Before Mu came in early, she had already thought about having a good chat with Su Yanzhi, but now that she had received Su Yanzhi's consent, she didn't know where to start. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Mu Zao didn't want to continue to escape, even if he was very nervous, even if he didn't know what kind of reaction he would have after telling Su Yanzhi the truth.

"I think ......" Mu paused early, took a deep breath, and spoke again: "I think there is a lack of trust between us. Or rather, I lack trust in you. ”

Mu started early, and simply poured out the words in his heart, his voice did not stop, and he continued: "I don't know when it started, and I also know that this feeling is not good, but I can't control my emotions." Distrust is distrust, and there is no way to hide it. But I don't like it, I want you to help me, I want our relationship to go back to the way it used to be. ”

"I can't go back." Su Yanzhi didn't think about it, and spoke directly.

Mu Zao's words were interrupted, and suddenly he didn't know what to continue saying.

Sure enough, is Su Yanzhi still angry?

"It's impossible to go back, we can only keep going." Su Yanzhi turned his head to look at Mu Zaozao, with a slight smile in his eyebrows, he looked like he was very happy.

Did Mu hallucinate early? Or is Su Yan angry and laughing?

"I'm glad you can tell me this. I don't need to use alcohol to anesthetize, and I'm willing to be honest with me. ”

Mu Zao slowly realized that Su Yanzhi didn't seem to be angry.

But don't men hate the feeling of not being trusted? Especially not being trusted by those closest to you. It's like a betrayal, a kind of alienation. almost in disguise proves that the relationship between the two people has lit up a red light, and it is not far from the end.

"I guess it started when I was hypnotized by Master last time." Su Yanzhi spoke again, interrupting Mu Zao's thoughts.

Mu Zao thought of that time, she was killed and hospitalized, Su Yanzhi ignored Mu Zaozao in the hospital for the first time and started his overtime journey.

Later, Mu was taken away from the hospital by Dan early, and even went to Dan from time to time. Mu Zao hoped that Su Yanzhi could save their mother and son all day long, but what he waited for was endless disappointment, and finally almost despair.

She always thought that after Su Yanzhi released the hypnosis, and after she cared about and loved Mu Zao as before, those injuries would also be healed. Now it seems, things are not that simple.

The scars are still there, but instead of getting better, they tend to worsen. It seems that it has already suppurated, and if it continues like this, the injured area will have to be excised.

"But you can't be blamed for that." Before Mu said this earlier, he was still hopeful. Listening to Su Yanyi's analysis now, she is even more desperate in her heart.

If this is the reason, isn't there no solution? It is impossible to go back in time, let everything start all over again, and save Mu from suffering that kind of harm as soon as possible. The source of the damage cannot be changed, and the result cannot be changed.

"What do you think now?" Su Yanzhi asked.

Mu didn't understand what Su Yanzhi meant for a while, and asked, "What do you think?" ”

"What did you say to Ruan Ruan, what is An Nan doing here?" Su Yanzhi's tone was not questioning, as if he was really just asking Mu Zaozao's feelings in the tone of a psychiatrist.

Obviously, she couldn't trust Su Yanzhi again, and it was obviously Mu who stabbed Su Yanzhi in the heart with a knife and gun early, and he could still help her analyze it so quietly.

At this moment, Mu Zaozao suddenly felt a little cruel.

Perhaps, she shouldn't have said these words to Su Yanzhi. If you just want to find help, Mu Zao can go to 6 deep.

It's just that the words have been said here, and it is impossible to take them back again.

She fell into a new contradiction in her heart, about her thoughts about Dan, do you want to tell Su Yanzhi in one go? If Su Yanzhi knew that Mu Zao was thinking about secretly letting Dan go, he would definitely be even more sad.

Mu Zao couldn't continue to be so selfish. She said casually: "My heart is very messy, and I don't know what to do, so I want to talk to you." I didn't mean to target you, I just ......"

"I understand, I understand." Su Yanzhi interrupted Mu Zao's explanation, and slightly hooked the corners of his lips: "I am a psychiatrist, so I will not be so emotional about this kind of thing." I know you have no ill will towards me, and you don't want to threaten you with a breakup. I know you still want to live with me, that's why you want to regain our trust. ”

Mu Zao nodded fiercely.

That's what she meant in her heart, but she didn't expect Su Yanzhi to grasp it so accurately.

She suddenly felt that her husband was a psychiatrist, which was a very lucky thing. If it were another man, Mu would have to face a war now. Not to mention a stranger, even among the people Mu knew earlier, if Lei Ruan Qin said to An Yichen so bluntly that she had lost trust in him, An Yichen might have given a divorce.

Trust is gone, what's the point of being together again. It's better to free each other and cultivate a new relationship.

