Verse 189: Mu Shaoqian, how can I be happy without you?
There were tears in her eyes, but she endured it desperately, until her lip was bitten, and she still refused to let go, her heart clenched, and the pain was so painful that she didn't even have the strength to hide her emotions.
It's scary to think about it!
turned around and looked into the distance, but suddenly she couldn't see anything clearly, a pair of eyes were full of tears, "you can't go back" These 5 words were like a sharp sword, cutting a hole in her heart, empty, black, and nothing could be filled.
Time has taken away the past like smoke, but the memory is clear the scars of the past, the memories of the past come one after another, and the messy past that drifts into her mind comes to mind, pushing her thoughts forward continuously, breathing, as if they have become extravagant hopes, faintly she feels that there is a person standing behind her.
"Cry out, maybe you'll feel better, my daughter." Suddenly, a gentle and caring voice fell on her ears, and a pair of warm hands gently hugged her from behind.
Wang Xiaoman froze suddenly, and hurriedly turned his head to look at the visitor, and unexpectedly saw a strange but familiar face, so surprised that he couldn't speak.
"Needless to say, no need for anything, I know it, Dad is sorry for you." Wang Tianci stretched out his hands and delicately took her into his arms.
Poor little fool, such a cruel scene was actually seen by him, two years ago, Wang Tianci returned to his hometown, originally planned to come back and reunite with Fang Meiying, but he didn't expect that she had passed away, and his daughter and son also moved out of this place, today, he just happened to rest, so he thought about coming to see his wife, but he didn't expect to meet his daughter, at first, he was very suspicious, he didn't expect it.
"Is it cold...... he gently stroked her tears with his calloused fingers.
Wang Xiaoman shook his head very hard, but he clenched his teeth and refused to show a trace of weakness, "Dad, where have you gone all these years, where did you go when this family needed you, and now that your mother is gone, why are you?" Coming back? ”
Wang Tianci suddenly felt a little sad, he didn't know how to express his feelings, and he didn't know how to let his daughter take off her strong disguise, he took out a white handkerchief from his pocket, handed it to her, and sighed lightly, "Wipe it off." ”
Wang Xiaoman's hoarse throat rolled out a "hmm" word, took his handkerchief and gently blindfolded it, and in just a moment, the whole silk was wet.
"Xiao Man...... Father...... Your brother ..... him," Wang Tianci called his daughter softly.
Wang Xiaoman looked at his father in disbelief, not understanding why his father, who had always loved them, would be willing to let them suffer so wronged, and he would be gone for so many years.
She pursed her lips and replied to her father in a low voice, in a difficult tone, "My brother is studying in Shenzhen, you don't have to worry, he is doing well, we are all doing well." ”
"I ......" Wang Tianci was speechless in a daze, he owed too much to their sister and brother over the years.
"Does he hate his father?" Wang Tianci gritted his teeth and asked again in a low voice.
"Hate...... How not to hate...... He said that he is in this world, you are the first person he hates, and the only person he has, do you know that the day you left was his birthday, so his brother never dared to celebrate his birthday...... Wang Xiaoman said heartbreakingly.
Hearing this, Wang Tianci's forehead was beating, his hands were instantly clenched into fists, and the joints squeaked, he didn't know who to be angry with, let alone who to find to vent his anger.
He doesn't blame anyone, only blame, he was tied up by money back then.
"Xiaoman, in front of your mother today, I have a secret to tell you...... You are not my biological daughter, your biological mother is Hu Yinfen, your father is the president of the Mu family, and you have the blood of the Mu family. ”
"What do you say? Dad, do you know what you're talking about? Her mood was like a thunderbolt from the blue!
"I didn't lie to you, Xiaoman, back then, when your mother married me, she took you to marry me, and then we had your brother, and suddenly one day, when my father was turning over your clothes, he found that your little clothes were wrapped at the time, and the note inside the pendant was clear, saying that the daughter of Mu Yufeng of the Mu Group, all blamed Dad, who was greedy for money at the time, found your biological mother with a pendant, blackmailed her, blackmailed her, and if she didn't give me money, she would make her "tanuki for prince" The matter is well known, Later, Hu Yinfen gave me money was found out by your mother, so she forced me to divorce, at first, I could still see you, and later, I don't know what happened, she moved, I haven't had a good time outside these years, thinking about coming back, your mother must not be willing to forgive me, so I didn't dare to go home until a year ago, your mother's fellow told me that she had left......"
