is gray!"
He never thought that Xia Fan would be so important to him, and it wasn't until that day that she chose to break up with him that he realized that his feelings for this woman were not at all that he could let go.
His arms were tightly wrapped around Xia Fan's body, he was really afraid that if he let go so suddenly, Xia Fan would leave him.
was almost out of breath when he was hugged by Nian Yinan, Xia Fan wanted to avoid it, but he couldn't break free from the arms of this man who treated him sincerely and well.
"Yi Nan, you ...... Hold me so tight, I ...... It's a little out of breath! β
She has always felt that she is a free and easy person, and she will not be shackled by such a child's affection, but she really can't let go of Nian Yinan.
If there is a rift in the relationship between them, or if someone else is involved and affects the relationship between them, she can let go of this relationship completely, just because of Fang Xinqi's coercion and Jiang Jing's obstruction, she is indeed unwilling.
But at this point, she really doesn't know what else she should do and how to say it, so that she can make this relationship as easy as possible.
Xia Fan's delicate exhalation made Nian Yinan subconsciously withdraw his hand-
"Xiaofan, I'm sorry, I was too excited just now, I didn't hurt you, right?"
Knowing that he was from the army, his shots were always light or heavy, he didn't know if his actions had hurt Xia Fan, and he couldn't help but ask her about her situation.
Listening to the uncomfortable words that made her eardrums uncomfortable, she bit her lip tightly.
Although she is cold by nature, she really can't be so ruthless to such a gentle man.
Holding back the pain in her heart, she pulled her lips open with difficulty in her throat and squeezed out the words she mutteredβ
"I didn't ...... No! β
The white fingers clenched the handbag tightly, her eyes were always flickering, and she really didn't dare to look at Nian Yinan directly.
Seeing Xia Fan's evasion of himself, Nian Yinan instinctively stepped forward.
"Little Sail, I ......"
"Why did you get up to smoke?"
When they first started dating, Nian Yinan had been in the army for eight years, and he had already developed the vice habits of smoking~ smoking and drinking with his teammates in the army.
It's just that after dating Xia Fan, because she said that smoking and drinking are not good for your health, he listened to her, and for four years, he never smoked, even if he couldn't help it, he just took a sip to relieve his cravings, and then threw away the cigarette butts.
And today he will be irritable to pick up the cigarette again to smoke, completely because he is so irritable and wants to stimulate his sensory world with nicotine.
"I ...... I'm ......"
"You're hurting, you can't smoke!"
Frowning at Xiu, there were faint tears flickering in Xia Fan's eyes.
On the one hand, she was angry that he didn't care for his own body, and on the other hand, she was angry that he had insisted on not touching cigarettes for four years, and now as soon as he broke up with him, he picked up cigarettes again, so that he let her see his self-abandoning side.
Looking at this man who made her angry and couldn't bear to hurt, her eyes were very sour.
I don't know what's wrong with me lately, the tear ducts are so well developed that it always makes her want to cry consciously or unconsciously.
Looking at the not-so-bright street lamp, Xia Fan's eyes were refracted with faint tears, and Nian Yinan couldn't help but feel anxious.
"Xiaofan, I'...... Don't be angry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have taken care of my body! β
He knew that she was worried about herself, and he knew that the tears in her eyes were because she was angry that she didn't care for her body.
Raise his hand, and he will wipe away the tears that are about to fall from her eyes.
"Take it away!"
opened Nian Yinan's hand as if she was negative, and Xia Fan's hoarse voice faintly revealed a bit of soft and glutinous taste, which made Nian Yinan, who heard such a voice, feel even more distressed in her heart.
This kind of Xia Fan made him very sure in his heart that she actually still loved herself, but because of You Hua, she still didn't let go.
Thinking about it, Nian Yinan continued to approach Xia Fan, who was wiping tears indiscriminately.
"Okay, Xiaofan, it's all my fault, let's stop making trouble, let's make peace!"
The two strong hands rested on Xia Fan's shoulders again, and Nian Yinan lovingly put the dry and hot palms on her little face.
He can't let go of her, and she can't let go of him, since no one between them can let go of anyone, then what's so awkward!
Feeling the warm heat next to his little face, Xia Fan looked at Nian Yinan in a daze.
"Xiaofan, it's all my fault, it's me who didn't handle the relationship between us well, and you suffered too much criticism!"
Looking at the bright eyes firmly, Nian Yinan once again solemnly said the words again.
Hearing Nian Yinan say that all this was his fault again, Xia Fan felt very uncomfortable.
What is the reason for the breakup between them, she couldn't be clearer, all this is obviously her fault, why let the man in front of him who doesn't know anything bear so much and carry so much?
"No ......"
Shaking his head, Xia Fan's lips fluctuated with insufficient confidence in his heart.
"It's none of your fault, it's not your fault, it's me...... Is it that I feel like I'm ...... I don't want to delay you! β
She has long been not a famous lady, not to mention, she is still a remnant who has been tortured by Fang Xinqi's devil in disguise, she is a woman who has nothing, she really doesn't know what kind of face she still has, and what kind of attitude she stands by the side of this excellent man.
Listening to Xia Fan's stumbling words, his tone was trembling, and even the word order was messy, Nian Yinan couldn't help frowning.
"Xiaofan, what are you talking about? Why would you delay me? Without you, my world would have collapsed! β
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"I know that there are many obstacles between us, but Xiaofan, the more this is the case, the more we should hold each other's hands and never give up, right?"
Nian Yinan's eyes were gentle and firm, which made Xia Fan try his best to keep his heart calm, but he couldn't calm down at all.
"Xiaofan, I like you Nian Yinan, I don't need a reason, and I don't need to be a good match. My love for you is clean and pure. I won't let go of that feeling in my heart because of your origin, your family background, or anything else. So, Xiaofan, I don't want you to have so many complicated shackles in your heart! β
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"You can't let go of me, I can't let go of you, none of us can let go of anyone, in that case, why do we have to break up?"
He is not a poet, just a big man who has been in the army for many years, so he will not talk sweetly, but will only treat this feeling with a very practical and serious attitude.
Listening to Nian Yinan's every word touching the heartstrings in his heart, Xia Fan pursed his lips, and he really didn't know what else he should say for a while!
There was a long silence for a long time, until she couldn't help the uncomfortable feeling surging in her heart, and then she moved her lips in an almost stiff stateβ
"Give me time!"
After experiencing You Hua's death in a car accident, Fang Xinqi's torture in every way~ perverted, and Jiang Jing's scathing and caustic verbal stimulation, Xia Fan really spent too much energy.
So it really takes a long time for her to rebuild her broken heart.
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Absentmindedly returned home, and after saying hello to Ruan Yi, Xia Fan buried his head in his chuang shop.
Although she was exhausted from the day, she didn't feel sleepy at all, and she thought of many people and many things for some reason.
Including the things she did with her mother in the army compound when she was a child, they also flashed quickly in her mind.
It wasn't until Fang Xinqi's face that was full of evil aura but full of men's fatal seduction ~ was finally frozen in her mind, her heartstrings trembled subconsciously, and even her body was numb.
I don't know what's wrong with me, but lately I've been thinking about this perverted devil in a trance~, and it's appearing more and more often.
In a state of confusion, she gradually sank into sleep.
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After breakfast, Xia Fan had just clocked in at the company, and heard some employees talking about it: The president of Semptian Company will come to Huichang for inspection in a while.