"Actually, every couple has problems like ours. It may be different, but trust issues are definitely not unique to us. Su Yanzhi seemed to be able to guess what Mu Zaozao was thinking every time, and a sentence could make Mu Zaozao feel that he was understood and cared for.

This feeling is very good, and it greatly soothes Mu's troubled heart.

"So be it." Su Yanzhi thought for a moment and said to Mu Zao: "Let's separate for a while." ”

"Why?" Mu Zao's eyes widened, and he was obviously not satisfied with Su Yanzhi's proposal.

They already have a crisis of trust now, shouldn't they be together to get that trust back? This separation at this juncture doesn't make the distance between the two people get farther and farther. In the end, it's over.

"If you want, I hope you can give me a little time to rebuild the foundation of trust between us." Su Yanzhi looked at Mu Zaozao's eyes, and his tone was extremely serious.

Mu Zao seemed to understand something.

But despite this, she still didn't want to separate from Su Yanzhi. They have been married for so many years, and now they have to work together to find Xiaoyi, and separation is not the best choice. Mu Zao suddenly felt that she was very ignorant, she should regulate her emotions again, and wait for Xiaoyi's matter to have a result, and then deal with the trust between them.

"Forget it, it's been so long, and I'm not in a hurry to do it."

"There is no feeling of trust, and there is a long distance between the hearts of two people. Even if the body is forced together, you can't experience any happiness. Does this make sense? Su Yanzhi said slowly.

Mu Zao looked at the expression on Su Yanzhi's face, and saw that his sword eyebrows were slightly frowned, and his mood was much lower than just now.

But then, the corners of Su Yanzhi's mouth rose again, and he continued to say to Mu Zaozao: "It just so happens that the clinic has been short of people recently, and I have been living there for a while, so I can still contact him every day." Don't they all say that Xiao Biesheng is newlywed, maybe it's a good thing. ”

Mu Zao felt that his nose was slightly pantothenic. Before talking about this, she had always felt that she had a little rejection of Su Yanzhi in her heart, and Su Yanzhi was not at home this morning, so Mu Zao felt relaxed. She also selfishly thought that if Su Yanzhi left for a while, she would definitely be more relaxed. You don't have to force a smile every day, you can do whatever you want.

But when Su Yanzhi really proposed to separate, Mu was scared early.

Looking at Mu Zao's slightly red eyes, Su Yanzhi sighed. stretched out his arm and took her into his arms, and sighed lightly: "Don't worry, even if you don't love me anymore, even if we really don't be together anymore, I'm still yours." ”

Mu Zao's tears fell from her eyes, she hurriedly raised her hand to wipe away the tears that had accidentally fallen, got up from Su Yanzhi's arms, and turned around and left the bedroom.

I didn't dare to go up to the attic, I was afraid that I would have to worry about seeing her cry from time to time.

Mu Zao once again felt that she should not be right, obviously she should take good care of this family, but she broke the hearts of the two of them.

At this moment, the so-called 'trust' suddenly seems less important. As long as Su Yanzhi is willing to stay by her side, as long as she can spend the rest of her life with Su Yanzhi in this life, those external ups and downs are nothing. Even if you really can't find Xiao Yi, even if you regret and blame yourself, you shouldn't put the blame on Su Yanzhi.

Perhaps, she should accept her fate.

Mu didn't want to accept his fate early.

Today is Su Yanzhi's first day away from home. After nightfall, the whole apartment was empty and felt very deserted. No matter how high the heating is, my heart is still cold.

This weekend, 6 Xiaoxiao didn't go to school, so I went to her house from time to time.

After dinner, 6 Ming sent Shi Shi back, 6 Xiaoxiao did his homework at home and did not follow.

6 Ming didn't know about Su Yanzhi and Mu Zao's separation, and when he saw that it was already nine o'clock in the evening, Mu Zao was still sitting alone on the sand watching TV, a little curious.

He walked to the sand, stood in front of Mu Zaozao, and asked puzzledly, "What do you mean?" ”

"At the clinic." Mu said early.

"Overtime?"

Mu Zao was stunned for a moment, and then nodded.

"What time do you get off work?" 6 Ming asked again.

Mu Zaozao felt a little lost in his heart. He tried his best to keep his calm and said, "I should be back in a while." ”

"It's so late, I'll wait for him with you." 6 As he spoke, he sat down on the sand.

Mu Zao couldn't let 6 Ming wait here, so wouldn't the matter between her and Su Yanzhi be exposed. Mu Zao didn't know how to explain the matter between the couple to this group of friends.

Hurriedly shook his head, reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth and said to 6 Ming: "No need, Brother 6 Ming, go back quickly, it's not safe for a little person to be at home alone." ”

"It's okay, I locked the door, and she will go to sleep by herself after finishing her homework. I used to work overtime until midnight, and she got used to it. 6 Ming thought that Mu Zao was really worried about him, and explained with a smile.

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