For a moment, Wang Xiaoman only felt as if the blood in his body had been drained, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into the bottom of the ice cellar, completely frozen, and he couldn't move.
Slowly turning around, she asked him in a trembling voice, "Dad, are you sure you're not joking with me." ”
Wang Tianci froze in place, deep remorse and regret flashed in his eyes, it would be nice if it was really a joke, but the question was whether it was a joke or not, he couldn't get past his own level, what had happened, how could he treat it as if nothing happened? How can you still have the heart to make such a joke.
Wang Xiaoman frowned intuitively, the way he wanted to speak and stopped made her feel weird, it seemed that everything was true.
"Xiao Man, where are you going?" Wang Xiaoman turned his head and immediately showed a smile to Wang Tianci, "Go where I should go." ”
Wang Tianci also turned around, and after collecting his thoughts, the gloom between his eyebrows had been quietly hidden, "............"
In the taxi, memories surfaced little by little, and could not fade away for a long time, she looked out the window with her eyes, as if she could see through the autumn water of the red dust, that period of the past, still makes her feel sour at the corners of her eyes.
She finally knew why Mu Shaoqian had to force her to kill her child, it turned out that he always thought that they were brothers and sisters, so he ruthlessly didn't want her, ruthlessly didn't want her child.
That's why he chose one to bear all the pain.
Zhang Ailing said that if you like someone, you will be humble to the dust, and then blossom, why not Mu Shaoqian?
For five years, every moment, every minute, she was never truly happy.
Mu Shaoqian, how can I be happy without you?
Hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son.
Is the old promise still there?
Taipei Hospital.
The door of the ward, gently revealing a gap, she looked around, and found that this ward, compared to when she came five years ago, almost unchanged, plain white walls, light-colored curtains, just facing the wall of the patient*, posted with a photo of a person.
The look on her face unconsciously stiffened a little.
The whole wall is full of huge photos, the people in the photos are her, there is a young woman five years ago, and she was even earlier, when she was in elementary school, middle school, college, and when she just came to work at Mushi, those photos are arranged in order, and at a glance, you can know her growth process.
The air was filled with the fragrance of Xiao Zou Ju, and the girl in the photo pulled the corners of her mouth slightly, revealing a shy smile.
Outside the photo, a chill rose from the soles of her feet, and she held her breath.
Half-night...... A familiar man put the last photo on the wall, and she clearly saw that it was a photo taken with the children at the amusement park that day.
She looked away, and then, she saw him.
He sat not far away, quietly guarding in front of his illness*, and he inserted the small Zou Ju into the crystal vase placed on the side one by one, and the pink and white petals bloomed on the branches, which was picturesque.
He turned his back to her, his ink-colored hair looked a little bleak, he couldn't see his joy or anger, he couldn't see his expression, and the whole person seemed quiet and solemn, but his voice was very low and deep, as if he was trying very hard to squeeze out the words, and chiseled into her heart.
"Mom, I brought your daughter back, you see, how beautiful she smiles."
Mu Shaoqian held Hu Yinfen's hand and muttered, "Mom, I'm sorry, that's all I can do, I can't bring her to you, I know you want to see her very much, and I want to too, but it's too late......
"Qian'er, I'm sorry, forgive my mother's selfishness, I should have told everything the truth, you are not my son, but I want to take revenge on your father, so I ...... Actually, every time you come to the hospital, I know everything you do and say, but I became a living dead and I didn't wake up until last night. ”
"Back then, I thought that I was brother and sister with her, and I really believed in that kind of relationship, so after I heard the conversation between you and Aunt Fang Meiying, I knew that I was used by you to replace her as soon as I was born, I didn't doubt it at all, I thought Xiao Man must also be the blood of the Mu family, so I decided that I and she were brothers and sisters of the same father."
"Mom, do you know, five years ago I was going to marry her, and we went to the Civil Affairs Bureau together, but I finally broke up with her, she ran away crying, and I went to chase after her, and I even thought that if we didn't get married, it would be good to be together like ordinary friends, but Xiaoman said she wanted to get married, and I said it was impossible, and we broke up completely." > Free Reading Network